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 Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 4:35 pm
Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo That reminds me... you never hear of anyone trying to OD on the hard s**t. People assume ODs caused by illegal drugs are accidental. So, I guess that is what we get from assumptions... I hate those things. uh huh. well my first attempt my family didn't know about. 3nodding The second was obvious and I almost died. My first and only attempt ended up costing lots of money. I broke all kinds of stuff trying to hang myself. I was such a little stupidass. crying you know there is a strangling fetish. People die practicing it. Hanging is very hard to do and can be very painful. You gotta fall a certain way to break neck and die instantly. yOu can hang there for a long time suffering it. some people do sexual stuff while hanging themselves for pleasure. xp I've checked out many fetishes, to tell ya the truth. I won't discuss them, since my girlfriend would get pissed. sweatdrop okay. I don't feel too uncomfortable talking about sex and stuff online because I know people on here I'll probably never know any of them offline so why be afraid to talk about stuff. I'm quite the opposite offline. shy. quiet. hard to open up. blah blah.
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 4:39 pm
Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo That reminds me... you never hear of anyone trying to OD on the hard s**t. People assume ODs caused by illegal drugs are accidental. So, I guess that is what we get from assumptions... I hate those things. uh huh. well my first attempt my family didn't know about. 3nodding The second was obvious and I almost died. My first and only attempt ended up costing lots of money. I broke all kinds of stuff trying to hang myself. I was such a little stupidass. crying you know there is a strangling fetish. People die practicing it. Hanging is very hard to do and can be very painful. You gotta fall a certain way to break neck and die instantly. yOu can hang there for a long time suffering it. some people do sexual stuff while hanging themselves for pleasure. xp I've checked out many fetishes, to tell ya the truth. I won't discuss them, since my girlfriend would get pissed. sweatdrop okay. I don't feel too uncomfortable talking about sex and stuff online because I know people on here I'll probably never know any of them offline so why be afraid to talk about stuff. I'm quite the opposite offline. shy. quiet. hard to open up. blah blah. I'm not too shy to talk about sex online... just what I've tried with my girlfriend. Basically, all bdsm stuff was just experimental. Too much time consumption for me, and it didn't really do anything for us. Being kinky is totally different, though. xd
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 4:44 pm
I've never gotten into illegal stuff.... my gene pool is full of addiction and mental crap... my parents and bro think my bros extreme bipolar was triggered by drug use.
Dispite that I HAVE gotten into some *legal* herbs... nothing too hard.
Once I had way too much chamomile (trying to get to sleep... I have terrible insomnia) and I started to halliuconate.
I've also been addicted to St. Johns Wort... I used to take it for depression, and it turned out to be abddictive. I dot a few of my other depressive friends hooked on it too. It really increases the seratonian levels in your brian. Now I drink it sometimes, but I'm not nearly as addicted as I was. I love the taste of it as well as the happy effect. Heh... I think I'll go make some now...
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 4:48 pm
Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo That reminds me... you never hear of anyone trying to OD on the hard s**t. People assume ODs caused by illegal drugs are accidental. So, I guess that is what we get from assumptions... I hate those things. uh huh. well my first attempt my family didn't know about. 3nodding The second was obvious and I almost died. My first and only attempt ended up costing lots of money. I broke all kinds of stuff trying to hang myself. I was such a little stupidass. crying you know there is a strangling fetish. People die practicing it. Hanging is very hard to do and can be very painful. You gotta fall a certain way to break neck and die instantly. yOu can hang there for a long time suffering it. some people do sexual stuff while hanging themselves for pleasure. xp I've checked out many fetishes, to tell ya the truth. I won't discuss them, since my girlfriend would get pissed. sweatdrop okay. I don't feel too uncomfortable talking about sex and stuff online because I know people on here I'll probably never know any of them offline so why be afraid to talk about stuff. I'm quite the opposite offline. shy. quiet. hard to open up. blah blah. I'm not too shy to talk about sex online... just what I've tried with my girlfriend. Basically, all bdsm stuff was just experimental. Too much time consumption for me, and it didn't really do anything for us. Being kinky is totally different, though. xd meh bdsm is kind of boring. I like rough kinky sex though. XD
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 5:04 pm
Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo That reminds me... you never hear of anyone trying to OD on the hard s**t. People assume ODs caused by illegal drugs are accidental. So, I guess that is what we get from assumptions... I hate those things. uh huh. well my first attempt my family didn't know about. 3nodding The second was obvious and I almost died. My first and only attempt ended up costing lots of money. I broke all kinds of stuff trying to hang myself. I was such a little stupidass. crying you know there is a strangling fetish. People die practicing it. Hanging is very hard to do and can be very painful. You gotta fall a certain way to break neck and die instantly. yOu can hang there for a long time suffering it. some people do sexual stuff while hanging themselves for pleasure. xp I've checked out many fetishes, to tell ya the truth. I won't discuss them, since my girlfriend would get pissed. sweatdrop okay. I don't feel too uncomfortable talking about sex and stuff online because I know people on here I'll probably never know any of them offline so why be afraid to talk about stuff. I'm quite the opposite offline. shy. quiet. hard to open up. blah blah. I'm not too shy to talk about sex online... just what I've tried with my girlfriend. Basically, all bdsm stuff was just experimental. Too much time consumption for me, and it didn't really do anything for us. Being kinky is totally different, though. xd meh bdsm is kind of boring. I like rough kinky sex though. XD Yeah, sounds nice. I can't get off without contact to my naughtys. sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 5:06 pm
lol. I can get off through other means then just oral and sex. XD
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 5:13 pm
Faeryloverette Ronnerkins Amber Ocean You could probably call me a virgin. ^.^;
It depends on what kinds of drugs you're talking about.
I've drank. Also done shitloads of Motrin. I've also popped s**t-loads of sleeping pills (Ambien, Seroquil, etc.) and done Valium in my day.
Not wise choices in my opinion; both were failed suicide attempts that no one knew about at the time. I suppose that we're not talking about perscription drugs...but hey, it's the only refrence point I have.
I've almost gotten high. Once or twice. But I haven't. I have a friend of a friend that grows weed; the girl I would've been getting high with knows the stuff is safe. >.<
Anyways, that's just my two cents. I think we're talking illegal substances. I've tried overdosing and wrist cutting. Both are too messy. People say they aren't real attempts your just looking for attention if you want to die blow out your brains. stare But I meant it. I'm on alot of prescription drugs. Over dosing on over the counter drugs don't work too well... And wrist cutting does hurt...The question is are you better?
I'm working on getting better. >.< Trying. Not succeding, but trying. That's all I can do right now.
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 5:14 pm
Ronnerkins lol. I can get off through other means then just oral and sex. XD I've never had on orgasm without having contact. =/ I just don't operate like that, I suppose. I can mentally get off... but it is totally different.
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 5:19 pm
Finding Emo Ronnerkins lol. I can get off through other means then just oral and sex. XD I've never had on orgasm without having contact. =/ I just don't operate like that, I suppose. I can mentally get off... but it is totally different.
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 5:25 pm
I think that smoking pot eased lots of my pain in my mid-teen years. It's been a hard road, but I'm so ******** happy to be alive. I've ******** up and took too much s**t sooo many times.
I'm not much of a christian, as you may be able to deduct, but there have been times that I prayed and asked god to let me live through the dosage.
I'm sure I'm not the only one. xd
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 6:09 pm
Finding Emo Ronnerkins lol. I can get off through other means then just oral and sex. XD I've never had on orgasm without having contact. =/ I just don't operate like that, I suppose. I can mentally get off... but it is totally different. I was afk for like an hour cough cough. lol. anyways rimming isn't through direct contact and you get off. And now a days straight men even like vibrators, other toys, and fingering. redface
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 6:38 pm
Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins lol. I can get off through other means then just oral and sex. XD I've never had on orgasm without having contact. =/ I just don't operate like that, I suppose. I can mentally get off... but it is totally different. I was afk for like an hour cough cough. lol. anyways rimming isn't through direct contact and you get off. And now a days straight men even like vibrators, other toys, and fingering. redface I mean sure some do... but they don't just hold them in their hand or rub their nipples with it to get off. sweatdrop I definately don't like stuff in my a**. I'm SURE I don't... if you know what I mean.
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 6:39 pm
Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins lol. I can get off through other means then just oral and sex. XD I've never had on orgasm without having contact. =/ I just don't operate like that, I suppose. I can mentally get off... but it is totally different. I was afk for like an hour cough cough. lol. anyways rimming isn't through direct contact and you get off. And now a days straight men even like vibrators, other toys, and fingering. redface I mean sure some do... but they don't just hold them in their hand or rub their nipples with it to get off. sweatdrop I definately don't like stuff in my a**. I'm SURE I don't... if you know what I mean. lol. well i do. i like boys. heart domokun
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 6:53 pm
Umm, I'm not a fan of drugs... but yeah.
I have smoked before, never became addicted... and I have been drunk once. After I was of legal age. xd
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 7:32 pm
Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins Finding Emo Ronnerkins lol. I can get off through other means then just oral and sex. XD I've never had on orgasm without having contact. =/ I just don't operate like that, I suppose. I can mentally get off... but it is totally different. I was afk for like an hour cough cough. lol. anyways rimming isn't through direct contact and you get off. And now a days straight men even like vibrators, other toys, and fingering. redface I mean sure some do... but they don't just hold them in their hand or rub their nipples with it to get off. sweatdrop I definately don't like stuff in my a**. I'm SURE I don't... if you know what I mean. lol. well i do. i like boys. heart domokun Of course you do. heart
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