Welcome to Gaia! ::

She looked at him sighing.
"how can u examine a death that is about to bring more chaos then there already had been....? How can u control a life that is being overun by power of another? If i am to be destroyed by it then so be it, i just really couldn't, but you've made me wait so many times, each time i am to wait, the situation i wish to learn this for to bring back into control escalates even farther. Waiting much longer may end my family, maybe even myself, but if u refuse to teach me till then i have no choice. My life and my family's right now is resting on me getting this right, but apparently no matter what, I seem to never be ready enough for you to teach. I'm starting to think that is how it's always goign to be. I'll admit it, i'm scared, I'm afraid to watch my family suffer anymore because ican't do it, because i didn't pass, because i wasn't strong enough. I told you my family is in a fight of their own among themselves, but I have only told you parts of why i'm here. Yes i told you my father forbade it, because it was different, he didn't want me being...'different' then them. I don't know what else to say, because whatever i have has proven to be useless." She said looking up at him again, every word she had said she had spoken in the same way, it had all been truthful.
She didn't say anything else and headed outside. When she had , she continued on and sat at the water in silence looking at herself, seeing her reflection.

Finding that she was sufficiently relaxed, as well as sufficiently pruned, she decided it was time to see what else was going on. She found a towel, quickly drying herself off and putting everything back on. She checked to make sure everything she'd come in with was still there, picked up her back, and headed back towards what she thought was the main common room.

((Please no chatspeak. ^_^))

Nyl kept her somewhat-distant smile fixed, dropping her voice a little.

"Well, if there's anything you think I can do to help, let me know."

And she would assume he understood that she meant in either situation.

((i so did not storm off! rargh! = P))

She continued to sit at the pond and grabbed a rock skipping it across before she let her body fall back upon the grass while she looked up into the sky.
"father i'm sorry, i wasn't fast enough for you..." She said to herself closing her eyes falling into a slumber she had been lacking for the past few weeks she had been gone trying to help her family out.

She couldn't believe how empty this place seemed.

I guess people around here really don't want to be ninja anymore, she thought, finding this idea so contrary to what she'd grown up with. In her village, everything revolved around the ninja. She knew that by not being as good as her older sister had, she'd brought shame on her family, though her father would never have said that, or even done anything to let her think that. But she knew. She could tell by the way the other villagers treated her compared to her sister.

As her thoughts wandered back to her village, she'd sat down on one of the couches.

This is no time to dwell on the past, she thought, scolding herself. Living in the past only clouds the future, and she knew this.

She looked around, hoping she might come across someone else soon, or that Sephiroth might return.

((no not really, just thought you'd be talking to neko for awhile and my mind wasn't processing for her to do anything else there for now, so she went into a daydreaming slumber of hers when she is stressed = P))

Her dreams in this were just flashbacks , never future, never her thoughts, always flashbacks and she hated them which had been causing her lack of sleep, and it was happening again. She seemed to be tossing and turning as if she was in her own bed.