Kahlann
i've been dumped twice and left in limbo on whether we were still together twice... all with the same guy. while we were seperated the second time, i made the ingenious decision to listen to his this feels so right i've missed you so much, LET'S SLEEP TOGETHER! ok i got some... yeah i don't want to be in a relationship right now. (and i'm not gonna mention i'm sleeping and fooling around with 4 other girls). after we got back together he told me after i drove up to his school to see him, he was interested in someone else... on our two year anniversary. and then again right before thanksgiving... like at 2 am the morning of.
and for some reason i keep coming back. even though i put in all the effort to fix what he feels is "wrong" and he does nothing yet says i don't try hard enough. I feel it's because i love him even though he can piss me off to no end sometimes. someother people say i'm whipped.
You seem to have the problem my sister has. She's like her mother. She has poor choice in men. She has no power over her emotions and who she likes, but still......her choice in men is terrible.
Her first boyfriend (when I met her), she had from Freshman year to Junior year. He was the stalker type that chain-dumped all his problems onto her. And got angry when she started spending time with me. He actually worked up this thing with his two friends called "Anti-Ari" and drew my Klate Symbol backwards on his LEFT hand. How disrespectful! Honestly, it's a curse to put that symbol on the left hand.
Anyway, he was always mean to me and possessive to her. Talking about killing himself if she spent time with me instead of her. FINALLY, they broke up and he stalked her for the rest of the year. (yes, Chubby, this is Seok). Then, after that, she dated a guy that made her feel bad about herself. When I helped her out of that mess, she swore off men. That was when she moved in with me. And met Zedd. He cheated on her. But we shouldn't have told her, because he was good to her. And she was terrible to him.
She doesn't treat any of her significant others very well, male or female. The only one she treated well was an obsessive, manipulative b*****d. I wish she knew he was so bad. But she has bad judgement.
You can't control who you love, Kahlann. But you can control what you choose to do about it. Don't get into something that's bad for you. You deserve better. ^_^
LOVE YA, HUN!
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