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 Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 7:38 pm
Little Miss Fortune Creas Little Miss Fortune My head feels all heavy, and I can hardly keep it up. Every time I stand, I feel dizzy. I still feel so warm...
Would it be bad if I turned on my ceiling fan tonight? I mean, is there any chance that that could make me sicker?
Would it be better to just use a sheet instead of a blanket to keep from getting too warm?
/not used to being warm
Usually my problem is the opposite XDIt would, but the second you think you're getting too cold put on a heaver form of blanket. EDIT: Sleepy tiemz for me nao. If curious, see previous rant.
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 7:40 pm
Creas Little Miss Fortune Would it be better to just use a sheet instead of a blanket to keep from getting too warm?
/not used to being warm
Usually my problem is the opposite XD It would, but the second you think you're getting too cold put on a heaver form of blanket.
I'm expecting to go out like a light and not wake up until morning, which is why I'm worried. I won't be awake to be able to turn the fan off, take a blanket off, put one on, etc.
I took a nap earlier with my electric blanket on 3 (because I was actually a little bit chilly), but I woke up sweating. I don't want that to happen again and end up shivering by the time I wake up D=
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 8:07 pm
Staring at OMFG Taylor's 10th place win... strange since there's nothing TO stare at gonk
/pervertedness
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 9:33 pm
I'm not sure if I didn't sleep because I have a really erratic sleeping pattern, or because I'm too excited about FFXIII. I really hope it's the former, because the latter tells me that I need to get out more.
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 10:16 pm
I have a bad, ominous feeling. And I hate it.
My foreshadowing is never wrong, and whenever I think it is for even a split second, something ******** up.
It's making me feel really empty. I don't feel like doing anything. I want to sleep so I don't have to think.
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 10:18 pm
These "add collagen to reduce wrinkles" commercials are slowly starting to piss me off since too much collagen isn't too pleasant.
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Posted: Tue Mar 09, 2010 1:58 am
Really gross warning! Don't say I didn't tell you so.
This is the most disgusting cold I've ever had!!!! I finally managed to hack up one of the wads in the back of my throat and it was enormous! I'd estimate it to be a full tablespoon and solid green! It filled the entire front part of my mouth! I feel like I'm going to throw up. Just having that in my mouth made me nauseous. D:
...I can breath much easier now, though - so something good came of it. D:
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Posted: Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:35 am
Not z!CB-related.
I don't want to say goodbye...not again, not after all this solidarity. I really thought I was getting closer to my old friends...but I'm too mentally unstable for them.
I barely know you guys, but I love you all the same. Maybe someday I'll visit...but I don't know if we can ever be close.
People just can't handle me. And no matter how hard I try to hide what I still am, it always comes out eventually...and that's when I have to go.
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Posted: Tue Mar 09, 2010 6:17 am
Just had a nightmare. Did not help my thoughts on this...I don't even remember what about, just that I was freaking out and it was really, really, realistic......
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Posted: Tue Mar 09, 2010 12:30 pm
I did NOT want to get up this morning. I used my shiny pink blanket that I sleep with in the summer because it's light and the shiny side always feels cold on my skin. I *STILL* woke up all hot and sweaty. This is really annoying, because I'm so used to being cold all the time...
The shuttle bus wasn't there this morning, so I had to walk uphill to get to my class. Normally it's not so bad--the shuttle just saves time. But today I felt like I was dying. I was soooo out of breath, and my chest and throat hurt... I felt like I was going to throw up or pass out or something.
Got to class, put my head down, had the first nosebleed of my life. Went into a coughing fit. Cough drop didn't help. Cried all the way home with the air conditioning on as high and as cold as it would go, listening to ********... Alanis Morissette of all things... XD Found "So Unsexy" a lot more relatable than I normally would...
I keep wondering how much of this is purely physical and how much is the result of... emotional things. It definitely wouldn't be the first time I cried so much that I made myself physically sick. I just want to feel better, but I don't know how. It's hard to feel happy when I never have anything to look forward to anymore... I'm so sick of trying to force my way into Alex's life. If he wants me in it, he needs to make room for me. I can't keep doing this... It's way too hard crying
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Posted: Tue Mar 09, 2010 12:34 pm
Little Miss Fortune I did NOT want to get up this morning. I used my shiny pink blanket that I sleep with in the summer because it's light and the shiny side always feels cold on my skin. I *STILL* woke up all hot and sweaty. This is really annoying, because I'm so used to being cold all the time...
The shuttle bus wasn't there this morning, so I had to walk uphill to get to my class. Normally it's not so bad--the shuttle just saves time. But today I felt like I was dying. I was soooo out of breath, and my chest and throat hurt... I felt like I was going to pass out or something.
Got to class, put my head down, had the first nosebleed of my life. Went into a coughing fit. Cough drop didn't help. Cried all the way home with the air conditioning on as high and as cold as it would go, listening to ********... Alanis Morissette of all things... XD Found "So Unsexy" a lot more relatable than I normally would...
I keep wondering how much of this is purely physical and how much is the result of... emotional things. It definitely wouldn't be the first time I cried so much that I made myself physically sick. I just want to feel better, but I don't know how. It's hard to feel happy when I never have anything to look forward to anymore... I'm so sick of trying to force my way into Alex's life. If he wants me in it, he needs to make room for me. I can't keep doing this... It's way too hard crying
*hughug* o3o
I went to the doctor today and he was all "uh, you not goin back to school for a week, you half dead boi" xp
we is here for yous o3o
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Posted: Tue Mar 09, 2010 12:38 pm
Kestin Sha Not z!CB-related. I don't want to say goodbye...not again, not after all this solidarity. I really thought I was getting closer to my old friends...but I'm too mentally unstable for them.
I barely know you guys, but I love you all the same. Maybe someday I'll visit...but I don't know if we can ever be close.
People just can't handle me. And no matter how hard I try to hide what I still am, it always comes out eventually...and that's when I have to go.I can handle anything you'd be capable o' throwing at me. ninja
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Posted: Tue Mar 09, 2010 12:55 pm
My results from my exam I took in January is out this week, and apprently we won't get it until next week. Some already had theirs from other schools, so I might as well ask tomorrow and see... I'm so scared of the results.. I don't know why, it's just so important at this stage x( I studied so hard for it and I really don't want to get a bad grade at all. D: At least a C is all I ask D:> xD Lmao - low standard :'D Though in reality I need at least a B and preferably an A, and I'd rather not jinx it and say I did really well in the exam... D:
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Posted: Tue Mar 09, 2010 1:29 pm
sikh-91 My results from my exam I took in January is out this week, and apprently we won't get it until next week. Some already had theirs from other schools, so I might as well ask tomorrow and see... I'm so scared of the results.. I don't know why, it's just so important at this stage x( I studied so hard for it and I really don't want to get a bad grade at all. D: At least a C is all I ask D:> xD Lmao - low standard :'D Though in reality I need at least a B and preferably an A, and I'd rather not jinx it and say I did really well in the exam... D: you'll be fine sikhy and in other news : gaia hates me... everytime i try and do an EB run something does wrong and i get like nowhere... so i have STILL never seen EB! in fact i haven't even gotten much passed the beginning of the sea lab... it sucks
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Posted: Tue Mar 09, 2010 2:05 pm
Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha Not z!CB-related. I don't want to say goodbye...not again, not after all this solidarity. I really thought I was getting closer to my old friends...but I'm too mentally unstable for them.
I barely know you guys, but I love you all the same. Maybe someday I'll visit...but I don't know if we can ever be close.
People just can't handle me. And no matter how hard I try to hide what I still am, it always comes out eventually...and that's when I have to go.I can handle anything you'd be capable o' throwing at me. ninja Read the non-whited-out line again. xp
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