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i totally agree with Roo, i am completely lost when it comes to breedables as i know nothing about them sweatdrop

Ok, I have spent a good 2 hours last night looking at these breedable pets threads in the forum. Maybe I just don't have the mentality to figure this out since I am so graphics challenged.

I'm thinking that maybe I just don't belong here since gaia has a great deal to do with graphics and I feel I shouldn't have to always be bothering someone because I don't understand it.

Well, certain comments which I will not go into have made me feel this way. I just feel like I'm stupid and it's my goal to learn graphics and web design for extra income some day. I just can't afford PSP.

I just don't like the feeling of being dumb. I have a college degree for heavens sake. I just was never in school when all this computer stuff started. I've never taken a computer course so I that I can do I've learned on my own.

Sorry, I'm not having a good day but I really needed to get this off my chest.

i use to think same way as you do...and it took someone really poking it in my head that i shouldnt feel that way....now i want to comment on everything that you have written..and in NO way am i degrading you or saying you are dumb or anything else...i am commenting cause i love you...you are a part of my family....

i have not seen any comments in the guild that would in any way make you feel bad.....sometimes people might feel like they dont belong...shoot even i feel like that...but there are a lot of people here who always has a shoulder for someone else to cry on...and a good ear to hear someone else rant....and i think it is awesome that you have an awesome goal like that....dont give up on that goal...keep at it...as for psp...let me tell you...you do not have to buy it...i didnt buy mine...in fact i remember paula burning me a copy of hers and mailing it to me...if you want a copy then just let one of us know...in fact...you give me a few days and i will get an extra cd and will burn you a copy of my copy and i will mail it to you...cause i believe if you take those courses like fawn and the others are doing..you will do faboo 3nodding

you shouldnt feel dumb at all...if anything i should feel dumb cause i do not and probably will never have a degree in anything....plus rue...not everyone can catch on to everything the world has to offer...you do what you are best at...and you keep trying to work on the things that arent that good....now maybe computer classes are something now for the younger generations...but when i was in high school...the computer class didnt teach me anything at all....everything i learned i either learned on my own or i asked someone who knew....there is nothing wrong with asking someone to help you out....and in no way should you feel dumb because you dont know how to do whatever....

i know you have bad days hun....we all do...some of us have worse then others...but that is the good thing about the couch...we all know that we have good friends here to help us get threw whatever we are going threw.....we all love ya rue...and if you need help..or just someone to talk to about anything..whether it be a bad day at work or a good day of shopping...hit me on Y!M....you know i hide..but i am normally there razz ...

heart love ya Rue heart

This is true, roocee... butterfly described just about every day of my life right there, and with almost 45 years of life under my belt, well, lets just say I understand about getting tired of feeling bad, and in my case (I feel) considerably underappreciated redface

I appreciate you to Lizzy heart heart

I know I'm not bi-polar either but that's exactly how I've always been treated my entire life UNTIL I started playing neopets and met all of you great people.

I know I'm a good person with a very big heart but it's just so hard for me to believe that and believe in myself because of all those who said I was worthless, etc. Even now I have people that tell me that I'm going to Weight Watchers just so I can get skinny and meet a man. It has nothing to do with me wanting to improve my health and appearance.

i am the fat kid that everyone makes fun of...i have always weighed a lot...i am the butt of everyones jokes...i have a lot of self esteem problems...i know the feelings you are descibing lizzy...cause that was me...i am the kid who had so much hurt built up that self mutilation was the only release of that pain...i was diagnosed when i was 16 with bi-polar manic depression....i was put on medication to help me....i stopped taking my meds at age 18 due to money problems but i found other ways to release my stress....i started painting and i found some really good friends to help me with anything i had a problem with...no the internet was not a help until age 24....

i am 29 years old now and i am still bi polar...but i have been in control of it for the better part.....that doesnt mean i will be able to be off my meds forever...i know that there could be a daythat i have to go back on them....and i will cross that bridge when i get there....point is..if you need meds then take them...there are a lot that will not affect your life other then helping you to deal with these emotions....another thing is you do what you have to for you and to hell with what everyone else says or thinks...they are not the ones having to live your life...you are...and if they are trying to live your life for you then it seems they are the ones with the problems...not you....

dont get me wrong..i still have my bad days/weeks......but i will get over it sooner or later....i have not had a very bad episode in a long while...and i plan on keeping it that way as long as i am able too.......

butterfly the long winded....i really am talkative about these kinds of things