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 Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 6:00 pm
Reiku's brown eyes widened at Michael's sudden attention, and his mouth fell slightly open in surprise. He blushed deeply at the sudden attention being paid towards him as Michael pushed back his bangs and hammered him with questions.
"What? It's...it's not a big deal, My-kun. It's nothing, ne? I'm fine. " His eyes grew wide at the last comment directed toward him, and his blush deepened so much he was almost a little dizzy. He was right! Reiku had completely forgotten bout falling asleep in Michael's room the other day, only to wake up in hs boxers.
"G-g-gomen, My-kun. I didn't mean to upset you, ne?"
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 6:14 pm
"It's... It's okay. I'm just worried for you. I know that... that you're not so fragile, but, I can't help but worry for you when you get hurt. It scares me to loose you. I don't want to ever loose you. I'm sorry that I suggested that. I didn't mean to fluster you that badly, okay? And you shouldn't worry about being seen in your boxers, kay? It's not like no one has seen a guy's chest or legs before. Your not revealing any thing improper, okay?"
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 6:26 pm
Reiku laughed softly, giving a slight nod. He was so glad that Michael wasn't angry with him. he didn't want him to be cross with him at al, if he could avoid it. He wrapped his arms around Michael's waist, and this time there was no blush of embarrassment. He knew exactly what he was doing.
"I understand, My-kun. Really, I'm sorry, I just get so embarrassed sometimes. I don't mean to freak out the way I do. Gomenesai. " He snuggled close, then leaned upward, pressing a kiss to the boy's cheek.
"I know, you're right, ne? Who hasn't seen a guy in boxers before. I'm being silly, I guess. And you don't have to worry, you aren''t going to lose me. I don't plan on going anywhere." He grimaced. "Well...maybe this damn stupid assembly..."
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 6:42 pm
He smiled and gave a kiss to Rei on his cheek as well. "Yeah, does anybody know what it's for? I have no idea at all? No one has told me, so I'm walkin' blind. What d'you say we go and get something to eat, even if it is gruel." He had released Rei now, and was looking down with his deep purple eyes. He smiled, the beautiful face he had come to know staring back at him.
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 6:57 pm
Reiku gratefully accepted the kiss offered, and wished he had kissed Michael on the lips instead, for maybe he would have mimicked that too. He shook his head as he pulled slightly away, making his way to the door.
"Iie, haven't heard a word. Something stupid, no doubt. I mean really, what could they possibly have to say that we'd want to hear?" He shrugged. "Unless they're gonna say the collars come off, I really could't give less of a damn what they have to say. But since I don't want to be electrocuted, i'll go, ne?" He pulled open the door.
"Are you still goin on about the food. I don't mind it. But then again, my brother's wife couldn't cook to save her soul."
-------->Cafeteria
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 7:06 pm
"WE can only wish, eh? And yes, I'm sorry if I have been kept to high food standards, eh? Hah, nothing beats my cooking, of course, they won't let me cook, yo. Worthless. Oh well, let's get out of here, ne?" He opened the door for Rei and closed it as he left. "To the cafeteria."
----->Cafeteria
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Posted: Thu Oct 05, 2006 4:46 pm
<----ariko's room
Reiku, fished hs wallet out of his pocket and used hi cardkey to unlock his door. He held it open for Michael to enter before stepping inside himself. He closed the door behind him, slipping out of his sneakers and setting them on the cubby beside the door.
"Gomen ne, My-kun... I didn't really wait to see if you even wanted to come to my room, ne? I just... I guess I just wanted to be alone with you for a while, ne?"
He ducked his head as scarlet bloomed within his pale cheeks, and he gave that nervous giggle again as he pushed off of the door.
"First things first, ne... I really need to take... my... medicine..." The boy stiffly hobbled into his restroom, closing the door softly behind him.
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Posted: Thu Oct 05, 2006 6:51 pm
-----> Ariko's Room
"Huh, oh, don't worry. I always love spending time with you, Rei-kun." Michael gave his ever winning smile. That smile, he hoped he would always have it. It was something that helped him through bad times. As such, it didn't falter in the least when Reiku mentioned his medicine. "Don't be ashamed hun," Mike reasured him, "I've had more embarressing and shameful things I've done." He shook his head with a slight blush.
Once Reiku entered the bathroom, Michael took off his shoes before traipsing across the room to Reiku's bed. He sat on it and crossed one leg over the other, waiting patiantly. It reminded of him when he and Reiku had slept in his own bed together. That had been pretty embarressing, especialy for their second day together, but whatever. He didn't mind too much. This kid was too cute to be embarrissed around. Hell, he blushed enoughe for the both of them.
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Posted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 7:23 pm
Reiku took a moment to gather his wits before crossing the small room to stand before his sink. As he swung open the reflective plastic doors of the medicine cabinet, the first thing his eyes fell upon was that telltale orange pill bottle. He forwned at the bottle; he just couldn't help it, he hated them so. Those damned pills and everything they stood for in his life... WIth a heavy sigh, he snatched the bottle from the shelf and slammed the mirror closed once more.
Small, almost feminine fingers uncapped the bright orange bottle, removing the childproof cap and shaking out a few small witee pills into the palm of his hand. He hated swallowing pills... and these one specifically...
"I don't know why you even bother with those things... you don't really think they'll work do you?"
Reiku's eyes bugged a bit, and his head jerked up on his neck. Looking at his reflection, he didn't ee the pale, terrified expression he wore, but rather an icy, smirking taunting one. Reiku shook his head frantically, his hands closing tightly around around the pills in his hand.
"You're not real, you're not real, you're not real, you're not real..."
"Still telling yourself that, ne... That silly little chant hasn't helped yet, though, ne? You're so stupid..."
"You're not real... just an.. um.. manifistation... I'll take my medicine and do my treatment and you'll go away... you're supposed to go away..."
"Ugh, stop whining at me, you girl...I'm not going anywhere. Pop all the pills you want, go to all your little appointments... it's not gonna change. It hasn't yet, and it's not going to.. why don't you accept things. As long as you need me... we're stuck."
"But I dont!"Reiku quickly slapped a hand over his mouth, stifling the urge to keep shouting at the top of his lungs. had Michael heard him? he hoped not...
"I don't," he repeated in a viscious whisper. I don't need you at all, go away. Leave me alone. Quit making everything worse! I have My-kun now, so really, I don't need you anymore..."
"Haha... you're joking right? You better be, or you're dumber than I thought. If you didn't need me, I wouldn't even be here, ne? It's all really simple when you think about it... You made me... cuz you are one twised little monkey, ne? That kid's just as soft as you are... is he really going to protect you from anything? Iie... I don't think so..."
"SHUT UP!"
Reiku shoved the pills clenched within his hand into his mouth, swallowing them dry and gagging just a bit. He heard Mamoru's laughing and popped the bottle open again... he'd shut up.. he'd shut up because Reiku was going to make him. He uncapped the bottle once more, shaking some into his hand and shoving them into his mouth as well. Too many to swallow dry, he ran his rinse cup under the spigot and filled it with cold water, which he quickly chigged.
Slamming the pill bottle down onto the edge of the sink, he glared at the mirror once more... he saw himself, panting and mottle cheeked, but him. That cold glae was gone, as well as that cruel smirk... he was gone... for now...
"iie.. he's not gone, cuz he was never there, Inoue... Hes not real, you have to stop interacting with him. Stop it.... stop it..." His hands trembled as he clutched the edge of the sink, squeeing his eyes tightly shut... How many pills had he taken, he wondered... hopefully not too many...
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Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 7:14 am
Michael sat, wondering about the future. What would happen in this place? How would it change him? Would he and Reiku be released together. God he hoped so. Sometimes he felt like he was a barrier, keeping Reiku just beyond insanity. He must not have been a very good one if that episode in the hall had any warrent.
He shook his head. He had to be here for Reiku. If he wasn't, that boy might not live. As he pondered with concern, he heared noises from the bathroom. Angry noises. He got up and moved to the door. He heard the slamming of something plastic. His eyes filled with concern, he knocked. "Rei-kun, daijoubu ka?"
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Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 2:34 pm
Reiku stiffened at the knocking at his door, his eyes panicked. Had Michael heard him. Slowly, he lowered his hand from his mouth, forcing himself to sound as calm as he could.... his voice seemed trembly to his own ears, but perhaps the filter of the bathrrom door would keep Michael from hearing it...
"F-f-fine, My-kun... I'll...I'll be out in a second, ne?"
Breathe, Inoue. Calm down... you're fine, your golden, everything is all right...His eyes were closed as he nodded vaguely to himself, giving himself the mental pep-talk that he so desperately needed. After another moment he made his way to the door; as he swung it open he looked up into the concerned face of Michael, forcing a smile onto his lips.
"See, right as rain, ne? I'm ok... Are... are you?"
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Posted: Fri Oct 13, 2006 7:57 pm
Michael wore concern on his features. He put a hand on Rei's shoulder. "You're shaking. Please, tell me the truth, are you alright? Really. I'm here to talk with you, okay? I'm here to comefort you. That's what boyfriends do, okay?" He stepped closer, hugging Rei now. "I don't want to loose you, Rei-kun."
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Posted: Mon Oct 16, 2006 12:59 am
Reiku bit down hard on his bottom lip, forcing himself not to flinch away from Michael's hand on his shoulder. He nodded a bit stiffly, head bowed in apology.
"Hai, I'm fine... Nothing to worry about, don't mind me."
His eyes widened as the other boy pulled him into an embrace, and he felt his cheeks grow warm. damn it, he swore to himself mentally. Why did he have to keep blushing like this. It was childish and embarassing... yet and still, he just couldn't seem to help himself these days, especially if Michael was around. He wrapped his own arms arond Michael, resting his head against his shoulder.
"You're really sweet, My-kun... sweeter than deserve... you don't have to worry about me, ne?" He laughed then, softly and with very little humor, but a laugh nontheless.
"I really don't know why you want to waste your time with someone like me... but I'm glad you do."
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Posted: Mon Nov 06, 2006 8:18 am
As Michael withdrew, his eyes were filled with hurt and worry. Why Reiku had to demean himself so was beyond him. This constant attck was so hurtful. The boy with the red hair, he was deserving of everything. He'd been through so much, and he didn't even know what the reward was.
"Hey, Rei, how about we go and put our names in the drawing, huh? We keep talking about it, how about we do it?" He stood and offered his hand to help Reiku up. He totaly had forgotten what time of day it was.
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Posted: Mon Nov 06, 2006 3:30 pm
Reiku visibly brightened at the suggestion, then lookd down at his watch instinctively... It was cutting things rather close, it was nearly one. But if they hurried, they could make it to the office and back and just beat weekend curfew. Thy were only going to the main ffice and back, they weren't even going inside. And the halls would be practically deserted by now. He looked up to Michael with a grin and gave a firm nod, taking his boyfriend by the hand and pulling him towards the door.
"Hai hai, let's do that, ne?" Rei didn't even stop to put his sneakers back on, nor give Michael the chance to do so. If they were going to do this now, they had to be fast."
------------>hallway
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