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I did not know this. I never even suspected. I also didn't know that I made you cry... I thought my questions to be innocent I didn't expect you to take them as anything other then that.
How exactly did she handle it that you didn't like?
I guess I don't know what it is that you are refering to other things that she has done. Why didn't you PM Psyche telling her that you didn't like the way you thought she was treating people that you knew?

Why didn't you just talk about the problems you thought the guild had. I mean... this seems like a sudden explosion of negativity to me. I really don't understand it in the least.
As to dyslexia, the other post I have on it explains it a bit more in the Gerr thread. Its dyslexia born of depression and other problems. I was saying that more so that other people understand the reasons for the way I am concerning writing and spelling rather then wanting an apology.

I was just saying... I didn't appreciate it. Though I mean, concerning the nature of the thread I guess negativity is a bit of a strong point here.

I have talked to alot of people... and I will admit that many of them have had difficulties understanding what I have posted.

I usually just talk about it and explain it i many different ways till the person finds one that they understand. That is the way I deal with things.
People who understand me, aren't always people I know or even want to know. They aren't always people I am close to. It isn't like I have a connection to them. I don't think they are lying. One of the reasons I made a thread where if anyone had any questions or misunderstandings they could post on them.

I didn't realize that any of this was coming.

I would expect that if there were problems they would be stated and dealt with. If a person had some reason for being upset it could always be worked through.

I wonder how she handles real life if she bans everyone for being 'rude'?
Does she carry her banhammer around smashing skulls of anyone who just isn't nice? Does she even know that sometimes its okay to not be nice? O<

I didn't realize that. I'm sorry... I usually tell psyche whatever it is that I delete. I do wonder about the nature of the post.

You didn't realize you deleted his post? Are you ******** serious? lol

S'alright, at least you apologised. To be fair, there was some probably some particlarly choice language being thrown at Pingu in the same post.

And this is where 50 bazillion people pop out from holes in the ground and harass me for posting, or edit/delete my post. . but, I will post anyways. .

I never said my guild was perfect, their are of course issues in every guild. .


@ Lobo, you do know that I do care about you. You were a good freind and I felt happy talking to you. I apologized to you in Pm for my part in our argument, but it does take 2 people to argue over something petty and we were both in bad moods. But yet again, I will apoloize here. *I am sorry that I was so cranky and that I got so upset with you. I was upset over other things and took some of them out on you. I overexaggerated my anger towards you* That said yes the spelling repremands does hurt my feelings but I did blow it out of proportion due to my explosive personality exploding. Neither of us were innocent really, but I do apologize for my part. As I said in pm, if you would like to talk it over, I would be more than happy to talk to you about it. If you dont want to talk it over, and you wnat to just hate me forever then nothing I can do about that. We both hurt each other, you hurt me by constantly making fun of my spelling. I have enough problems as it is, I dont need someone making me feel like crap, which is why I exploded on you. as I said, I was already upset over other things in life, and then that just came out too as it does upset me and I was overdramatic. so again, if you want to talk it over, we can see if we can agree to something where we both can be happy and not arguy. If you hate me, then hate me and ignore my post.

@ Wings, I dont see how I upset you . . I did talk to you and say I would talk to Sin about her overly questioning. and I DID talk to Sin about it, and she still continued to question but did apologize a little for upsetting you.
If you want to consider me mean for not telling her to not do something that wasnt a rule break just being annoyed idk what to say. I told her, but I cant make someone feel bad for hurting someone's feelings, or even understand since she didnt fully get it perhaps. If Sin was outright being rude to you, or harassing you, I would have dealt with it. But everyone wants me to keep my rules lenient and so how could I repremand her when other people were annoying but I wasnt doing anything about them? I would have to be a huge censor to accomplish that.
Anyways, So here you are doing nothing when people were attacking Sin. Hell, you ddint even say anything about someone saying they wanted this guild to attack every member of mine magickally speaking. People that arent even involved in this argument. Where are your interventions? Are they really any worse/better than mine? You have power here, you are freinds with the captain, but you did nothing as well. We are all guilty of not doing enough somewhere, and if you had asked me to do more I would have. I **asked** you what you wanted, you didnt tell me. I offered to lock the thread and say it was becuase of that issue, and you said to not bother. And about other things you are upset over, since you cant say I cant really respond. And since this argument here is probalby going to go no where anytime fast I probalby wont be seeing you around much so I guess it doesnt matter.

@ a**l I dont even know what to say to you. You spam my guild over what? You werent even involved in this. It is as I said their, mindless hate. I see you want to protect your freinds, but harassing people you dont even know perhaps isnt the way. Sin isnt trying to offend you just talk this out.

@ Mitsh When you were banned, Pingu told me that you admitted you were involved. I thought he was telling the truth, and since you said you did say somthing to him I thought then that you were involved. Then you say you meant it about something else, and it was all a misunderstanding. You also have to understand around that time I had to delete spam for hours over another guild fight involving this guild.

@Obscurus. I dont even know what to say to this either. so your response is "yay their is a fight this is a great moment to slip in the idea to lets all attack another guild whom lobo is upset with the captain of". Yah, lets attack people that we dont even know for no other purpose but to generalize our hate for psyche onto. No, if you want to attack anyone magickally speaking, you can attack me, not my guild -_-


Anyways, feel free to harass me some more if you wish everyone. Feel free to magickally attack me, at your own risk I do warn though. If anyone wants to talk to me over this, feel free to pm me so we dont spam the guild, unless you are all good about keeping this in here.

If you read closer, you'd see that I'm not the sweet little innocent everyone seems to idealize me as. Though in a much milder manner, I was attacking Sin as well.



I actually offered to help healing in those who attacked. Though I wouldn't personally attack your guild...I have no allegience to it, and the past is less than rosy. I hardly know you...I mean, while in the guild, I considered you an aquaintence for sure. Cordial banter back and forth in the guild. But some of the members here I've got a deeper friendship with, and that goes before polite manners.



My interventions? Why, all of the sudden, do you expect me to intervene on your behalf when you hurt my friends? Why do you want me to protect a guild I'm not a part of?



Again, you're wrong. I'm not sitting here doing nothing. I'm protecting those I care most about. I'm not nuetral.

@psych
All I have ever seen you say to anyone is how ******** wrong they are. Are you like the goddamn goddess of always being right? You have some serious egotistical issues, focus all that life threatening energy into opening your goddamn mind once in a while, and maybe you'll see that people aren't being so much 'rude' as they are truthful. Truth ******** hurts sometimes, but you can't go getting all emotional about it and making things go your own damn way.

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