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I smiled. "I'm sure we will." I said brightly. "So, how do you like Adrian's family?" I asked, not really knowing what else to say.
"What the hell are you talking to?" Kaidne asked tiredly as he sat up.
"The wall." I replied with a smile.
"Oh.." Kaidne muttered, rubbing his eyes. "I'm not the only one." He looked over at me and saw the phone. He glared at me and I simply shrugged. 'savanah' I mouthed. Kaidne smiled and leaned closer to me. "Hello!"
He said sounding strangly gitty. "How's your vacation from Hell goin'?" I shook my head and pushed Kaidne away. He simply collapsed back onto the bed, but continued to look at me, with a smile. He was seriously look alot better then he did a few day's ago but he still looked drained.

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I smiled. "Well, I'm glad you got to see ya mom." I said with a feeling of guilt. Knowing I had basically shunned my mom from my life after Amanda, my father, and the baby died. The only one who I really let in was Joey, and some times Jacob. I felt bad treating my mom like that. I never stopped to think about how dad's death effected her.
I shook my head, forcing the guilt out of my head. the last thing I needed was more reasons to hate my self. "Hey, you got any idea where Jorden headed off to? Him and Micheal, jus' kinda disapeared." I said wonder why they would just get up and leave.
Kaidne grabbed the phone out of my hand. "Hey dare Savanah. Hows your mom doing?" He asked, heartfeltly. "I got the word you where visiting her. I just want her to get better." he said lightly.

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I smiled. "Awe, that's awsome." Then I remembered some thing. "um.. who is Julia?" I asked, my smile turning sheepish, as if she could see me. "I've been..... out of it lately." I said carefully. I pulled my knees up to my chest and rested my head on them. I looked over at Jet and smiled softly. I was just so damn glad he forgave me. I know I wouldn't have, but, Jet was a much nicer person, and I feel we both need some body to lean on at the moment.

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"Ohhh.. okay, okay. Now I get it." I said sounding horrible blonde. I looked over at Jet. "Here, talk to the midgit." I said then dropped the phone in Jet's lap. I slipped out of bed, still tired, I managed to keep from stubling. I grabbed my cloths off the floor and got dressed. I walked over to the desk and pulled a box out of one of the drawers.
"What are ya doin'?" Jet asked.
I turned around and smiled. "Some thing I've been wanting to do for a while." I looked through the contents of the box before walking into the bathroom, I could hear Jet say some thing to savanah. I sat the box down on the counter and pulled out an array of piercing needles. I knew they looked scary, but I was use to them. I pulled out a solution, and staralized a thin needle. I leaned forward on the counter so I was closer to the mirror. I assessed where I wanted this new piercing and found a nice spot. After about 30 seconds of thought, I pressed the needle to my skin, then quickly, to avoid any pain, shuved it though the right side of my bottom lip. I cringed only slightly but quickly switched the needle out of the ring I had ready. After every thing was done, I looked at the new piercing in my lip. I smiled. Two just wasn't enough for me. I then switched out the normal barbell in my tongue with a light blue slave ring.
I dug out a small scalple and continued to go through with the painful prosedure of a transdermal piercing. After I whiped away the small amount of blood, I looked at the small, red, tear shaped piercing just below the corner of my left eye. "Ow." I muttered. Poking the strange piercing. I looked down and saw the bloody scalple and cringed. I quickly cleaned up my tooks and stowed them away.

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I smiled and looked over at Kaidne. "Oh my god savanah. Kaidne just violated his face." I said with a chuckle. I shook my head.
"What?" Kaidne said walking back into the room. "You don't like it? Well, no going back now. I've been wanting to do thish for a while." He said with a smile, his words kind of messed up from the strange barbel in his tongue.
I smiled and covered the mic of the phone. "Actually, I do like." I said with smile and a shrug.
Kaidne looked me over for a minute, then his smile turned nearly mischivous. He walked over to me and took the phone out of my hand. "Sorry savanah, but Jet has to go." He said before hanging up. I looked back over at me, and the look in his eyes kind of scared me. "There is some thing I want to do to you."
I scoffed. "Seriously, what haven' you done to me?" I asked.
Kaidne snickered. "Not like that. You would look really good with another piercing. It's just, where I want it, you might not like."
I kind of got worried. "Where?" I asked timmidly. Kaidne leaned closer to me and whispered all the details into my ear. I pulled back. "Hell No! I aint lettin' you pierce me there!" I said shocked. "Why would any one do that?"
Kaidne pouted. "But pwease..... I don't think it would hurt that much. Plus, it's like a really good statis symbol. Plus, it's would look really. I've had actually piercing training, so I promise I wont screw up." kaidne whined. I honest didn't know why Kaidne was so persistent with this.
"If you want this so much, why don't you get your own d**k pierced." I said crossing my arms over my chest.
"'Cause I'm not stupid." he siad with a smug look on his face.
I scoffed. "So I'm stupid now?" I asked, but Kaidne pouted again. I sighed. "If I said yes, would you never preasure me again and you'll stay away from the drugs?" I asked.
Kaidne perked up. "Yes, yes, yes. I promise I'll be good." Kaidne said cheerfully.
I sighed. "Fine. I'll do it." I said, but I cringed when Kaidne hurried off to get what ever he needed to cause me pain. "Wow, did I just agree to this." I muttered, shaking my head. I looked up when Kaidne came back, some sort of box or some thing in his hands.
"Okay, just lay down, stay still, and I'll take care of the rest." He looked me over. Only now did I realize my cloths where still on the floor, and not on my body. I felt a gently hand on my shoulder, and slight preasure. "lay down." Kaidne said softly and with a sigh I did as he said.
I wasn't sure what Kaidne was doing, but I was to scared to look down. I just layed there biting my lip, staring up at the ceiling. I looked down just as Kaidne pulled out the needle. I suddenly didn't want to do this. The needle was big, and very scaring looking. I squermed and tried to get away, but kaidne placed a hand on my leg. "What, are you scared?" I asked. I guess my eyes said it all. "You are. Wow, you damn p***y." Kaidne laughed.
"I'm no p***y." I snapped.
"Then Lay down and just take the pain like a man." He said sternly. I sighed and did as he was told. Kaidne went back to what ever he was doing. "I think I'll put it underneath." He muttered, kind of to him self. I just bit my lip and prayed he wouldn't mess up. "Okay, got it all lined up." he siad, this time to me. I could feel some thing pointy, I gritted my teeth together. "Okay, on three." he siad, and I braced my self. "One, two.." But there was no three, just a needle piercing my flesh.
I shrieked at the inishal pain, and had to clamp my hands over my mouth to keep from screaming. Sh*t, that did hurt! I just stared wide eyes at the ceiling, holding my breath as Kaidne switched out the needle with a curved barbell. I drew in a deep breath, through my nose, so not to risk a scream slipping my lips. I lifted my hands slightly form my mouth. "What happened to three!" I snapped. "My god!" I said, laughing, miserily. Tears of pain clung to the corners of my eyes.
Kaidne laughed. "Why are you laughing?" He asked.
"Either I laugh... or I cry." I said, half laughing half crying, a 'what the hell did I just do' smile on my face.
"Well, it's all done. It might bleed, so, try not to get turned on for a little while. I can not stress cleaning that enough. That last thing you want is an infection down there." Kaidne said, packing up the piercing things.
I drew in a deep breath and sat up. I bit my lip and looked down at the piercing. Okay... it kind of does look... good, but still, F*ck! That hurt! I looked on in worry as blood seeped from the piercing. Kaidne walked over to me and handed me one of those little hand towls. "I suggest not putting any pants on for a little while." He said softly. I nodded, sighed and layed back down, holding the towel to the new piercing.
I looked up at Kaidne, a small trickle of blood seeped from the awkward piercing near his eye. He wiped it away, with a slight cringe, obviously it was painful. I chuckled. "You better hold up your end of the deal." I said with a playful glare. Kaidne just laughed softly and layed down next to me, and I snugled against his side, careful not to touch the piercing.

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I couldn't help but laugh. "Oh my god. That's great. A phyicic piolet!" I laughed. "You just got burned." I said, I was able to stop laughing. "I wonder what would have happened if you had opened the door." I siad with a kind of fearful smile. I looked down at Julia. "I don't think you would like free fall." I said with a small shrug.

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