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 Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 11:32 am
He doesn't care at all... I asked him for help, and he was sooo mean to me... I just wanted to talk to him, and he completely blew me off... He says he needs to be alone right now, and that's the complete opposite of what I want... I need him so badly... I'm freaking out... Before he left, I asked if he was at all considering breaking up with me, and he said no. That makes me feel a little better, but I'm still freaking out. I don't know what's wrong. I don't know what I did. I wish I could help him, but he doesn't want my help. I feel so alone and helpless T______T
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 11:34 am
Little Miss Fortune He doesn't care at all... I asked him for help, and he was sooo mean to me... I just wanted to talk to him, and he completely blew me off... He says he needs to be alone right now, and that's the complete opposite of what I want... I need him so badly... I'm freaking out... Before he left, I asked if he was at all considering breaking up with me, and he said no. That makes me feel a little better, but I'm still freaking out. I don't know what's wrong. I don't know what I did. I wish I could help him, but he doesn't want my help. I feel so alone and helpless T______T I hate how this sounds familiar to me......
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 11:35 am
Little Miss Fortune He doesn't care at all... I asked him for help, and he was sooo mean to me... I just wanted to talk to him, and he completely blew me off... He says he needs to be alone right now, and that's the complete opposite of what I want... I need him so badly... I'm freaking out... Before he left, I asked if he was at all considering breaking up with me, and he said no. That makes me feel a little better, but I'm still freaking out. I don't know what's wrong. I don't know what I did. I wish I could help him, but he doesn't want my help. I feel so alone and helpless T______T o3o we is here heart
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 11:41 am
Little Miss Fortune He doesn't care at all... I asked him for help, and he was sooo mean to me... I just wanted to talk to him, and he completely blew me off... He says he needs to be alone right now, and that's the complete opposite of what I want... I need him so badly... I'm freaking out... Before he left, I asked if he was at all considering breaking up with me, and he said no. That makes me feel a little better, but I'm still freaking out. I don't know what's wrong. I don't know what I did. I wish I could help him, but he doesn't want my help. I feel so alone and helpless T______T I'm sure it's not that he doesn't care, maybe he just needs to sort out some problems of his? Try not to freak out, I'm sure there's nothing to worry about <3
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 7:48 pm
I think I remember why I left here... I still kinda felt I didn't belong, but that concept/thought still applies to me IRL (people I knew by name for years I don't really know personally-wise). On here it's quote on a close group of friends or something and I basically feel like I hi-jacked threads like an unwelcomed b*****d (but thankfully I"m ignored) and that I left for a while to be forgotten since the reason why I left was that I felt I was going to be forgotten... *sighs* I don't know what to do anymore since I'm partially depressed also, I can't think rationally. So many times I want to cry but I have to hold it in during school since it wouldn't feel right to do it in public, just til I get off the bus and lock myself in my room as always to get on my laptop daily... I"m still scared I might suicide this year, idk yet
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 7:52 pm
keito melfina I think I remember why I left here... I still kinda felt I didn't belong, but that concept/thought still applies to me IRL (people I knew by name for years I don't really know personally-wise). On here it's quote on a close group of friends or something and I basically feel like I hi-jacked threads like an unwelcomed b*****d (but thankfully I"m ignored) and that I left for a while to be forgotten since the reason why I left was that I felt I was going to be forgotten... *sighs* I don't know what to do anymore since I'm partially depressed also, I can't think rationally. So many times I want to cry but I have to hold it in during school since it wouldn't feel right to do it in public, just til I get off the bus and lock myself in my room as always to get on my laptop daily... I"m still scared I might suicide this year, idk yet
You DO belong. I miss you all the time... T___T
And about that last sentence... you're not allowed.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 7:52 pm
keito melfina I think I remember why I left here... I still kinda felt I didn't belong, but that concept/thought still applies to me IRL (people I knew by name for years I don't really know personally-wise). On here it's quote on a close group of friends or something and I basically feel like I hi-jacked threads like an unwelcomed b*****d (but thankfully I"m ignored) and that I left for a while to be forgotten since the reason why I left was that I felt I was going to be forgotten... *sighs* I don't know what to do anymore since I'm partially depressed also, I can't think rationally. So many times I want to cry but I have to hold it in during school since it wouldn't feel right to do it in public, just til I get off the bus and lock myself in my room as always to get on my laptop daily... I"m still scared I might suicide this year, idk yet I hadn't gotten to that part in the series, man! I'm only in book two! Admittedly, the end. Oh, an' yer more then welcome to hijack any thread.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 7:54 pm
i just broke up with my boyfriend.
i feel one hundred pounds lighter.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 7:55 pm
so retarded i just broke up with my boyfriend. i feel one hundred pounds lighter.
I'd hug you, but you seem... happy ._.
Oh well *Hugs anyway* <333333333333333
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 7:57 pm
Little Miss Fortune so retarded i just broke up with my boyfriend. i feel one hundred pounds lighter.
I'd hug you, but you seem... happy ._.
Oh well *Hugs anyway* <333333333333333i'm sad to be closing this chapter of my life... we were together for two and a half years. i just didn't see it going anywhere. on the other hand... i'm excited to see what awaits me in this new chapter. *hugs* heart
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 8:05 pm
so retarded i'm sad to be closing this chapter of my life... we were together for two and a half years. i just didn't see it going anywhere. on the other hand... i'm excited to see what awaits me in this new chapter. *hugs* heart
That's a really good way to look at it o__O
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 8:11 pm
Secret: I like Chemistry. Don't tell my friends. :O
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 9:39 pm
I'm never gonna be able to move out of my parents house. I actually thought I had a good sum of money saved up so I could move out this year. I go to get inquiries from both my checking and savings account only to find out that I have no more that 250$ in both accounts. Turns out my brother racked up major phone bills left and right. Also, this winter has produced some horrible oil bills, more than one. My mom uses a copy of my bank account card so she can take what amount she sees fit from me. Without me knowing, she wipes out both of my accounts. I know she has the card, I just never know when she'll use it. I made 8k since starting my job last May. I don't get any of it. I confront her about it and she gets offended calling me snide about about it, and then promises whatever she takes I will get back. This is the second time she's wiped out both of my accounts of money. She say's I'll get it back, she never said when. Me and her are the only one with jobs, my brother won't make a move to try and find work and my dad is retired. Because of my brother, we will probably never stop paying these outrageous bills. Asking for help around here to move out is in a way just plain suicide. I just can't trust anyone around here. I really wish someone would just come and take me far away from here so I can finally start my own life.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 9:47 pm
so retarded i just broke up with my boyfriend. i feel one hundred pounds lighter. Good for you!! heart Well not good but yeah. You know what I mean (hopefully) D: @Jane I love chem too. My friend hates it though and doesn't understand why I like it at all xd
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 9:50 pm
/headdesks repeatedly.
I feel so stupid lately.
/headdesks more.
Sometimes I wish I could just sleep dreamlessly forever. I prefer it to life. I manage to fail too often and am too damn cowardly and tired to face my failures. And I'm just tired of life itself. Ugh.
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