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 Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 1:48 pm
Captain Nazzy not only got her old job back (front end FTW, cunts!) she also dyed her hair black (lol goffik it's actually pretty stylish and not at all "alternative".) Therefore she is now made of utter win. <******** getting a new job. I'm no good at that. I like my company. talk2hand Change is teh sux.
@Cassy: ******** whoever squealed to management. Faaaaaaaaaaaag.
....Do I get to have a sexy trap come in a bowl for you to lick up put a collar on you? :o
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Posted: Wed Jun 30, 2010 9:15 pm
I just gotta know, Naz... WRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Did you not tell them you wanted to move back to front end in the first place? :O You need to learn to speak up and kick some a** like you do in the guildddddddd because then you could take over COUNTRIES.
ENTIRE COUNTRIES. Because you are badass. :B
ALSO BLACK HAIR IS BADASS. Lulz. ^_^
x3
Naz, I already have a collar. I got me a cool goffic spiked one with rounded points at Goodwill with some little other things like 2 weeks ago. It's bad a**. BAD. a**.
And that would be a big bowl, no matter how tiny the trap was.
*Is chillin with some ice cream* Got home like 15mins ago. Biking at night isn't bad, I'm less worried about dumbasses killing me during the night than I am about the daytime. xD
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2010 6:31 am
I worked at night and Human Resources was only in early in the morning. That alone was enough for me to justify "well, I'll just tough it out a little longer" while I was losing it. That job ******** me up bad... It was being basically alone in that cramped back room, the lights dim and people coming in and out for bread storage and only nodding in greeting... I can't see s**t with these shitty-a** glasses, and I didn't even know what the ******** a cantaloupe was before Evin (boy my age) paused long enough to show me everything, how to properly cut it, etc. No one else helped me much beyond going "hey, you forgot dis" when I didn't know I had to do it in the first place XD
Brenda (HR) was just SO ******** NICE when she gave me the transfer, blabing about opportunity and how I'm such an amazing worker, and you guys know me, my expectations of myself are so ******** OUT THERE (*is never gonna get the freaking guild open lol*) that I just.. kept thinking "I'll talk to her later" and then switch to "I got this, I can do this" and slowly crumbled into... "oh my god, I can't breathe, I can't ******** BREATH WHY DOESN'T ANYONE SEE THIS? I NEED TO GET OUT ******** ******** I CAN'T BREATHE" and I scrambled out of there. I begged people for rides, putting on this "ha, ******** this place" act but ******** was I messed up. I'd only been there an hour but produce had stacked a shitload of boxes up to the CEILING in my area and I had a complete mental breakdown.
My mother recently pointed out that she thinks I'm bipolar (I was diagnosed with it in high school) and she's completely right. Holy ********, did I yo-yo in that job without any co-workers right on my a** making me change my attitude. Even one of our assistant managers (Paul) told me he thought all the flipflopping was the result of bipolar tendencies.
I mean... I'd just be back there, stewing and swapping between "WEEEEEEEE~ THIS IS FUN AS HELL, I GOT THIS, I CAN DO THIS, YUMMY STAWBERRY CUPSSSSSS~~~~" and flipping my s**t sobbing in the cooler because someone frowned and told me they were disappointed we ran out of ranch, back to dancing to the music and jumping up on the six wheeler to dump Evin's boxes across the floor, back to the cooler to hold my stupid ******** fruit cutting knife over my wrist and just CONSIDER, HELL, WHO WOULD ******** CARE, I'VE ******** UP SO BAD, I'LL JUST TAKE THE PUNISHMENT, then I'd freak and throw it (there's a slice in the cooler wall where I chucked it away, it was actually kind of badass how well it stuck in place) and there were just so many crazy black guys flirting with me, and this one smacked me on the a**, and there were these arrogant little college girls who I usually feel unmoved by because ******** THEM and their snot-nosed "i don't have to work retail because mommy got me a credit card" bullshit because THEY WILL NEVER HAVE THE AWESOME ******** SEX I DO AND THEY PROBABLY FAKE THEIR ORGASMS AND WILL FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES, but for some reason their little smirks and giggles at me scrambling to fill everything up during the rush just ******** me and I... s**t, then I'd get over it and go home and I'd have Kat and, ********, she's worth more than anything and who cares about a shitty day at work, and I just...
I wasn't trained for anything, no one would explain things to me but Evin, and I was so goddamn isolated... I just...
But, you know, I AM badass. cool Because this s**t isn't going to happen again because ******** my problems and ******** my stupid head that always THINKS, I am a ******** LESBIAN and we wreck s**t up. I have a BEAUTIFUL wife and she depends on me. And I KICK a** at cashiering, sacking, getting carts, and cleaning. And who cares what others think about that? I love to smile and I love to circle people's accumulating fuel rewards ($1 in store is 1 point, 100 points is 10 cents off per gallon) and encourage them to use them, and I love to dance at my register while customers laugh and my co-workers relax because they're laughing at me, I love to get dared to clean the bathroom because the HORROR STORIES I get from them, I love running through the parking lot at night and getting on the back of the cart and then freaking out because I don't wanna fall and have to scrape my sneaker to slow to a stop, and I love just... I just love my store no matter what lies I'm told or all the front end drama, because elderly women try to tip me when I put their groceries in their car and I REFUSE because their appreciation is like DRUGS to me, PRESCRIPTION DRUGS though because it helps and does rot my arm out / deteriorate the inside of my nasal cavity / etc.
....Wall post of bitching is bitchy. xd rofl
But for real. I just wanted my job back and I think I did a DAMN good job fooling everyone into thinking I didn't xd
But now I have it back. heart
...Collars are so badass. <3 I want a few more, and I think Kat and I need a new leash because I can't find ours. We need a couple of things in that department, actually.. I'd like a better strap on, damn it.
*Falls on Cassy and snuggles*
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Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2010 7:13 am
o_o I get wicked emotional about work too, but now like, during work. I am like a plastic zombie during work, I say the same s**t to every customer the same way basically all the time until someone upsets me and then I hardly talk at all... I wish work really didn't affect me the way it does. Like I know most people can go to work and come home and just be fine about it, just forget about work and not worry about it unless they are there.
But me, when I know I have to go into work, even if I have like 3 days off in between, will stress about it. I hate closing the most, and they've started putting me on it more and more. Today is 1:00-9:15 and that just sucks I mean, I get none of the day to myself AT ALL and I don't get to see Austin. Plus it's like my main time to have meals so I am always starving. I don't like eating early in the morning... and just ugh, because closing you almost always end up staying past when you're supposed to because customers are stupid and for some goddamn reason have MULTIPLE CARTS FULL OF s**t that they absolutely MUST HAVE at ******** 9 at night.
Also today is the first of the month which means rabid stupid food stamp people. It is amazing how many of them are rude. "Oh gee sorry I took five minutes to ring up your TWELVE CARTS OF FOOD." Nothing is wrong with food stamps I just don't get why... so many of them are almost like, stuck up about having them.
Also I had some crazy nightmare last night, it was.... really horrible and scary actually. Me and Austin were in this abandoned house thing and vampires were real and every night was afight for survival against them. Like, there was this skylight in the house and so we could watch and see them sometimes, searching. And in the dream like every night one or more found us and we had to fight them and everything. But it was really real and vivid and.... I don't know, I'm pretty sure Austin died and we were out of weapons towards the end when I finally woke up and... it was just really horrible.
And so yeah now I'm stressing cuz I am working 1-9:15 and it's the first of the month, and The Last Airbender comes out today and so me and Austin don't get to go see it til tomorrow annnd... yeah. >:
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Johnny777Nny Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2010 7:28 am
I think my actions already speak about how I take work. Six months and them I'm done, eight months was the longest and I about killed Nazzy.
*Loves up on Naz and Lor* My kitty~
Well, I am not stuck up about food stamps, babe. Naz and I recently got ours and though I am excited for the 4th to come on so we can go buy more food like all those other rude ********, I feel more humbled and thankful than cocky. We're gonna smart shop with ours and get stuff that'll last.
Though, I will be honest and say I am going to get some hella good icecream. Psh.
Also Lor, you're dream made me think of this as soon as I read it. Static X - Cold
@Casseh: ......*Glomp/raepz* My puppy. ><
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Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2010 7:43 am
I know exactly what you mean, Lor. About the stressing even on days off, and the assholes, and the all-day shifts with a single lunch break and even then it's stressful to eat so you're STARVING all day and then make yourself sick at lunch. Ugh.
And people always look at you like "psh, retail rolleyes " because they DO NOT KNOW HOW HARD IT IS. I'd like to link them to the zillions of articles written by lawyers and such reminiscing about how though their job has its stresses, working in retail just about kicked their a**.
*Snuggles Lor* You're forgetting about the part where Kitty, Cassy, and I show up with flamthrowers to save you and Austin and then you and him have a heated sex scene in a glass-door shower with lots of hand-smearing and grabbing and noises. Reread the script. gonk
Just relax, darlin' - I'll be thinking about you all day. I'll write you somethin' nice.
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Johnny777Nny Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2010 7:54 am
I'm okay really just today sucks, s'all. Really just wish I could fast-forward through work until tomorrow because I know tomorrow is gunna be awesome because me and Austin both have work off. I don't know, I guess that's something. Sometimes goes a lot faster when you have something good to look forward to.
I still have plans for presents for Cassy and Kitty's birthdays... big plans, but not really any motivation to get on them yet. It will happen eventually. 3nodding
I gotta like, eat. I'ma make a bagel and maybe have cereal too and try and pack myself a lunch or something.
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Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2010 1:29 pm
*Hugs everyone tightly* ******** I am so glad you are not in that ******** area anymore, Naz. :/
I hardly know how to respond to everything......
Mind was blown last night as I dreamed about moving canteloupes from 1-5am. Kept waking up and dreaming that my blankets were plastic wrap/plastic trash from boxes and that I was sleeping on four metal produce carts covered by a blanket.
'They'll wake me when they see me, or move me, or whatever, I don't care, I'm too ********, for hours, you guys. I couldn't sleep until all the cantaloupes were organized and eventually I just said '******** the cucumbers, someone else will take care of them' and then I was able to fall into a dream-state and have a normal dream. (It was about.... having like a dozen siblings and we were lost and showed up in this town and ate this magical celery and then gained powers and had to go to school with other kids. I was the second oldest and my older brother gained like a huge capacity for the powers. some people could drain powers from you but he could just take in a deep breath and basically consume whatever he needed nearby to be fully charged. shootin' his ******** lazer, you guys.)
Slept until 3pm.
And I concur about the flamethrowers to your vampires, Lor. Only I would be holding down the sexy ones and dragging them away to be my sexy slaves.
And lol, I still have some shiz for you guys but have never -----.. holy ******** I just looked up at the stuffed cow that I got for Lor and it's waving at me. Like sitting with a leg up and its head tilted. When the ******** did that happen?
gonk
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 12:33 pm
*Rocking out to Innerpartysystem*
We're having a waterballoon fight with Kat's nephew, Dylan.
*Snuggles Casseh and Mikemort*
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Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 7:20 pm
Rotten tomato fight would be more funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. :O
I could provide the tomatoes. ^_^
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 5:17 pm
******** yeah you guys. this vendor lady was giving out samples of stuff at walmart for a few days and yesterday I got these oreo fudge creme things. She can't just give away the boxes, she ahs to send them back, but I got like 2 for lunch today and 2 yesterday. Also took a huge emount of delicious gum. ^_^
Anyways those cookies made me hungry for oreos so i bought a bit huge cheap pack of generic ones and now Imma eat them until they make me vomit, and then probably go to sleep so I can wake up early and go see a parade or some s**t.
Dunno. I havelike $10 left and maybe nice as new will be open tomorrow so I can see if I have any money in there. 8D But I have enough for food for tomorrow, and I get paid on thursday. yay!
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Posted: Sun Jul 04, 2010 8:08 am
*flops* I miss you guys. Work today 2-7 Monday 930-130 Tuesday 845-2 Wednesday 1-915 and Thursday 12-9 D:
I obviously don't mind the other days but Wednesday and Thursday are total killers and you know Wednesday and Thursday are the slowest days of the week so they just have me work so long those days because no one else goddamn wants to. n_n So here I am feeling miserable because of work on Wednesday and Thursday instead of enjoying the good work days I have. Damn, I hate that I do this to myself...
Lately I have been going over Austin's every night because it's just his mom alone at the campground on the busiest weekend of the summer so... it's nice to go over his house to help her out. Usually I only go over Austin's once or twice a week and I've been kinda feelin' bad about that anyways. Bu what we did was...
WATCH ALL THE HARRY POTTER MOVIES. It was so fun just to relax and watch those movies with him. So tonight I am going over there again, maybe play some video games and stuff. His house is just way more relaxing than mine. No parents/brother bothering us all the time. He lives in the basement so yeah. ;3
Ahhh yeah so... I gotta just try and enjoy these three good days of work and not worry about the end of the week. Friday the new set of Magic is being Prereleased so that's going to be awesome. Really it should be a really good week overall...
It's just like, I always got so much on my mind I want to do, but work seems to just sap my will to do anything. RARGH.
How are you guys?
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Johnny777Nny Vice Captain
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Sun Jul 04, 2010 5:34 pm
Work saps me of all physical strength and I come home just wanting to lay on the couch and not get up.
Fireworks got cancelled today due to rain. v_v Spent all day at the park waiting and listening to random music. They had some cowboy martian orchestra or something, this lady playing a violin at the front, and these blues guys.. dunno who else was gonna play, dunno if they're still gonna play or that's canceled too. Was too tired/sad to care anymore so I just biked home sadly and slowly in the rain and got even wetter and dragged myself upstairs and to the couch where I'm consuming the rest of my oreos which make me feel bad because they have transfats in them.
Prolly just gonna go to sleep, dunno. Fireworks will be on again tomorrow but I have to work 3pm-11pm and I just feel awful and lonely. Didn't talk to anyone all day, even in a field full of people.
Feels bad, man.
For some reason I always see bunnies when I'm sad though. The last 3 times I've been sad and biking home bunnies randomly show up. Makes me happy again for a few moments at least.
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 6:47 am
Grah. >< *Tugs Cassy and Lor over onto her lap*
It breaks my heart when you guys are down and/or stressed out. I just want you here so I can make you something good to eat and then feed you brownies after wards.
Just breathe in and let it out, babes.
@Lor: Omgawd Harry Potter movies. Whenever Naz and I get that damn return I'ma buy the most recent box set, probably used, though because I'll buy the big official brand new one once all the movies are done and out.
@Cassy: It rained all day yesterday here too and has been all morning today as well. *Nuzzles* It'll get better, lovey. s**t's just like that sometimes, like you get ahead, but then it doesn't matter, but it does. It seriously does.
Cuz aren't we all working and waiting and hoping to get to that day where we're packing up, tired and learned with life or school, but happy as a pig in s**t because tomorrow we'll be driving or flying to Florida to all get settled together?
S'how I look at it. It's just steps in the yucky mud until we're back on the sand or the nice grass that has a "Do Not Walk" sign on it.
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Godfrey Potter-Lockhart Crew
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Posted: Mon Jul 05, 2010 9:36 am
I want it to be thursday so I can have my payyyyycheckkkk.
Should get like $500. $305 is going to the landlord but my grandma called and wants to help out with my phone bill... aw...... $25 is going directly into savings, some for food, more for savings. Dunno. not gonna worry about July's rent until 2 weeks from now.
*Curls up in Kitty's lap*
Rain always makes me sad and tired. I was just kinda hoping yesterday would be good cuz I think work is starting to make me lose my mind. There's only so many times you can stock something before you know what's what. Only good thing is I have GREAT co-workers. They are awesome and amusing and make me ******** I just wanna be in florida right now, cuddling my brand new baby goat and walking through a older, sort of stale smelling house and thinking of where to put furniture. I wouldn't even mind the tarantulas. ********. I can't wait until school starts again, I want my art classes, need them. I want to get all angry on canvas with paint and not give a ******** what anyone thinks of it.
Toes in sand and water sounds good right now. I wanna go swimming/kayaking so bad. Or something, dunno.
razz Bleh, is still raining, and raining hard. I really, really hope it stops by like 1:50 because the bus isn't running today so I have to bike.
*Squeeeeeeeezes everyone* Love youuuuuuuuuuu.
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