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emme
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PostPosted: Thu Feb 24, 2005 1:24 am


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I'm going to go to the shop tomorrow. Even if if to just explore the garden and perhaps sneak through the door. I also want to see the ghost again. I wonder if anywone else has seen her.

I kind of hope I meet some more people like me... I remember meeting a boy a long time ago. I wonder if he's still around.. or if he's grown. I saw Urahara at the Ball, but I didn't talk then... and I was a kid... so I doubt he even remembers me. I wonder what he's like...

I'm sure there are other girls. I remember Sarria mentioning someone named Zanna. Sarria really liked her... I hope I can meet her.

I guess if I hang out long enough I will.

I just hope i don't act too strange.... or stupid... or fall....


PostPosted: Sat Feb 26, 2005 5:27 pm


User ImageI met an odd boy at the shop today. Sim was his name.. well, his nick name I guess. He wanted to call me Riri... weird. He also said I look like a plant and said i had bad fashion sense. Which was quite amusing considering what he was wearing...

He asked about Zanna... strange how her name keeps coming up. Does everyone know her? Think everyone I've met does.


link to the rp with sim:
http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=3779008&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=6705

emme
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emme
Vice Captain

Timid Lunatic

PostPosted: Sat Feb 26, 2005 5:36 pm


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I really want to meet the rest of the simulacrum. Especially the other teens. I want to know if they had as hard of a time adjsuting as i've had. I feel like I fit better into this new body with each passing day, but I still feel like a clutz. I want to take a yoga class, I think.... If I knew anyone who teaches one.

I wrote letters to Kami, Aurora and Sarria... I want to show all the simulacra the glade. I think it's special... and I think it's meant just for us... all of us.

I suggested throwing a Saint Patrick's Day Party there. I've already started looking for supplies, and I want to make a map down to the glade, so all the other kids can have an adventure finding it too!

I wonder what Kami, Rora and Sarria will think, and if they'll have any good suggestions for me.

Honestly, though... I really don't know what the hell I'm thinking. Me, throw a party? I can barely hold a conversation half the time. But I guess if I host, I'll be too busy to talk. I hope... At the very least I'll get to see new people.



Oh, and Raven's still here. He's gone alot shopping and training. He and mom go out a lot now. I don't mind. It gives me time to enjoy the peace and quite at home. I don't know if I'm still bothered by him or not, though... he gets more and more familar each day, and what ever anger I had towards him originally is fading. Maybe I'm jealous... or just cautious. I know he can upset mom... yet she listens to him and tells him more than she does me at times.

He's leaving again soon, though. He has to go back to Dragons Breath, and tehn back to earth to his family there. I wonder if they'll ever have the happily ever after story that I know my mom dreams off.



PostPosted: Sun Feb 27, 2005 12:05 pm


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Raven is leaving shortly to return to Dragons Breath. I would like to return with him. I don't really have that many friends here... and I think I've come to realize that home is home. I do have the shop, which I am dedicated to... but as busy as the shop keeps me, I still feel rather out of place.

I don't know. I'll just feel things out for while... Raven will be here for a while longer. I just can't bare to have him leave again... not after all of this time spent here with us, after he finally made this step. He and Ray actually get along now. I guess they're more alike than any of us realized.

Oh, I did call up one of the Simulacra's Guardians. A girl named Kerryn and her Guardian Bri. I don't know exactly why... I just had a good feeling about them both. Especailly Kerryn. Besides, I need to meet many of the children...

emme
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emme
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PostPosted: Sun Feb 27, 2005 12:08 pm


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The room was cool, both the front and back doors open, letting in the breeze from outside. The stereo was on, some random instramental piece, with a celtic feel to it. Raven was writing, some type of lyrics perhaps. He had a thing for music, and the music playing was likely something of his creation, or a collaboration he'd worked on.

Emme stood in a patch of sun, working on that same painting she'd been struggling with for some time now. Ray was sitting outside on his favorite rock, sketching. So many of their afternoons were now spent this way, it was a comfortable way too live, and peaceful.

After Ray's growth, he'd pulled away from Emme, keeping much of his thoughts to himself. He'd become more brooding and silent while at home, despite his new ablitity to talk. He went out to the garden more and more often, and would disappear on long walks. Raven's empathy finally kicked in, though... and one evening he went out to speak with the boy.

They sat silently in the garden together for a long time before either of them spoke.

"You don't seem very happy lately, Ray." Raven finally said, "I hope it's not because of me."

Ray shook his head, running his fingers along the surface of the pond. "It was about you at first..." He said. "But not anymore. You make mother happy..."

It was a bittersweet victory for Raven, he'd been seeking Ray's approval since they met in Dragons Breath. Though the boy would play with him, there was never a connection, and now... since his greeting at the door, Raven had wonderd if the boy would ever warm up to him. "I'm glad you think I do, Ray.... I know you didn't alway feel that way about me."

"I judged you unfairly, I think... There is more to ever situation than someone as young as i can know..." Ray said somewhat criptically, readjusting his postition on the rock. He wouldn't look at Raven, but he did appreciate the company. It felt hard to look anyone in the eye anymore. He felt like he'd lost his connection to people in general.

"Maybe not, you've more wisdom than most people I've known." Raven leaned back, looking up at the stars as they slowly came to life in the darkening sky. "Why, then, all the gloom lately? If you don't have a problem with me any more..."

Ray sighed, and shook his head. "I don't know. I think it started when I hung out with the girls at the shop... I just... didn't feel like I fit in. I was so obsessed with... well, the garden, the trees... I don't know. I don't feel like I understand people anymore... people my own age seem the strangest of all... I dont' know why." It felt good to get that off his chest... he was surprised that Raven made such a good listener.

"hmmm..." Raven replied, "I'm not sure what to tell you... I think we all feel out of place at times." He looked over at the younger boy... a child, yet not a child for long. He couldnt' imagine what it could feel like to grow so much so quickly, in both body and mind. "Just remember... you have family and friends who love you, so don't worry about what others might think. You will always fit in here."

Ray nodded, leaning over to give Raven a hug... something he handn't done since he was little. "Thank you Raven."
PostPosted: Sun Feb 27, 2005 1:26 pm


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http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/guilds/viewtopic.php?pt=1110682426&p=11075014#11075014


Mom invited a girl over today, with her mother, for tea. Of course, she was so distracted with her work that she forgot the time and I had to let them in. She finally came down and entertained Kerryn's mother while we escaped to the garden.

It's strange, I feel a connection with this girl. Like I know her from somewhere. She didn't seem entirely comfortable with it at first, she'd flinch if we accidently touched, she wouldnt' even take the fish food from my hand.

I think Kerryn warmed up to me when I told her about the forest and glade. She wants me to take her there. I will have to do so soon, I think she'll like it.

emme
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emme
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PostPosted: Sun Feb 27, 2005 1:43 pm


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We're going back to dragons breath. I thought I'd be more excited. I really want to see Torrin again... but everything else is different now. I've grown, and the children of Dragons Breath have not... They're elvin, and grow slower than most children, rather than the other way around. I guess it's not a big deal, though... there's not all that much holding me here.

I haven't heard back from any of the girls yet. It hasn't been that long, but I know they've gotten the letters by now, I'm sure. I guess I was just more excited by the glade than the girls were.

PostPosted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 9:29 am


Letting go of Bri's hand, Kerryn ran up the front walk to Emme's house, looking for the mailbox. When one wasn't spotted, she shrugged her shoulders and bent down to prop the letter she had written earlier against the double doors.

The letter.
Dear Ray;

You said you'd show me the glade sometime, and I was wondering if you had the time today? I figured out what was wrong with my plants, although it was rather silly, and I'm done with my plant watch. So, I'm free. I'll be at the shop later today, probably in the afternoon sometime.

See you then?

Kerryn.


Walking back to Bri, Kerryn took her hand and walked off, looking back at the door for a moment before focusing on their errands.

Merewen


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PostPosted: Tue Mar 08, 2005 9:37 pm


It arrived in the mail for them, addressed to Ray after coming from quite a long way away when the cruise ship had docked was the only time she could have sent any mail.
The letter was written on stationary that was green, a tiny doodle of Ray in the corner of the paper.


The letter.
Dearest Ray,

I wish you were here, the cruise would probably be saner with you there or something like that. Oh, by the way, Don't feel badly, that was the most fun I've had in quite a while. I'm sorry about not responding back to you soon but we were moving to a different place and Mother broke up with her fiancee before the wedding.

Oh, about your idea for St. Patrick's day. I like that idea allot. The other simu would just love the little glade we discovered, I'm sure of it.

See you when I get back, Ray.

heart Kami.
PostPosted: Wed Mar 09, 2005 12:41 pm


Reserved for Kerryn RP2

emme
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emme
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 09, 2005 12:42 pm


reserved for Kami's letter and stuffs. ^^
PostPosted: Wed Mar 16, 2005 9:00 am


reserved for what ray thought of kerryn's gift. ^_^

emme
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emme
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 16, 2005 9:03 am


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Well, I've worked out most the details for the St. Patrick's Day party. Many of the Simulacrum are off on a cruise, though... so I doubt they'll be making it. I'm kind of sad about the whole thing. I didn't even hear about the cruise, but Aurora, Kami and Sarria are gone.

Not that it matters much. Mom will be out of town for the weekend, but we're leaving for dragons breath soon after.

I wonder how much more things will have changed when I get back. At least I have the party to look forward to.

PostPosted: Tue Mar 22, 2005 2:26 pm


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PostPosted: Tue Mar 22, 2005 2:27 pm


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