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 Posted: Sun Apr 23, 2006 2:34 am
Cyndir cringed as Sanzo reached for him, and he pressed himself even further into the corner of the bed. He hadn't meant to make him angry...He curled up impossibly smaller, as if he could make himself shrink down into nothing. Why did everything have to be so mixed up? Who had made the rules for love anyway? Why did it have to be wrong?
He heard a loud BANG and the bed jumped as Sanzo smashed his fist against the frame. With a frightened cry, Cyndir scrambled off the bed, and across the room, pressing himself against the door, his eyes wide as a deer's.
"I--I'm sorry Sanzo-san...Maybe I should...Maybe I should go..." he said, reaching for the doorknob. He didn't want to leave. He really didn't. He hated seeing Sanzo so...hurt. But he was terrified. It had to be wrong. It had always been wrong. Everyone had told him it was wrong. It made him sick to his stomach. Everything was so confusing! Get out of there you idiot! No, don't just leave him like that...
"Sanzo-san...." he began. GO!
"I'm sorry!" he cried, and he was out the door.
---->bathroom
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Posted: Sun Apr 23, 2006 2:57 am
"Cyn-kun, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to...NO WAIT!!!"
As the door slammed behind Cyn, Sanzo bounced to his feet and ran to the door. He opened the door and looked down each end. There was no one in sight. Sanzo knew Cyn couldn't have gotten far, his room was nearly at the other end of the hall, there's no way he could have gotten there yet.
{Creeeaaaak, Bam}
"The bathroom, I knew he wasn't far. I gotta find him before someone else does. Lord knows what could happen then."
Sanzo sprinted down the hall and burst through the bathroom door.
"Cyn, where are you? We need to talk, it's okay, I wasn't mad at you. Everythings gonna be alright. C'mon Cyn-kun, no need to hide from me."
======> Bathroom
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Posted: Sun Apr 23, 2006 2:14 pm
====> from Boys Dorm bathroom
Sanzo entered the roomand began to disrobe. He went into his bathroom and started the shower. The steam filled the bathroom quickly and Sanzo stepped under the water. As he stood in the shower, Sanzo closed his eyes and let the water run down his face.
'Maybe I did go too far. I should've known this would end up like this. Why are you so damn stupid Sanzo? You couldn't just accept what you already had with him, you had to take more than you should have. I hope Cyn's not beating himself up over me. It's all my fault...I screwed up...he probably hates me for this now.' Sanzo tried to make sense of everything while he washed himself.
He turned off the water and exitted the shower, grabbing the towel hanging on the rack. He dried himself in the bathroom and wrapped the towel around his waist. He brushed his teeth and went back into the bedroom. He opened the dresser and took out a clean button down shirt and a pair of green slacks. He toosed both on the bed and went to the closet.
"Hmmm...Blazer or sweater vest? Blazer or sweater vest? ******** it neither." He closed the closet door and walked back to the bed. "I'll just wear a tie and call it a day."
Sanzo put his clothes on, tied his tie, and went back to the dresser. He grabbed a cologne bottle off the top and sprayed the fragrance onto his neck and shirt.
"Ah...Jean Paul Gottier. I love the smell of this stuff. Heh" Sanzo chuckled at the thought that entered his head after smelling the freshly applied fragrance.
'I wonder if Cyn-kun likes the smell of this too'
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Posted: Sun Apr 23, 2006 5:38 pm
"Where the hell is he?" Sanzo looked at his alarm clock. "He couldn't be...Who the ******** is that? Is that Renji."
Sanzo jumped up from the bed and ran to the door. Why the ******** is he screaming for Cyn? What the ******** is he doing awake?"
Sanzo grabbed the knob, he hadn't even bothered to grab his books. "I hope Cyn's okay." He rushed out the door slamming it behind him, and began to walk down the hall to Cyndir's room.
=====> Dorm Hallway
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 12:22 am
=====> From Detention
Sanzo woke up laying on his stomach. He was in his room, in his bed. He stared at the wall trying to make sense of things. His thoughts raced between the night before up until he passed out. It was like an instant replay. Everything was coming too fast, he just couldn't sort through it all.
"Uuuggh...my ******** back...damn ******** lunatic...uuuggh..."
Sanzo groaned as he slowly rose from the bed. Gingerly he began to remove the remnants of his shirt, he opened the dresser and took out a fresh shirt.
"Aaahh...oooo...ugh...dammit...why does it ******** burn when I move my arms. ******** it then."
He dropped the shirt to the floor and sat in the chair, careful not to lean back for fear of the pain to come with it. He opened the top drawer of his desk and removed his spare glasses. He hated the frames, thick black plastic, but if he wanted to see he had no choice. He slid them on his face and his eyes began to focus in the room.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 12:34 am
--->from caf
Cyndir stood outside Sanzo's door for a minute. His hand was half-raised to knock, when he changed his mind and turned away from the door. Three steps away, he turned back, and again, attempted to knock on the door. But again, he turned away. It went on like this for a good five minutes or so, before he finally smacked himself in the forehead with the heel of his palm.
What are you doing? Why can't you just do it? It's just talking! Nothing will happen!
But what if something does? Just walk away now. Just let it go. Forget it. Forget any of it ever happened and just go back to your room before someone sees you.
What kind of whimp are you? Man up and knock on that damn door. He deserves a blasted apology if nothing else! And preferably an explanation. Do it NOW!
Cyndir bit his lip and rapped gently on the door.
"Sanzo-san...Sanzo-san it's me...Cyndir....Are you there?" he said quietly. He wasn't sure if his voice would be loud enough for him to hear.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 1:08 am
Sanzo sat at the desk still replaying the events in his mind when a knock at the door broke his concentration.
"Cyn-kun...hold on...I'm coming...one...uuugghh...second."
Sanzo cringed as he stood from the chair and slowly walked to the door. Even with such a short distance, the pain made it feel like a mile. He unlocked the door and opened it, making sure to keep his bare back from Cyn's view.
"Hey Cyn...you feeling any better...we never got to...ugh...have our talk."
He tried hard to keep his pain inside as Cyn entered the room, the smile on Sanzo's face may have appeared genuine, but the pain was hidden behind hollow smile. He closed the door and leaned his shoulder against the wall, carefull not to touch his back to the hard brick.
"So...what's up Cyn?"
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 1:21 am
Cyndir hesitated for a second, and then entered the room slowly. For a few minutes he looked anywhere but at Sanzo, shifting nervously from one foot to the other, not noticing the boy's distress. He was so nervous that he was even oblivious to the fact that Sanzo wasn't wearing a shirt.
"I um..." he started, still looking at the floor. "I just wanted to...to apologize for this morning...I guess I...I..."
He looked up, his expression unsure and embarassed. But it slowly changed to one of puzzlement as he finally saw the pained expression thinly concealed under his smile, thought it still took a few moments for the fact that Sanzo was shirtless to register in his brain.
"Sanzo-san...are you...are you ok? You don't look too well...." he said, moving closer, his hands half-raised in concern.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 1:46 am
Sanzos eyes widened as Cyn approached.
'Was it really tha obvious? Dammit Sanzo stop him. STOP HIM!!!'
"Uh...yeah...I'm fine Cyn-kun. My a...my backs just a little sore. No big deal right."
If only Cyn knew that it was a big deal. The bruises had already began to spot themselves black in some places. The worst being where he had been whipped then beaten. Long black stripes crossed his back like a tiger. He could barely move his arms let alone stop Cyndirs approach.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 2:02 am
Cyndir looked at him for a second, head tilted to the side. He moved closer, unsure of himself. Something was wrong....
"Sanzo-san...what's wrong? I mean...you're just...I..." he said.
What was off about him? His movements...they were slower. His face was strangely pale. He looked like he was in pain. Cyndir's eyes narrowed ever so slightly, more in concern than anything else. As he moved closer, he caught sight of a discoloration near his side. He looked at Sanzo for a second, then, with an ease of movement as much a characteristic of Cyndir Rothyk as his shy, nervousness, he took hold of Sanzo's arm and, against all the other's protests, turned him around.
"Sanzo...what hap ---" his words were stopped and his eyes instantly filled with tears. One hand lifted, tracing over the marks without actually touching them. The bruise that had caught his eyes was merely the very edge of a particularly vicious wound, where the end of the whip had coiled over his side. There were a few places that the skin was broken, and dried blood dotted the ghastly bruises.
"Sanzo-kun...Oh no..." the tears in his eyes spilled over as he stared at the marks. His other hand did not release Sanzo's arm. "What happened to you...?" though he had a vague idea already as his mind flew back to when he had fled down the hall. Neither he nor Renji had come after him. Something must have happened...
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 2:15 am
"I...well...I kinda..."
Sanzo couldn't think of what to tell Cyn, the truth, or some lie about tripping down the steps. He dropped his head and let out a long sigh.
"Well, there was this little fight between me and Renji and...well...the dean showed up and...we woke up in detention. Taiki-sama...he was called in. You can pretty much guess what happen next."
He wanted to turn away, but he was drained from detention. He didn't want Cyn to see, he knew he'd take it hard. He didn't want Cyn to blame himself. Sanzo knew he shouldn't have fought Renji, but his emotions took over, and he recieved his punishment.
'If only I could put a shirt on, he would have never known. The stairs line might have worked then.'
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 2:31 am
Cyndir closed his eyes, trying not to look at those awful marks, but the image was ingrained into his mind. All your fault... his mind whispered to him. He'd been stupid and foolish. Miko was right. Renji was right. But none of them mattered.
"Sanzo..." he whispered.
He knew. Through and beyond sure, he knew. He couldn't fight it anymore. He couldn't deny it. His mind instantly recalled all his nervousness, his avoidance. He really truly understood.
He released Sanzo's arm and brushed his fingers along his shoulder. He leaned forward and pressed an ever-so-gentle kiss to Sanzo's back over a particularly bad bruise. His arms went around Sanzo's waist.
"Gomennasai, Sanzo-kun...It's all my fault...." he whispered.
For once, nothing screamed at him in the back of his mind. It just felt...right.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 2:56 am
Sanzo gasped as he felt Cyn's arms wrap around his waist. The body heat made his bruises burn but he dare not push him away. For all the pain he was in, he didn't want Cyn to let go. A smile crossed Sanzo's lips, this one genuine. He slid one of his hands on top of Cyndir's during the embrace.
"It's okay Cyn-kun. I'll be fine. Quit blaming yourself, unless you changed your name to Akimoto Taiki." He unlocked Cyn's hands and turned around. "This was my fault, I should have never hit Renji, it was stupid."
He lifted Cyndir's chin and gazed into his two toned eyes. He brushed back a lock of hair from the boys face and tucked it behind his ear. "Arigatoo Cyn-kun. Don't beat yourself up about this, you didn't do anything."
That moment in time seemed to last for eternity. The two standing with their arms around each other, Sanzo was overwelmed with a sudden desire.
"Cyn-kun, if I kiss you...you won't run...will you?"
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 3:13 am
Cyndir blinked back tears. It was as though something had finally shook itself free. He wasn't scared. He didn't want to run. Everything fell into place right before him. The way Sanzo looked into his eyes, Cyndir felt like he could simply lose himself there. He felt the arms around his waist and for once, he didn't want to break away. He didn't want to forget. He didn't want to run. He wanted to stay there, away from everyone and anyone. He abruptly recalled "Loveless" and a sudden comparison jumped into his mind. Sanzo had taken the beating for him, not because of him.
His Fighter.
He felt more tears come to his eyes, and at Sanzo's question, Cyndir ducked his head. He felt his heart jump, and he suddenly felt nervous. But not scared.
"I won't." he said softly, and he looked up again, dual-colored eyes full of wonder and...
"I...I love you, Sanzo..."
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2006 3:32 am
" I love you too Cyndir."
Sanzo leaned in, forgetting about his back completely, he put his arms around Cyn and pulled him closer. He leaned in and pressed his lips to Cyndir's, finally he broke through. Sanzo slipped his tongue into Cyn's mouth with no resistence. The kiss was more than Sanzo had expected, he didn't want it to end. The thoughts of detention completely left his mind. All he could think about was Cyn, and the happiness brought upon by the boy.
'This is the most beautiful thing to ever happen in my life, just a little longer Cyn, I don't want to let you go.' Sanzo thought as the two continued kissing, standing in the middle of the room.
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