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 Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 3:36 pm
"Kozue no." He said stopping her hopefully from leaving. "Kozue... I don't have alot of direction in my life... I know that. But.. I just want to know how to make you happy... to make you feel at peace, I just..."He stoped and let out a sigh of dispare. He couldn't say anything else. How could he? ANd it was allready said, it can't be taken back. But mabe she didn't need him. It was becomeing more and more likly and this near set it in stone in mind.
Mabe he shouldn't of stoped her, she didn't need him, only wanted to see him when ever it came to her as a wim it seamed.
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 3:46 pm
"I am happy. I get fusturated because you never seem to understand or believe me when I say that. If I didn't want to be around you or enjoy being around you I wouldn't seek you out. I wouldn't get upset when you leave and feel so lonely." Kozue felt that she had said enough and hoped that she had gotten her point across. She felt alittle childish about what she was saying, but she didn't know any other way to say it. She didn't want to leave, but she felt like she was making him miserable and she didn't want that.
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 4:13 pm
He paused, with a few blinks and thought prosses he felt rather stupid aobut the whole thing. 'OH... well... now that I pulled my head out of a** what hte hell do I do? Ok don't think about it.That how you got into trouble in the first place.' He thought to himself. WIth a sigh he swallowed all of what was left in his glass and smiled sheepishly to her. He oculd never hide his embaresment. The need to say some thing seamed to be needed but he couldn't say a word. But to keep him self from over enjoying the wine he decided to limit himself to that one glass for the night.
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 4:29 pm
"Did I...Did I say something wrong?' William's silence wasn't what she had expected and she wondered if she had said the wrong thing. She felt exteremly foolish, but she couldn't say why since he hadn't really reacted, he just looked embarassed. She sighed, feeling emtionally defeated, if there even was such a thing. She sat back down on the floor and looked up at William waiting forhim to say something.
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 4:59 pm
"No... Uhm... well. THe rice taists realy good..." He tried to say some thing and barly did. His mind searching for some thing that wasn't a some thing. It confused himself to even think aobut it never mind try to find. He smiled and shook his head at him self and picked up a fork, with his hand bellow to catch any food that fell he held it up to her. "I promis you wont hate it."
Nervous and some what even more embaresed his face shaded pink as he smiled at her.
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 5:13 pm
"I don't know how you can switch topics so easily." William was the only person she knew who could go from seemingly anger, to happy in a matter of seconds. She guessed that was just his personality, but it still surprised her. She took the fork from William's hand and put it back on the plate. She wasn't in the mood to be fed at the moment. She took a deep breath and sighed.
"Are you sure...you're alright?"
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 5:20 pm
"I have no idea... can't think.. my grades are beoned failing now.. I can't even try to understand half the things that are in my head.... I never used to be like this but.." With a small sigh he closed his eyes. "So on a scale of one to ten how strange have I been acting?" He rubed his temples as head ache started to set in again.
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 5:28 pm
"I'd rate you at about a seven. Is something going on that's making you...act so strange? Did something happen?" Kozue had a strange nagging feeling that it was some how her fault. She would rather have William explain the reasons himself than for her to jump to conclusions. Even though that's what she would have wanted to happen, she couldn't silence her own thoughts.
"Is it because of something I did?"
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 5:44 pm
"I don't know.... mabe I don't know." WIlliamlooked down at the floor unconsiusly holding the strange round orb that held more than it seamed most of the time. It helped to calm him during exams, classes and often helped him go to sleep. It just gave a strang efeeling that gave him comfort most of the time.
"I think i just need to take some time away from school... mabe go some where I don't know... "
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Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 6:06 pm
"If you know a place you can go, go there. I don't want you to do something reckless because you feel that you're cornered." Kozue didn't know the cause of his problem and because of that she was pretty sure she couldn't help solve it. Kozue knew that William wouldn't tell her the details of the problem if he knew them or not so all she could really do was guess. She could makes suggestions, but nothing that could really help the situation.
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Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 3:21 pm
WIth a few nodds he looked over to her, she was stronger than he was, it was evedent now. It wasn't bad or good, just some thing that didn't mater a hol lot. WIth a sigh he put the botle back into a bag, he couldn't get to drunk and she wasn't going to eat so his thought was to either give back the food or save it for later. Noarh hope into the room and quickly tackled by Juno as they ran accrosed the dance floor and out another door. William oculdn't help but to let out a small chuckle at the two, and possibly him self.
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Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 3:44 pm
Kozue watched as Juno and Norah ran across the room and out the door. She sighed and wondered if they would ever stay still. She knew that was a stupid question to ask herself since she already knew the answer. She turned back to William and watched him start to pack up. She started to feel alittle bad as she watched him. He had gone through all the trouble and in the end, neither of them had eaten.
"I'm...really sorry about what happened. I'll find a way to make it up to you. I promise."
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Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 3:55 pm
William shook his head, "Kozue don't." He took a bite from his steak before wraping it up. Soon most of all it was packed and he sat back looking out at hte dance floor that layed there timelessly. He let out a sigh and taped the floor lightly. It must have been a call to Norah, she came hurlring at break neck neck speads to him hoping up into his laplicking his hands and just being a puppy. He pat her on the head and scratched her ears, all Norah lived for it seamed.
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Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 4:18 pm
"I still feel like I should do something..." Kozue of course had no idea what she could do for him. He wasn't going to tell her and she didn't want to guess wrong. She watched Norah run into the room and Juno follow slowy after. When he saw that Norah had went to William, he walked over to Kozue and sat down. Kozue rubbed his head, realizing that she hadn't really done it in awhile.
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Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 4:30 pm
Norahyawned and layed down in William's lap resting her ear on his stomic curling into a litle ball. Putting hand gently on her to let the puppy know that he was still there the dog quickly feel into a nap. William looked at her and then back out accrosed the room and sighed. 'So I'm just basicly a burden to every one.. Mrs. Sakura, his teachers, and by the look of things even Kozue. Pull your self together William. Pull yourself togther.' He told himself thinking of where to go after tongiht.
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