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Sai knew the moment that Kibou changed and reacted accordingly. he merly smiled and caught the fist that came flying towards him. his grip was firm and almost unbreakable as he used the hold on Kibou's fist to pull the boy forward. he grabbed his other hand and pulled him to a standing postion. it was an easy turn and he was behind Kibou, holding both of his hands with the boy's arms crossed in front of his own chest, trapping them. Sai sat back down, making Kibou sit on top of him, and then hooked a leg around each of the boy's pinning them to the side of the bed with practised ease. "Kibou, it's ok." he said soothingly into the boy's ear. "everything is ok, you are safe now. you don't need to fight anymore."

((i speak from experience, this is the best way to hold a violent person because it pins then down and gets all of your limbs out of the way))
Sai held on firmly until he felt Kibour go limp, but the shaky apology is what made him smile and slightly loosen his grip. "it's ok, you know no other way." he said softly. he wasn't exactly restraining Kibou anymore, but it wouldn't take much to do so again. "are you feeling better now?" he asked softly

((unfortunatly i work with adults that are violent so my use of it is a bit straining XD))
when Kibou didn't show any signs of pulling away Sai released him fully, but not after giving him a small hug. "it's not your fault, as you said you cannot control yourself. i know how to keep myself safe at times like that so you have nothing to worry about, Kibou." he kissed the top of the other's head, "you seemed to be hanving a pretty bad dream, do you want to talk about it or forget it ever happened?"

((very nice))
Sai moved Kibou so he was sitting across his lap now and gently held him, "it's ok. even if somethign happens to me, i'll make sure that you never have to go to that place again. no one is going to hurt you anymore Kibou." he assured the boy as he gently stroked his hair. "do you want to lay back down or stay like this?"

Sai flushed a little himself when he felt what the other brushed against, but his reaction to the touch mortified him. "i-its fine." he said softly, adjusting t better hide the slight bulge in his pants before he lay down. "you don't need to hide, i know i was an accedent."

((indeed, and all the while he's telling himself how wrong it is))
Sa chuckled softly as Kibou poked his head out and then suddenly went back in because they were so close. "it's fine, Mr. Turtle." he said softly, but then the boy was back out and he was laying down to sleep. Sai himself was dozing off once more when he felt te boy shift and suddenly had a 13 year old sized boy on his chest. he sat in stilled shock for a while before smiling and slipping an arm around Kibou's waist and going to sleep himself, enjoying the warmth and weight of the other.

((XD it's going to be more of a wet dream with this going on))
Sai slept through the other's moans and groans. somehow he seemed to know the boy wasn't in pain and so he slept on. that didn't mean the boy's noices and movements didn't effect him. his dreams turning into a small 16year old boy with a wicked grin and skilled tongue which them moved onto something even more breathtaking. his own mouth uttered small sounds, though they were barely there sounds. he finally awoke the next morning, painfully errect and with a certain boy on him that had been in his dreams the entire night. Sai let out a tiny groan and tried to ease Kibou off of him so he could releave himself before the other woke.