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 Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2007 10:55 pm
Yeah, she is now wanting to still hang out and stuff, and is cool with us again, but, we don't really speak to her much....really only when neccessary(Since we are best friends with Tabitha, and Isis really is like a daughter to me, I mean, I moved in when Tab was 7 months, and now Isis will be a year old in August.....I can't believe she's grown so much, it really does seem not too long ago she was just out of the hospital still small and pink....now she is trying to walk(And in the meantime biting and pulling hair then laughing about it)
But yeah, when I logged in tonight, I expected to see like a bajillion posts, and instead I see things aren't so bad as I expected....it was quite a relief, to say the least. Going to bed, as we have to be up for work, I'll be on after I get home. G'night, peoples
Oh, one more thing, the past few weeks, I have been giving it a lot of thought, and, seeing as the Black Star Nation is made of an actual NATION, and has millions of people under it's wing(Not to mention the original BSN from eternal Destiny has 21 actual important members total, including the 7 elite Bigwigs) if you guys want to add minor characters to be villains, go ahead, I already like where you are going with Tengu, and Kyosuke's mother kinda gave me a chill of interest. If we ever get off of the Island, lol.
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 7:14 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 26, 2007 6:42 pm
Welcome back ^^ Hope things keep looking up for you.
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Posted: Fri Jul 27, 2007 12:40 pm
Well, today I'm ******** sore, last night Emmanuel just had to keep ******** egging me on...I warned him, and warned him, not to ******** with a demon, and that I an not one to be taken lightly when snapped, and he did it anyway. I have no memory of it(Just like when I busted up my stepdad) but from what Louis said, I jumped up from the floor with an evil souless glint in my eyes, and threw one of the kitchen chairs at him, then ran at him with the large double-edged kitchen knife. I ended up slicing his hand open pretty damn bad, and from what Louis said, I was throwing them both off of me as they attempted to hold em down, Emmanuel was apparently headbutting me and bashing my face in with his good hand, and I kept going for him. Louis said I was saying s**t that I would kill ev eryone in the room and other freaky s**t. I remember Jumping up from the floor, then suddenly I wake up on the living room floor covered in blood, with a chair and overturned lamp next to me, blood was all over me, all over to carpet and wall, and Emmanuel had it all over him, and was busted up pretty good. And Louis was ******** freaked. ow my face is swollen and my nose is busted, but oh well. I warned his stupid a**, and he didn't believe me. I could have killed him last night, and if I had, I would have went after Louis just because he was there. That is why I hate violence and getting mad, because that side of me is evil, and unfeeling demon.
Louis and I both want him out of here, lestr I snap again and kill everyone.
On a good note, Mahana is coming over today to spend the weekend, and Louis and I went danci9ng and drinking with chicks before the scenario last night. Hopefully Jay, the guy who we work with, may come too, and that would be great, as he and I are really getting into each other, and it may stem into something more(And no, by something more I mean a relationship, not sexual intercourse)
How is everyone else today?
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Posted: Fri Jul 27, 2007 2:45 pm
Just getting ready for vacation. Which reminds me, from the 1st till the 8th, I most likely wont be on. On another note, I'm starting to hate my computers. I got Rise of Legends the other day. Neither of my computers want to work with it. Graphical distortions and stuff. When I downloaded new drivers for my video cards so they would run more efficiently, all of my games stopped working. It's annoying and really pissing me off. stressed
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Posted: Fri Jul 27, 2007 4:41 pm
Yeah, When we tried to play Morrowind on Yvonne's XP, it kept freezing and stopping. after she dled all the graphics and video and stuff, all her games stopped working, even Diablo. then with oru Vista, the same exact thing happened. And this computer is brand new. I think some games just have stupidness built in to make them nto work much on the comp. Anyway, I spoke to Laura the first time on the phone today!(Jay, the guy that Thomas has somethign going on with, has a friend named Jason, who just got back today from having a sex-change operation in North Carolina, now Jason is a chick named Laura, and she and I got on right there great on the phone....she says she is going to write a song dedicated to me, and she told Jay I have a sexy voice. I never thought I'd end up geting into a transgender before....it's all good, Thomas can have Jay, and I'll have Laura(Possibly)
How are you all today?
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Posted: Fri Jul 27, 2007 6:25 pm
I went over to Office Depot today and looked at some of the desktops. They had a pretty good PC had an AMD Athlon 64 X2 processor, 1 GB DDR RAM, 350 GB SATA hard drive, and a whole bunch of stuff I don't care about. Comes with a 19" LCD monitor for $675. My only problems with it are the graphic card is integrated and means I would have to buy a good one. And it has Vista. Which I don't think I'll mind when SP2 comes out for it. It should be much more backwards compatible after that. Also I should be able to dual OS it with XP. So I was thinking about getting this PC, XP, and a nVidia G-Force 8800 MX(the cheapest version of the 8800) and switching out the integrated card. All together it would be about $900. $800 without XP. I could do it now, but I would deplete my savings and I don't want to do that.
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2007 9:38 pm
How is everyone? I went partying Saturday night with Louis, Mahana and Tabitha, then sunday we all sat around and watched Dead Man's Chest, Chicago, Charlie & the Chocolate Factory, and RHPS. Then on tuesday night, my boyfriend Jeff came over for the first time, after he got off work, and he wrestled with Emmanuel a good bit of the night, then came upstairs and crashed next to me, since Louis too the couch. He was doing his best to place Jeff and I next to each other ther whole night, on the couch, the kitchen table, the sleeping arrangements. We didn't do anything though, we are going to wait on taking it further, and just enjoy spending time together, both on the job and off. Unfortunately, he hurt his back Wednesday morning while practicing with emm, and so he won't be at work for a while. Anyway, we are probably going out again Saturday night to drink and dance with chicks, it really sucks, Jeff is only 19, so he isn't old enough to get into the club!
So how is everyone thios evening? I posted new pics in the User Pics thread
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 8:11 pm
Wow, the Guild halted again....anyone here? sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 10:10 pm
I'm here.
THere's just not much incentive to post, since I get home so late every night an have no energy.
By the way, I was sad to hear that you can't control your anger with a friend.
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Travis Celendel Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 11:41 pm
Yeah, I know what you mean, especially when I have those damn 1-10 shifts(Like tonight) it takes an extreme effort just to post.
And yeah, I really am sad too, especially since I have known Emmanuel for over 4 years, and now he is throwing away our friendship. He has flat out said, we are not friends, and he is lately, always threatening to beat up Louis and I, always picking fights, and the other night when Mahana was here, I told him not to touch MY computer cuz I had a project on it I was going to finish in a little while, and he said "You're lucky Mahana is here"
Why, just last night, I come upstairs after work, and want to check my messages to see if my little brother got my new pics, and he is watching a wrestling video. Just like EVERY NIGHT. I ask him to please get off so I can check my messages, since my brother would be going to work soon, and he asks if he can finish watching the video first. Now, the past two weeks, I have been allowing myself to be suckered into this, and I end up just saying "Yeah, sure, go ahead" and he then abuses it and watching lots. o I told him "No, I need to use it now" I was not agressive or angry, but he got pissy, and even ended up trying to pick a fight. Mahana told me if he pulls any of his threats or s**t while she is here, even if she does nto hear them, she will beat his a**. And she would snap him like the twig he is. And let me fill everyone in on his standign with us:
Okay, we got the place, we put him on the lease, since he was a friend. We let him eat our food, use our games, TV and DVDs and stuff. He gets to use our comp(Yes, Louis and I went halfway on it) and our towels, bath stuff, dishes, etc. We work our asses off all day to pay for the rent, utilities and such, bills and all. And what does he d? He sits on his a** all day and plays our games, uses our computer, does flips and wrestling stuff on the stanky moldy tick-infest matresses outside, and of course, eats MOST(Yes most, as in, almost a month's worth of food in about a week) of our food. And how about his responsibilities as an official ROOMMATE who is ON THE LEASE? He does not work, he does not pay ANYTHING, he doesn't even contribute to food. He does not clean, keep the place tidy or do anything at all as far as keeping the place looking good, we do ALL the chores. And he COMPLAINS. ALL THE TIME. ABOUT EVERYTHING unless it involves positive comments about WRESTLINg, or positive comments about him and WRESTLING. We asked him the other night if he could do the dishes, since they had been in there since breakfast, and we had worked our asses off all day, and he got pissy. This plast sunday, we come home, and Mahana is doing dishes, and we find otu, not only did he sit on his a** most of the day and do nothing while she, our GUEST and FRIEND, did OUR CHORES, but he also hovered over her a lot, looking at her body, and mainly her boobs. Which he has done to Tabitha in the past. And of course, this is a supposedly ASEXUAL guy who HATES anything involving Love, Relationships, or sex. Mahana was really thrilled tonight, since he is not here, but am a bit pissed cuz he managed to convince Jeff to let him spend the night over at his place to wrestle. But, I called Jeff earlier, and he just did to to get Emmanuel out of our hair while Mahana was here. Gotta love him, so cute, so strong, and reliable too. He also is beating Emmanuel's a** in the matches.
But, we are tired of the bullshit. tired of the Drama. Tired of having holes punched int he walls, tired of having our guests scared away, tired of having our supposed friend backstab us and talk s**t behind our backs(He does it to our friends, like Tabitha and Jeff, not realizing they tell us what he says) then turning around and backstabbing and badmouthing them when he is here. Tired of the violence and threats. And have you read his recent journal entry? He acts as if Jeff is only interesting in WRESTLING HIM, and nothing else. Jeff is not nearly as into Wrestling as Emmanuel. He just has some mad telent, that is all. He actually told Louis and I he prefers drumming for his band more, and Emmanuel refused to believe what we told him of Jeff being OPENLY BISEXUAL and HARDCORE GOTHIC. also he is a total WIERDO like Louis and I, acts just like us, and such. Emmanuel refuses to believe it, and Louis and I suspect emmanuel is trying to pull Jeff and I apart. Back to his hjournal entry, He more or less calls me a ******** Homo many times, stating that I "Talk more about guys" and s**t. for one thing, I have paraphernalia of both males and females, and also, I like and talk about both males and females oftentime I talk MORE ABOUT FEMALES. Which, I find it quite interesting he complains about this, considering, whenever I talk about ANYTHING, HE ONLY FOCUSES on the MALE parts of a conversation. If there is ANYTHING, even a small tiny few words, that pertain to Homo or Bisexuality(Only in males) or parts of a MAN's anatomy, or even anything MALE IN GENERAL, he all of a sudden complains how I was just talking about NOTHING BUT males and homo male stuff. Which is bullshit when I have a nice conversation with Louis about some character in a TV show who is cool and has a cool personality and contributes to the series and is hilarious and how it is funny that he is a gay guy who can't get over his obsession with his f** hag's boobs, And Out of all of that, Emmanuel, hears this: A gay guy, GAY GAY Gay guy. Gay Guy. Gay Gay Gay. f**. Gay f** Guy. Can anyone say, Closet-case HOMOPHOBE!? Manaha, Louis, Tabitha, and , as well as a lot of my friends who know and have heard about him, believe he is just a closet-case bisexual who can't get over the fact that he let me shower with him, blow him off and suck his nipples two years ago when we chilled for two weeks. And he liked it too! And Louis was there, he knows what happened, he saw some of it(nfortunately, for him that is)
I PERSONALLY am tired of having to explain to people at work and Grandma(Our Holy Roller ride to work) why I am consistantly getting covered in huge horrid bruises cuts, and the swollen face, busted lip, and broken nose. I finally found out, I actually am anemic, and that is why I am always so tired and I bleed and bruise bad. The doctors are also looking into Fibermalgia(sp) since they suspect me having it. I don't know much about it though. And still, with all my health problems, and working my a** off, and him busting me up good, I still managed to kick his a**. One time, I sat there and let him bash my face in, all the while smiling a huge grin, laughing and calling him Loser, which pissed him off and made him hit me harder. Then I bit his hand. ******** HARD He stopped after that. I told him if he does it again, I'll bite his ******** fingers off. I am quite ruthless, and he does not know the Devil Within he is messing with. So, all of that, plus the fact that he more or less refuses to contribute or get a job/food stamps, He is leaving. Monday we are taking his name off the lease, which we found otu we actualy can do it, and then he is going to a shelter, he can figure out his course then. He wants to throw away a friendship, so be it, just goes to show me I was a fool for ever thinking he was a true frind. I have my true friends. Jeff, Mahana, Louis, Tabitha,Ruby, I have my circle.
Setting aside my lengthy wall-of-text rant, how is everyone?
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Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 1:01 pm
I'm back all you people. I had hella fun at the beach, except for when I got a cold. Theres just so much I can talk about, but since it's all like a blur, it'll be hard to tell you. But the body boarding and skim boarding were awesome.
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Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 1:42 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 1:49 pm
Thanks. I haven't typed in so long it's hard to. xp All these typos are annoying as hell.
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Posted: Tue Aug 07, 2007 2:10 pm
I will post later tonight. I just read about half of that Cat. Sounds like you're having a bad time. Since he's not contributing do that logical thing. Tell him to get up off his lazy a** and work or get out. That's all I have to say about it at this point.
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