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 Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 9:57 pm
I'm pertrifed of turning 18 years old.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 10:01 pm
Carmella Sweet I'm pertrifed of turning 18 years old. Same. gonk
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 10:02 pm
18 isn't so bad.
Try turning 22. D:
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 10:04 pm
Valheita 18 isn't so bad. Try turning 22. D: Already did.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 10:05 pm
Valheita 18 isn't so bad. Try turning 22. D: I don't wanna legally be an adult. I won't even get my lisence. sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 10:05 pm
Shiori Miko Carmella Sweet I'm pertrifed of turning 18 years old. Same. gonk Same....
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 10:25 pm
The worst feeling in the world is climbing into my queen sized bed...and feeling the unused right side.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 12:56 am
The only bad part of being 18 is being overshadowed by my awesome. ;D
But don't worry, I'll be turning 19 soon enough.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 3:41 am
Little Miss Fortune keito melfina I think I remember why I left here... I still kinda felt I didn't belong, but that concept/thought still applies to me IRL (people I knew by name for years I don't really know personally-wise). On here it's quote on a close group of friends or something and I basically feel like I hi-jacked threads like an unwelcomed b*****d (but thankfully I"m ignored) and that I left for a while to be forgotten since the reason why I left was that I felt I was going to be forgotten... *sighs* I don't know what to do anymore since I'm partially depressed also, I can't think rationally. So many times I want to cry but I have to hold it in during school since it wouldn't feel right to do it in public, just til I get off the bus and lock myself in my room as always to get on my laptop daily... I"m still scared I might suicide this year, idk yet
You DO belong. I miss you all the time... T___T
And about that last sentence... you're not allowed.Really? o.0 *sighs* too much school/life/procrastinating to the point of not caring and still make good grades... Secrets: - I'm addicted to cranberries and Mad TV parodies of celebrities. - I'm starting to have more violent thoughts *oh noes* since there's this boy in my history class (Lewis) who takes up more than 1/2 the class time (45 minutes) chatting up w/ random subjects. Then he complains that the teacher is out to get him with his constant bad grades and inability to turn in his homework. Other than that, his ignorance last Friday REALLY made me want to stab him when he stated "You can't be gay in the marines, because it's just not supposed to be that way, it just can't happen". But my History teacher responded "what does being gay have to do with the job?" (OMG I <3 and resepct him now because of that quote). The response from Lewis was "well it just can't happen, end of story" *wants to stab so badly!!!!* - I still think of zOMG... What to do now w/ all those Orbs. sweatdrop @Divine: Book 2? That must be Earth then... I'm trying to find Ty Lee vids w/o crappy background music along with it. Disabling people w/ a few physical hits would be marvelous (since I"m a lazy person XD). @all: So... the only benefits of turning 18 is being able to smoke and consent to *certain things*?
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 3:59 am
I'm tired and bored of just about anything and everything. Lately, the only thing interesting is talking to my froggy friend Kuro or snooping around in SF. I hate drawing guys to the point I don't even want to work on my commissions anymore. I love drawing females but when I have to add a male.. heavens forbid... He pays good, don't get me wrong.. But dammit, I still hate it. This is why I don't really like to order couple art from other artists unless it's something they really like. ><
I want to go to an art school of sorts.. so I can get better. We have no money though. I could look into college grants but I'd hate to have to pay off multiple loans because I ran into tons of things I don't like. Sure, I'd love to be able to go into photo-manipulation and things of that sort. Drawing, designing, coding, etc.. But I dunno. I've got a funny feeling that once I get into the profession that I've been looking into for years.. I may not like it and move onto something else that could take 10x as long to accomplish. I mean seriously, I don't want to be in school when I'm 30 years old or something.
/rantrantventventblahblah
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 5:54 am
Rayne Bloodstone I'm tired and bored of just about anything and everything. Lately, the only thing interesting is talking to my froggy friend Kuro or snooping around in SF. I hate drawing guys to the point I don't even want to work on my commissions anymore. I love drawing females but when I have to add a male.. heavens forbid... He pays good, don't get me wrong.. But dammit, I still hate it. This is why I don't really like to order couple art from other artists unless it's something they really like. ><
I want to go to an art school of sorts.. so I can get better. We have no money though. I could look into college grants but I'd hate to have to pay off multiple loans because I ran into tons of things I don't like. Sure, I'd love to be able to go into photo-manipulation and things of that sort. Drawing, designing, coding, etc.. But I dunno. I've got a funny feeling that once I get into the profession that I've been looking into for years.. I may not like it and move onto something else that could take 10x as long to accomplish. I mean seriously, I don't want to be in school when I'm 30 years old or something.
/rantrantventventblahblah
With your skills, I'm sure you're able to get RL commisions, even if it's small things. Save up what you earn and put it towards a course you'd like to do. Or maybe to gain more experience to do part time courses.
I know of this guy, who's like just under my age and he hasn't even done any courses yet, but creates things from experience. It's amazing what he can do and the commisions he gets are <33, so obviously that shows that you don't really need to try and force yourself into doing things early.
There's also going to be things which you're not going to enjoy, it happens in everything. It's what makes us realise the things we do enjoy doing more than others. <3EW, WTFUDGE D:< Why... Why on Earth are they considering it?! Earlier today in my Psychology class, there's like 3 of us (all girls), and we were summerising and making presentations on what we learnt in Schizophrenia, and some muppet suggested we do a video and post it on Youtube... everyone took it seriously. So... my guess is that they want me to be the Schizophrenic person. ¬_¬ We're supposedly meant to act it out and stuff... x( I don't want to say no, nor do I want to say yes D: I mean, they got some of the Media team in on it too.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 7:30 am
Please let me take the rest of the semester off. I can't let my grades go to hell just because my brain is completely messed up.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 10:04 am
My worst fear is becoming my mother.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 11:15 am
I can doubt you're disagreeing I'm a worthless human being and you bear the curse of seeing me about your hangout floor; cursed with all my awful presence which you clearly must abhor -- I bring hell into our core.
I don't even know. I haven't studied Poe in years. @_@
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 1:27 pm
Ah, s**t. Something else to worry about, and I'm a chronic worrier. My bf has been really fatigued lately so he went to the doctor for a blood test, and they're telling him he's going to need to come back in for another one and a possible liver biopsy. He is a total scatterbrain and can't tell me which types of cells they were saying had abnormal levels, which means I can't really narrow down what they think is wrong with him. I hate not knowing things; I would rather have a specific illness to worry about than all of the possible liver diseases out there.
My dad has recurrent bladder cancer, has had three strokes and has an inoperable blockage in one of his carotid arteries, and is basically only alive because of the blood thinners he takes. My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer last year and has just finished up some intense surgery, chemo, and radiation. I really don't know if I can take another person close to me being seriously ill.
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