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 Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 10:20 pm
Kats Kokeshi Doll Become a great multi-tasker surprised I don't fail any classes and I do both xD     This.
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Posted: Sat Apr 18, 2009 8:45 pm
Something I need to say, but it's not really a secret:
No one notices me. I feel really comfortable in this guild. I'd rather be here than in the guild I own. Yet, I feel invisible. I always have been and I guess I always will. Ever since I was a kid, I loved to make people laugh, and it was all I ever wanted to do. I wanted to make people laugh, to make them happy. But they don't even see me, so what's the point? I try so hard to be likable, so hard to make the people I love happy. I even try to make the people I don't know or like happy. Now everyone is happy except for me, and no one can even see it. Maybe they see it and ignore it. I'm not sure which is worse.
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Posted: Sat Apr 18, 2009 8:51 pm
Alisox Something I need to say, but it's not really a secret:
No one notices me. I feel really comfortable in this guild. I'd rather be here than in the guild I own. Yet, I feel invisible. I always have been and I guess I always will. Ever since I was a kid, I loved to make people laugh, and it was all I ever wanted to do. I wanted to make people laugh, to make them happy. But they don't even see me, so what's the point? I try so hard to be likable, so hard to make the people I love happy. I even try to make the people I don't know or like happy. Now everyone is happy except for me, and no one can even see it. Maybe they see it and ignore it. I'm not sure which is worse. Oh? .... I try to be hate-able. .... It never works. Or at least not to a degree that I want it to. *Sigh.*
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Posted: Sat Apr 18, 2009 8:55 pm
Divine_Malevolence I try to be hate-able. .... It never works. Or at least not to a degree that I want it to. *Sigh.* Why would you want that?
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Posted: Sat Apr 18, 2009 8:58 pm
-x- CocoNoire -x- Divine_Malevolence I try to be hate-able. .... It never works. Or at least not to a degree that I want it to. *Sigh.* Why would you want that? I like to argue. And wrestle. And..... Well, if two people are having problems with each other, I'd like to become the bad guy and make all their trifles seem.... Insignificant.
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Posted: Sat Apr 18, 2009 9:16 pm
Divine_Malevolence Alisox Something I need to say, but it's not really a secret:
No one notices me. I feel really comfortable in this guild. I'd rather be here than in the guild I own. Yet, I feel invisible. I always have been and I guess I always will. Ever since I was a kid, I loved to make people laugh, and it was all I ever wanted to do. I wanted to make people laugh, to make them happy. But they don't even see me, so what's the point? I try so hard to be likable, so hard to make the people I love happy. I even try to make the people I don't know or like happy. Now everyone is happy except for me, and no one can even see it. Maybe they see it and ignore it. I'm not sure which is worse. Oh? .... I try to be hate-able. .... It never works. Or at least not to a degree that I want it to. *Sigh.* If I pretend to hate you, does that count?
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Posted: Sat Apr 18, 2009 9:20 pm
Kimchi Noodle Divine_Malevolence Alisox Something I need to say, but it's not really a secret:
No one notices me. I feel really comfortable in this guild. I'd rather be here than in the guild I own. Yet, I feel invisible. I always have been and I guess I always will. Ever since I was a kid, I loved to make people laugh, and it was all I ever wanted to do. I wanted to make people laugh, to make them happy. But they don't even see me, so what's the point? I try so hard to be likable, so hard to make the people I love happy. I even try to make the people I don't know or like happy. Now everyone is happy except for me, and no one can even see it. Maybe they see it and ignore it. I'm not sure which is worse. Oh? .... I try to be hate-able. .... It never works. Or at least not to a degree that I want it to. *Sigh.* If I pretend to hate you, does that count? No. confused
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Posted: Sat Apr 18, 2009 9:58 pm
Alisox Something I need to say, but it's not really a secret:
No one notices me. I feel really comfortable in this guild. I'd rather be here than in the guild I own. Yet, I feel invisible. I always have been and I guess I always will. Ever since I was a kid, I loved to make people laugh, and it was all I ever wanted to do. I wanted to make people laugh, to make them happy. But they don't even see me, so what's the point? I try so hard to be likable, so hard to make the people I love happy. I even try to make the people I don't know or like happy. Now everyone is happy except for me, and no one can even see it. Maybe they see it and ignore it. I'm not sure which is worse. This. Secret: It's somewhat hard to gross me out. My weakness? xGirlsYCup and xGuysyHammer.
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Posted: Sat Apr 18, 2009 10:26 pm
Not really a secret but I feel like sharing: Today I spent $68 on a dress that I'll probably wear like once even though I should really be saving up my money for important things. But IT WAS A REALLY FREAKING AWESOME DRESS.
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 7:53 pm
In middle and high school, I used to eat staples like they were sticks of gum. It was a running gag between my friends to buy me huge boxes of them on my birthday.
emo
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 7:58 pm
AliceofHearts In middle and high school, I used to eat staples like they were sticks of gum. It was a running gag between my friends to buy me huge boxes of them on my birthday. emo That's an iron stomach for you. O_o Nothing bad happened, I hope. D:
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 8:59 pm
Secret: I quit Gaia for two years because someone on this site was seriously stalking me. They stole my pictures and created their own photobucket with said pictures. My mom freaked out and called the police. XD
Secret: I overdosed.
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 9:26 pm
Cherry Brossom Not really a secret but I feel like sharing: Today I spent $68 on a dress that I'll probably wear like once even though I should really be saving up my money for important things. But IT WAS A REALLY FREAKING AWESOME DRESS. ... I spent $200 on my prom dress last week. Which was about $50 over budget. But uh... I looked hot in it. Because it fit. And it was the only effing size 0 in the store. So yeah. It ended up being cheaper anyhow because it didn't need alterations... And then proceeded to spend $10 on shoes. xD I love clearance at Marshall's. (Though the dress was from Nordstrom... I had to drive all the way down to downtown Houston to find one in my size). Secret: I'm still going to have to stuff my bra to make the dress look quite right. It's a bit loose on top...
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Posted: Tue Apr 21, 2009 12:27 am
Alisox Something I need to say, but it's not really a secret:
No one notices me. I feel really comfortable in this guild. I'd rather be here than in the guild I own. Yet, I feel invisible. I always have been and I guess I always will. Ever since I was a kid, I loved to make people laugh, and it was all I ever wanted to do. I wanted to make people laugh, to make them happy. But they don't even see me, so what's the point? I try so hard to be likable, so hard to make the people I love happy. I even try to make the people I don't know or like happy. Now everyone is happy except for me, and no one can even see it. Maybe they see it and ignore it. I'm not sure which is worse. same. 3nodding
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Time-traveling Marshmallow
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Posted: Tue Apr 21, 2009 12:41 am
Alisox Something I need to say, but it's not really a secret:
No one notices me. I feel really comfortable in this guild. I'd rather be here than in the guild I own. Yet, I feel invisible. I always have been and I guess I always will. Ever since I was a kid, I loved to make people laugh, and it was all I ever wanted to do. I wanted to make people laugh, to make them happy. But they don't even see me, so what's the point? I try so hard to be likable, so hard to make the people I love happy. I even try to make the people I don't know or like happy. Now everyone is happy except for me, and no one can even see it. Maybe they see it and ignore it. I'm not sure which is worse. I feel like this so much.
It's not that obvious on here, because I finally feel comfortable to post on forums lots now. Last year I just lurked though, and despite being invited to a fairly popular GCDer's guild, I was still quiet and shy.
However, in real life, I just feel like a background character in a show that focuses on my friends most of the time. It's not that I'm ugly, or horrible, or boring, but compared to my friends I'm very plain and just blend in. My two best friends are both charismatic, good looking, good leaders and talented musicians. The rest of my friends have similar things going for them; geez, one of them even has a modelling contract now. Next to her I just look... meh. I'm timid, don't dress in a mainstream fashionable way, and my talents are the sort of things that get noticed for 5 seconds then ignored.
I try so hard to make them happy. I was sure I was in love with my male best friend for years, but I didn't tell him because he told me he was gay and had a boyfriend. It hurt so much, but I just encouraged him.
With other friends, I push them towards things that will make them happy, but in the process they move away from me. In the end, what do I have from this? Nothing. Just the knowledge that they have what they want.
In school, I think a lot of people saw me as a teacher's pet, simply because I worked so hard to be noticed by someone. Probably why I want to work from home now; I can't deal with people because I can't put myself in the spotlight unless there's something between me and the people I'm talking to, like the internet.
Anyway, now I'm done rambling about that... Divine_Malevolence Oh? .... I try to be hate-able. .... It never works. Or at least not to a degree that I want it to. *Sigh.* I love hate Divine.
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