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 Posted: Wed Oct 15, 2008 6:19 am
Matthew smiled softly wrapping a soft and gentle arm around Aiden. "Shh" He cooed in his ear gentlly as he rubbed his back softly. "I'm sorry Aiden really I am..." Matthew shrugged, a 'what the hell' feeling shot though him as he hugged Aiden softly. "You know, you shouldn't hide away in the cornor when you cry, it's useless and pointless, I know why your crying. And Aiden, it's one of thoes things, that shouldn't be scorned or mourned, it's a story that should be told, to keep her memorie alive with in you.." He tapped Adien's heart lightly as he whiped his own tears away. "Somethings just aen't worth crying over, this, is something i can't say that to, she's worth it Adien...I'm sorry.." He said clamly as he let him go. Sighing. "And why shouldn't I talk to you?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 15, 2008 1:00 pm
x x _ m o n e t _ x x [[ 'ooc Okay, so... I'm gonna make this post and then go to Safeway to get food to munch on to have in my dorm room... And I'll be back! ]]
She smiled. In a way, she was happy that she reminded him of someone he knew... It was always nice to meet people who related to others... There's none of that "awkward silence" type moments because you feel like you've known them for ages... And that's strangely how she felt about Coy...
So, when he asked her if she trusted him or not... His hand was warm against hers, was comforting and it made her head swoon... She gripped his hand tightly, but gently and smiled, nodding her head. She wasn't afraid of what might happen... In fact, she wanted to find out... "Yeah, I do, Coy..." she said, her voice soft... she all but forgot everyone else that was seated in the room... She didn't care...
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Posted: Wed Oct 15, 2008 5:42 pm
Rebecca shrugged. "Fine I'll break my silence just for you." She said with an almost evil grin. "But only you get to hear my voice!" She said with a cute little pout.
Aiden looked at Matthew. "Well thanks for your sympathy, but it's what I don't want. and I bet you any money that if I told everyone about her then they'd just be all like 'i'm so sorry' every five seconds." He said with a sigh. "And well you can tel to me I just didn't know why you would."
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Posted: Wed Oct 15, 2008 6:00 pm
Cory's jaw practically dropped. He placed his tongue back in his mouth and sat up and looked at her. "Y-... Y-..." he stuttered,"Why didn't you talk sooner? Your voice makes you even more cute woman!" he said in a joking manner, but still serious about what he had said. "That's sweet though. Thank you." Cory turned back so he was facing her leaned forward and gave her a quick kiss on her cheek and sat back, hoping he wouldn't be scolded for his actions by her.
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Posted: Wed Oct 15, 2008 6:07 pm
Matthew sighed. "It's funny, I hate sympathy, but then when you hear something horrible happend to someone, you can't help but feel bad for em'. I wont give you sympathy but maybe I don't know how you personally feel, btu I know what it's like to lose someone dear to you.." He hadn't talked to anyone since the accident aside from Aiden, why he called it an accident he wasn't sure, she wanted to kill herself and he knew it. He was blind and didn't see the signs. He mentally murdured himself, a tear escapign his eye, slowly it rolled down his cheeks..
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Posted: Wed Oct 15, 2008 9:51 pm
Mason's eyes opened to her brother's eyes twinkling near hers, waking her up the same way he'd always done. She pushed him off just as she did every morning, and he ended up on the floor laughing. She jumped out of bed and tackled him, then they both sat up and she wrapped him in a warm hug.
*~*~*~*
The alarm clock blared its annoying screech, signaling the beginning of another miserable day. She pushed the covers off and went to turn on the shower, then got out a pair of jeans, a tight-fitting red tank top, and a white zip-up hoodie. She quickly washed up after the water was hot enough then pulled on her previously mentioned clothes.
As she walked down the stairs and into the living room, she caught sight of her dad bolting out the door to get to work early. She sighed and grabbed a bagel for breakfast before catching the city bus to school.
She was soon directed to the gym where the rest of the school was gathering for an assembly. She sat up in the back row in the gym and tapped her foot rather loudly with impatience.
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Posted: Thu Oct 16, 2008 1:52 pm
Rebecca laughed softly. "well something happened to me not too long ago and I just don't like to talk now because it was all thanks tomy big mouth that it happened." She said as she then looked down at the thought of her brother. She then smiled back up at him. "hehe your welcome." She said blushing at the cheek kiss.
Aiden nodded. "Yeah well how? how do you know whats it's like?" He said as he slowly dried his eyes and and wiped his face.
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Posted: Thu Oct 16, 2008 3:46 pm
Matthew sighed deeply, he hadn't told anyone he'd even had a girlfriend. Tears poured down his face with the mere thought. Through his muffled sobbs, he chocked out...
"All I could remember from my happy child hood, was my girlfriends kisses, and her hugs, they were my faviroute thing, the lit up my life. Even the smallest of details about her made me happy, I'd never had a smile so wide when we said we'd get married and have kids. But, we were 13, and madly in love. I didn't want to let her go for the world, I would have gladly let her rip my heart out, as long as it made her happy. I just, I don't know where I went wrong. All I ever did was try to make her happy, and whenever I asked her if she was, she smiled and said I'm great. Why didn't I see the signs I just can't believe she's gone.
Well, I guess your wondering what the hell I'm babbling on about now, you see, I was planning to meet up with her on her birthday, I bougth her concert tickets and everything. I stood outside her window all night long when her parents had told me at the door she couldn't see me right now. I believe them, but as I sang her faviroute song, outside her window, I herd a gun shot, it was from inside, so I jumped and climbed inside, she was in mid fall when I caught her, cradling her as I cried, she was gone and I knew it. No one cared but me though. Her parents blamed me for her death, and to this very day so do I. " Matthew burried his face in his knees as he brought them to his chest, his muffled crys and sobbs rang through out the gym, now, he just didn't care though.
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Posted: Thu Oct 16, 2008 5:15 pm
ship-wreaked1 Rebecca laughed softly. "well something happened to me not too long ago and I just don't like to talk now because it was all thanks to my big mouth that it happened." She said as she then looked down at the thought of her brother. She then smiled back up at him. "hehe your welcome." She said blushing at the cheek kiss.Aiden nodded. "Yeah well how? how do you know whats it's like?" He said as he slowly dried his eyes and and wiped his face.
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Posted: Thu Oct 16, 2008 6:20 pm
Aiden hugged Matthew softly. "Well I'm sorry for being such a jerk." He said with a sigh. "I'm sorry that I'm so self absorbed all the time and that I never really cared about much." He then looked at him then said "Well thats a pretty sad story and you shouldn't blame yourself. and no offence to her but if she rather die then be with you forever and always then it's her lose."
Rebecca shook her head no. "No idea all I know is that this is boring."
Just then some office looking guy came in. "Everyone please sit down. You were all asked here because you have all lost someone very close to you. and I'm here to help."
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Posted: Thu Oct 16, 2008 6:55 pm
"haha y--" before Cory could finish his sentence the man that had walked in interrupted him. Caught off guard Cory had jumped a little, turning his head to see who it was he just shrugged and looked back at Rebecca and rolled his eyes,"this should be entertaining?" he whispered with sarcasm.
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Posted: Thu Oct 16, 2008 7:13 pm
Rebecca smiled at him. "Oh very." She said in sarcastic reply.
The man then sat down in an empty seat. "So....who would like to share their stor first?" He asked sounding more like an english teacher.
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Posted: Thu Oct 16, 2008 7:38 pm
Tiffany was slightly startled when she heard a boy burst into tears, but after thinking about it for a minute, it was understandable. She was brought to this school because of the death of her brother, so these people must be hurting too.
Her thoughts were interupted, then confirmed as the principal spoke. She snorted slightly when she heard what was expected of them. She never talked about Brandt; why would she speak to a bunch of complete strangers about the thing that hurt her the most? She waited to hear someone else's sad story about their loved one and started running her fingers through her hair absent-mindedly.
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Posted: Thu Oct 16, 2008 8:05 pm
Cory looked around. "ok... well. I guess I can." Cory took in a deep breath then let it out then he began to speak,"She was fifteen and so was I. It was her birthday and I was going to treat her to something special. ya know?" he said and looked around to see who was paying attention, pausing at Rebecca for a moment then looking back to the man. It sort of pissed him off that he had to ask the most personal thing first. "I took her to the beach and the day was perfect. The sun was shining and the water was perfect. Or at least I thought. We saw friends at the beach and joined them a little down the ways from where the lifeguard was and set up there. About after..." he paused again. It was hard to get past all of this story without him completely breaking down,"About after," he reiterated himself,"a few hours we went in the water and Samantha, my girlfriend, and I were in the water just messin' around and talking with others. Then just moments later our friends were getting out of the water quite fast... She and I stayed in... and... we..." Cory stopped, he put his face into his hands and rested his arms on his legs. Trying to hold back the tears he got up from his seat,"Sorry, I... I can't." he said. The memories came flooding back into his mind. The flashes of Samantha being taken and eaten by the shark was too horrifying, too grusome for him to take.
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Posted: Fri Oct 17, 2008 11:07 am
chivelry isnt dead Coy gave a small laugh and smiled when he felt her hold onto his hand tighter. He looked around out of his perifrial vision to see if anyone was looking. Then turned his head around to his left and looked behind him. Then without thinking for a moment he got up from the chair he had been sitting in. Talking to Serena almost made him nervous, but at the same time he was comfortable with her. When she said his name a smile came back to his face, he rolled his eyes to try and play it off as nothing though. "Come on... let's get outta here." Coy said as he looked from the gym doors to outside and back to her.
When the man spoke again, she almost felt a sort of disgust for the people that ran the school... How was this acceptable? She heard one of the stories... Cory, wasn't it... He was the one who told it... And she watched as his emotions came flooding out of his eyes... He couldn't finish...
"Someone's here to talk about... People we lost?" she asked. The harsh reality hit her and she felt enraged... a feeling she couldn't understand, but she was suddenly on her feet, tears rising in her eyes. "And you think doing it in a group would be best?! Some people like to keep things to themselves, you know... Some people are in pan because of it, and you think this sick way of sharing will take the pain away...?" she said, her voice rising in the beginning and falling by the end so that she was left standing there in silence she had created for herself...
She sighed, still standing, still holding onto Coy's hand... She felt a power of some sort and breathed in deeply. "But fine, I'll take part in this sick circle of sharing..." she said, her voice soft in volume, but harsh in tone. "I'm the baby of the family, so you could say... My parents always wanted me to be watched over... Always wanted my older brother to protect me... and in a couple of months, it'll be his one year anniversary of his death because he paid for protecting me..." she said softly, her eyes, burning into the man who had induced this sharing.
She then peered around the circle to the many faces, some familiar and others not... And back at Coy's, finally realizing she had not dropped his hand, and not wanting to, she gave it a light squeeze before continuing. "You know, he was only three years older than me... He was visiting over the Christmas vacations from college, and a few days before Christmas, we decided we wanted to go and catch a movie... He always took me to movies... It's something I miss so much nowadays," she said softly, her feet shuffling a little on the ground when she spoke.
"Well, we were walking home and this group of maybe three guys comes out and threatens us... They told us that if we didn't give them all that we had on us they'd kill us... Now, I wasn't too worried... My brother was a big guy and he knew how to fight... He did all those karate type of classes... And for a while, he was doing good... Until one of the guys got a hold of me and pulled out a knife on my throat... He said if my brother didn't give in, they'd beat him 'til he couldn't move, take everything... Even my virginity..." she said softly, her mind wandering off into that night, her eyes becoming dull...
"And so my brother surrendered... I didn't know that the guy behind him had a gun... He shot my brother and took his wallet... The guy that had me... Cut me down my back... And I heard my brother shot again..." she said even softer... Her hand darted to her pocket instinctually, grabbing onto her brother's necklace, gripping it tight, feeling it dig into her hand dangerously... "And he died... Trying to save me... The cops were a bit too late... He had faded before they got there... I don't know why it took them so long to get there..." she said softly, closing her eyes tightly against everyone, feeling the tears, feeling the scar in her back pulsate beneath her clothing...
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