yeah i have been gone alot, i have barely had time to even be on the computer this year... there were times when i didn't even touch my computer for nearly 2 weeks i've just been that bloody busy...
and... pics from lastnight...
darkness on the mic at shadowbar, downtown houston...
The Darkness rises
takeing over your mind your body your soul
twisting and corrupting
empowering and controling
giveing into the pleasures of the night
danceing by the moonlight
fearing the daylight
by day one way by night another
this shall be our norm untill lights final dawn
with shadows cloak
and a darkened heart
seeking our pray
in grand delight
victoms unknowing
taken unseen
filling us
looking on in glee
a fallen angel
a dark prince
seeing is only a matter of beleaving
seeing the unseen, being unseen
living in other lands
dreaming of our past
awakening the trueth
and removeing our mask
to give you a tale no one will beleave
for we live in a age traped in the physical
closed off and ignorant
disbeleavers and blasphomers
hypocrits and jelious
descusting
creatures who destroy each
other over Nothing!
nothing and thats why i choose to exist
in another realm of another time
traped in a hopeless world
so i let the darkness rise and fill me
giveing me a way to be free
danceing by the moonlight
giveing into the pleasures of the night
cause i'm tired of the light
give me peace as i silently recite
dark chants in an ancient language
comforted by my blanket of solitude
forgive me if i blame this world for how i turned out
it seemed since birth it always
went out of its way to find new ways
to tease me, torment me, and ignore me
giveing me deep oceans worth of tears to hide
tears damed up inside
only to find my tears of pain
were realy the oil to my flame
brewing and stiring inside
unseen and hidden my entire life
as my saddness and tears turned into rage
rage fills my energy
and gives me unimanginable strength
igniteing a fire brighter, brighter than the sun
creating a becon with a boom
unseen, unknown as i'll stand here calm
a little shaky, while my hellfire rage screams on the astral plain
the darkness rises
but you'll never see me fall
i'm traped in this world
lonely and fadeing
heartbroken and waiting
for your to come
we are stuck in this world
thats not ment for me
you see i can not be forsaken
because i'm not the only one
we walk amongst you
feeding rapeing
must we hide from everyone
in a world thats not ment for me
for me
Yup, dats my boots
3nodding that was a fun night, i brought out my new name... and it was my first time wearing my heels out to shadowbar, kekeke
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