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 Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:01 pm
Owwin Cabron the Swan Yeah, 50 - 38 = 12 and what is that? xp
And yeah. Once I die I can pick something easier for the next life. Or maybe pick no next life at all. I haven't decided yet. Why not just make this one easier? Waiting sucks. By that logic, I could just end it now and be done with it. The harder something is, the better it feels when you successfully complete it. I will not change the difficulty and I will not give up. I will beat this game, not the other way around.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:05 pm
Cabron the Swan Owwin Cabron the Swan Yeah, 50 - 38 = 12 and what is that? xp
And yeah. Once I die I can pick something easier for the next life. Or maybe pick no next life at all. I haven't decided yet. Why not just make this one easier? Waiting sucks. By that logic, I could just end it now and be done with it. The harder something is, the better it feels when you successfully complete it. I will not change the difficulty and I will not give up. I will beat this game, not the other way around. But, isn't dieing and making it easier later giving up too? Waiting for death to try again seems more like giving up. I am a results now guy. Counting down to death seems kinda like a waste of energy. Don't think about an exit plan or "Losing the rat race" Think results.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:07 pm
Owwin Montiqueue Oh god. Atheists are already attacking the belief of Christ in the Heaven forum. XD Oh atheists, you guys sure do love to preach for not liking organized religion. XD I know right? xD "I AM ATHEIST AND YOU MUST BELIEVE WHAT I BELIEVE" Of course, they're saying that this isn't trolling but it's already inflamed more than a couple people.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:08 pm
Montiqueue I know right? xD "I AM ATHEIST AND YOU MUST BELIEVE WHAT I BELIEVE" Of course, they're saying that this isn't trolling but it's already inflamed more than a couple people. Let them be, they aren't worth your energy.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:11 pm
Owwin Montiqueue I know right? xD "I AM ATHEIST AND YOU MUST BELIEVE WHAT I BELIEVE" Of course, they're saying that this isn't trolling but it's already inflamed more than a couple people. Let them be, they aren't worth your energy. Yeah, I know. I tried to post something silly in one person's thread but he took it serious.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:13 pm
Owwin Cabron the Swan Owwin Cabron the Swan Yeah, 50 - 38 = 12 and what is that? xp
And yeah. Once I die I can pick something easier for the next life. Or maybe pick no next life at all. I haven't decided yet. Why not just make this one easier? Waiting sucks. By that logic, I could just end it now and be done with it. The harder something is, the better it feels when you successfully complete it. I will not change the difficulty and I will not give up. I will beat this game, not the other way around. But, isn't dieing and making it easier later giving up too? Waiting for death to try again seems more like giving up. I am a results now guy. Counting down to death seems kinda like a waste of energy. Don't think about an exit plan or "Losing the rat race" Think results. I am a results-now person as well. I see life as a purification ceremony; impatience is one of the qualities I like least about myself, so it is probably what I chose this difficult life to overcome. Acting on my learned behaviors will never teach me anything. Acting against them and analyzing the effects will help me grow, not just as a person, but as a consciousness. As a scientist, I'm sure you understand the importance of experiments as a gateway to new knowledge. I am acting in the best interest of favorable results, not just for now, but for always.
EDIT: Also energy can't be wasted. Energy is infinite.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:16 pm
Montiqueue Oh god. Atheists are already attacking the belief of Christ in the Heaven forum. I don't even want to look at those threads. xD I'm too lazy to defend myself! D:
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:18 pm
bleu_flame Montiqueue Oh god. Atheists are already attacking the belief of Christ in the Heaven forum. I don't even want to look at those threads. xD I'm too lazy to defend myself! D: Anyone who has to attack your belief to feel certain about their own doesn't really believe in what they think they do. If they did, their belief would be all that mattered to them and yours would be inconsequential.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:21 pm
Cabron the Swan I am a results-now person as well. I see life as a purification ceremony; impatience is one of the qualities I like least about myself, so it is probably what I chose this difficult life to overcome. Acting on my learned behaviors will never teach me anything. Acting against them and analyzing the effects will help me grow, not just as a person, but as a consciousness. As a scientist, I'm sure you understand the importance of experiments as a gateway to new knowledge. Good point. Still I just don't like when people talk about willing lives to end. I like this life and I like the lives my friends have to. I want to enjoy them. EDIT: alright not energy, time then XD
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:24 pm
Owwin Cabron the Swan I am a results-now person as well. I see life as a purification ceremony; impatience is one of the qualities I like least about myself, so it is probably what I chose this difficult life to overcome. Acting on my learned behaviors will never teach me anything. Acting against them and analyzing the effects will help me grow, not just as a person, but as a consciousness. As a scientist, I'm sure you understand the importance of experiments as a gateway to new knowledge. Good point. Still I just don't like when people talk about willing lives to end. I like this life and I like the lives my friends have to. I want to enjoy them. Who says you can't enjoy stress and pain and suffering, though? Failure is only failure if nobody thinks about how it can be turned into success. Anything can be beautiful if you choose to see it that way. Anything can be enjoyed if you choose to enjoy it.
I don't regret struggling, and I don't regret feeling low, because it makes me happy to know that it won't last forever. I know it's weird, but I enjoy knowing that my life will someday be over.
I can understand why you feel how you feel about it though, so I won't say anything further if it upsets you.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:32 pm
Cabron the Swan bleu_flame Montiqueue Oh god. Atheists are already attacking the belief of Christ in the Heaven forum. I don't even want to look at those threads. xD I'm too lazy to defend myself! D: Anyone who has to attack your belief to feel certain about their own doesn't really believe in what they think they do. If they did, their belief would be all that mattered to them and yours would be inconsequential. I agree.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:35 pm
Cabron the Swan Who says you can't enjoy stress and pain and suffering, though? Failure is only failure if nobody thinks about how it can be turned into success. Anything can be beautiful if you choose to see it that way. Anything can be enjoyed if you choose to enjoy it.
I don't regret struggling, and I don't regret feeling low, because it makes me happy to know that it won't last forever. I know it's weird, but I enjoy knowing that my life will someday be over. I dunno. that stuff just doesn't suit my tastes. I think I wanna choose laughter. That has always been my goal. I want you to meet yours though, and I support you with my thoughts.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:35 pm
Also time is infinite too. It's one continuous moment of 'now' that we divide and count in an attempt to understand. You can never run out of time, because there will always be another day, or another year, or another life. There is always more time.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:37 pm
Owwin Cabron the Swan Who says you can't enjoy stress and pain and suffering, though? Failure is only failure if nobody thinks about how it can be turned into success. Anything can be beautiful if you choose to see it that way. Anything can be enjoyed if you choose to enjoy it.
I don't regret struggling, and I don't regret feeling low, because it makes me happy to know that it won't last forever. I know it's weird, but I enjoy knowing that my life will someday be over. I dunno. that stuff just doesn't suit my tastes. I think I wanna choose laughter. That has always been my goal. So do I, do you know when I love laughing the most? When I'm crying and it cheers me up. Yin exists to contrast the yang. Neither is any less beautiful or enjoyable, and neither can reach its full potential without the other.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:37 pm
Cabron the Swan Also time is infinite too. It's one continuous moment of 'now' that we divide and count in an attempt to understand. You can never run out of time, because there will always be another day, or another year, or another life. There is always more time. Good point. I just think that the infinite vast amount of it should be spent on thinks I like. XD
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