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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2012 12:55 am
The motion was dramatic and so Belladonna that he couldn't help but laugh out loud in spite of the apparently serious trouble that was the source of her doubts. To him it was the first motion that brought back a sense of normalcy, something as familiar and welcoming as his vocal tic had been for her. "Tomorrow," he agreed with a smile as he reached out to grasp her hand just as Bells had decided to also stretch out towards him; as she held his hand in both of hers, he gave a little shake as if they were making a deal. A promise of flight from her and a promise to carry her from him, as befitted the rules of an equivalent exchange.
Mort welcomed her with open arms back into his lap, saying nothing at first as she make it clear that he was still free to ask anything of her, as if she was a bubbly, bouncy djinn recently freed from her lamp. He contemplated her offer and did his best not to wriggle beneath each kiss pressed to his neck, edging closer and closer towards the impulse to sink his teeth into her. But he had a better reason now not to do so: if her magic was not at it's full capacity, she couldn't heal herself. And he sure as hell was not going to make her bleed if she couldn't patch it up.
"I-I dunno honestly," he told her with an apologetic shrug before squeezing her close. "This. This s'nuff, y'know? Just being here having you in arms on Halloween Night s'nuff . . ." But she wouldn't be content with his simple wants, so he thought some more and lightly played with her hair.
"Could, ah, ask for rain check on wishes? M'not thinkin' clearly with lovely ghoulfriend in lap b-being all distracting," Mort added with a little grin that said this was all her fault as he poked her nose. "N' still need shower n' new change've clothes eventually too. Can't expect will be allowed t-to stay in room with all've the blood n' tattered clothes n' stuff m-messing up things, huh?" Yes, distract her with a different topic that was perhaps the least favorite and laziest Mort ever got about something: hygiene. And given how gruesome the final battle had been for him, he did look an outright mess with dried blood caking parts of his face and in concentrated areas of his clothes where holes and frayed skin showed unabashedly. The hoodie could mask all of it, sure . . . but the smell would eventually be overwhelming.
Although there was still the matter of a fresh set of clothes. This made Mort realize that if he was going to spend as much time as he did in the reaper dorms, at his nearest convenience he was going to ask if he could move a few articles of clothing into her room for instances just like this. Did Belladonna have shirts?
. . . Not that it would matter with their height differences. But he didn't want to leave either, agh. Mort made a small whining noise and clutched at her childishly. Fix it with magic please?-AyeAvast this was lamer than expected agh sorryyyyy
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2012 12:10 pm
With a shake the deal was made, magic was promised for the next day and for one little agreement, they were bound to the other. Odd way to look at it perhaps, but still it flashed through the witch's mind. The pull closer only tempted Belladonna more as she pressed her face into the crook of his neck and breathed deep. He liked all her little nips, right? They were something that he enjoyed, if she recalled correctly, which prompted her to open her mouth just as Mort spoke again. This was enough. She was enough. Right here, on Halloween night, all cuddled up close, safe and sound. Enough. Words kind and sincere enough to almost make the witch cry all over again. She'd only ever wanted to be enough for him, to make him happy. To mean something to him. "Distracting?" Belladonna asked in way of covering the deep satisfaction she felt over his sweet words. After the poke on her nose she returned to his neck and placed another kiss, merely because he'd noticed her advances. "I haven't the faintest idea what you mean." She mumbled before she took the quickest little n** at his neck and replaced her face to the crook of his shoulder. With a face red from desire, it would not do her any good to show him how blatantly she wanted him. Not when the moment was so romantic and she always so wanton. "Oh, I suppose you're right... Hmmm." At this the witch pulled back to give Mort a once over. With the hoodie on, it hid most of his uncleanliness, but it was still evident on his jeans and face. For a long moment the witch sat there in contemplation, eyes unfocused as she stared at the little patch of fuzz on his chin. What was the most logical solution to this quandary that would keep them in the others company, but also not force them to leave the room? For Belladonna had large t-shirts that would fit Mort, but not his tall frame. And she didn't even own a pair of jeans, let alone any that would fit him. But if they went and got him some new clothing, they would have to leave the sanctuary of this room. Things would return to normal and abandon this illustriously golden hue cast upon this night. Undoubtedly things would return to normal the next day when they began to pick up their lives together once more, but Belladonna was a dramatic thing who still longed for one full night in a fully romantic manner. And when Mort whined and pulled her close, the witch could do nothing but comply. "We could... Send someone to go fetch you some clothing, while we stay here! Ah... Hmm... I... Might be able to conjure up something? I would have one of the pets do it, but they've all vacated for the evening..." Plus, it would be a fine test of her magic. If she could legitimately conjure up a physical creature to do her momentary bidding, she would know she could do anything else. And then perhaps a bigger push would not be so unwarranted. Ol-j-man It wasn't as bad as mine. ;3; Sorrriieeeee T^T
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2012 12:44 pm
Nnnnngggggg. Another kiss, another tug near those stitches. Evil, evil little witch. Briefly his face scrunched up like he was being tickled, but Jack was it so much more. And her face was red when she pulled back to give him a once over, which had to mean she wanted something too, right? That she wanted that. Why was he holding back then? He'd forgotten while in the midst of pleasurable sensations -
Magic. Right. He had to know it was working properly first.
"'Ve course m'right," he said as a matter of factly, pushing his glasses up before they fell off from...he didn't know. Tension? "Yeah, see if can make something go do it. Don't want t-to leave, not when have you all to myself at last." Like Belladonna, he didn't want to break the magic of the night that had come upon them - he had already said the moon should forget to set after all.
"But, er, take it easy too. Don't want you tired just yet," Mort added, though he couldn't help he look of excitement. It was one thing to watch her create the elements and something else entirely to make a creature. "D-Doesn't have to be big r' anything, just enough to get one set've clothes."
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AyeAvast rolled 1 10-sided dice:
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2012 1:55 pm
Just yet.He did not want her tired just yet. As in there was more planned. As in he wanted her for something else. As in he wanted her too. Whereas Belladonna's face had been red before, it turned all the darker now as she quickly leaned forward to press a slightly frantic kiss to his mouth. Then she was up and scrambling from the bed, feet on the floor in a second before she nearly dashed across the room to her bookshelf. Only there did she finally halt her somewhat exuberant expression of excitement, for the witch had to actually stop and look for the book she needed. It took longer than might have been necessary as Belladonna paused to gaze at the little jar of ivy leaves, no longer grey, but their former deep green color. Two weeks was plenty of time in which to really and truly miss a color, even a color that is only reserved for a lovers' eyes. But the world had been set back to rights. The ivy leaves stared back at the witch in all their glorious color, and when she quietly glanced backwards, the pair of eyes that watched her held the same luminous tint. Quick to turn back around, the witch finally located the book and snatched it off the shelf. Dusty from disuse, a quick puff of air created a billow around her that made Belladonna momentarily cough before she waved a free hand and darted from the cloud of offensive residue. In the middle of the room she stopped and flipped the book open. One hand held the book while the other flipped through that pages, flipped back a few and finally found the searched for page. Pink eyes quickly scanned the page before a smile bloomed on her face and she pressed the open book to her chest and transfered the smile to Mort. "Are you ready for some magic?" She asked in a deviously gleeful voice before she took one step backward and rose her right hand into the air. A second, two, three passed where she only stood with a hand raised high above her head, fingers delicately positioned much like a ballerina's might be. But it only took those three seconds before a faint pink glow began around her hand and the air around her began to shift. Quickly Belladonna checked the spell before she swirled her hand around in a circle and with a downward motion similar to a toss a bright pink circle about the size of a hula-hoop formed on the floor. A toe touched the edge of the glowing ring, swiped to the left and a number of symbols bloomed along the invisible line. The motion was repeated for the opposite side, as well as the top and bottom until the whole inside of the pink circle was crisscrossed with more glowing swirls and mysterious alphabets. Belladonna took a step backwards, still within the confines of the ring, and quickly bent down. A flat palm was pressed in the very middle right against the floor and held there for a second as she furrowed her eyebrows in concentration. When she finally stood up straight and removed her hand, a dark pink blob remained that held a marbled, shifting quality. With that the witch hopped from the circle and shut the book closed with a snap. "Let's hope this works." The witch mumbled as she set the book down on the bed, then returned to the front of the circle. She took a deep breath, held her hands out over the circle and after another second to pause, flicked them up. Nothing happened. Belladonna tried to motion again, a little harder. This time the little blob made a weak attempt at moving, rose up about three inches off the ground and then unhappily flopped back down. "Errrr, first time trying this spell... Um, hold on, let me try that again." She told Mort with a worried turn up of eyebrows. This was not looking good...
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2012 2:45 pm
The more forceful kiss and the further bruising of her face said it all for him. Yup. Yup. Oh Jack. He hasn't meant to let that slip out, he had wanted to spring it on her as a lovely surprise once her magic had been restored: like a sort of reward for all her patience. "M'ready!" he answered back, hiding his thoughts behind excitement.
Mort's anxiety was eased as he watched the witch prepare her arcane circle, scanning the strange letters to try and decipher their meaning. It had been an age since he reviewed his own personal favorite dead languages, but none of these seemed to fit this particular alphabet. The glow, the strange blob in the center from which he surmised the creature would be created from - every movement and step fascinated him. There was no finesse to he had when working with machines, but watching Belladonna work her literal magic was like watching her show him a dance in slow motion: every action measured and with purpose. He unconsciously leaned forward with rising expectation.
The spell was broken over him seconds after Belladonna tossed him a worried look. Blinking, Mort sat up straight again, hands on his knees. "S'okay, Bells. Easy does it." Though it also concerned him how awfully her control had been affected. Had she been adversely affected in other ways they had yet to see?
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AyeAvast rolled 1 10-sided dice:
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2012 10:17 pm
Alright, so maybe it had been quite a while since the witch had really worked any spells. Mostly because there had been no need to work spells considering the deep melancholy she experienced and the fact that there were no spells that really healed sadness. Not truly, much in the same way there were no true love spells. Not ones that would instill honest love, nothing similar to thing shared between witch and zombie. Which was the precise thing Belladonna used to fuel her attempt at the second spell. Mort was always so encouraging of her and her magic, so it was imperative that she do her best for him. Since the circle still remained on the floor and glowed its pink light and was still all around useful, it seemed unnecessary to redo the first part over again. A quick, 'wait just a minute' gesture was given as Belladonna tip toed back into the circle, careful not to touch any of the markings. Even if a toe or heel happened to brush against them, they would still continue to glow, but it was always better to safe than sorry. Especially when magic was involved. Once back in the middle she bent back down and repositioned her palms over the little blob. This time she squeezed her eyes close as she concentrated on the blob. A long minute passed before she sighed and removed both hands. Now the blob looked a bit more solid, a bit closer to a crystalline form and was not quite as dark. With that done the witch was back out of the circle, back with her hands above it. Once again she flicked them down and this time, the little crystal blob shuddered before it stood up. Carefully it expanded up and up as it morphed into a strange little creature, something similar to a very small imp that reached the witch's knees. It was too thin with too long arms that almost brushed the ground, knobby kneed and skeletal, with strange antennae that flopped down around its featureless face. "Lovely!" Belladonna cooed as she squatted down to the creature who rolled around on the circle momentarily before it trotted over to the witch. "I need you to listen to me and go to Mort's room and get him some clothes. A full outfit." Here she paused and looked up at Mort, a smile on her face. The spell had not worked as well as she would have liked, but it was still far better than the previous incarnation. It was still something good. "Anything specific you'd like? Its best to be as detailed as possible for Mr. Constantine. That's his name, isn't it?" Her face scrunched up into something cute for the creature, who looked up at her and let out a grating squeak. Apparently that meant it was pleased, for the witch clapped her hands together and cooed at the creature some more. Yes, this spell had worked quite well after all!
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2012 11:53 pm
Mort remained dutifully quiet after his encouragement just in case it distracted her further; he even stopped breathing while he was at it and remained a silent, still audience member privy to her show. Once more the inclination to lean forward hit him, but Mort restrained himself and watched as the witch tried her spell again, internally making an awed noise as the blob was given more defining features and brought into existence.
Once Belladonna looked to him with a smile, he broke the silence from his end with a wider one and a round of applause. "Excellent!" he cheered. He was a bit surprised that he had to be specific with the retrieval (hell, any clean clothes would have worked for him), but after a moment's thought Mort described the shirt, boxers, and athletic shorts that went similarly with it, as well as where to find them to the imp.
No jeans? Not even full length pants? Call the media.
And while he was at it, he also mentioned to grab a few extra shirts if there was room - might as well move a few things into her room, no? "Think this is first time've really gotten to see some magic in action! 'Ve gotta say, must be useful having ability to call servant," Mort commented once "Mr. Constantine" had been sent on its way. "Is, er, actual demon? Or was created?" It had looked too featureless to be real, but he wanted a straight explanation from the conjurer herself.
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2012 12:38 am
The little creature plopped down as Mort described his clothing and looked particularly... Well, with no eyes and just a jagged little mouth that only opened and closed, it was a little difficult to tell exactly how Mr. Constantine felt about the whole situation. As he had yet to refuse them, only tilted his head to one side as Mort spoke, it seemed he acquiesced to their mission. Half way through the zombie's explanation the little thing began to fiddle with its own antennae, first lifting one and then the other before he flopped over onto his stomach on the floor. At this conjecture Belladonna prodded him lightly on the vicinity of his forehead which instantly caused him to sit back up. Mort finished his request and while the witch smiled up at him, she quickly turned back to the imp and whispered to him to grab a few pairs of jeans as well. For even though it hadn't been spoken between them, she just assumed that Mort would spend a few days in her room. And when they grew tired of being in the bright room, surely they would merely only move to his room and start the process over. Perhaps the witch should actually mention this, but for now she was content to let the little creature do its work. After their joint explanation, Belladonna skipped to the door and swept it open for the creature. It nodded once at her, then proceeded to toddle down the hallway and down the stairs. Feeling mighty accomplished, the witch shut the door, whirled around and happily resumed her spot on the bed with Mort. This, naturally, included quite a lot of flourishing and a bit of bounce as she clambered next to him.
"Yes, I suppose I do not really do much magic around you. And I have certainly never tried that spell before, its honestly a miracle it worked at all." The witch mused as she invited herself back onto Mort's lap. After all, they had been doing so well earlier, why not just pick that back up? "It isn't an actual demon, its just a manifestation of my FEAR. They provide a picture in the book of what it could look like and I wasn't feeling very creative, so I just copied it. And its going to dissolve the moment it returns to the room. But, if I really wanted something to do my bidding, that's what familiars are for! Though, most of them are a bit more... Attentive than my current one." Yet even as she spoke, Belladonna's eyes shone with all the adoration she felt toward Binx. As inattentive as he might be, he was still her familiar, her first one and therefore far more special than any others that would come after him. "While we wait, what would you like to do?" She inquired with a smile and a peck to his cheek.
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2012 1:03 am
Mort accommodated himself as she once more slid back into his lap, slipping the distortion crystal out before it could be lodged someplace uncomfortable. "Not true: always worked your magic on me," he corrected her with a cheesy little grin. "How else would've gotten to this point?" Still, it was interesting to finally get an understanding of magic, however small (though honestly the imp and a talking cat didn't seem all that different to him in terms of magical power, beyond one being permanent and the other temporary). He wondered what other spells lied within that tome of hers . . .
But that would be for later, for once more he had to decide what to do. It was too strange for Mort to be put on the spot like that, like it was suddenly so hard to make a choice based on his wants. Really it was so much easier to have someone else to base his decision off of, and that was probably the zombie instinct talking: always following a horde and not choosing to stand out for the betterment of it. While he had never been in a zombie-centric family, the instinct was ingrained nevertheless - and once more Mort was drawing a blank.
Not because he didn't know what was one thing he wanted to do, because he was very well aware of that. But . . . Ah! He didn't want the conjured imp to walk in on them. Yes, that was a good enough reason to put it off still. "Mrr . . . 'Ve got a few questions want to ask while we wait," he responded as he sat the crystal atop one of her nearby pillows, looking contemplative. If they were going to stay up, he might as well. "I-If don't mind answering, have to ask: h-how'd you know was me n' not something else? Not a golem or fake replacement? Why not drill with questions o-only real Mort would know?"
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2012 1:31 am
The cheesy remark was replied to with a wry smile and a slight downturn of eyebrows, but it did also reward him with a laugh and another peck to his cheek. "I would have hoped my winning personality and gorgeous looks would have done the job nicely." Belladonna offered with another laugh. But she was content to curl up against him, to bask in this moment. Unfortunately the moment didn't really turn into a moment as Mort leaned back to put the crystal on a pillow. It would be a shame to lose the gem, so Belladonna slid back to move the gem to her bedside table, totally oblivious to the fact that perhaps she shouldn't go about touching the crystal without permission. The thought didn't occur to her even as she returned to him, though she did not return to his lap. This ended up being for the best as he wanted to question her, so the witch placed her hands against his knee and nodded. Maybe she too could think of some questions to ask, though she would hate to pester him or tread onto something he'd rather not discuss right now. And with all the myriad of questions Mort could have asked her, Belladonna still found herself surprised at this one. A reply immediately sprang up in her mind, but she took a few seconds to consider the why behind it. Why hadn't she been more cautious, more careful to tread in case this was an attack? Especially considering they now had proof that Hunters could infiltrate the school in convincing golems.
"Sometimes... When grief is experienced, it manifests itself in odd quirks. Some people never notice these, while others become haunted by them. My quirk was that I could not see the color of your eyes." It should not have felt embarrassing to admit this, but the witch still dropped her gaze in attempt to hide the pink tint of her cheeks. She's not told anyone about this, not even Binx. "And if you had not returned to me... If was not my Mort, then the color would have been gone too. It would not have been right. That isn't a very answer, I'm afraid, but it is the only one I have..." Yet at this she did look back up at him, sure to take on a playful smile. "Should I ask you questions only the real Mort would know?" There was no time to answer she held up a finger in curiosity. "What type of treat did I have with me during our first meeting? What color was my prom dress? What is your favorite color? What is your middle name?" OK, so maybe she didn't know the answer to that last one. At least she'd find out now!
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2012 2:16 am
"All part've the magic've you~" he retorted with continued cheese since, well, he was encouraged by the second cheek peck. His smile did falter, however, when Mort watched her handled his gem without asking (even if only for a few seconds), and a twinge of possessiveness briefly infected him. But before he could think to act on it, the crystal was placed on the tableside and the witch was back to curling against him, flushed as though she too recognized the infringement.
It wasn't as though he felt anything by someone else handling it. But it was still him, literally of his own soul by Halloween standards . . . Maybe it was just the whispers' influence, but Mort had a heightened sense of paranoia for the distortion crystal now. It had been his saving grace in that last fight and was now by default something special to him, as much as he had loathed its presence in the past.
But the moment didn't last long as he listened to Belladonna's explanation, visibly stunned when she spoke of how she couldn't see an entire color because of his absence. How did one react to that? He was touched, yes, for that meant her devotion to him was all but resolute; but at the same time it was a drastic change that bothered him because he had passively caused it. Quietly Mort nodded and made sure she was secure in place with wrapped armed about her waist, delivering a kiss to her forehead since words failed him on that front. He knew what mattered was that they were there together, but he couldn't help but question things.
He wasn't allowed to stay silent when she gave him buzz questions, though. "Errr . . . M'not familiar with treat names but, er, was pink n' named s-something like Sir Cuddley Ruffles? Dress was . . . uhhh. Blue? For the masquerade?" Mort's face was screwed up in a thoughtful frown. Jack, his memory was awful and he was half-guessing the first two answers really. Typical that he would suggest something like twenty questions and start right off the bat failing. But at least he couldn't mess up the latter half. "Other two's easy. Favorite color's green, middle name's James. But, ah, don't think told you that one?" Mort pointed out with a raised brow. It was a small tidbit to file away in case mistaken identity ever did become an issues. "Sorry, m-memory's kinda foggy after a while . . . S'been months since first meeting n' prom n' all."
And then a belated thought occurred to him, something he now noted with a little amusement."Grew your hair out more?"
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2012 12:08 pm
While the overly sweet words still made her smile, when the witch turned back around to see Mort's had disappeared, she felt the gravity of what she'd done. It was only a touch, had been a protective one at that as she had been in the hope that moving the crystal to someplace safer would actually win his approval. Naturally she failed to fully think that thought out, as well as failed to grasp exactly why his smile had gone. Where it mostly stemmed from a place of protection of oneself, Belladonna could not stop the little twinge of guilt that said maybe it was because he didn't trust her. That love was one thing, but trust another she had yet to fully earn. Horrible thought, really, but a young ghoul fresh in love is never a very full thinking creature. With such a thought already in her mind, when nothing was said about her loss of a color it did little to ease those worries. While it was an odd thing to have happened regardless, it was all the more imposing and strange because it had been in relation to him. He had been the cause of it, but also the solution. Now that Belladonna had spoken of it, had actually entrusted that knowledge to him, he said said nothing. Only an arm around her waist and a kiss to the forehead. That was the reward for her troubles. She was being petty, really. She was being extremely childish, too. There was no way to prepare someone for that information, but how could she possibly expect him to react in any manner other than shock when he was still getting over a huge shock already? "Yes, very close. Sir Cuddley Ruffle Butt. And yes, it was blue. To match your suit." The witch replied with a small smile that she tiled back up to him. Before she'd left her face dropped down, but now it felt imperative to look at him. Especially to see that concentrated tilt of mouth. Had he really forgotten? Or had been being essentially dead for two weeks scrambled some things in his mind? Or was there, perhaps, a third, far worse option? Was it more along the lines of they were small details, unimportant in the grand scheme of things so he'd let them go? "James? Really? No, you've never told me that's why I asked! James, hmm. Mortimer James McNeal. That's so proper!" Belladonna could not help but laugh a little, though it did ebb at his pronouncement of why he was not so uncertain over her questions. Maybe on any other day the witch would have waved a hand at him and not been at all bothered, but with him gone for two weeks... It felt a bit like he'd forgotten her. Small things they were for now, but the witch knew how small could so easily grow to very large and very unmanageable in no time flat. Yet it was the question about her hair that mostly snapped her from this melancholy reverie. She fixed him with a quizzical look before she reached behind her and fished for the ends of her curls. When instead she grabbed a good chunk of hair and not just grazed the bottom Belladonna frowned. Pale hands brushed a portion over her shoulder where it fell past its usual length and skimmed the bottom of her waist. "I suppose I have... I hadn't really noticed." A fingertip followed a spiral around and around until she had to give up the endeavor or be trapped in the red of her own hair. "Is it alright? It doesn't look funny does it? I rather like it so long, but it isn't a bother?" Ugh, she hated herself for these questions, for this sudden fragility. He'd been gone two weeks. Not even a full month, but she'd mourned him like he was to be dead for far longer. She'd let this whole thing get out of hand so that now she could hardly make a decision about her hair without his approval, without an encouraging smile. Or... Or was it not like that at all? Maybe it was things had changed a little while he had gone and Belladonna just wanted to ascertain that he was alright with these changes. Maybe she was being kind after all. Ol-j-man Here, have a semi-longish tag to make up for those crappy ones XD
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2012 1:05 pm
There was...something emanating from her. Guilt or disappointment? Her silence told him both very little and yet enough to know that his defensiveness had not gone unnoticed, that it had in fact affected her. They were both so needy in nature that what one gave off the other fed upon: love for love, doubt for doubt. While normally one of them could counterbalance the other, this was a situation in which they were both in need of a mend - and it was the strangest feeling to know that as much as he could give, it wasn't to her standards for that one moment, that one brief span of seconds where his mind betrayed his body and thought to ruin it all over something as small as the distortion crystal. The depth of her sorrow was too much for him to handle when he had yet to get past his own, but Mort was a creature of habit and quick to believe it was his fault regardless.
And worse, the one thing he didn't know for sure was whether it was the Insanity magnifying his previous secretive possessiveness over the object, or if it was simply the beginnings of his old habit to ruin what happiness he did have before it soured on its own.
Ah look, he was doing it now! Being cerebral about his time with the witch was pulling him down in a spiral, and so he sought to shake it off and gave her a belated grin. "Proper? Mrrr, guess so. Think fit fancy properness to a T with this on, yeah?" He lightly tugged at his hoodie and the bloodied, torn clothes underneath.
Belladonna wanted him to he as he had been before, but...perhaps time and death had already done its damage. And perhaps she could learn to love this weak, pale ghost of himself as well. Was that to whom her confession of love had been given? Or was it to the belief that he was going to return to his old self? Whispers, always little whispers to fall back on...And still he managed a smile at her tentative question, as if his opinion on something as simple as her hair meant the world to her. "Will always look beautiful, Bells," he told her gently as he took the strands she had pulled over her shoulder and let them rejoin the curly mass behind it. "Another inch're two just means m-more've it to look at."
Time marched on and her affections might be conflicted - but there was no mistaking his.
She had shared some in painful, so...so it was right to give something in return, wasn't it? Would it satisfy the requirements to understand how much she had missed him if she knew how hard it had been for him as well? Was that what equivalent exchange meant? He gazed at her for a few moments more before turning his eyes downward. "Had...Had a few moments've clarity when came to," he murmured, watching his hand curve down her back down to where it had been before, where it had secured her in place. "Had memories, d-disjointed thoughts n' phantom pains...But worst've it was seeing your face in midsts n' not able to put name to it - not b-because forgot, but because was too painful. Remembered you fought to keep me n' I - I still left." He paused, swallowing back something so that his voice didn't shake. "Didn't or couldn't remember name, denied request to stay, n' barely remembered why did what I did. I-I...I thought, 'Must hate me for it. Prolly wouldn't want to see again after that.' Would've...understood i-if wanted to move on."
Slowly Mort raised his eyes to look at her. "Is moot point now, but...thought should let you know."
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2012 2:44 pm
Even though he was right here with her, even though Mort held the witch in his lap, cradled her close and did not push her away, Belladonna still felt as though they were miles apart. The silence became thick, wedged its way between their bodies and pushed until either of them could have easily been alone. Sudden and sharp this whole thing felt, odd and confusing. Never before had the witch felt so alone with someone nearby, and as she'd never been in love before, she couldn't be sure if this was normal or something very wrong. No one had discussed this sort of thing with her, no one had really told her what to watch out for. Unfortunate really that they both had to blunder through this, that they both had to bolster the other from their sorrow when the other had their own to deal with. Usually it wasn't so, usually it was one or the other, rarely both. So now what were they to do? How were they to continue down this path? Who would lead, who would follow, who would push and who would pull? "That's very kind." Belladonna mumbled as she inclined her head away from him, just long enough that her hair returned to its state behind her. If it grew much longer she was going to have to sweep it out from underneath her when she sat, but for now it just brushed the top of her hips, a comforting weight. He had not offered his opinion besides her beauty and already rather down about things, the witch let it go and only sat in his lap, hands folded atop her legs. The happiness from before had vanished, had let itself be thrown back out into the hall by the formerly oppressive atmosphere which now tried to clutch at the lovers shoulders. Since her eyes were already down turned, it was impossible for her to see his go the same way. But the first word managed to catch her attention enough that she shifted her gaze up and surprised herself by being surprised at his averted face. The hand against her back pressed her close, pressed its chill past the thin layers of clothing and seeped into her skin, a soft reminder of comfort. It was a needed anchor as his words tumbled out and over the witch, as they explained his own pain, as they linked them together with mutual sorrow. Difficult at first to understand, Belladonna managed to catch on to his phrases, finally allowed herself to understand exactly what it was he was trying to impart. Or, at least, hoped she understood what he was trying to tell her. In reply, she lifted a hand to his chin where the witch brushed her fingertips against the particular curve where his neck melted into the underside of his jaw and only stopped once she reached the scratchy hair. A small gesture that closed some of this suddenly gaping distance between them, anything to feel he was still close to her. Anything to know that she was not as alone as she felt. "I... I am very, very sorry. I did not mean to cause you pain." Belladonna told him as she pressed upwards in a hint that she wanted to look at him. Still her stomach dropped when she could see his green, see a shade where it had merely only been grey before. Even now, despite the sadness that pervaded their words, it created a dull fluttering in her stomach similar to hearing him say he loved her. "But you must know... Now more than ever, that I could never hate you. That I fought so hard because I love you, because... Because I still need you."The other hand found the underside of his chin and joined its sister, as one thumb stretched out to tap against his jaw. The witch's gaze had gone glassy, but a steel resolve to stop all this silly crying kept her tears from spilling over and a faint smile laced with sadness came out instead. "You can tell me anything. Absolutely nothing will change how I feel about you. People change. You are not the same person I met chasing my treat. But I love you still. Does this make sense?" Was this something that would fix their worries? Were these the words to say to mend this sudden hole between them, to erase the separation they felt? Sorrow could be experienced together, no matter how they had each suffered in their own way. It wasn't fair that Mort had not experienced the time apart, the days and hours and weeks alone as Belladonna had, but he too had lost. So they could move on together. They just had to find the steps to this odd little dance, had to trust the other to hold on tight. They had to believe that just like this night, so too would their sorrow run its course, that they could recover from this.
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2012 4:07 pm
Maybe it was a mistake to share. What could either of them have done for the other in those two weeks of separation but deal with the lingering sorrow each felt? He should have kept it inside and found a way to lead them back to that magical night, not heap his grief onto the pile when their happiness was already a short lived and fragile thing. But...This was something couples did, right? They aired concerns and opinions and talked honestly with one another - not to only find a solution, but to simply listen.
His initial instinct to want to take the blame again and fix things as part of reparations was difficult to restrain, but it was made easier by the touch of her hands, the spread of her fingers. People changed but love stayed the same, this was what he understood from her. Yet when Mort thought of what kind of person he had been when they first met over a year ago - all dopey smiles and breast ogling and a happy idiocy in his own ignorance and naivety - the stark contrast almost frightened him. How much was a person allowed to change before it became an issue? If all he had to show for a year was the loss of innocence, a newfound weariness, and an apparently bottomless well of doubt that even now sought to creep through him...then who was to say he wouldn't get worse with time?
It was too soon from his return to be able to dispel the melancholy that ingrained itself in him so easily. He knew sleeping it off or busying himself was the best way to get rid of it, that only then he could once more fill himself with hope like it had been easy to do mere minutes before. But...But he could still latch into Belladonna's words as he always did, could manage to meet her gaze and watch tears come close to falling - and still find that words failed him. And he knew she desperately wanted to know what went on through his head, just as he desperately wanted to tell her. If only he could make sense of it all.
"Mrrr..." Seeming to sink into her hands, Mort issued a small sigh and closed his eyes, feeling the lift thrum of her heartbeat in both palms. A vague nod was given, enough to show the gesture but so little s not to disturb her hold. "Yeah. I-I just...wish could express self better. Wish could make sense've my mind, wish could make this go away by s-s-saying right things for once..." He had complimented her hair and somehow botched it for Jack's sake.
After a moment when he was sure the sting in his eyes was gone, he opened them and gave the witch a sad smile of his own. "M'lucky 've got you," he mumbled as he cupped the side of her face. "M'lucky that even when would rather sit in dark you bring a little light." A small but continuous pull towards him. "A-And can't say enough how grateful I am. Can't. So rely on actions..." He sentence drifted away as he brought her into a deep kiss, needy and longing.
It was easier to deal when all he had to think about was her.
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