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 Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 8:34 pm
Tabihito Divine_Malevolence Tabihito Like Iwa, Tabi's going to just do a big ol' list (though I'll drop the third person now, it sounds weird coming from me).
1) I'm so afraid of accidentally coming out to my friends that I will actually leave the room when discussion of sexuality, hot guys, hot girls, or 'have you ever...' comes up. I'll usually use a lame excuse like "Uh, I have to go to the bathroom..."
2) In case you somehow missed it and were confused about the previous one, I'm asexual. I don't make a secret of it online, though. I am what I am.
3) I'm baptized a Catholic, confirmed a Lutheran, and go to a Presbyterian church. I haven't believed in any sort of god since seventh grade or so.
4) I am so ridiculously rooted in logic that I think I've forgotten to listen to my emotions. It's gotten me in trouble more than once, when friends have come crying to me about breakups, and my only response is "Uh... so he obviously wasn't the right one. Duh?" We're... not friends any more.
5) The last time I made a decision based on emotion was when I went out with a guy I liked. He turned out to be a jerk who only wanted a physical relationship (and I hate physical contact beyond hugging, and even that, when it goes too long, is too much), and my logical side gloated.
6) I went years with horrible self-esteem because I had undiagnosed ADHD. I did poorly in school because I couldn't finish daily work... and yet got straight hundreds on tests, so teachers and counselors never considered it. Had I not screwed up my high school GPA because of that, I'd probably be at MIT right now.
7) When I got diagnosed, the psychologist also made me take an IQ test, primarily because I have some social difficulties and she suspected autism. Turns out the test couldn't even measure the IQ, because it's designed for people in a certain range. I didn't stay in that range. I am also "probably not autistic".
8 ) I hate being smart. I really do. I want to know what it feels like to actually learn, not just... absorb everything without effort.
9) I love the show Kino's Journey. To the extent that I wish I could be Kino. She is the only character I have ever liked this much.
10) I also have a replica of her hat in my closet. No joke. Complete with goggles.
11) I refuse to wear bikinis because I have a birthmark on my left breast that looks like a n****e. I'm paranoid about the top slipping down even a little bit and people thinking I was accidentally flashing them. When I really wasn't.
12) If nobody else is home, or if it's night and I'm in my own room, I don't wear clothes. I don't like clothes. ....... A lot of that sounds very familiar. The derivative of you and me,
I'm sure that it is zero :'O You don't wear bikinis? Really? I never thought you wouldn't...
Naah, don't worry, I think I know which ones you mean.
And seriously, am I the only one who always thought you were a guy? Together we will constants be,
Though you are still my hero I'm a catholic, and I go to church every sunday. Even though I don't believe in god. My mother's.... Not in the best condition, and I don't want to add on any more stress. I don't listen to my emotions. I'd probably be in jail if I did. While I don't quite get straight 100's on tests, I pass them all with ease. With the acception of Japanese. I assume I'm horrible in that class because I've never learned how to properly study, because..... Everything just came so easily. I've no idea what my IQ is. Don't know the reason why I don't know, but it's not due to a lack of asking. I've a disposition for being smart. And due to it, I oft' act like an idiot. Which lead to a love of the reactions when people saw my test scores. Which made me love reactions overall. And.... Well, I don't like to wear clothes, though I restrict it to my own room. As people oft' come and go, and I'd prefer not to be caught when indecent. I'm noticing one hell of a lot of things that seem very similar in this thread. confused
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 8:38 pm
Tabihito The derivative of you and me,
I'm sure that it is zero
Yeah, my parents are convinced I'm misanthropic (they've compared me to House, too). I'm like, "No... I like people. I just have no tolerance for idiocy. That includes emotional idiocy."
And I definitely... have no clue why I liked the guys I've liked. One I thought was just a little crush, but... he's my best friend now. And the more I get to know him, the more I want to shoot myself (not really) for totally falling for a guy that I could never be with. He's liked a number of my close friends, and even dated a couple of them... but thinks of me as practically one of the guys. In his words, when I finally confronted him about it a few months ago: "Gabby, liking you would make me gay."
And then the other guy, the one I dated, sort of... reminded me of him. Not a good way to get into a relationship. "Oh yeah, by the way... I still like this other guy, but you two are sorta similar, so.... yeah." That ended badly.
And that's it. A grand total of two guys. I have a friend who is convinced that I am either mostly aromantic, or I am the most monogamous non-married person ever.
Together we will constants be,
Though you are still my hero House... Ouch... x___X Hahaha, I kinda gave up dating... but then my current boyfriend just haaaaad to go and sweep me off my ********' feet. rolleyes Being aromantic/asexual/whatever is a fine way to live life, though. None of that sex crap will get in the way. XD
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 8:39 pm
Kats Kokeshi Doll iEM0T10NS
Secret: I feel like I'm the center of attention, the attention to be dissed. I'm always yelled at to clean stuff, just as the computer room. I mostly go in there, but when my parents go in, they yell at me to clean the mess. I'm not the person in fault of messing the room! Again at school. I'm the target of dumping stuff on. They leave their books and text books with me every time. I'm just pissed at my so called friends to do that. Another is that I'm very clumsy. If something breaks... then it's me who caused the mess. [/rant]
I feel your pain. My parents always want me to do the dirty work, like cleaning stuff up, taking out the trash, walking the dog, answering the phone...etc etc. It sucks gonk I hate it. Even If I'm eldest.
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 8:39 pm
Divine_Malevolence Tabihito Divine_Malevolence Tabihito Like Iwa, Tabi's going to just do a big ol' list (though I'll drop the third person now, it sounds weird coming from me).
1) I'm so afraid of accidentally coming out to my friends that I will actually leave the room when discussion of sexuality, hot guys, hot girls, or 'have you ever...' comes up. I'll usually use a lame excuse like "Uh, I have to go to the bathroom..."
2) In case you somehow missed it and were confused about the previous one, I'm asexual. I don't make a secret of it online, though. I am what I am.
3) I'm baptized a Catholic, confirmed a Lutheran, and go to a Presbyterian church. I haven't believed in any sort of god since seventh grade or so.
4) I am so ridiculously rooted in logic that I think I've forgotten to listen to my emotions. It's gotten me in trouble more than once, when friends have come crying to me about breakups, and my only response is "Uh... so he obviously wasn't the right one. Duh?" We're... not friends any more.
5) The last time I made a decision based on emotion was when I went out with a guy I liked. He turned out to be a jerk who only wanted a physical relationship (and I hate physical contact beyond hugging, and even that, when it goes too long, is too much), and my logical side gloated.
6) I went years with horrible self-esteem because I had undiagnosed ADHD. I did poorly in school because I couldn't finish daily work... and yet got straight hundreds on tests, so teachers and counselors never considered it. Had I not screwed up my high school GPA because of that, I'd probably be at MIT right now.
7) When I got diagnosed, the psychologist also made me take an IQ test, primarily because I have some social difficulties and she suspected autism. Turns out the test couldn't even measure the IQ, because it's designed for people in a certain range. I didn't stay in that range. I am also "probably not autistic".
8 ) I hate being smart. I really do. I want to know what it feels like to actually learn, not just... absorb everything without effort.
9) I love the show Kino's Journey. To the extent that I wish I could be Kino. She is the only character I have ever liked this much.
10) I also have a replica of her hat in my closet. No joke. Complete with goggles.
11) I refuse to wear bikinis because I have a birthmark on my left breast that looks like a n****e. I'm paranoid about the top slipping down even a little bit and people thinking I was accidentally flashing them. When I really wasn't.
12) If nobody else is home, or if it's night and I'm in my own room, I don't wear clothes. I don't like clothes. ....... A lot of that sounds very familiar. The derivative of you and me,
I'm sure that it is zero :'O You don't wear bikinis? Really? I never thought you wouldn't...
Naah, don't worry, I think I know which ones you mean.
And seriously, am I the only one who always thought you were a guy? Together we will constants be,
Though you are still my hero I'm a catholic, and I go to church every sunday. Even though I don't believe in god. My mother's.... Not in the best condition, and I don't want to add on any more stress. I don't listen to my emotions. I'd probably be in jail if I did. While I don't quite get straight 100's on tests, I pass them all with ease. With the acception of Japanese. I assume I'm horrible in that class because I've never learned how to properly study, because..... Everything just came so easily. I've no idea what my IQ is. Don't know the reason why I don't know, but it's not due to a lack of asking. I've a disposition for being smart. And due to it, I oft' act like an idiot. Which lead to a love of the reactions when people saw my test scores. Which made me love reactions overall. And.... Well, I don't like to wear clothes, though I restrict it to my own room. As people oft' come and go, and I'd prefer not to be caught when indecent. I'm noticing one hell of a lot of things that seem very similar in this thread. confused
Oh yeah, you remind me of something funny. It's like a quote I found.
"The hot-head/silent type/short-haired one is always the lesbian"
If I'm correct, you get a 2/3 on this one.
*Claps*
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 8:43 pm
Divine_Malevolence I'm a catholic, and I go to church every sunday. Even though I don't believe in god. My mother's.... Not in the best condition, and I don't want to add on any more stress. I don't listen to my emotions. I'd probably be in jail if I did. While I don't quite get straight 100's on tests, I pass them all with ease. With the acception of Japanese. I assume I'm horrible in that class because I've never learned how to properly study, because..... Everything just came so easily. I've no idea what my IQ is. Don't know the reason why I don't know, but it's not due to a lack of asking. I've a disposition for being smart. And due to it, I oft' act like an idiot. Which lead to a love of the reactions when people saw my test scores. Which made me love reactions overall. And.... Well, I don't like to wear clothes, though I restrict it to my own room. As people oft' come and go, and I'd prefer not to be caught when indecent. I'm noticing one hell of a lot of things that seem very similar in this thread. confused The derivative of you and me,
I'm sure that it is zero
Okay, well I didn't think you'd also be a 'closet nudist' (which is a term I definitely just made up, I think).
And I think I scared my Japanese teacher. She'd give us a list of thirty vocabulary words halfway through the class period (after we'd corrected our tests, which in my case involved sitting there staring at the wall because there was nothing to correct save maybe a single spelling error). At the end of the class period, she said she'd give candy to whoever could correctly translate the most vocab words. She asked me if I was cheating when I got all thirty right...
But our class was dysfunctional anyway. Three teachers in two months... though the third is still at that school now.
I could never get away with shocking people with my test scores, though. Too many teachers that made us do problems on the board, and I did mine too quickly too often for people to not realize I was good at math and science. And then they just figured I was smart and weren't surprised when I did well in history and English too.
Though I still suck at grammar. AP English never taught it, nor did Pre-AP... the last time I did grammar work was fifth grade.
Together we will constants be,
Though you are still my hero
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 8:47 pm
Little Miss Fortune Tabihito The derivative of you and me,
I'm sure that it is zero
Yeah, my parents are convinced I'm misanthropic (they've compared me to House, too). I'm like, "No... I like people. I just have no tolerance for idiocy. That includes emotional idiocy."
And I definitely... have no clue why I liked the guys I've liked. One I thought was just a little crush, but... he's my best friend now. And the more I get to know him, the more I want to shoot myself (not really) for totally falling for a guy that I could never be with. He's liked a number of my close friends, and even dated a couple of them... but thinks of me as practically one of the guys. In his words, when I finally confronted him about it a few months ago: "Gabby, liking you would make me gay."
And then the other guy, the one I dated, sort of... reminded me of him. Not a good way to get into a relationship. "Oh yeah, by the way... I still like this other guy, but you two are sorta similar, so.... yeah." That ended badly.
And that's it. A grand total of two guys. I have a friend who is convinced that I am either mostly aromantic, or I am the most monogamous non-married person ever.
Together we will constants be,
Though you are still my hero House... Ouch... x___X Hahaha, I kinda gave up dating... but then my current boyfriend just haaaaad to go and sweep me off my ********' feet. rolleyes Being aromantic/asexual/whatever is a fine way to live life, though. None of that sex crap will get in the way. XD The derivative of you and me,
I'm sure that it is zero
Not really. It sucks, and I'd change it it I could. But I refuse to date someone I'm not emotionally attracted to, and I refuse to force myself into a more physical relationship... so it sort of leaves me with very few options.
Though seeing how I'm not attracted to many people, it's not like I'm bitter about it. I'm not finding guys (and girls?) left and right but then they all turn out to be wrong for me... I guess sometimes I'm just a little lonely and would love to find someone who's the same way I am. I guess what I want is "a permanent, live-in best friend". That's my idea of the ideal relationship.
Together we will constants be,
Though you are still my hero
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 8:51 pm
Tabihito Divine_Malevolence I'm a catholic, and I go to church every sunday. Even though I don't believe in god. My mother's.... Not in the best condition, and I don't want to add on any more stress. I don't listen to my emotions. I'd probably be in jail if I did. While I don't quite get straight 100's on tests, I pass them all with ease. With the acception of Japanese. I assume I'm horrible in that class because I've never learned how to properly study, because..... Everything just came so easily. I've no idea what my IQ is. Don't know the reason why I don't know, but it's not due to a lack of asking. I've a disposition for being smart. And due to it, I oft' act like an idiot. Which lead to a love of the reactions when people saw my test scores. Which made me love reactions overall. And.... Well, I don't like to wear clothes, though I restrict it to my own room. As people oft' come and go, and I'd prefer not to be caught when indecent. I'm noticing one hell of a lot of things that seem very similar in this thread. confused The derivative of you and me,
I'm sure that it is zero
Okay, well I didn't think you'd also be a 'closet nudist' (which is a term I definitely just made up, I think).
And I think I scared my Japanese teacher. She'd give us a list of thirty vocabulary words halfway through the class period (after we'd corrected our tests, which in my case involved sitting there staring at the wall because there was nothing to correct save maybe a single spelling error). At the end of the class period, she said she'd give candy to whoever could correctly translate the most vocab words. She asked me if I was cheating when I got all thirty right...
But our class was dysfunctional anyway. Three teachers in two months... though the third is still at that school now.
I could never get away with shocking people with my test scores, though. Too many teachers that made us do problems on the board, and I did mine too quickly too often for people to not realize I was good at math and science. And then they just figured I was smart and weren't surprised when I did well in history and English too.
Though I still suck at grammar. AP English never taught it, nor did Pre-AP... the last time I did grammar work was fifth grade.
Together we will constants be,
Though you are still my hero Closet nudist? .... Meh. 'T works. I wish I were capable of such feats in Japanese. And my teachers don't do the entire 'come to the board' thing. And in the cases they do.... Well.... Most of the flare gets taken away by the fact I don't show any of the work. Allways ended up losing in competitions 'cuz all that would be up on the board would be the answer. And the teachers didn't like that. And I'm not sure where I'm at with grammar. .... Mostly because I really don't care anymore. English class is a joke. I learned dozens of times more on gaia about writing on Gaia in a single year then in my entire school career.
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 8:57 pm
Tabihito The derivative of you and me,
I'm sure that it is zero
Not really. It sucks, and I'd change it it I could. But I refuse to date someone I'm not emotionally attracted to, and I refuse to force myself into a more physical relationship... so it sort of leaves me with very few options.
Though seeing how I'm not attracted to many people, it's not like I'm bitter about it. I'm not finding guys (and girls?) left and right but then they all turn out to be wrong for me... I guess sometimes I'm just a little lonely and would love to find someone who's the same way I am. I guess what I want is "a permanent, live-in best friend". That's my idea of the ideal relationship.
Together we will constants be,
Though you are still my hero I like having physical relationships, but it takes me a reeeeeally long time before I'm ready to do that kinda thing. XP I'm sure you'll eventually find your "permanent, live-in best friend." 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 9:11 pm
im surprised no one told me to see a counselor
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 9:30 pm
I might be quiting Gaia for like 5 weeks.. :
I need to focus on my school work before my finals
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 9:31 pm
Ashno I might be quiting Gaia for like 5 weeks.. : I need to focus on my school work before my finals D: D'awwwww I'll miss yoooou
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 9:34 pm
Kats Kokeshi Doll Ashno I might be quiting Gaia for like 5 weeks.. : I need to focus on my school work before my finals D: D'awwwww I'll miss yoooou well I refuse to fail any of my classes.. And GAia is a HUGE distraction..
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 9:36 pm
Ashno I might be quiting Gaia for like 5 weeks.. : I need to focus on my school work before my finals
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 9:37 pm
Ashno Kats Kokeshi Doll Ashno I might be quiting Gaia for like 5 weeks.. : I need to focus on my school work before my finals D: D'awwwww I'll miss yoooou well I refuse to fail any of my classes.. And GAia is a HUGE distraction.. Become a great multi-tasker surprised I don't fail any classes and I do both xD
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