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Posted: Sat Sep 21, 2013 4:01 am
Didn't need titles? What kind of nonsense was that? The whole reason Mimsy was in this situation was because she'd managed to obtain a title that meant she was inhuman. The whole reason she was here was because she wanted a title gained through her success. It must be nice to feel happy or fulfilled without needing those things, she thought. She needed a break from playing pretend. This was serious business. "Hmm, I'm not sure. You can't be a super astronaut without any training. I would be willing to train you, but you appear to already find yourself to be a good fit for 'secret agent spy'. I suppose that a spy would be capable for the job, but..." There had to be something more adequate. He was not really her spy, or her scribe, or her bodyguard. Her 'caretaker' would have been appropriate for what he claimed he wanted to do, but the idea of the connotation the word brought made her feel uneasy. And for some reason, he didn't want 'doctor'. "Oh! I've got it!" She sat up straight and looked extremely pleased with herself. "We can distill it to just, simply, mine. It allows for all-encompassing versatility, and still means you can have what you want." It made perfect sense. Like Teslarachnid had been hers, and her Masters thesis had been hers, and the Higgs Boson would be hers. Exactly the same principle - and it could be applied to humans too, couldn't it? She made an executive decision that yes, it could. She was so satisfied that she had figured this out that she almost missed the fact that he'd moved his hands. When she finally did notice, she gave him a warning look and tapped him on the nose. "If you tickle me, I will clone myself, and you will have to sustain a double dose whether you like it or not." She had no idea how to not be on the losing side of a ticklefight, and sincerely hoped that he would take the threat to heart.
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Posted: Sat Sep 21, 2013 4:46 am
There were very few people in this world Robert would listen to when they told him not to tickle. Mimsy was on that short list, for very mysterious reasons. But his hands stopped wiggling beside her, and settled harmlessly in the curve of each side of her. She wanted him to be hers, and for a moment - just one self-indulgent moment - he made believe that meant what it sounded like. It was a selfish, self-destructive move, but it made his heart stop hurting for one split second, and instead fill with a warm, pulsing comfort. Then he quietly pushed the feeling away and reminded himself that she was being possessive, not affectionate. She did not feel that warm flush of emotion in her heart. Not yet. But maybe someday. Maybe some brilliant, sciency, nerd guy would find the key to a door he thought he could just crash his way into, like he did with everything else in life. And just like that, all those warm and comforting feelings were gone. "What I want." Robert's voice had turned hushed, only one step up from a whisper. He tilted his head down, and leaned it in, brushing his nose against hers. "Tell me something, sugar." His eyes set, looking intensely into hers. "What is it you think I want?"
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Posted: Sat Sep 21, 2013 5:35 am
The way he spoke, the way he asked it, the way he moved and looked at her, it all made it very, very clear that she had either asked the wrong question or missed something that was important. In her excitement, 'want' just meant that he could do the job he'd referred to. A job he wanted, right? Her brows furrowed, and her fingertips fell carefully against his cheek, one after the other. How puzzling. When she thought of the wants that she had that might merit such sincerity, none of them involved any human other than herself. Maybe that was to be expected. Everything had been so solitary for the majority of her life, and adjusting and understanding the thoughts and needs and lives of people who thrived on existing with other people was still an uphill battle. This felt no different. Or maybe she'd been so far off the mark with her suggestion that his response was meant to toy with her, like a cat with a cornered mouse. She looked into the eyes of the man in front of her and broke into a smile, so wide that it suggested she might be on the verge of laughter. Okay, maybe that wasn't a possibility she should be considering. Back to square one. "Well...I am not entirely certain, on a broad scale. I will make a firm assumption that I fit somewhere on the list. If I do not, I would like to be." She sat very still, breaths shallow, as if she were afraid that taking the wrong action in this moment would mean jeopardizing anything she'd said or done so far. "Because, now that you have posed this question, I intend to discover the answer in its entirety. And it would be difficult to do that if you didn't want me. Do you?" Not impossible, of course, but more effort than it might be worth. It was necessary for him to feel that way to be what she needed, and if he didn't...well, that would be hugely problematic.
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Posted: Sat Sep 21, 2013 6:03 am
That smile scared him. It sent a shiver of cold fear down his spine. Stop and think about what you're doing, he told himself. What you're giving up, what you're getting, and what damage you're doing. Stop, and think. Just for a second. He stopped. He thought. And that smile reminded him that win or lose, right or wrong, he always stood by his decisions. Even if he was the king of bad decisions. He realized that the question itself, the moment it fell from her lips, was pulling him in like gravity. There was a right answer, and then there was the truth, and he hadn't lied yet. He couldn't. He didn't have the ability to lie to her, anymore. But it was easier to stop himself from saying anything, by capturing her lips in a kiss so raw with emotion it hurt. His head tilted to accomodate her, but he was gentle this time, and so hesitant to ever stop. If he stopped, he'd talk, and this was easier. Safer. He dipped in time after time, each kiss a new and different experience. But nothing could ever last forever. As soon as his lips tasted air, he felt the words tumbling out on their own. " Yeah," He whispered, the softest hint of desperation in his voice. "I want you, Mimsy." And then a sigh, as he continued to give her nothing but the truth. "But not the same way you want me."
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Posted: Sat Sep 21, 2013 7:34 am
The kisses left her bleary-eyed and dizzy, and her thoughts were in knots, bits and pieces missing here and there. He loved her. He wanted her. It got increasingly better by the minute, and the success felt intoxicating. Mimsy slowly put together that she intended to disagree, to make some kind of argument that would cement the security of her research, and only pulled back and spoke when she knew that something more eloquent than 'so?' would come out. "How are you so certain?" The question came easier than she thought it would, despite the fact that she was certain. "We have not compared notes, after all," she pointed out, and it was unclear whether she was teasing or not. The probability of this being identical from each of them was so close to being nonexistent it was not worth considering, but she was trying to be anything but discouraging, and that wasn't going to help. "You would meet tremendous difficulty if you ever tried to determine similarities between the causes of your actions and the causes of mine. We are fundamentally and functionally opposite of each other in most ways, but our paths continually overlap. Like now, for instance. I want you, and you want me. Our reasons are at least very similar, if you are convinced that they are not the same." She paused her explanation to kiss him again, like an offering of evidence that would prove the similarity, just in case he needed a reminder. "And if we do ever find that the similarities are too lacking, then we can adjust as necessary. See? We can ensure that it is safe to pursue what we each want. It will not endanger you. My 'want' is not to eat you or anything, after all." Svensyl cut in to suggest that she consider the notion, which was kind of romantic, in his opinion. "So there is no harm in attempting to reach equilibrium with one another."
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Posted: Sat Sep 21, 2013 7:57 am
Mimsy handled the issue with the eloquence of a textbook, and as usual, managed to find a wordy way to dissuade him from digging so deep into the core of their budding relationship. But, as usual, her words flew right over Robert's head, and he remained convinced that this would only end in heartache. In this situation, the means justified the ends. He swallowed his fear and pushed it far into the back of his mind, where it would revisit later when he was alone and no longer sated by her presence. "I'm certain because I'm the genius when it comes to this subject, remember?" His voice edged with teasing, and his lips curled back in a grin that did not make it to his eyes. "But you're right. We couldn't be more opposite. And we just keep.." His arms wrapped around her, in a slow effort to collect her back up into them. While a moment ago he must have convinced himself this was a mistake, now all he felt was an overwhelming confidence that he had to do this. This was what he was meant for. He could do this, if he just tried. He could be enough. His head buried into the crook of her shoulder, and he marveled at the sight of one of her braids, black with the strains of so many other colors. Right there in front of his face. Mimsy's braid. He marveled at the wonder of being able to hold her in his arms. Him. Robert. Life was so ******** weird sometimes. "Consider yourself pursued, Mimsy Kercher."
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