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 Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 9:34 pm
flineagle oh why? or how? what are they saying about it? He is asking me why i haven't yet, and He is telling me how much life sucks. Pretty much he's asking me things like why i changed my life after i tried to kill myself, and why i Didn't do it after he asked me not to.
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 9:39 pm
Heavenly_Evil flineagle oh why? or how? what are they saying about it? He is asking me why i haven't yet, and He is telling me how much life sucks. Pretty much he's asking me things like why i changed my life after i tried to kill myself, and why i Didn't do it after he asked me not to. that does not sound like a very good friend. hes probably upsetted or something. I do hope you are no longer considering it, suicide is never worth it.
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 9:41 pm
flineagle Heavenly_Evil flineagle oh why? or how? what are they saying about it? He is asking me why i haven't yet, and He is telling me how much life sucks. Pretty much he's asking me things like why i changed my life after i tried to kill myself, and why i Didn't do it after he asked me not to. that does not sound like a very good friend. hes probably upsetted or something. I do hope you are no longer considering it, suicide is never worth it. I thought it was the first few times i tried it, But i gave up on it. I can't do anything right, not even that. But he is upset, His gf is being mean to him and he is fighting with his guardians more, He'll get over it i'm just letting him Vent it out.
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 9:44 pm
Heavenly_Evil flineagle Heavenly_Evil flineagle oh why? or how? what are they saying about it? He is asking me why i haven't yet, and He is telling me how much life sucks. Pretty much he's asking me things like why i changed my life after i tried to kill myself, and why i Didn't do it after he asked me not to. that does not sound like a very good friend. hes probably upsetted or something. I do hope you are no longer considering it, suicide is never worth it. I thought it was the first few times i tried it, But i gave up on it. I can't do anything right, not even that. But he is upset, His gf is being mean to him and he is fighting with his guardians more, He'll get over it i'm just letting him Vent it out. okay. I used to want to commit suicide to. but now that I think about it, it would have been a selfish thing for me to do, because everyone I left behind would be hurt by it... also I would not rest in peace. I know what you mean when you say "not even that" sometiems I feel like that too.
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 9:46 pm
flineagle okay. I used to want to commit suicide to. but now that I think about it, it would have been a selfish thing for me to do, because everyone I left behind would be hurt by it... also I would not rest in peace. I know what you mean when you say "not even that" sometiems I feel like that too. *sighs* yea i used to think going to hell was better then my life. And no one would miss me if i was gone, I think about it alot, when i lay in bed at night cause i don't sleep. but i haven't tried it in a month or so. domokun
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 9:51 pm
Heavenly_Evil flineagle okay. I used to want to commit suicide to. but now that I think about it, it would have been a selfish thing for me to do, because everyone I left behind would be hurt by it... also I would not rest in peace. I know what you mean when you say "not even that" sometiems I feel like that too. *sighs* yea i used to think going to hell was better then my life. And no one would miss me if i was gone, I think about it alot, when i lay in bed at night cause i don't sleep. but i haven't tried it in a month or so. domokun heh, have you talked to anyone about it? I dont know if that would help, but The Samurai, hes like the leader in this guild and he usually has really good advice... I havent tried to kill myself in ages but after I stopped trying I would pray for God to take me... or I would just mope around wishing I would die. Last time I did that was like a week ago sweatdrop But sometimes I think about things that make me not want to die. such as, Christmas. when I was young I remember everyone said Christmas was about gifts and how God gave the greatest gift of all, salvation to us. I think about how God gave us the life we have and He must consider it important, so we should cherish it... also He has big plans for our lives that we dont even know about... wanting to commit suicide is like me telling Him that I dont care what He wants...
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 9:54 pm
flineagle heh, have you talked to anyone about it? I dont know if that would help, but The Samurai, hes like the leader in this guild and he usually has really good advice... I havent tried to kill myself in ages but after I stopped trying I would pray for God to take me... or I would just mope around wishing I would die. Last time I did that was like a week ago sweatdrop But sometimes I think about things that make me not want to die. such as, Christmas. when I was young I remember everyone said Christmas was about gifts and how God gave the greatest gift of all, salvation to us. I think about how God gave us the life we have and He must consider it important, so we should cherish it... also He has big plans for our lives that we dont even know about... wanting to commit suicide is like me telling Him that I dont care what He wants... I'm not good at talking to people about my own problems, and honestly i didn't believe in god until about a month ago. I was laying in the hospital after my ex had beaten me and i prayed that i could have the strength to get away from my problems.
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 9:57 pm
Heavenly_Evil flineagle heh, have you talked to anyone about it? I dont know if that would help, but The Samurai, hes like the leader in this guild and he usually has really good advice... I havent tried to kill myself in ages but after I stopped trying I would pray for God to take me... or I would just mope around wishing I would die. Last time I did that was like a week ago sweatdrop But sometimes I think about things that make me not want to die. such as, Christmas. when I was young I remember everyone said Christmas was about gifts and how God gave the greatest gift of all, salvation to us. I think about how God gave us the life we have and He must consider it important, so we should cherish it... also He has big plans for our lives that we dont even know about... wanting to commit suicide is like me telling Him that I dont care what He wants... I'm not good at talking to people about my own problems, and honestly i didn't believe in god until about a month ago. I was laying in the hospital after my ex had beaten me and i prayed that i could have the strength to get away from my problems. wow... then you could use some good ol' fellowship 3nodding it honestly helps when you are a new believer to have many friends who can help you out with questions and such. Im so glad that you have found God ^_^
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 9:59 pm
flineagle Heavenly_Evil I'm not good at talking to people about my own problems, and honestly i didn't believe in god until about a month ago. I was laying in the hospital after my ex had beaten me and i prayed that i could have the strength to get away from my problems. wow... then you could use some good ol' fellowship 3nodding it honestly helps when you are a new believer to have many friends who can help you out with questions and such. Im so glad that you have found God ^_^ I am too honestly, I haven't found a church near me that will accept me yet. I think believing is a big step for me though. I stopped believing when i was about 9 when i was kicked out of church.
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 10:02 pm
Heavenly_Evil I am too honestly, I haven't found a church near me that will accept me yet. I think believing is a big step for me though. I stopped believing when i was about 9 when i was kicked out of church. wow, girl you have got some testimony there then. so how come you were kicked out?
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 10:05 pm
flineagle wow, girl you have got some testimony there then. so how come you were kicked out? I asked the pastor why the devil would punish people that worked for him, that got me kicked out when i was 8 then at a different church i asked the sunday school teacher why you got into heaven by asking for forgiveness, then asked if a guy walked around killing everyone he met and hurting people, got sent to jail and was getting executed, if he asked for forgivness moments before he died, he'd get to go to heaven. for that one they walked me off the premises.
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 10:10 pm
Heavenly_Evil flineagle wow, girl you have got some testimony there then. so how come you were kicked out? I asked the pastor why the devil would punish people that worked for him, that got me kicked out when i was 8 then at a different church i asked the sunday school teacher why you got into heaven by asking for forgiveness, then asked if a guy walked around killing everyone he met and hurting people, got sent to jail and was getting executed, if he asked for forgivness moments before he died, he'd get to go to heaven. for that one they walked me off the premises. sry, but I dont understand how anyone could do that... my boyfriend is an atheist, he stopped believeing in God a long time ago when he asked a pastor some questions about revelations and the pastor told him to put the bible down and forget about it... sad why would someone who is supposed to be a believer in truth do that?
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 10:15 pm
flineagle scream sry, but I dont understand how anyone could do that... my boyfriend is an atheist, he stopped believeing in God a long time ago when he asked a pastor some questions about revelations and the pastor told him to put the bible down and forget about it... sad why would someone who is supposed to be a believer in truth do that? Don't know but from there me life went down hill, i was raped, beaten, and then a guy,jimmy, tried to "Save" me when i was 13, but he just beat/raped me more. He's my ex and he still calls alot but i dont talk to him, then after him a met a guy mark, and Mark acted like he loved me but we broke up *counts* 3 weeks ago today, and i was with him for 2 years, So life isn't really better but i haven't tried to kill myself so i guess it's an improvement. stare
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 10:18 pm
Heavenly_Evil flineagle scream sry, but I dont understand how anyone could do that... my boyfriend is an atheist, he stopped believeing in God a long time ago when he asked a pastor some questions about revelations and the pastor told him to put the bible down and forget about it... sad why would someone who is supposed to be a believer in truth do that? Don't know but from there me life went down hill, i was raped, beaten, and then a guy,jimmy, tried to "Save" me when i was 13, but he just beat/raped me more. He's my ex and he still calls alot but i dont talk to him, then after him a met a guy mark, and Mark acted like he loved me but we broke up *counts* 3 weeks ago today, and i was with him for 2 years, So life isn't really better but i haven't tried to kill myself so i guess it's an improvement. stare aww Abbie *huggs* well I believe things will get better. Some of the main things about God is that He is faithful, to me that means that He will not let us down when He says He will help us. and He has said that He will provide for us and protect us... that does not mean that life wont suck, but it does mean that we can go to Him when things get bad.
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Posted: Sat Apr 23, 2005 10:22 pm
*smiles faintly* yea i guess you're right. I'm done talkin about my problems though redface
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