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 Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 12:50 pm
Dex blinked. " feel something?" he sat next to the man and had a curious aura about him. " What do you mean? Do you not feel anything?" he began poking the man side, testing to see if that was true. It wouldn't make sense, why would someone not feel anything, that was horrible way of looking at life. 
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 12:56 pm
 ~wings currently inside his spine~ "Quothe the raven....Nevermore." ~edgar allen poe but fits Azaxu and he says it off and on~ Azaxu glared at him. whirling around and the presence from before...from the very poem he quoted grew stronger. "Is that so?! Then why even bother wasting your time teaching?! You already given up so you shall never be able to give it your true passion! If you can't give it your all then why would you bother?! You claim you teach to give that passion and drive and creativity in life to others! So why the hell should you not hold yourself to the same level?! Huh?! Why won't you allow yourself that same things?! You showed how much drive you have to live yet you are willing to throw it all away! You need to grow up and liven up! Or you won't give full blossoming to that dream that is well worth fighting for! Stupid! Stupid man!" He snapped. He threw his arm to the side and form his sword. Pointing it at him as his wings flare out. His outfit changed to that he once wore all the time. Magic like rippling over his form. (like picture.) "IF YOU WANT TO DIE SO BAD THEN AT LEAST DIE THE WAY YOU LIVED!!! AS AN ACTOR AND MUSE OF PASSION FOR THEATER AND ART! ONLY NO FALSE BLADE! YOU WISH TO DIE THEN GO AS A TRUE MUSE AND MAN OF ART NOT A ******** COWARD WHO GAVE UP ON LIFE!!! I WILL HELP YOU DIE IF THAT IS HOW YOU FEEL!!!" He shouted at him.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 1:31 pm
ArikLynn  D'Artian arched an eyebrow. "Emotionally, I can feel physically but I am cut off from my emotions." He said.  Ambrose glared at the boy, his fist clenching. "So you suggest letting myself be killed would have been better than this? i choose sanity over being slaughtered. if you don't like the way I am handling my own personal affairs then why even be in my class?" He growled
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 1:44 pm
~wings currently inside his spine~ "Quothe the raven....Nevermore." ~edgar allen poe but fits Azaxu and he says it off and on~ Azaxu looked at him and grinned a bit. "See? See? Therein lies your double edged dagger. Where you speak out both sides your mouth and out your a**." He said. He reverted to the boy with the tattered shirt and no sword. "I am not in your class for you stupid man. I was pulled there by I suppose higher powers. Besides I have an increasingly enormous passion for theater and the art of plays. Such as Shakespearan. Until I entered that classroom you were nobody and no one." He sharply retorted. "Your words just now...I chose my sanity over being slaughtered. Then don't halfway it. Find that which would keep you sane. For you can not play both sides of the fence Ambrose. You wish for sanity over slaughtering be it by your own hand or by another...you have to find that which would truly keep you sane. You have to let that emo guy in there put you to sleep and heal you. Or you really don't want sanity over slaughter. You wish to be juliet at the end where she stabs herself with the dagger. Versus Ceasar when Brutas stabbed him in the back.
Yet if it is your sanity you seek then you need to stop resisting sleep and allow that a*****e friend of yours to do his healing thngie while you sleep! You need to find that which you said all muses need! You need to stop holding yourself back or you are deluding yourself that it is your sanity you wish!
For you are slaughtering yourself slowly but surely! Another slaughtering you it would be swift and easy! You are the one who will be the et tu brute to yourself! Sanity! Hah! If you really chose your sanity than you will let emosalot put you to sleep and heal you but you don't! Instead you run from sleep on energy drinks and forcing yourself awake!"He spat back at him. "As I said I am in the class for the art and the plays. There won't be a class if you don't put yourself together and truly work for that sanity you so claim you chose over slaughter! IF THAT WAS SO THEN STOP SLAUGHTERING YOURSELF AND LET THAT HANDLER OF YOURS HELP YOU! STOP RESISTING SLEEP AND HEALING! OR SLAUGHTER ON ANOTHER'S BLADE WILL CAUSE YOU LESS EVERLASTING AGONY!"
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 1:53 pm
Dex sighed and felt bad... " oh..." he heard the yelling from the others and he couldn't take it anymore he walked over, and got in between them staring at Azaxu. " Who are you to yell at your elder? To sit there and tell him death is a better route from pain? You are very weak if that is what you are getting at and that's all I hear, you are attracted unneeded attention and I'm asking you kindly to please stop. Go calm down, drink some cool water and breathe for a few moments, you obviously cannot handle anything more than that." he stated. He was getting frustrated, he just wanted to learn and get to know his teacher and fellow students, but this was ridiculous. He didn't like raising his voice at all, though he didn't look angry, he just looked bothered, tears in his eyes... he understood what it was like to be told to die... to even come close to saying it bothered him.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 2:07 pm
ArikLynn ArikLynn D'Artian gave a put-upon sigh as he walked over and took Ambrose by the arm and forcefuly shoved him back into the classroom and pointed. his face stern. "Ambrose, go and work on the stage. Gather your thoughts and calm yourself. We have a session tonight so get what you need to get done now so you won't have to worry about it tomorrow." He said, his voice strong but devoid of any emotion. Ambrose turned in a flurry of crimson hair and stormed onto the stage jumping up onto it and dissapearing behind the curtain. D'Artian shook his head as he looked at the boys. "I suggest you calm yourself as well and think if you would be able to take this class. Ambrose is very ill and will have good days and bad. While it is none of your business I pushed him into this job in the hopes that he would find the one he is to be a muse for. One cannot fight against their nature and Ambrose is trying." He pushed his glasses up his nose. "And again while none of your business he has a session tonight where he will be put to sleep by Castian so that I may get into his mind and fix whatever damage I can." He turned to Dex and bowed his head. "Thank you for your assistance Dex, but please do not waste your time when ones mind will not change. Once one sees weakeness in others they will not change their mind, not matter what another will say or do to fix the problem." Something flaired across D'Artian's face before he followed his charge up onto the stage and vanished behind the curtain as well. A small sob could be heard and muttered voices as well, though the words were garbbled and couldn't be heard.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 2:34 pm
~wings currently inside his spine~ "Quothe the raven....Nevermore." ~edgar allen poe but fits Azaxu and he says it off and on~ Azaxu shot his gaze to Dex. "Shut up! Don't be stupid! You think I want his death?! No! He claims when calm to wish insantiy! Yet in his anger he spoke his true hearts desires! That is what I was aiming for you stupid child! Don't think you are better than me just because you know who the hell you are!" he snapped at Dex. Later he would feel bad for this. He would. Right now he didn't even care. "I pissed him off because I knew he would reveal what he denies himself! He has heard his own words from anothers mouth! It is a start!" He snapped. Shooting his gaze to Art. He flinched a bit. He paled as all he heard from Art was that he was not welcome. To get lost and not come back. Inside he felt ripped apart. He saw someone else. "They said that too...because I did not agree with killing of Nephilium...told me to get the hell away and never come back. Hissss..." He held his head as it was gone. He looked at him. "I just wanted him to wake up and see he truly desires opposite what he tries to claim and tells himself." he said with gritted teeth. He flipped Art off. "GOOD BUT YOU ALREADY SAID IT WAS NOT MY PLACE OR RIGHT AND TO STAY THE HELL AWAY! SHUT THE F**K UP AND GO YOU EMO WHORE! I DO NOT NEED YOU TO THROW MORE s**t MY WAY!!" He snapped. He rose into the air. He glared at him. "I SEE THE INNER STRENGTH YOU ARROGANT RACIST EGOTISTICAL F**KER WHO GOES FOR EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN LYING TWO FACE B****D!!! EVERYONE HAS A RIGHT TO LIVE AND SEE WHAT THEY REFUSE!!! YOU KNOW NOTHING OF ME AS I DO NOT SO SHUT THE HELL UP!! YOU HATEFUL MONSTER! PEOPLE ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO DIE JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE DIFFERENT OR LOST IN THE DARK!!"Some of what he yelled was at the voice and images that had haunted him. Said the same things. He heard the sobbing and couldn't handle it. It hit him with so many things. Screaming in anger and anguish he flew off out of the halls and vanished off. He refused to cry near these....idiots!!! (exit...oops left it off lol)
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 2:54 pm
Dex blinked and shrank as he was yelled at. "I didn't say I was better I said that you should calm down..." he muttered to himself, now that he was alone... where would he go? Should he head back to the classroom or find himself in his dorm and possibly meet up with his roomy again, which... he didn't want to do at the moment. He looked back and... sat there on the stage, just... minding his own business and thinking about the situation and how he could've said something better or intervened sooner to make things less difficult.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 2:59 pm
D'Artian walked out with a sigh as he cleaned his glasses on his shirt. "Oh...I hadn't realized you were still here Dex. I dont think we'll be having class today." the Oneroi sighed as he glanced back at the curtain. "Ambrose is in a very dark place right now...It would e impossible to pull him out of it." Something akin to sadness flashed across his face before it was gone again.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 3:05 pm
Dex nodded. " I didn't think there would be after all that, I was... just wondering where I should go is all. If it will be better I will leave." he stated and then started walking away, though... he still didn't know where to go, now he was lost for a whole nother reason.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 3:07 pm
D'Artian sighed and walked after him. "I have a class I need to get to...i could walk with you if it would make you feel better." he said, casting a glance back at the darkened stage.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 3:14 pm
Dex shook his head. " Thank you for the offer, but I guess I'll just go back to my room and... hope that's not where my room mate decided to go too." he sighed and waved before leaving completely through the doors and finding himself wander around the entire campus until he managed to recognize where he was and head home.
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Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 3:21 pm
D'Artian watched him leave before leaving the room himself. "Go home Ambrose!" He called out to the quiet room as he went to go hunt down the Herbology class alone. ((Exit to Herbology)) ((Ambrose Exit to home))
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Posted: Wed Feb 12, 2014 10:26 am
 Haxiil didn't really have this class. Endurance wise he probably wouldn't be able to hold up. He slowly made his way there. Having to stop to pant. He'd given his brother the slip as he needed some time to himself. He just walked to the class of theater. Entering he blinked. "Hello?" He called out. Seemed nobody was here. He walked inside and sunk to his knees. He blinked a bit. What should he do? It was rather relaxing in here.
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Posted: Wed Feb 12, 2014 12:06 pm
D'Artian sighed as he opened the door to the theater and flicked on some lights. "Damned stupid book, plant talking professors too. If i wanted batshit crazy people i would have stayed back home on Olympus. Zuse would be welcomed vacation from that asshat." He muttered to himself. "Now where did I put that book?"
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