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 Posted: Fri Aug 10, 2012 9:58 am
 xxα м α я α и т н є ☪ в α ч и є ❤ ❤ ❤ ℌєɑɗ - ℳɪȿтʀєȿȿLeaving me the hard part.
It's all I want,
I need.
I won't be,
Your soft one,
I won't be incircled.
You might become,
Something I need. xxxx☽ℑεʟʟ ℳε ɪɱ δʀεɑɱɪℵℊ☾ Taking his hand and standing, Amaranthe dusted herself off after a moment and proceeded to help Rafe get things cleaned up before they headed back to the castle. She lead the way up to her tower and unlocked the base door, letting Rafe pass her.
"No teasing about decor or any other such thing. This is my private tower, and it's also where my offices are so I can keep track of things." she smiled and lead the way into the rooms, showing her bedroom and living area before she opened a door and revealed an office. She walked across, and dropped into a chair, pulling up a file on the computer.
After a moment, she leaned back and looked at Rafe, gesturing to the picture on the computer. she was nervous. What if he didn't like it... A sigh crossed her lips as she waited, wondering what he'd think. She had huge plans for this place, and this dojo was just one of the first. There was so much she wanted to incorporate into it. If you must know, must know, get closer. Should I go, away? With the dust of your skin in my- mouth. Don't show me your weakness, I can't rely on you, to know by now.
Something you need...
Something you need...
To Destroy.
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2012 8:15 pm
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home Wake me up
Wake me up inside
I can’t wake up
Wake me up inside
Save me
Call my name and save me from the dark
Wake me up
Bid my blood to run
I can’t wake up
Before I come undone
Save me
Save me from the nothing I’ve become ~Rafe O'Conner~ Company: After gathering the few items that had spread around, Rafe followed Amaranthe back to the castle. Once inside the castle, Rafe continued to follow her through it, as they headed towards the back and an area that Rafe had yet to see. He'd done quite a bit of exploring during his time there, however after he'd heard about the towers being for the Head Mistresses only, Rafe hadn't headed back there. Granted, he might have been curious about them, but Rafe was big on privacy. He didn't want anyone wandering through his room, and he wouldn't do it to others.
As they reached the room, Amaranthe said not to tease about the decor, and Rafe chuckled, holding his hands up. "You don't tease me about my room, and I won't about yours," he said, his usual crooked grin in place. Truthfully, Rafe wasn't really one to notice the majority of decor anyway, there was only a few things that he catch his eye. And, granted, Rafe did like to make jokes, but usually his jokes were mostly aimed at himself. Or something that was off the wall and clearly a joke.
Heading into the room, they passed through a bedroom and living room area, Rafe gave both areas a quick glance, mostly just noting the layout of the rooms, and a few general things about them. Like how the living room was mostly white, but with red accents, and the bedroom was mostly decorated in red. Rafe took a guess that red must have been her favorite color.
The office, however, surprisingly didn't have any red in it, he noted, as he followed Amaranthe over to the computer and waited while she pulled up the file. Instead of watching what she did on the computer though, Rafe spent the time looking at the various items filling the shelves lining the wall. The movement of Amaranthe leaning back in her chair caught his attention, and he turned his head back towards her in time to see her gesturing towards the screen.
Rafe turned his attention towards the screen. Putting his hand on the back of Amaranthe's chair and leaned over a little to get a better look at the picture on the screen. It looked, if Rafe wasn't mistaken, to be a dojo. Rafe had only been to Japan twice, but during one of his times there, he'd seen one and decided to check it out. That had been a long time ago, and the dojo Rafe had been to was far shabbier than the one in Amaranthe's picture.
Hmmm. . . so Amaranthe was planning on having a dojo built on the castle grounds? He imagined that there would probably be quite a few people there that would like that. The ones that liked to fight, or at least keep their fighting skills from getting rusty. "Looks like a nice addition to the grounds," he said, giving her a quick smile as he leaned back. "I bet there's a lot of people that would love that," he commented.
Rafe personally wasn't really into fighting. Not that he couldn't or never did, of course. There had been times in his life where he'd found himself involved in fights, it was rare, and usually it was caused by either having no choice because the other person had jumped him, or a time when he'd involved himself in a fight because someone was being outnumbered, or it was a supernatural being trying to attack a human, making the fight completely unfair. On those rare times, he could handle himself quite well. But for the most part, Rafe wasn't interested in fighting.
Still, Rafe knew that there plenty of people that did like to fight, and so it made perfect sense for her to want to include it on the castle grounds. "What made you decide to build a dojo?" he asked curiously, finally looking away from the screen and back to her.
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 2:20 pm
xxα м α я α и т н є ☪ в α ч и є ❤ ❤ ❤ ℌєɑɗ - ℳɪȿтʀєȿȿLeaving me the hard part.
It's all I want,
I need.
I won't be,
Your soft one,
I won't be incircled.
You might become,
Something I need. xxxx☽ℑεʟʟ ℳε ɪɱ δʀεɑɱɪℵℊ☾ Amaranthe looked up at Rafe as he spoke and smiled. She didn't care for dojo's, they didn't run with the style of the rest of her home... But, alot of residents had mentioned wanting a place to keep their skills honed and she wasn't going to be the one to deny that.
She shrugged one shoulder, leaning back in her chair slightly. She studied the computer for a moment longer before she heard Rafe speak once more. This time, a question, and something she could actually have a response to. She turned her head and found that he was damned close to her. Thoughts flashed through her mind once more and she flushed pink again before she spoke in response to his question.
"There's alot of residents who, even if they don't particularly like fighting, they know how... And I thought it would be nice to give them a place to train within." She adjusted her shirt as she spoke, shifting in the seat. She wasn't sure what to do now, with Rafe in her room. She seemed to have run out of conversation points. And despite that, she still didn't want him to leave. She was enjoying spending time with him, and didn't want it to end. If you must know, must know, get closer. Should I go, away? With the dust of your skin in my- mouth. Don't show me your weakness, I can't rely on you, to know by now.
Something you need...
Something you need...
To Destroy.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2012 12:57 am
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home Wake me up
Wake me up inside
I can’t wake up
Wake me up inside
Save me
Call my name and save me from the dark
Wake me up
Bid my blood to run
I can’t wake up
Before I come undone
Save me
Save me from the nothing I’ve become ~Rafe O'Conner~ Company: Rafe gave a light nod of his head when Amaranthe said that there were a lot of residents that, while they didn't like to fight, they did know how, and she thought it would be nice to give them a place to train. That had been Rafe's thoughts on the matter, as well. Plus, it wasn't like it was a requirement or anything that they had to use it. It was just for the ones that wanted to, the ones that didn't want to; wouldn't have. Rafe himself might check the place out once it was built, just out of curiosity, but he doubted he'd actually use it. He didn't like fighting with people, even just sparring. Unless there was just no way around it, if the other person started the fight. . . well, Rafe wasn't one to run away from a fight, he just usually ended it pretty quickly.
Although, he had met a few people there at the castle that he thought would probably like it. A few of them he'd came across seemed like the type that would enjoy sparring in it quite a bit. He didn't know their names, but a blonde and a dark haired male he'd met during his time in the castle seemed like the types that would enjoy something like that.
Rafe went quiet for a few minutes after that, not really sure what to say. A few random questions came to mind, but he dismissed them almost as soon as they hit him. One had been to ask her if there was anything else she had planned to add to the grounds, but he decided against that one because she would have said so when she showed him the dojo. Or maybe she did and just wasn't wanting to say anything because they were still in the beginning stages. The others were random questions that came to mind, but didn't really feel worth asking. And the ones that did were too personal. And Rafe wasn't one to pry.
So, then came the decision; did he leave? She didn't exactly act like she wanted him to leave, but since she hadn't said anything else after answering his question, he was a little unsure. Chewing on the inside of his cheek for a moment, Rafe tried to decide what to do. Finally, he decided on something to say, and then he'd go from there on trying to figure out if she was wanting him to stay or go.
"So. . . there's a lot of people here in the castle. Obviously all invited here by you," he started. Finally turning his eyes away from the computer screen to look back towards Amaranthe. "I'm just curious. How did you find out about everyone you've invited here? Did you know any of them prior to doing so?" he asked curiously. There were a few reasons he had for asking. One was because he was a little curious how she'd found out about him. She'd admitted that she didn't know that much about his past, and there was a reason for that. Rafe had carefully stayed under the radar, to speak, so he didn't quite know how she'd found out about him to invite him there. And he was also genuinely curious if it had just been random how she'd picked everyone, or if there were any of the guests that she'd already known from before.
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
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Posted: Wed Oct 31, 2012 8:24 pm
xxα м α я α и т н є ☪ в α ч и є ❤ ❤ ❤ ℌєɑɗ - ℳɪȿтʀєȿȿLeaving me the hard part.
It's all I want,
I need.
I won't be,
Your soft one,
I won't be incircled.
You might become,
Something I need. xxxx☽ℑεʟʟ ℳε ɪɱ δʀεɑɱɪℵℊ☾ Amaranthe walked into her room and threw her coat off to one side of the bed as she walked past. Vanishing into her living area, she reappeared with a bottle of brandy and a snifter, settling against the headboard of her bed as she poured herself a glass. Her trip had been long, and after all the time she'd spent in the entryway and such, she was exhausted even further. There was so much to catch up on.... Pulling her shoes off with her free hand, she finished the brandy in her glass and dropped the shoes off the bed. Not caring, for once, that it was making her room messy... So was the luggage stacked up in one corner of her bedroom, but she didn't care, in the slightest. She poured another glass, setting the bottle aside and leaning her head back, she closed her eyes, inhaling deeply. She'd had the maids come ahead of her and light her favorite insence, and as it seeped into her lungs, she began to relax. If you must know, must know, get closer. Should I go, away? With the dust of your skin in my- mouth. Don't show me your weakness, I can't rely on you, to know by now.
Something you need...
Something you need...
To Destroy.
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Posted: Wed Oct 31, 2012 8:48 pm
 яσввιиg тнє яι¢н тσ fєє∂ тнє ρσσя؟ ₩яεη ωнєяє ∂σ ι ѕιgи υρ! Bright cerulean eyes danced with mirth as the brown-haired man walked down the hall. The castle seemed to be bustling more than before, and to him that meant one thing; something was happening. Or someone had returned. Of course, the first person who came to his mind was Amaranthe. Really, who else could it be? So, what was the first thing he did? Head straight over to her room to check of course! If she wasn't there...well, he would be extremely disappointed to say the least. Ah, but if she was! His grin widened at the thought and the male picked up his pace as well.
It didn't take long for him find his way to Amaranthe's door. Now, should he knock or head right in...? He debated over this for a few moments before deciding to try the knob and see if it was unlocked, she had said that he was always welcome in her rooms after all... Another minute passed and the male poked his head inside the room. "Amaranthe?" He called out, eyes searching for the woman in question. It felt like he hadn't seen her in so long.
мσσ∂: Curious, optimistic, hopeful
συтfιт: Currently
¢σмραиу: Amaranthe....maybe
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Posted: Wed Oct 31, 2012 8:52 pm
xxα м α я α и т н є ☪ в α ч и є ❤ ❤ ❤ ℌєɑɗ - ℳɪȿтʀєȿȿLeaving me the hard part.
It's all I want,
I need.
I won't be,
Your soft one,
I won't be incircled.
You might become,
Something I need. xxxx☽ℑεʟʟ ℳε ɪɱ δʀεɑɱɪℵℊ☾ She didn't even hear the voice at the door as she stood and grumbled to herself about the fact that she was being forced to unpack her own things, she finished off another glass of brandy, and poured her third with a sigh... Popping open the first suitcase, she frowned at its contents and sighed again, still grumbling under her breath as she pulled a few things out and vanished into the closet. Still not realizing there was someone at the door. If you must know, must know, get closer. Should I go, away? With the dust of your skin in my- mouth. Don't show me your weakness, I can't rely on you, to know by now.
Something you need...
Something you need...
To Destroy.
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Posted: Wed Oct 31, 2012 9:05 pm
яσввιиg тнє яι¢н тσ fєє∂ тнє ρσσя؟ ₩яεη ωнєяє ∂σ ι ѕιgи υρ! Wren frowned slightly when he didn't see her, had he guessed wrong? Surely her door would not have been left unlocked if she were not yet back though...right? Then he heard it, a voice coming from the bedroom. Grumbling about something from the sound of it.... Wren walked farther into his mistress's quarters, closing the door quietly behind him. If she hadn't noticed him yet, then he might be able to have a little fun with this. That mischievous glint returned to his eyes as the male tiptoed over to the door of Amaranthe's bedroom.
Peeking inside, Wren caught a glimpse of the woman he had been searching for, and then she disappeared... He'd seen her though, Amaranthe was back! Grinning widely, the male waited until Amaranthe returned to reveal himself. Wren leaped from the doorway to wrap his arms around the woman, mischievous grin firmly in place. "Welcome back, my Angel!" He told her cheerful as his head came to rest upon her shoulder.
мσσ∂: Ecstatic
συтfιт: Currently
¢σмραиу: Amaranthe!
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Posted: Wed Oct 31, 2012 9:10 pm
xxα м α я α и т н є ☪ в α ч и є ❤ ❤ ❤ ℌєɑɗ - ℳɪȿтʀєȿȿLeaving me the hard part.
It's all I want,
I need.
I won't be,
Your soft one,
I won't be incircled.
You might become,
Something I need. xxxx☽ℑεʟʟ ℳε ɪɱ δʀεɑɱɪℵℊ☾ Amaranthe squeaked as Wren's arms wrapped around her and almost took him down, but she kept herself from doing so and chuckled as the pet wrapped his arms around her. She relaxed into his embrace and smiled as she reached up to touch his arm with one hand. "Hello Wren love... I'm glad to be back..." another faint smile crossed her lips as she spoke. If you must know, must know, get closer. Should I go, away? With the dust of your skin in my- mouth. Don't show me your weakness, I can't rely on you, to know by now.
Something you need...
Something you need...
To Destroy.
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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2012 9:30 pm
яσввιиg тнє яι¢н тσ fєє∂ тнє ρσσя؟ ₩яεη ωнєяє ∂σ ι ѕιgи υρ! Wren smiled back at Amaranthe. "And I am sure everyone is glad to have you back, I know I am." The male released his hold on Amaranthe for a moment, just long enough for his hands to take hold of hers and lead her over to the bed. "Come, relax. You've only just returned after all." Really, she hadn't even been home for a day and the woman was back to work. Well, sort of. She was unpacking, but that could wait! Wren chuckled and shook his head before pulling her down onto the bed. "No work until after you've rested, Amaranthe...and maybe not even then." He told her with a playful grin.
мσσ∂: Ecstatic
συтfιт: Currently
¢σмραиу: Amaranthe!
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2012 7:07 pm
xxα м α я α и т н є ☪ в α ч и є ❤ ❤ ❤ ℌєɑɗ - ℳɪȿтʀєȿȿLeaving me the hard part.
It's all I want,
I need.
I won't be,
Your soft one,
I won't be incircled.
You might become,
Something I need. xxxx☽ℑεʟʟ ℳε ɪɱ δʀεɑɱɪℵℊ☾ Amaranthe sighed as Wren pulled her onto the bed, demanding that she was not going to do anything before she relaxed... Her mind was going a mile a minute as she cuddled up to the man. She had once thought herself in love with Wren, but they both knew it wasn't so... She cared for Rafe, and had far too much haunting her past to care that much about Wren... He was innocent in so many ways that she hadn't been in so long.
Another sigh crossed her lips as her two-tone eyes closed against such thoughts. She was happy to be home, but couldn't seem to come to terms with it. There was so much to do, so much to have done... Modifications needed to be made, new things needed to be built... Finally she shut down her mind completely, exhaling deeply as she trailed one hand up and down Wren's arm, all her stress going out of her in a slow exhale. If you must know, must know, get closer. Should I go, away? With the dust of your skin in my- mouth. Don't show me your weakness, I can't rely on you, to know by now.
Something you need...
Something you need...
To Destroy.
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2012 10:14 pm
яσввιиg тнє яι¢н тσ fєє∂ тнє ρσσя؟ ₩яεη ωнєяє ∂σ ι ѕιgи υρ! Wren smiled at his mistress and wrapped his arms around her, holding her close. He had loved her, still did actually, but not in the way he had thought originally. She was a friend and someone he cherished greatly, both of them had fallen for another though. He had yet to meet this 'Rafe', but if the man made Amaranthe happy then that was all that really mattered...right? His thoughts drifted to Kami for a moment, wondering just how she was doing, and then to the odd dreams he'd been having. Their meaning was, as of yet, unknown to him.
The young male arched an eyebrow when he heard Amaranthe sigh again. She had only just returned, but her thoughts were already on the castle, its residents and things which needed to be done. Head-Mistress or not, he wasn't going to let the woman overwork herself. A slight smile made its way to his mouth when she exhaled and began to trail her hand along his arm. He kissed the top of her head before speaking. "Much better, I think I'll need to give you lessons on taking a break from work again though."
мσσ∂: Ecstatic
συтfιт: Currently
¢σмραиу: Amaranthe!
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Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2012 3:52 pm
xxα м α я α и т н є ☪ в α ч и є ❤ ❤ ❤ ℌєɑɗ - ℳɪȿтʀєȿȿLeaving me the hard part.
It's all I want,
I need.
I won't be,
Your soft one,
I won't be incircled.
You might become,
Something I need. xxxx☽ℑεʟʟ ℳε ɪɱ δʀεɑɱɪℵℊ☾ Amaranthe chuckled against his chest as he spoke, laying a kiss on top of her head. He was right, she really did need to learn to relax. She was stressing herself out about things, with no reason. She was the Head-Mistress though, she should care, just not with quite so much stressing about things anymore. "Yeah, I know.. I need to learn to relax."
she inhaled and exhaled again before she pulled away from Wren, looking up with a soft smile. He made her relax, and brought out the rarely seen side of her that was much more free with her emotions. "Thank you Wren... For everything you've done to make me relax since we met." she reached up, stroking one hand down his cheek and then spoke again. "So, what's on the agenda today?" If you must know, must know, get closer. Should I go, away? With the dust of your skin in my- mouth. Don't show me your weakness, I can't rely on you, to know by now.
Something you need...
Something you need...
To Destroy.
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2013 10:00 pm
яσввιиg тнє яι¢н тσ fєє∂ тнє ρσσя؟ ₩яεη ωнєяє ∂σ ι ѕιgи υρ! "You really do." Wren responded with a low chuckle fell when she agreed with him. Step one, complete. Acceptance was always the first step in remedying a bad habit, and Amaranthe did seem to have issues with taking a break from work and relaxing in general. Wren allowed his arms to fall to his sides as his mistress pulled away, watching her with a gentle smile.
Wren placed his hand over Amaranthe's, his smile growing slightly. "There is no need for thanks. I am more than happy to do so. You have done much more for me anyhow my angel. As for our agenda..." His fingers curled around her own and brought her hand to his lips, gently brushing his lips over the back of her hand. "That's going to be a secret. All I'm going to say is you'll have fun." Wren told her as that mischievous light returned to his features.
мσσ∂: Mischievous and playful
συтfιт: Currently
¢σмραиу: Amaranthe!
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Posted: Sun May 26, 2013 6:40 pm
xxα м α я α и т н є ☪ в α ч и є ❤ ❤ ❤ ℌєɑɗ - ℳɪȿтʀєȿȿLeaving me the hard part.
It's all I want,
I need.
I won't be,
Your soft one,
I won't be incircled.
You might become,
Something I need. xxxx☽ℑεʟʟ ℳε ɪɱ δʀεɑɱɪℵℊ☾ Amaranthe paced back and forth in her quarters, bluetooth in her ear, pen tapping one hand as she spoke rapidly in her native language... Every now and again, her hands would fly up into the air, as though she could swat away her frustration. Finally, she paused, tapping one foot and shaking her head as she listened to the person she was talking to. She wasn't pleased, and had no reason to be so... They were being idiots, trying to call her home once more. Which just served to piss her off further, who the hell did these people think they were!? If you must know, must know, get closer. Should I go, away? With the dust of your skin in my- mouth. Don't show me your weakness, I can't rely on you, to know by now.
Something you need...
Something you need...
To Destroy.
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xxx
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