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 Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2011 8:51 pm
One day is completely awesome then the rest suck or kinda suck until I have an awesome day again.
i want 2 hav awesum days all da tiem ;~;
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2011 8:52 pm
hazellyn One day is completely awesome then the rest suck or kinda suck until I have an awesome day again. ;~; 
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2011 8:55 pm
CH0Z0 hazellyn One day is completely awesome then the rest suck or kinda suck until I have an awesome day again. ;~; kittiez heart
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2011 8:58 pm
...Day re-awesomified? 8D
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2011 8:59 pm
Foam-Dome ...Day re-awesomified? 8D temporarily
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2011 9:01 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 19, 2011 9:02 pm
I want one nao but most of my family is allergic ;~;
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 3:25 am
Real life can be a b***h sometimes. ><;;
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 4:16 am
*hugs Haze&Cave*
No worry awesum time come and go but just cherish them and keep them with you =]
or we'll just have to make more awesum timez happen XP
@Cave- whats wrong? =[
I hope everything's ok, feel free to pm me okie?
*temporarily appears*
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 4:20 am
Warning: Weight talkkkkk
I really feel like I'm losing weight. I can't tell just from looking in the mirror and I have no idea what I even weighed before, so weighing myself wouldn't help... but I didn't used to have to wear a belt with my jeans, and now they're falling down and the bottom of my pants are getting all wet from the snow. And there's a gap between my watch and my wrist, so the stupid thing doesn't stay in place anymore. I don't really feel any different, except that my calves seem stronger.
I put so much energy into learning to love my body, and now I'm worried that if that body changes, I might have trouble feeling good about myself again. I was pretty unhappy with my body back when I was thin, but I'm not sure if it was BECAUSE I was thin or if it was just because of other things that were going on (e.g. Christopher).
It's not like I'm gonna lose a billion pounds overnight or anything, though, so I guess I can just wait and see what happens. I used to sit on my a** all day every day, but now I'm working all the time, so I guess my body is still adjusting...? I don't even know why I'm worrying about this XD
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 4:28 am
Kamilucis *hugs Haze&Cave* No worry awesum time come and go but just cherish them and keep them with you =] or we'll just have to make more awesum timez happen XP @Cave- whats wrong? =[ I hope everything's ok, feel free to pm me okie? *temporarily appears* *hugs back* A large assortment of things, that's what's wrong =( I probably will later <3 Thanksies Kammy =)
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 5:45 am
After I send people of authority e-mails and expect replies, I tense up really badly and get even more nervous when I see that they've replied. Then I try not to read their e-mails until a few days later or something like that.
I'm that scared of negative replies and possible confrontations. It's no wonder I prefer to hide away from society and live in a fantasy world half the time. ._.
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 6:17 am
I never knew being painfully honest hurts more when you're the one being that bluntly honest. Now I feel freakishly self-conscious for admitting anything. But I needed to say it at the same time. Gah.
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 6:56 am
@Cave- take care of yourself and feel free to talky and let things out theres alway someone who's willing to listen =]
@Tasn- heh I do the fantasy world thing to at times but heh sometimes its best to face the negative and when you do so, just know you arent alone and that You've got friends and a crazy person on skype
@Nim-*HUGS* you ok?what happened?=[ truth really hurts at times but its usually best said so people can move forward
@Fortune-*hugs* no worry to much, everyones body changes but inside they are still beautiful (not sure if that helps at all)
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 6:58 am
I'm perfectly fine. Well, not perfectly fine since I'm freaking out over finals coming in an hour atm, but that post was a good one, just a slightly @,@ one.
And I see bunneh thread. Wish I could see the whole thing before I had to poof. Good luck! <3
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