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Adrian frowned when he heard the giggle and looked at the boy a bit. "Not really. Only the park.." he said and sighed, his heart still broken and empty. All he could think of was the crash, and Deaven.. How he had the shard in him, all the blood, and the last kissed and 'I love you's that were said. He walked back inside and went to the kitchen, getting some water and walked to the living room, sitting on the couch, unable to get the images out of his mind.

Adrian looked at Draven and shook his head. "Don't leave. You're far from unwanted. It just pains me to know that I love you unconditionally.. And you don't remember any of the past three years we've been together.. Or me.." he said and nodded at his suggestion. "Okay.." he said and got up, waiting for Draven. "But we're walking.. I don't ever want you in another car.." he said and looked at the boy.

Adrian sighed. "That may be.. But, what if we're in another crash and it's be that dies.. I can't risk losing you in any way.." he said and blushed faintly when he felt Draven's hand in his. He held it tightly; he'd been shaking hard from crying so much. "I'm sorry Draven.. I always will be.." he said and started to walk towards the door while holding the boy's hand, and grabbed his house keys, locking the door, and started walking to a flower shop. "I need to get something first though," he said and looked at the boy, still holding his hands, feeling like it was the last thing he'd ever be able to do with Draven.

Adrian smiled and shook his head. "No, I just need to get a few flowers is all," he said and walked into the shop, grabbing some white roses, knowing how they were Draven's favourite. He looked at them and frowned, taking them to the counter. "Just these please," he said and paid for the flowers and took them, still holding Draven's hand. He then started to walk to the graveyard and held the flowers delicately, not wanting anything to happen to them. He glanced over at Draven every once in a while and smiled.

When they reached the graveyard, Adrian frowned and walked to Draven's grave, looking at it and watched to boy look at it. He took a deep shaky breath and nodded. "Yeah.. That's you.." he said softly and a bit short. He placed the roses down on the grave and looked at the tombstone for a long time, tears running freely down his face. He took a deep breath and wiped his eyes and stood. "We should go back home.." he said in a shaky tone, not able to be around the grave for too long because he replayed the night of the crash in his head many times and just cried harder. "I'm sorry Draven.." he said and knelt down, hugging the boy tightly. "I'm sorry I couldn't save you.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.." he kept repeating that same word and was shaking a lot, still crying.

Adrian calmed down some and pulled back, nodding at the boy, he sat down next to him and wiped his eyes. "I'm glad you like them.. And.. What happened was.. We were coming home from our anniversary dinner.. And.. We were laughing and smiling. Then.. This idiot decided to drive on the wrong side of the road and was driving towards us.. I couldn't switch lanes and.. You jumped on my lap to save me.. Then.. We crashed and you had a large shard of glass in your back and it pierced your heart. There had been so much blood. We exchanged our last kisses.. Then you wanted me to say I loved you before you died.. So I did.. And you were gone forever.." he said and had been crying again. He hugged his legs and sobbed into them.

Adrian lifted his head and looked at Draven. He smiled when his cheek was kissed. "I just wish it'd come back soon.." he said and kisses Draven's forehead. "I just want you to know that I love you and always will. You'll be forever engraved into my heart," he said and smiled.

Adrian moved his head and looked at Draven. "Yeah. I did say that before you died.. You wanted me to prove I loved you.." he said and looked in the boy's eyes, holding his hands.