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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:06 pm
"I never figured I would grow old I figured I would either die twice before then or I would be lucky like I am now and die once and be able to stay alive." She sighed and pulled out a cigeratte and light it taking a drag from it.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:12 pm
Abel nodded slowly. "I agree I guess." He frowned, he'd not smoked a lot, but on the current situation he felt like a chain smoker, hardly smoking once a day.... He pulled out a third, placing it between his lips, catching his zippo and lighting it up, taking a quick drag off it and his hand unconsciously began to play around with the lighter. "So, if you could live like a mortal, would you?" He asked to both Atta and Lavender.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:19 pm
Atta looked at him, and breathed in the smoke, trying not to seem like she wanted another, because at the moment, she didn't. "Well....Yes. But then again, I wouldn't want to Die, before I could see my children grow up and enjoy their lives also. So actually, Its a rather complexed question for me, I supose at one point in life I might wish to be Mortal so I can die in peace, but...it just goes in a cycle." She sighed hard taking in a deep breath, and letting it out softly, her lips perched, and a small smile crept across them, not relizing it was happening.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:20 pm
She looked at Abel and blew smoke to the side so it wouldn't get in her face "To be honest with you, no I would never choose mortality over what I have, I do not envy mortals I never have and never will. I enjoy knowing that I will never die, that I will never get older,though an eternity at 16 is hard to deal with but I can get away with wearing my favorite dresses." She grinned it was devilish and very charming the kinda grin that a century ago people would have begged for her "I enjoy being what I am its too much fun being able to play like I do. Though like all of us after living as long as I have...you eventually start to have moments where you hate it and you regret doing what you have done the lives you have taken and ended." She sighed alittle
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:26 pm
Abel laughed lightly, but it had a very dark cold sound behind it. "Eternity as a teenager, well I guess that can't be all that bad." He smiled lightly at the thought, and turned his head pinching the end of his half spent cigeratte, and dropped it into it's pack in his pocket. He then dropped down the zippo into his other pocket, and instead his fingers went about to fussing with his most particularly favorite necklace, one of four others that sat around his neck. "Well atleast you don't live your entire immortal life in regret, only some of it." He stared at his boots once more.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:32 pm
Atta looked at him, and her Mum," Its rather funny, because Lavender and my birth mother were in the same clan...But I guess it forms different on Royal family." She sighs," Because I stopped ageing at the age of 20." She fondled a lock of her hair that was near her chin. Although it may seem Lavender is older, she is, but in apperance, all different stories can be told from the imortals." she mused over her thoughts. "So, Mum...Was my mother the same as me then!? What about my Father?" she buzzed rough thoughts in her mind, and played with them along the tip of her tounge that flickered about her growing fangs. She caught herself looking at Abel, and infear of her gaze that was sinsouse, she abruptly moved her look to the outside on the groungs below.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:35 pm
She looked at him "Most spend their older years regretting what they have done, I do not regret what I have done just hate it." She looked back outside "There is a reason I have only turned to people in my over six thousand year life, turning someone is killing them and limiting them to what they can do, who am I to play God with someone's life? What if ten years after there age when I would have turned them they were supposed to find some great cure to something? Or find a way for people to live on anouther planet?I always thing of that...that is all I regret turning people." She took anouther drag off the cigeratte and then burned what remained. She looked at Atta and smiled but it was weak around the edges.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:41 pm
Atta -TheVampireFox- Atta looked at him, and her Mum," Its rather funny, because Lavender and my birth mother were in the same clan...But I guess it forms different on Royal family." She sighs," Because I stopped ageing at the age of 20." She fondled a lock of her hair that was near her chin. Although it may seem Lavender is older, she is, but in apperance, all different stories can be told from the imortals." she mused over her thoughts. "So, Mum...Was my mother the same as me then!? What about my Father?" she buzzed rough thoughts in her mind, and played with them along the tip of her tounge that flickered about her growing fangs. She caught herself looking at Abel, and infear of her gaze that was sinsouse, she abruptly moved her look to the outside on the groungs below. "You mother was a kind woman when I came here, she took me for who I was and what I was and did not care that when I came here I hardly spoke I trusted no one but her and Danny. You mother was a very gentle but strict woman made sure everyone was in line and stayed that way.You two are both pretty close to each other" She sighed "I do not remember your father much."
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:42 pm
Abel looked up frowning. "But do the people you've turned regret it? How do you know they might not enjoy being what they are now?" He questioned, only because he wondered if they did or did not enjoy it. He leaned up against the wall next to the window. "And many people play god, simply by killing... Because no one has the absolute right to end another's life." He watched quietly..
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:49 pm
Atta smiles,"I only remember, we had to sneek to see my Father, because their Kins did not like eachother." She faced Abel, "My Father was a Lycan, so their for I am Vampire, and Lycan." She back away from the window slowly, and sighed,"Its hard isn't it. Killing people. I had to do a few Killings, but only because they threatend the people I hold dear to my heart." she addmitted again.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:53 pm
She turned back to Abel "The two people I have turned both went insane after three centuries, they could not handle what they had become even though they knew what they would become and how to deal with it. I had to help track them both down and watch them both be killed because of my mistake." She looked back outside her eyes dulled from memories,pain,and very old hate "I have played god most of my life I have only not been killing sence the turn of the century because cops where getting better at catching people. over six thousand years of lives Abel that is more than playing god."
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 5:56 pm
Abel shook his head slowly. "I see your point... I apologize for bringing it up." He spoke, sighing. He hated to bring up sore subjects with people... He folded his arms across his chest once more, tapping one of the necklaces, eyeing the moon outside the window.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 6:04 pm
Atta walked into the kitchen and started to roam about. Clanking and banging could be herd once more, from the end of the long day. The aruma of steak and wheat could be smelled. She begain to sing that Irish tune again, but softly, although her voice carried through the house like a soft breeze by the ocean beach.
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 6:13 pm
Abel watched Atta carefully, sitting on the window sill seeing as it was now vacant. He folded his arms across his chest, tapping his foot to the tune, his eyes flickering outside then to Atta a couple times wondering...
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Posted: Sat Mar 29, 2008 6:20 pm
She contiuned the song smiling. Her mother sang that to her when she was a little girl, since they were from Ireland of course. About thirty minutes later she came out with a smaller tray of foods. She walked over to Abel by the window sill, and placed the tray on her hips in front. Still sining the tune,"Would you like some Dinner?" she begain to sing again, it was addicting to her, that song.
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