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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 7:59 pm
With a soft sigh, Elle's touch slowed...lips parting as she paused for a moment. This was an image she didn't care to forget, no matter how dark the days might grow. Making a place for it, especially, within her memories, Elle smiled and continued to run her fingers as skillfully as she could through his sensuous feathers.
She understood why he would shy, and began to realize what a burden his pain must be. Her words, though, flowed upwards from that weight. "You know, I would do this every day if you melted like this each time. You are a part of my path, Lonan...I see that clearly."
Elle leaned forward slowly as she faced him, letting her forehead settle against his if he didn't draw back. Her hands shifted, though she wasn't finished with his wings. For now, though, her touch settled upon his shoulders with the same warm pressure. "So perhaps I'll have the chance."
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 8:11 pm
Lonan couldn't help but wonder a bit at what she was doing with the slowed movements. He was hardly complaining, just mildly curious. Useless eyes moved slightly, as though searching before falling still again. The skill of her hands had to be natural, practice would never let a touch be that caring.
The words she spoke brought a touch of comfort and some of the wieght seemed to lift from his shoulders. "If you would do this everyday I would already see myself snared in your net and content with things. And I would stay by that light you give, a simple Night to your warm Twilight."
The pale eyes widened for a moment, not expecting the contact. The lids lowered again when he realized her face was so close to his. The walls he'd erected around himself, mind and soul, were coming down bit by bit under her careful deconstruction. He could let her in and she wouldn't betray him. He didn't care how he knew. One pale hand moved to rest over her's on his shoulder. "Chance given."
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 8:29 pm
Elle's smile grew slowly...full lips parting as she tightened the hand he graced. "I..." Leaning back once again, her hands found their way to the patch she'd paused on. "Would never call you simple."
It was hard not to laugh, as the elation seemed to rise. Everything flowed so easily...from the whispered words of soulfelt murmurs to the lightest comment with the easiest smile. Simply being with him was like a dance, one she knew, one she missed.
A smallish feather seemed to slide with her hands, giving her pause once more. Her joy tempered with slight concern as she lifted it to the light...free of his wing and so dark between her fingers. That was natural, if she recalled, but if she had hurt him... "Perhaps my net was too coarse for such beauty! I'm sorry, Lonan...does it sting?" Surely it had simply slid free, she hadn't been rough...had she?
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 8:40 pm
Lona's face seemed to crack a bit, slowly showing the first smile of his young life. It was small, barely there, but it was a smile. Like a butterfly it was gone in an instant but it left a small remnant in the palid glow that suffused his face.
He shivered as he felt her hands on his back again. It felt natural and right in some odd twist. Feeling the hand slip away he raised one of his own, following her arm up to the singular feather. It took a moment for him to realize what she was asking. he hadn't felt a thing. "No. I didn't feel it at all. I molt year-round like an eagle. It would take quite a bit of pulling for you to loose any feathers that were meant to stay. Do not worry. You are too gentle a soul for your net to be made of anything but finest spider-silk."
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 8:49 pm
For a moment, she was silent...letting the feather fall slowly to her lap as she twined her fingers with his. She had seen that smile, just a ghost of it, and it seemed for all the world like light spilling through silver clouds. Her own smile grew to match it as she bought the back of his hand to her cheek.
"I fear I must be warn you, lest you get the wrong impression. There is darkness within all of us, Lonan, and I am no exception. I can be stubborn, or thoughtless...strong willed and hard. At least, I fancy it so. Will I sadden you, then?"
It was simple truth, she did not embellish or boast. The thought of letting him down was a weight she simply never wished to bear. Her other hand continued to move over his feathers, though with little effect...a slow downward stroke akin to a caress.
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 8:56 pm
He felt her move his hand to her cheek. The skin was so soft and warm under his scarred knuckles, dampering the feeling slightly. Still, he commited the feel to memory, the texture and how her voice made the skin vibrate oh so softly with the rich tone. "There is a balance of light and dark in everything that draws breath. Your admitance to such only proves that you have a mind willing to acknowledge this and heart that cares enough to not want to harm others. It does not sadden me, Elle. Rather it makes you glow all the more in my mind for your honesty."
His heart felt curiously light, realizing that at the very least he had found someone who could truely understand him. Perhaps more. The stroke down his wing banished thought as a low contented murr rumbled up from his throat. He let his eyes close again, content to let Elle lead in whatever she desired. Her company alone was enough to grant him peace like he'd never known.
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 9:22 pm
"Honesty is hard to find, but it's one thing we'll always have." Turning his hand gently, she pressed her lips to those knuckles...eyes closing for a moment as her heart rose within her.
It was not a swift gesture, the warmth between them lingered before she pulled away. The sweet sound of a kiss being broken was answer enough, in her mind. Letting their hands part, Elle returned to her care of his wing...leaning back to curve her side against his chest.
"It is that dark, in part, that defines us. A soul without it is not a soul like ours. I suppose it's what we do with it that tells." Her eyes were upon his face again, hands knowing their work by touch now.
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 9:29 pm
"Truth. One of the rarest and most precious things. I trust you with that." Lonan felt as though his heart moved higher in his chest when Elle touched her lips to his hand.
Whether it was a second or an hour that had passed he couldn't tell. His breath was a bit heavy as she moved against him, eyes half lidded with the light of the moon flickering in through the bare tree branches.
"That is true. And I preceive too much light in you for the darkness to ever take you. Perhaps win once in a while over temperment, but it does that to all. I will never despair of you for being who and what you are." He murred again at her hands through his feathers. Cautiously his arms moved to settle around her waist in a loop. It could be shrugged off in a moment should she choose. He hadn't realized in his relaxation how close his face was to her's.
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 9:41 pm
Elle turned to lean back against him with a sigh, trailing her oil soft fingers over his skin with a lingering touch. After a few moments, floating as she rested against him, she smiled and tipped her head back against his shoulder...looking up into his face.
"Finished, I think, but I could continue as long as you'd like. It's such a soothing thing....especially to share." The night slip bunched slightly as she settled back, delicate fabric sliding into place. His bed was comfortable, more than generous enough for them both to sit as they were.
"Speaking of sharing, I have another of my endless questions to ask." Pausing for a smile, she caught his pale gaze for a moment. "You called yourself a scribe, a record keeper. How do your tales manifest, Lonan?" Elle was of the spoken word, face to face, heart to heart. Were there books he had left, scrolls carefully written? Or was his record one of memory?
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 9:53 pm
The light brush of fingers over skin was wonderful, relaxing and calming in it's sincerity. One the wings were done he moved them to lightly wrap around them both, gently pulling Elle to sit comfortably in his lap. Feeling her head on his shoulder he leaned back against the wall and sighed contentedly.
"How is it that you know to tend wings so well? And I'd be careful with that offer, one might think you're trying to turn me into an addict. Though it's likely you've already done that." He hardly noticed the slip moving, not feeling the slightly bunch of fabric through the flannel of his own pants. The full bed was comfortable, eith generous enough room for two should they choose.
"Endless questions? Then my mind with stay forever keen and sharp with the continued whetting." He had to think over her question, looking for the honest answer within himself. "I remember. That is my main prose, memory. I have kept track of many things, safely locked away in here..." A single finger tapped his temple. "...and stored away for recall when needed. I am still looking for someone who can write them for me some time. Someone who will not be afraid of what I have to tell and can write in the native language. Anything I would try to write would be pointless."
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 10:10 pm
"I don't have to try, sweet soul. It's obvious...we are drawn as moths." Her tone was rich with happiness, both at the truth of that, and the ability to say it so lightly. Even in the depths of passion, her heart hadn't been so lucid.
Watching his hair feather across his eyes, brushed forward by his tap, Elle reached slowly up to tuck it back into place. "Would that it be one of the languages known to me. Perhaps, some day, we may see. I don't think pointless, though, by your hand." She sought that hand with her own, and tugged it gently back to her waist...flattening his palm across the curve of her stomach.
"And we all have a drive to create. It is another part of what defines us...what we leave behind." Her voice was soft at this, thoughtful...her fingers rose to tuck her own hair behind her ear. That was one of her greatest joys...creation, and the protection of that love she put forth. Solid and enduring, shelter and support. That was the heart of her way.
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 10:18 pm
The corners of his mouth twitched again, trying to smile but not quite making it. The intent was there though, and should be obvious. "As a moth I'd gladly follow your dancing flame."
Feeling her hand against his cheek he turned towards the touch, savoring it before it feld again. His hair was still slightly damp from his earlier shower. "I cannot write. Anything I put down would be meaningless. I cannot feel the letters, cannot produce a coherently written sentence because I cannot write for those who use vision to read. Braille I can type when I have to, though it is tedious. I would ask you to write, but I don't want to burden you with cursed memories."
His face turned towards her's again as she moved him palm to her stomach. He could feel the faintly shifting muscles under his palm and through the fabric. "I have only known you for a few hours, but it feels so much longer. And I regret not finding you sooner." Pale arms gently pulled her closer as wings snugged around her back. The feathers were softer now and smelled of the wood-essence of the oil. Comforting and light around them both.
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 10:30 pm
"I was thinking the same, you know. As much as I wish to say 'it was probably for a reason, and our meeting is all the sweeter now'...a selfish part of me thinks that isn't so." She smiled at her own honesty, rubbing the back of his hand absently with her palm as she reclined. "So, we might have a few sleepless nights as we try to catch up."
Finally, a different part of her had tuned to his presence...the gentle wave and roll of his feelings tugging at her like a distant whisper. It echoed...solace, hope...an intimate hint of a soul so close. Elle did not push, but neither did she turn the connection aside. It dwelled within her, as he embraced her without.
"I would also like to say...perhaps it has been longer...but it saddens me to think I might have played any part in those memories. I will be your quill, Lonan. I will set your words upon the page, with ink that shall never fade." Her hands tightened on his arms as she sank back...relaxing fully into his arms with her acceptance.
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 10:42 pm
"I can forego sleep if needed. And it will be worth the drowsing the enxt day." As her hand moved over the back of his the pale fingers flexed slightly in reaction. Just a simple movement.
The dark boy wasn't quite sure what to do with this sense of peace that rolled through him. It was so alien but so familiar all at once. No one else had become this close to him before. Not Drac or Devi or any of the others and he'd known them longer. But her presence, it was just... filling somehow.
"Perhaps is has. It would not surprise me too much. Though I doubt you played any villanous part, though perhaps a distress... If you are willing, then I accept. A bit at a time, slow and steady to make sure no details are left untold." Feeling her relax he moved, still holding her in his arms as he stood. The wings flicked breifly, pulling back the covers before he settled them both back into the warm sheets.
The comforter was pulled up, warm from them both sitting on it so long before clmbing in. His back was to the wall edge, wings tucked comfortably against his back. One hand cradled his head as the other rested on the curve of her waist. The slow even breaths showed just how comofrtable he was with her by him. The world could end and he probably wouldn't twitch a feather.
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Posted: Thu Dec 15, 2005 11:02 pm
Elle hummed in contentment as she was swept gently into Lonan's bed...the strength of his arms making her breath catch for a moment as the they moved. Moments later, she turned till they were face to face...his arm still over her body, one knee pressed gently against his thigh.
"Slow and steady." Her voice was quiet, almost sighed...eyes sinking closed in contentment. One dangling earring rested against her cheek, the golden bell rolling after a moment back to the hollow under her ear. "A bit at a time."
"May I use your quill to write it? The ink could be of my making, and between the two of us, a story shall be told." A faint dizzy wash rolled over her, euphoric almost as she sank into the contour of the bed, body leaning naturally towards his as their weight pulled them together. "And...what will you do with it, once it's written?"
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