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 Posted: Wed Jul 13, 2005 9:23 am
[7.13.04]
Mommy is acting so weird. First a she yells at me, because she ran out of money, and now shes sitting at the kitched table with papers. Thin ones, and she called them checks. She said something about adults needing to write checks so they can afford their house and stuff.
Well thats weird. Why can't you just write checks for clothes?
Yes I know she yelled at me. I know she called me spoiled, but I think shes just having a hard time. So... she didn't mean it.
Hopefully.
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Posted: Sun Dec 04, 2005 10:31 am
[12.04.05]
It's been awhile since I last updated.
No. Too long. And theres no excuse for my actions.
Mommy and I went away for awhile, we visited her family. It was because she didn't have any money left, and we had to live with them for awhile until she got back on her feet.
Which she did.
Shes working as a makeup artist, and she practices on me daily. She wants me to be a model. I asked her what that was exactly, because I never really heard of a model before. I've seen them, but I didn't know they were called models. I thought they were gods.
"A model is someone, who is beautiful. They pose, and people take their pictures."
I knew right then I was made for the job, I mean I am beautiful right?
She painted my body with lavender once to do a black and purple theme of something. She put smokey black eyeshadow around my silver eyes, and dyed my hair black and put it into ringlets. She dyed my wings black as well, and it was strange. I looked so much... older. So much better.
I loved it.
I want to look like that more often, but how can I?
Makeup, after awhile fades and it costs a lot.
I'm also still a child, maybe when I get older Koyuki and I can work things out.
Until then, I need to plan ahead. I need to see my friends.
I miss them so much.
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