kage no neko
My mom really wants me to be seeing someone (and stuff just keeps adding up that I discover is wrong with me), but I don't have insurance and can't afford to see any kind of doctor for anything..
Discovered yesterday that apparently it's not normal to (randomly) dream while being fully awake. My mind kinda splits between the two, and I don't really understand how it works. I can see this world and the dream world at the same time. Makes no sense to me.. It doesn't happen all the time, and is usually triggered off me thinking about something, or somehow a dream from the night before being stuck and popping back up to continue.
Things are so much simpler when I think everyone has the same problem, then I learn it's my own issue and I'm a little off because of it.
Discovered yesterday that apparently it's not normal to (randomly) dream while being fully awake. My mind kinda splits between the two, and I don't really understand how it works. I can see this world and the dream world at the same time. Makes no sense to me.. It doesn't happen all the time, and is usually triggered off me thinking about something, or somehow a dream from the night before being stuck and popping back up to continue.
Things are so much simpler when I think everyone has the same problem, then I learn it's my own issue and I'm a little off because of it.
I have no insurance, but I found help for my issues. I get cheap meds, plus free therapy. Stuff is out there, the trouble is finding it. Try calling a clinic, they can usually help you find someone. The hardest step is following through to actually find the help. It took me years before I had the guts to do it, but I am glad I did.
