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 Posted: Sun May 07, 2006 10:37 am
5.07.06- Animal Attraction P-II.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry.
I don't know how to explain what happened the other night. It wasn't sex, it was something else, something I should be ashamed and frightened over. I'm too young, damn it, I'm still a few weeks from fourteen-- so why didn't I tell him no? I'm not regretting, but I know this is illegal, and I know I don't want him to be my boyfriend or anything. Besides, he was drunk, he probably doesn't even remember anything about it.
Does that mean he took advantage of me? Does that make me easy? It's not like i'm in love with him, he's just so visually appealing to me, and his personality. He just seems perfect and funny and 'bad' but not in a clich'e sort of way. I'm not old enough to handle something like this. Not yet.
So, technically, I'm still a virgin. There wasn't any 'penetration' of any kind. I'm surprised I'm taking this so well. This must be maturity.
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Friday- Around 12AM.
The temperature in the room seemed to skyrocket, Aponi was backdown on blankets that he writhed to escape, his back growing moist with the increasing temperature of his body. Tsin was already placing small kisses on the boy's neck, none of which seemed cordinated or belonging to someone with a coherant mind. They left awkward tingles and the smell of liquor plastered on his delicate, pale skin.
He wanted to moan and to tell him to stop-- but niether sound could escape his throat. He didn't know why, but Tsin wanted him, and it made him both sick and excited. Tsin was probably ten years older than he was, but he couldn't tell him to get off. He wouldn't say go away.
He felt a hand travel down his stomach, another came underneath the elastic of his pajamas to grab his most private part, he sucked in a deep breath, holding back a whimper.
'No, Yes, Stop, Go.'
Tsin caught him in a kiss, sucking gently at Aponi's bottom lip. Only when he felt the warm hand massage at his length did he pull away, shaking his head violently, causing the older man to lift his head and take a second look at waht he was doing. He leaned in for another kiss, but Aponi pressed his lips flat, covering his mouth with his hand.
"What?"
"No...I mean, I don't want to."
"You don't have to do anything."
Tsin's face was blushing, whether from what he was doing to the lad or alchohol, Aponi didn't know. His face was whiped and blank, but slowly, he began to smile, an 'I've got it' sort of smile. The smile broke into a light chuckle, he slipped another kiss passed Aponi, this time aiming lower, his tongue trailed over the boy's stomach down to the hem of his pants.
"No strings attatched, Ni-Chan."
The pale preteen was blushing, why did he have to call him that? He looked, embarassed, into the older man's eyes-- they were cloudy, he wasn't thinking, was he? Tsin continued to touch him, he quivered, he couldn't take it. It seemed like only moments had passed before Aponi was drained and tired and shaking from the work Tsin had done with his mouth, and the older man was leaving bite marks on his hips and thighs.
It appeared, during this whole ordeal, Tsin had also managed to relieve himself and had reached for a towel draped over Aponi's desk chair. Tsin didnt stay to cuddle, he was out the door as soon as he had cleaned himself. Aponi curled himself underneath his blankets, confused yet relieved. That wasn't sex, but he imagined it had the same effect on him.
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2006 7:21 pm
5.08.06- 'Aftermath'.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry.
I have a feeling I'm not the only one my age dealing with sex.
I heard 'through the grape vine' that Malachite has been with someone, though the conversations tend to stop when I show up. I shouldn't be surprised, Mal has an aura about him that seems to make him alluring and interesting. It's different for me, though-- I always considered myself timid and with a high level of trust necessary to even let someone hug me, and only recently have I been able to flirt or even show affection towards anyone but mum.
I never thought i'd be, well, serviced by someone who didn't intend to start a relationship and it does make me feel a little guilty. A little dirty. But, I wouldn't consider myself easy-- not as much as I thought I would. I only let Tsin do that to me because I cared for him, and he cares for me, and it's not like sex, it wasn't as intimate as it could have been. Although I do like him, I know we'll stay friends and nothing more.
My personality has really changed in the past few weeks, I can tell i'm more realistic with situations, less hopeful about impossible things. I'm not nearly as frightened and unsure about myself, things are really changing. Someone wanted me bad enough to do more than flirt or something. It's almost like i'm proud of what happened, of the attraction he had towards me.
I've never really been faced with such an intimate situation, and it definatly changed me somehow.
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 10:53 pm
5.15.06- The evolution of a boy.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry.
Tsin's been visiting me every night.
Not for sex or anything, just to talk and to touch, he's very gentle with me while keeping his odd, party-like persona. I think that's why I like him so much. He doesn't seem ashamed of it at all, he doesn't even seem guilty. He did say once that, 'Having sex with a minor' could get him into, 'a shits worth of trouble', however much that is.
Still, there's been no sex, and I hope it stays that way. Or do I? I don't know anymore, I just feel happy and relieved and different. He makes me feel important, he makes me feel attractive.
I took a pair of his pants from his room when he wasn't home, a black pair with holes ripped in the knees, a basic jean style and slightly baggy, like nothing I'd usually wear. I think I'll keep them. I don't know, wearing them every once in a while makes me feel 'owned' and I like that. Something about the legality of the situation makes it exciting.
What could change me so drastically, is it just that one night, or did that happen over a period of time? If it were a few months back, I'd be sobbing and feeling dirty and wanting him to marry me for 'soiling my innocence', all kinds of craziness. What happened to me?
I feel so free!
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2006 2:13 pm
5.23.06- Dreaming.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry.
I had a really weird dream lastnight.
I was in this big house, and it had lots of modern furnature and art, and there were tons of gadgets. I can't remember what I was doing there, but I felt like I was in a safe place. I wandered through the rooms for what felt like hours, it was one of those dreams where it takes far too long for morning to come.
I left the house through the back, and instead of a backyard, there was a weird forest. It looked like a wildlife park or soemthing, there were trails and wood fences and a few people walking around. There was a group of people underneath a tree who, apparently, I knew. I sat with them and one of the boys, one who looked strangely familiar, followed me as I left.
We walked together until we got to a big chain link fence and we had a weird conversation. We talked about my 'boyfriend', which I don't technically have, but in my dream I guess I did have one.
'What would your boyfriend do if I put my arm around you?' He said. I stopped and looked up at him, a little nervous, and feeling guilty of the way I had been so near him.
I either said, 'no' or 'I don't know', but in the end, he kissed me and I awoke feeling happy. I hate it when I have dreams like that, to wake up and find that the person who was beside me only moments ago in my subconcious doesn't even exist.
What does it mean? Did I betray someone? And how does that hosue fit in? I'm becoming more interested in dreams and their meanings as I have more and more weird illusions. I was thinking I'd study nuerology, not only dreams, but disorders in the brain. Things like that never cease to amaze me.
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Posted: Sun Jun 11, 2006 6:14 pm
6.11.06- Dreaming Continued and Job Opportunities.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry.
I had another weird dream-- this one seemed to be the same as the last one I documented, but this time the boy was different.
I was in an old house, it seemed so familiar and I feel like i've been there before, it was very quaint and out in the country. It looked as if my granparent's might live there, though i've never met them. There were lots of old pictures and furniture, and it was just after dinner when I went into the livingroom and sat on the couch and I looked down to the floor and noticed a boy about my age watching me.
He had dark brown hair, it was almost curly, but more feathered and wavy than perm-like. He looked awfully familiar, too, and he simply looked at me and asked me in a quiet voice if i'd like to be his girlfriend. It was then I noticed I had a girl's body, and I was wearing clothes much like Mum's and I crawled down beside him and whispered yes into his ear and we went on wreaking havoc in a truck that must have belonged to him.
And I distinctly remember being naked in one part of the dream, and yes, I did have a woman's body at that point, too.
It was all very odd, and it kind've worries me that I felt I was in my mother's body. Maybe this has something to do with her-- like, in a weird, telekenetic kind've way. I've seen stuff like this on X-Files, so it must be tripe.
Oh, and last minute news, as of a week ago i'm on the 'considering' list of employment at a music shop that sells vinyls and CDs and 50 cent LPs and all sorts of neat things. Tsin went down there with me to get an application, and the cute asian girl that works there really likes me and is 'rooting' for me, as she put it. And it's right next door to a guitar shop, so maybe I could afford one if they do hire me.
Wish me luck.
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Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2006 9:21 pm
6.25.06- Growth Spurts.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry.
My voice is warbling. Not in a hideous, post-operatic singer kind've way, but in a 'Your losing your cute feminine voice and becoming more manish' kind've way. And mum makes sure I notice it, too, she breaks into fits whenever I squeak or go an octave higher than normal. What a b***h. gonk
She said it should be over with in a few months, but Gods, this sucks! Tsin's making fun of me, too, and I think I hurt Lan's ears the other day-- He practically ran off my shoulder when I attempted to sing to the radio. I sound like a terrier half the time and a gorilla the other half, but one good things come of this-- I'm getting a bit taller, my fae is becomming less baby-ish-- which kind've sucks, becaus ehtat was my cute meal-ticket-- and, well, let's just say my height hasn't been my only growth spurt. Okay, that's kind've gross, but it's true.
Other than that good and bad news, ve got even more okay news-- I got that job. So, in exchange for sitting behind a counter all day selling CDs and listening to Music, I get money. It's like getting paid to sit in my room for eight hours.
And, oddly enough, I got a wedding invitation the other day-- it seems two Mansion-made boys are getting married, it's so cute, I've heard of them but i've never met them-- it's going to be sooo much fun! I'm gonna go pick out an outfit for it sometime this week. I've got to be ready by the 1st of next month.
Well, I'm supposed to be getting ready, me and Tsin are going to the drive-in...I'm surprised mum hasn't noticed anything. About me and him, that is- we're always going places together and he's always sneaking off at night to meet me in my room. Let's see how long this will last.
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 1:06 pm
7.02.06- Aching.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry.
There's so many new faces around the mansion these days-- it kind've makes me feel depressed. I realize now my only friend is Malachite, and I haven't been trying very hard to make new ones. There's some odd new additions whom I'd love to meet, quite a few little boys, adorable ones at that. I could've sworn I saw a blue one with pink hair-- how imaginitive.
Not to mention, the addition of a few teens whom I've never even seen before-- there are so many attractive boys around, and i'm ooped inside with Tsin missing it all!
I've been thinking about breaking off our suedo-relationship and seeking out companionship with boys my own age-- I doubt he's be hurt by it, he might feel more alone, but I'm wasting my best years in a meaningless relationship. In short, <******** this-- I want to date. redface
Now, as soon as my voie finds it's pitch, i'll be on the hunt-- let's just hope that Tsin-Kun doesn't get all whiny. It's not like he's tying me down, but as long as i'm still seeing him, I can't even flirt without feeling guilty. I ache to be free.
Maybe i'll go shopping tonight, that always makes me feel better. Aren't I just like a woman-- bleh.
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 11:45 pm
7.02.06- Resolving.
Posted By Aponi as a Roleplay.
"Oh, s**t-- it's already 11:30."
The snow-haired teen held a copper key between his teeth, as a dog with a rubber bone might, and shuffled around brown paper bags in his arms, inching the heavy burdens aside to grab the doorknob and unlock Emo's thousand lock door-- she was paranoid, and she wasn't afraid to show it.
The strong 'ker-chick' sound the front door made while snapping shut was enough to wake the entire house, but Aponi couldn't care less. He was chest-deep in micro-fleece and faux fur, and nothing could spoil his night-- other than the looming feeling that someone was staring at him, and that someone might be Tsin-- which, thankfully, it wasn't.
"What're you looking at?"
Cooed Aponi, bending his kneese to rest on his heels, laying his bags down at his sides. He greeted the little mouse with a clicking sound and held out his hand, which Lan scurried onto in mach speed. The rodent chirped and squeaked, took a few twitchy sniffs of Aponi's hair, and nestled into his neck, enjoying the lavender scent that drifted from the teenager's shampooed hair.
Aponi sighed, cheerful, and lazily pushed his bags toward the couch with both feet, as if rallying a soccer ball between cnoes-- or past legless players, at the speed he was going. He fell mightily upon the dumpy green couch, nearly drifting to dream when suddenly a familiar warm hand graced through his hair and tugged at his ear.
"Ni-Chan-- where have you been?"
Aponi still shivered at that playful name, and rolled onto his back, looking up at two greyish eyes and a whole lot of black and red hair. He scrunched his nose as the smell of liquor hit him, something like jolly ranchers--
"Have you been in Mum's Smir--?"
Before he could finish his sentence, Tsin had rolled head-first over the back of the couch and landed roughly on top of Aponi, he grunted in reply, not finding any real spark in their physicalities anymore. He was bored of this 'forbidden relationship' that had been nothing more than the occasional forplay and a sneaky kiss here and there.
"Get off- you weigh, like, a hundred pounds more than I do.- and what if Mum wakes up? I'll have to tell her your trying to molest me."
Tsin grunted, a cough-like laugh, and laid his face on Aponi's shoulder, only to meet the twitching nose and pointy teeth of Lan.
"GAH! ******** rat b*****d."
His teenage counterpart laughed, taking Lan in his hands as if soothing a baby, nd placed him back on the ground-- the little rodent ran free as a house cat. No sooner then he returned to an upright position, the pale teen was once again launched on. This time he raised his arms, pushing the latter male off of his frail frame.
"Seriously, cut it out."
There was less laughter in his voice now, and far more annoyance-- awkwardness. This made Tsin quirk an eyebrow.
"Okay, what's up with you?"
"Nothing-- I just don't want you allover me right now, I want to talk."
"You never used to mind, you used to beg me to grab onto you-- to treat you like a little ********' prince."
A smile still lit Tsin's face, and he once again brought himself on top of Aponi, who didn't hesitate to push him right back off-- ENOUGH.
"Look, Tsin-- I'm just tired of-- this."
"What, me touching you? How can you not want me to touch you-- i'm practically your boy--blah."
The frazzled older man averted his eyes, hating the term, 'Boyfriend' It not only made him sound mushy and connected, but it made him own up to the fact that he had a boyfriend and a boyfriend had him.
"Anyways, what do you mean this?"
Aponi sighed, this time not so merrily, and gave Tsin a rare serious gaze.
"Well, not so much this as-- as you."
He struggled on that last word, it sounded so harsh when put simply, but it was true. He wanted someone else, he wanted someone his age. Before Tsin had a chance to retaliate, the pale youth spoke again, rubbing his hands together. His stomach felt weird, as though he might cry without really wanting or needing to.
"I want a boyfriend who will call me his boyfriend-- it's like, you were...You were a practice or something. And, now, I just want to date."
It all came out pretty easily, though his throat felt a bit shut, and Tsin was looking rather peeved. He nearly snarled, standing from the couch and blowing out a puff of steam from a toothy grin. He almost appeared to be at a loss of words, not exactly hurt, but not fine with being 'dumped' either. He raised a finger as if to speak, only to have a small 'hmmm' sound escape his lips.
"You don't have to say anything-- we just, well, stop treating each other like we do-- go back to being platonic."
Tsin looked slumped, and his eyes were narrowy, now. He puffed again, munching on his tongue, it seemed, before spouting.
"It's fine, who cares-- like you said, practice-- at least now you know every step before ********, with that last acidy note, stormed up the stairs, steam practically pouring form his ears. And there sat Aponi, Lan chewing on his pink high-heeled boots, his face a bit cherry colored. He felt happy and sad, losing something and filling up something else-- but, who ares, he was free. And, Tsi was right with his snotty comment, he knew every step before-- well, you know-- and he was ready to meet people.
And ready to really start living as a teenager.
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Posted: Wed Jul 19, 2006 2:38 pm
7.19.06- From Cars to Pants.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry.
I've gotten taller, slimmer, and a bit more defined, and that could only man one thing-- I needed to go shopping. So, I did. And, to Emo's amusement, I attempted to drive to the mall for the first time ever.
Anyways, i'm far too tired to get into all of that, and I didn't find much as is. Let's just say it wasn't difficult, because she drives an automatic, and the car is kinda small so you feel pretty secure when making turns and testing distances. I have trouble staying at the speed limit, but that's jsut because I don't wanna look away form the road to the speedometer.
After about fifteen minutes, she kicked me out of the drivers seat and finished the drive. In return for kicking me out, though, she promised to buy me something so I wouldn't spend all my hard earned cash. Whihc, this month, was a staggering 300$ Woo hoo. rolleyes
So, we browsed for about a half hour before I found anything good, and I did-- Seeing as I'm getting a bit too old to pull off little skirts and things, I've decided to get myself some pants, though I haven't quite gotten used to them yet. Still, I found these beauties whilst passing Lip-Service.
[ Aponis Pants ]
Black, Tulle Lined, and adorable-- who doesn't love Bloomers. Now, if only I could choose between my victorian shirts and something more 'now'.
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 7:21 pm
7.30.06- Mal's Birthday Party.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry.
So, Mal's having a party-- it's gonna be so much fun, I know it! Whenever I'm around malachite I have a good time, he's just so fun and adorable-- like a squirell or something.
I'm not quite sure how old he is, I'm a sucky friend-- but, he's odler than me, so I'm guessing he's turning seventeen or so? I really need to keep track of people's ages so I don't embarasmyself on birthdays.
Anyways, I picked up a few things from the mall for his party-- something a little more different than my average outfits. I'm going to wear those cute pants I got, and I found this cute mini-skirt that's got black and neon green horizontal stripes on it. I'm gonna wear it over the pants. I'm surprised i'm not wearing too much pink to the party-- only a cute hotpink fishnet shirt underneath my Victorian one, and I'll probably roll the sleeves on my white shirt up so it shows better.
I'm currently looking for something simple as a top-- I saw this on a website, but it's so expensive-- I'm gonna have to work a bit longer till I can afford seventy and eighty dollar shirts so loosely.
[ Shirt ]
I think I might get my hair colored-- I've been wanting to do my bangs hot pink for a long time now-- maybe get a piercing or something! I should ask Emo for a lip piercing on my birthday!
Oh, this was upposed to be about Mal, back to Mal, I got him this adorable plushie at a gift shop beside the CD store I work at. It's a big, squishy plush of a guy in a bunny suit, he even has green hair like Mal. Absolutely perfect!
It reminded me of Adrian a bit, an I'm sure they're made will like it. He wears these cute bunny ears with his uniform.
Well, I gotta go get ready for the party. It takes me ages to put my makeup on, I'm so fussy about it-- but it takes work to look this good!
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Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 12:36 pm
7.31.06- Dir en Ni-Chan.
Posted By Emo as a Journal Entry.
Dir en Grey is comming to America-- I couldn't be more upset over it.
It took them ten years to get where they are in music today, and I know, just because they're Japanese and pretty much Visual Kei in appearance, America is gonna swarm them. I guess I can have osme pride in being an original fan before they're American breakout. Besides, they're touring with Korn, and Korn is an awesome band-- both groups have meaningful, often horrific lyrics, which most of these new American fans will probably never know seeing as Dir en Grey doesn't sing english songs.
I just get so ticked off when indie or foreign bands break out in America, I don't know why-- maybe it's the whole, 'Oh no, what if they become way overrated here now!' thing.
Still, I wish I could afford tickets. But, who would I take, besides Ni-Chan-- and he's only heard the band a few times before, so he probably wouldn't be that into it. Aponi is more into parties and other teenage crap than hangin' out with his mum.
Watchig him grow up is putting a pain in my heart-- since he became a teenager, we've been very distant, and since Tsin moved out he's been acting pretty strange-- not sad or upset, but more like...he's more confident, or something. Maybe he had a little crush on him or something, I don't ******** know-- the kid doesn't tell me a thing anymore.
He's starting to dress less feminine, if you ount those bloomers as pants. He's such a darling boy, and I'm so proud of him, finding his look and not being discouraged by indifference. I just wish he'd talk to me a little more, the little bugger. But that would jsut mean I need to bring up 'the talk' but who am I kidding, what kid his age doesn't know something about sex?
Well, I'm off to sulk about the Americanization of said band. Ja.
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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 7:46 pm
8.22.06- Monday Says.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry
I had a pretty eventful night, believe it or not.
I was walking about town without any plans, as per usual, when I passed by a video game store that was having a midnight opening. So, I wandered in there and recieved many a strange glare from meaty 30-somethings and loud-mouthed high schoolers-- I found out later it was a Madden '07 release.
I ended up talking to one of the lerks, who happened to be a total death metal roleplay nerd, and we snacked on bean dip and tortilla chips whilst enduring the stupidity of our fellow store inhabitants. It wasn't until two in the morn' that I left and met up with one of mum's friends, Dillon.
We talked for a few minutes, then decided on a spur of spontinaity to see 'Snakes on a Plane' at the old Freemont theatre-- it's got one sreen and it's been around since the 50's, so it was pretty interesting. The movie itself was a distaster, and was only made interesting by Samuel L. Jackson, but we ended up having a laugh riot and driving backwards through a parking garage all the way form the 6th level to the ground.
Long story short, I didn't get home until day break, and have not only sore cheeks from laughing all night, but a sore stomach from nasty party foods and sudden altitude change. Ja.
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 1:09 am
8.03.06- Hair Dye.
Posted By Aponi as a Journal Entry.
I finally talked mum into letting me get my hair done tomorrow, I'm so excited! Since I was a kid I wanted to add some pink to my hair, and now that I have a job, she said she'll let me do it if I pay for it all-- I haven't asked her if I could pierce my lip yet, but I'm going to wear her down into taking me to get it done for my birthday. I assure you, with her non-existent ability to deny me things when I pout, I could have a car, a house and a damned elephant by now.
Anyways, I'm fine with the length of my hair, it's still about down to my shoulders, but I want to thin it out so it's a little flatter and whispier, I don't like my hair having 'bounce' it's way too feminine, even for me. I prefer it more sleek and thin, not to mention that would make it way easier to manage.
I got the basic idea of what I want to do to it while I was flipping through the Goth Lolita Bible, some magazine Mum gets imported from Japan. They have all these pictures of these adorable loli goth girls, and visual kei stars, and in one of the shots you can see a girl in a suit with dark hair and the most amazing dye job I've ever seen. It's so simple that it's brilliant. Not to mention she has the exact shade of pink in her hair that I want to use-- it'll stand out really well against the white of my hair.
[ Hair Dye ]
That's her, it's perfect because my hair is already cut just like that, it's just thicker--which I'm going to fix tomorrow. I'm gonna chop it until it's about as thin as hers and fix my bangs to look more whispy. The whole right side of her hair is dyed along the with underside on the left. It's kind of different, at least to me, usually I just see people with highlights or dyed bangs. I know a few people who can do it for me if I just buy the dye, which should be easy enough. My hair is gonna kick a**!
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Posted: Fri Mar 30, 2007 6:50 pm
3.30.07- And the Reaction Is...
Posted By Emo as a Roleplay.
Emo ran her fingers along Aponi's hair as he sat comfortably on the floor and she on the couch above him. She pouted softly, paying special attention to the newly dyed pink splotches on his head. "Oh, Aponi, what did you do?" She asked in a soft voice. She had fallen in love with his pure white hair when he was just a child, and being surprised with those drastic pink highlights was quite the shock for her. That perfect, feather soft, snowy hair. God forbid he get split ends from the dye.
Aponi, on the other hand, was delighted. He smiled as his adoptive mother droned on about his natural beauty and having to grow it out now that he'd discolored it. He wouldn't have it any other way, and planned on keeping those colors as long as possible. Finally, he swatted her hand away gently and turned his nose up to face her. "Come on, mum, it turne dout great...and I'm sooo happy." He fluttered his lashes and tilted his head, trying his best to appear cute. And, if that didn't work, he could always try the 'I'm naive, I don't know any better' approach. Emo thwacked his head with her fingers and stood, shaking her head at him.
"What next, a lip ring? Maybe a tattoo? Couldn't you at least ask me first?" Honestly, she adored the color, and whomever had dyed it had done an amazing job, what had bothered her most was he hadn't even brought it up more than once before he came home with a head of pink and white hair. Aponi frowned up at her, scratching the back of his neck out of habit. "I did ask...you never said no." She countered with the obvious parental answer, "I never said yes, either."
They gave each other silent looks for a moment before Aponi sighed and nodded, understanding what she wanted of him. "I'm sorry." He mumbled, twirling a newly colored strand along his finger. He tried to sound sincere, but he wasn't sorry at all. This is exactly what he wanted and he got it, what was there to be sorry about? Emo sensed his indifference and tousled Aponi's hair beneath her fingers, half smiling. "Please...just, make sure I say yes before you destroy your head again."
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Posted: Thu May 10, 2007 6:03 pm
It has been over a month since your last post.
This is not acceptable.
You have 2 days to make a post up to my standards, or Aponi will be *frozen.
This Warning and its Requirements are Not Negotionable.
*Frozen: When a pet is forced to remain in it's current stage indefinitely due to an owner's failure to comply with contractual obligations made and understood prior to the purchase of the pet. Additionally, the journal is locked and ownership is still retained despite the frozen state.
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