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Seyla blushed. He meant it, he really did. So now that she knew what was she to do? She wanted to spend time with him, she wanted to get to know him. She wanted to be with him. But what would happen when she had to move?
don't worry about whats to come in the future...savour what you have in the present! a voice inside her mind seemed to be screaming this at her. And it was right. She couldn't worry, she should seize the day. Carpe Diem as they said in latin.

Seyla laughed as well for the lack of anything better to do. She was nervous and unsure of herself. But the way he caressed her cheek made her feel all the more better. She closed her eyes for a moment letting everything just sink in and then pulled herself up to embrace him.
"I think I love you too Zero"

As if she read his mind she commented.
"Good things can never last forever...and besides..how can you remember how good they were if its all you know?" she didn't tell him but someone she was very close to had told her that. But he was a friend that was gone, in the past. It was a shame but sometimes life was cruel like that. Either way she was enjoying the moment as she closed her eyes.

"Hey Zero?" she asked after a moment. She seemed to be lost in it all at the moment. A song kept playing through her mind for some reason over and over it played. She remembered it from when she was little but that was it. The place or occassion was lost. Shrouded in a dark cloud that fogged her memories.
Here you are
Daylight's star
Made out of miracles

Perfection
Of your own
You Alone
O so incredible

Each atom
Sings to me
"Set me free
From chains of the physical"

O free me, O free me

The mirror melts
I'm somewhere else
Inside eternity

Where you on
Outstretched wings
Sing within
The Garden of Everything

Where memories
Call to me
Backward dreams?
Or phantom reality?

Call to me, they call to me

And so here we are
Lovers of Lost Dimensions
Burning supernovas of all sound and sight
Every touch, a temptation
And for every sense, a sensation

Eyes of pure
Deep azure
Quite unbelievable

The sun's daughter
You've been made
Not to fade
Quite inconceivable

Each atom sings to me
"Set me free
From chains of the physical"

O free me O free me

A love like ours
A starry flower
Through seasons and centuries

As rivers reach the sea
You'll reach me
With songs of your symmetry

A small boat
There will float
To far off coasts
The Isle of Infinity

Come with me. O come with me

Here we'll see
Love's lost tree
Made out of miracles

Emotions, crystal leaves
To cover me
And you in eternity

Each atom sing to us
Through the blood
"Love is a miracle"

Sings softly, it sings softly

And so here we are
Lovers of Lost Dimensions
Burning supernovas of all sound and sight
Every touch, a temptation
And for every sense, a sensation

And so here we are
Twin stars of brilliant brightness
Lanterns lit by life for all the depths of night
And every day will return us
To arms of the ever eternal

And so here we are
So far from earthly orbits
Burning supernovas of all sound and sight
Where every day will return us
To arms of the ever eternal

"How about we get off of the floor so we don't feel sorry about it tomorrow morning" she replied. Either way, the bed or the couch would do she just wanted them both to be comfortable. This was her dream come true wasn't it? So why didn't it feel right? Why did she still have that aching feeling inside that told her it wasn't going to last because she was gonna move? Why wouldn't it just go away?

"The bed is fine" Seyla replied. She took his hand and pulled herself up so that she was standing. She felt a little dizzy from having fainted and also having stood up too quickly. It took a few moments but she eventually recovered. For a minute she just stood there, staring into his eyes. A person's eyes held so much. It was why she hid them. The eyes where the door to someone's soul, and Seyla felt in no way, comfortable bearing her soul to most people. At the moment her eyes were gentle, almost scared in a way. Thoughts raced through her mind. How long would it last? Would he kiss her? Would she kiss him? Would she have to move? When would she move? How long did she have? Why hadn't she moved to the bed yet?

At the sound of her name she perked up looking expectantly at him. She was awaiting what his next words would be. And as if her theory had been proven he had said,
"just stop thinking about what will happen and just enjoy the moment" he was right. She knew he was but it was hard for her. Nonetheless she sat beside him on the bed, only to let herself fall back onto her back. She then crawled up to the head of the bed, resting her head upon a pillow as she curled up. Her knees tucked into her stomach, and her arms bent, resting against her chest. Seyla simply lied there in the fetal position, she felt vulnerable and knew that she had to move on. If not he would leave her.

Each time he called out to her she only curled up more tightly. She was scared of moving again. Not just because it was starting over but of the places she could end up. She was already forbidden by her father to enter military institutions. They had already experimented on her numerous times, whether they had consent or not. She hated being looked upon like that. But to the military and most likely the government as well she was nothing else than a specimen. Something to run tests on, to stick needles in. What would it be this time? Lets see if she burns if we set her on fire? Or I wonder what happens if we inject her with poison? It never ended. And she was afraid of ending up in another place like that. But for now her thoughts disappeared. he was crying, because of her. Her expression changed from fear to concern and remorse.
"Thank.s..you're the first person to ever say anything like that Zero"