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 Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:11 pm
"I don't mind." Fenris yawned softly and crossed her arms on the table, leaning her head on them. "Is there something you want to talk about in particular...?"
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:14 pm
"no, I'd just really like to talk to someone that I know won't take it out on me later for saying.
"also just trying to cool down from my anger fit..... it's caused so many problems between training and what i've done that it's distracted me and pushed a rift between Neko and I now because it has only gotten worse in the long run...if I'm boring you please just tell me to shut up.."
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:17 pm
"I say, find something to take your anger out on... like... a pillow. Or go into an empty room and just... scream. Do something to relieve the anger and stress that does not make Neko mad at you."
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:20 pm
"it doesn't work......... he's been trying to make me lose emotion when it came to these things and it just won't work....... and now I even ended up going against him, which I never meant to do, and I feel horrible....." She said as she began banging her head on the table.
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Ishira Tsubasa Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:27 pm
Ishira wandered about wondering if she would notice anyone she knew or if they would notice her. Boredom and the lack of knowing most of the people drove her here. She wondered if it would be much different as she looked around the area.
"I wonder...." She smiled and then headed to the last place she had seen Tutsumi, the roof.
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:27 pm
Fenris placed her hand in the way of Ally's head hitting the table, wincing from the impact. She sighed and gently lifted Ally's head so she stared into Fenris' eyes. "Neko is taking the wrong tactic. To make someone emotionless is to take their whole being away. To be emotionless is not to be anywhere close to human, more robotic. That will not help you, Ally."
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:30 pm
She looked at her sighing.
"well you know what with the current emotions I have no I have only caused pain and destruction that has only gotten worse! He wants me with less emotions because especially in fights and if on a mission it gets the better of me..... as it did when I went away for a month or so........ my emotions are destroying me from being able to carry out what I need to be able to accomplish certain things Fenris...... nothing is going to stop me.....I have to do this......" She said looking like she was about to cry but didn't.
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:35 pm
"You don't learn control by being cold, ally. You learn control by experience. All of these experiences would have made you stronger in a way. Everyone learns from their mistakes, and a good part of growing up is taking those mistakes into thought on how you could have fixed the situation, then working on it.
If you grow cold, you will find that people will come to dislike you, like they have Neko. Why do you think I hate him so much? He's always so cold around people."
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:42 pm
She looked at her nervously now.
"i rather keep my fingers on my hands and my body out of consequences......" She said her eyes widening realizing what she had said.
"nevermidn forget i said that it isn't important."
"Anyways, I need to find a way to control my anger....... mostly....... it affects a lot of things i'm doing........ fighting, talking, anything."
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:44 pm
"Wait... he's threatening you!?" Fenris stood up, looked out the kitchen door. "I don't care his reason, threatening his student's life!? The Hell is that damned Youkai thinking?"
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:47 pm
"No no not at all! Sorry ..... that came out wrong...... really wrong....." She said nervously getting up herself.
"i...... think i'm going to go to bed....... don't worry about numbing the pain will knock me out soon enough getting there." She said giggling , but fake and tried to get out of there.
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:51 pm
Fenris sighed and shook her head. She left before Ally, heading down the hall towards Neko's office. She had a bone to pick with him. And if he wouldn't comply, then she'd just wait it out for the upcoming...
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:54 pm
"FENRIS!" She yelled and ran after her wincing the whole way and grabbing onto her shirt to try and stop her.
"he didn't Fenris it came out wrong! " She yelled trying to hold her back.
"please stop!" She yelled hoping neko wouldn't hear her as she fell on the ground and she bit into her lip from the pain .
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:58 pm
Fenris stopped top hold her s**t up as it was grabbed from behind. She sighed and watched ally, eyes narrowed in irritation. "Ally, it is not just the way he is treating you that is wrong, but the way that he has been treating me, and plenty of others. It's about time someone, other than Tutsumi, told him to quit it."
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Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:58 pm
The great thing about baths is that they revitalize while soothing at the same time. Bad thing about seven year olds, they dont really wash. Though he didnt really stink so much, he was still pretty dirty as he made his way back to the dojo. He wasnt exhausted anymore, the spaghetti he had eaten, plus the bath, had made him become simply tired. His ears and tail, still wet from the bath, clutched to him, trying to keep warm as he came out of the forest and stood before the dojo. It was huge compared to its simple enormity when he was normal. His mind wandered to tomorrow as he padded up the stairs, into the main room. Tomorrow he should be able to do some reflex testing with Fen, if not her then possibly Nyl or maybe even Seph or Reeve! He smiled as he crawled onto the couch and sat there resting his tired lil body. Then he heard some noise from the hall. An arguement. The smell of spaghetti had died down some and now all he could smell was blood. With a frown he walked down the hall till he saw fen and Ally.
"Whats going on?" he asked, just abit sleepily.
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