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 Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 9:39 am
Unlikely Snogs I kissed thee ere I k i l l e d thee, no way but this, ... BUT, My father was exceptionally abusive about the weight issue when I was younger. I was 5'2'', 95lbs, a size 5 and a 32B... and my father continued to starve me and tell me I was disgustingly fat, that no one would ever be able to love me until I lost the weight, that I was pretty, but I'd never be truly beautiful until I lost weight, that he wished other friends of mine were his daughters instead because they were pretty and thin (of whom all my friends except one were larger sizes than me, I was just taller). This went on from age 9 until age 13.
Then my mother carried on the tradition when I went to live with her, only minus the starving. I ballooned up when I started eating normally, and I still missed meals. So obsessions with weight bother me today.
... killing myself, to die upon a k i s s.
My father implied that I was fat once when I was seven, and even that little bit hurt me. I can't imagine what it must have been like for you.
:: hugglelove :: heart heart
We need an island to send bad parents to.
Growing up, a lot of kids called me chubby. My brother and sister said things about my weight, too. They didn't mean it as an insult (or just weren't thinking when they said it), but that kind of thing hurts more from people you're close to. The thing is, I was only ever 145 at the most when I was 14 (I was 123 and 5'2" at age ten, though). So now that I'm back down to 120 and am three inches taller than when I was ten, I still feel like I did before I lost any weight. I have a love/hate relationship with my body. I know that I've shed many pounds (in proportion to my body size and weight), and I notice the difference in the mirror. I buy clothes to fit my frame, but sometimes I still feel like that chubby ten-year-old or that borderline anorexic fourteen or fifteen-year-old. I feel like the girl in the mirror isn't really me, or that every mirror is lying to me. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 1:36 pm
[+]How much do you weigh (rofl, lie if you like) Ooooh, your height too <3
103. 4'3 and a quarter. i'm a little weirdo. lmao.
[+]How much do you wish you weighed?
Under 100 but above 95.
[+]Do people guess above/below your weight?
yes =( my aunt is a biotch. she compared me to my cousin (that's cool saying i was skinnier than her.
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Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 4:36 pm
[+]How much do you weigh (rofl, lie if you like) Ooooh, your height too <3
I got weighed the other day at the doctors. 104.5 lb. And I'm 5' 1.5" or something.
[+]How much do you wish you weighed?
Under 100. D:
[+]Do people guess above/below your weight?
No one discusses it. o.0
[+]Blueberries in yo teeth at picture time D:<
Blueberries make my stomach frown, as much as I love them. D;
[+]My obsession with "rofl"
ROFL.
[+]Your state I.D. (Should I show mines~!)
I got none. D:
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Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 8:37 pm
QueenMaeve Unlikely Snogs I kissed thee ere I k i l l e d thee, no way but this, ... BUT, My father was exceptionally abusive about the weight issue when I was younger. I was 5'2'', 95lbs, a size 5 and a 32B... and my father continued to starve me and tell me I was disgustingly fat, that no one would ever be able to love me until I lost the weight, that I was pretty, but I'd never be truly beautiful until I lost weight, that he wished other friends of mine were his daughters instead because they were pretty and thin (of whom all my friends except one were larger sizes than me, I was just taller). This went on from age 9 until age 13.
Then my mother carried on the tradition when I went to live with her, only minus the starving. I ballooned up when I started eating normally, and I still missed meals. So obsessions with weight bother me today.
... killing myself, to die upon a k i s s.
My father implied that I was fat once when I was seven, and even that little bit hurt me. I can't imagine what it must have been like for you.
:: hugglelove :: heart heart
We need an island to send bad parents to.
Growing up, a lot of kids called me chubby. My brother and sister said things about my weight, too. They didn't mean it as an insult (or just weren't thinking when they said it), but that kind of thing hurts more from people you're close to. The thing is, I was only ever 145 at the most when I was 14 (I was 123 and 5'2" at age ten, though). So now that I'm back down to 120 and am three inches taller than when I was ten, I still feel like I did before I lost any weight. I have a love/hate relationship with my body. I know that I've shed many pounds (in proportion to my body size and weight), and I notice the difference in the mirror. I buy clothes to fit my frame, but sometimes I still feel like that chubby ten-year-old or that borderline anorexic fourteen or fifteen-year-old. I feel like the girl in the mirror isn't really me, or that every mirror is lying to me. sweatdrop My father was just messed up all around. There were worse things than that, but that's one of very few lingering effects left on me, the fact that I have to fool myself into thinking I'm not losing weight to actually lose it and not freak out about it. I'm afraid of being that thin now, I only want to be average, I was happy with it, you know? Ah, well. I'm working towards my goal, slowly and comfortably, so its alright. I only have 6 sizes to go n_n; And, I don't speak to my father anymore. He knows I have a kid, but not how many or how old, and he thinks I'm married and having a sexual blast bringing home women. The reality is, I have two kids, my oldest just started kindergarden and I have a girlfriend now. smile I'm happy <3
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Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 8:44 pm
Like 5' 5'' and betwenn 110 and 115? [/lolguessing]
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Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 10:39 pm
Narceu Oh baby, I think I found me a mistress! wink But yeah, I've had people guess my weight and be WAAAY off, too. Even after one guy picked me up, he still guessed 140lbs. I mean, 140, are you kidding me!? I haven't weighed 140 since I was a boobless starving 13 year-old standing more than half a foot shorter than I am now. But hey, I'll take a compliment when I can get it. However, most people guess around 160 and then make a face as if they just insulted me by guessing over - ha! And, for the record, I think your doctor is stupid. talk2hand haha   lols, I love it when people guess under. <3 I usually just laugh, nod, and smile. :] My doctor is baaald D:< With cold hands... D:<
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 3:50 am
Unlikely Snogs My father was just messed up all around. There were worse things than that, but that's one of very few lingering effects left on me, the fact that I have to fool myself into thinking I'm not losing weight to actually lose it and not freak out about it. I'm afraid of being that thin now, I only want to be average, I was happy with it, you know? Ah, well. I'm working towards my goal, slowly and comfortably, so its alright. I only have 6 sizes to go n_n; And, I don't speak to my father anymore. He knows I have a kid, but not how many or how old, and he thinks I'm married and having a sexual blast bringing home women. The reality is, I have two kids, my oldest just started kindergarden and I have a girlfriend now. smile I'm happy <3
Yay! I'm glad to hear that you're happy. That's what matters most in life. <333
I don't talk to my father, either. I don't think he knows about anything going on in my life.
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 10:32 am
98 lbs. and 5'5" O: I've got reeally long arms and legs, with huge hands and feet xD I love them, though <3 It's hard finding jackets and jeans, though ; ;
"You're super underweight @ @" is what my coach told me > > Then the other coach put me in this anoerexic (I totally butchered that word xD ) group, without my consent, when I'm not even anoerexic >O But my metabolism's, like, VROOOM~~
I have a school I.D. 8D but I did my hair so it was like aaall in my face that day, so I look like that one cousin guy from the Addams Family > 3>
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 1:12 pm
uhm i'm like 5'3"ish (just below) and weigh about 110pounds/50kg
but i'm trying to lose weight >___< it's so hard. my family eats huuuge portions for supper and it's so hard to eat less 'cause it's so yummy. C': i have been trying to cut off the snacks though.
awww we don't have things like state IDs here, i think
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 5:36 pm
Be afraid of the lame
They'll inherit your legs
Be afraid of the old
They'll inherit your souls
Be afraid of the cold
They'll inherit your blood  I'm like..5'5'' and I weigh about 136 I'm planning to lose at least 10 pounds this year.
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 1:38 am
QueenMaeve Unlikely Snogs My father was just messed up all around. There were worse things than that, but that's one of very few lingering effects left on me, the fact that I have to fool myself into thinking I'm not losing weight to actually lose it and not freak out about it. I'm afraid of being that thin now, I only want to be average, I was happy with it, you know? Ah, well. I'm working towards my goal, slowly and comfortably, so its alright. I only have 6 sizes to go n_n; And, I don't speak to my father anymore. He knows I have a kid, but not how many or how old, and he thinks I'm married and having a sexual blast bringing home women. The reality is, I have two kids, my oldest just started kindergarden and I have a girlfriend now. smile I'm happy <3
Yay! I'm glad to hear that you're happy. That's what matters most in life. <333
I don't talk to my father, either. I don't think he knows about anything going on in my life.I'm always glad to know that I'm not the only one who thinks life doesn't end when your relationship with a so-called-parent ends. <3 ;D Stay cool, Girlie.
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 2:35 pm
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 6:56 pm
How much do you weigh (rofl, lie if you like) Ooooh, your height too <3
-115 or so. I'm 5'3"; I look like I should be maybe 105, but I've got extra weight from muscle.
How much do you wish you weighed?
-I'm good, though I could stand to lose an inch or two around my waist.
Do people guess above/below your weight?
-Below, since the muscle isn't obvious about adding weight.
Blueberries in yo teeth at picture time D:<
-I don't like blueberries. XD
My obsession with "rofl"
-Rolf is fun! I'm obsessed with lolz, though.
Your state I.D.
-The camera was weird. It made the yellow toned parts of my skin pink toned, and the opposite. Same with my mom. Plus it showed my eyeliner too heavy, so I look rather silly.
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 7:55 pm
[+]How much do you weigh (rofl, lie if you like) Ooooh, your height too <3
About 140lbs. I'm about 5'9.
[+]How much do you wish you weighed?
120lb? A lot of my weight is from muscles and my boobs. -38C- u.u;;
[+]Do people guess above/below your weight?
People don't discuss it. o0'
[+]Blueberries in yo teeth at picture time D:<
I don't like blueberries. u.u
[+]My obsession with 'rotfl'.
I like to add the '~' mark to my words. 8D~
[+]Your state I.D. (Should I show mines~!)
The guy made me take my glasses off because he didn't like how I wore them! D:<
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2007 8:43 pm
[+]How much do you weigh (rofl, lie if you like) Ooooh, your height too <3
Last time I went to the doctor, I was 114 1/2 pounds, 5'5".
[+]How much do you wish you weighed?
I don't care, enough to not die, but not enough to be overweight.
[+]Do people guess above/below your weight?
People think I'm like 90 pounds. XD;;
[+]Blueberries in yo teeth at picture time D:<
Ooh, blueberries are good.
[+]My obsession with "rofl"
Same as mine with "XD."
[+]Your state I.D. (Should I show mines~!)
I don't have one. XD (If you want, but edit out personal stuff.)
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