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Jay picked himself up after calming himself down, he was uptight because he was afraid Asher would sense something had nearly happened. He looked at Raven and a blush colored his cheeks, he dropped his gaze down as he walked into the kitchen pouring himself a glass of water and taking a headache tablet when he reached the medicine cabinet.

"sorry...headaches and me don't mix well is all" Jay said softly, walking over to Asher and placing a kiss on his cheek.

Jay poked an eyebrow up and kissed Asher on the lips again, wrapping his arms around the vampires chest and resting his head on his chest.
"what? you don't believe me then?" he asked Asher softly, before he pulled away and walked over to the front door.

"i'm going to find a job" he said, pulling his boots on.

Jay stopped and diverted his gaze away, he was being too jumpy.
"well I thought i'd help by getting a job...so..I can help support the baby aswell...and anyway, you've gotta make sure Raven's okay because you left her and she got ill again" he said, quickly braiding his hair and tying it off. He grabbed his jacket and opening the door, looked at Asher.

"i've been in the house for days and maybe a walk to the town will clear my headache away, i'll be back later" he murmured, walkign out and shutting the door, he walked up the path and started walking towards the town, waving when he noticed Merethist waving from the window.

Merethist sniffed, Jay was definately off.
"Ay upset cos Aven tried to kiss? or is he jealous?" he asked, his gaze on the door, Jay walked in a few moments later, and taking his boots and jacket off went into the study-type room. A large room in the style of a library, his grandfather left at the house when he moved. He wenrt upstairs and noted that Raven and Asher weren't around. He looked around, confused.

"Sher and Aven act like Sher and Jay?" Merethist pipped in, watching Jay go into his room, leaving the door open to. He was on his cell to Nishi, who was worrid about his younger brother due to the whole pregnancy deal.

"maybe I was thinking to quickly, but I really want a kid, more than anything Nish" Jay said softly, sitting on his bed, his left hand holding his cell up to his ear.

"you're very stressed Jay, I can tell and I think it has something to do with Asher reminding you of Koe...you're scared he'll get closer to Raven than he is to you"

"I don't know Nish but I have this horrid sinking feeling, like a heavy stone in the pit of my stomach"

"your first bout of jealousy, talk to Asher about it or you can stay over here for a few nights...mom and dad are moving over next week"

"I can't tell him this...it's foolish to think...but it feels like we're distancing...and I hate it..I really do Nish..." Jay answered holding his right hand over his eyes to try and stop any tears.

"Jay...please don't cry...it's just the stress and lack of sleep talking that's why you're feeling more sensitive to things these days...listen i've got to go now, the club is having a busy hour,but i'll be over later tonight okay?"

"okay, bye Nish" Jay answered weakly, hanging up and lying back on the bed, he felt awfully tired.

"kissing?" Merethist answered, he was pretty sure the kissing was making Jay jealous and moody. The Undera smiled then stiffened when he felt that Jay was upset, he's always been able to sense Jay's mood and right now he was terribly upset. Merethist frowned and grabbing his favourite blanket and the half eaten packet of mints he had hidden under the couch pillow. He quickly floated upstairs to his owner.

"ay?'kays?" he asked softly as he watched the blonde college student, Jay was led on his bed, his back to the door, trying to hold back tears but failing miserably. Jay bolted upright when Merethist spoke and quickly tried wiping his tears away.

"Mere, it's just sleepiness, i'm fine" he said, motioning for the Undera to come give him a hug. Merethist did, holding tightly onto Jay and placing the blanket over him. Merethist didn't like it when Jay cried, he'd only done it once before around him and he hated to watch Jay suffer so much. Jay was still crying though his sobs were quietening as he had bitten his lip.

"don't tell Asher or Raven about this okay, the baby is worry enough" he said softly and Merethist nodded, understanding.

Jay hugged Julianna and wiped any remaining tears away. His eyes felt sore now..from all the rubbing and he got up. sorting his messy hair out and checking himself in the mirror. His eyes were all puffy now, he frowned and put his reading glasses on. They drew the attention away from his puffy eyes. He smiled and picking Julianna up and holding Merethist by the hand he went downstairs, placing the Undera's down and letting them go play. He sighed and fell back onto the couch.

"Nishi said i'm jealous....because...well...you and Raven..." Jay went silent and shut his eyes. turning his body to the side so his forehead was resting against the couch back. He didn't want Asher to worry.

"and Raven tried kissing me...and....I ...feel bad about it...because...I wanted...to..uh...just forget it...maybe it's nerves because my parents are moving over" he said quickly, his glasses slipping off when he sat up to face Asher.
"and we never get any time together anymore...and...it feels like we're distancing..like you don't love me anymore..and it hurts!alot..." Jay murmured, looking thoroughly upset by now. he turned his head away, his messy braid hiding his face from Asher's view.