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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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 Posted: Sun May 11, 2025 1:54 pm
He always wondered if there was more to Abel's reasoning for not wanting to switch but had never bothered to ask him. It was fine if it was simply a preference. Jakob would be lying if he said he wasn't enjoying being ******** by him. Even if they did switch, he doubted he could feel as good to Abel as the male did to him. With his back turned, he continued to clean himself. He'd hardly noticed the male staring until he felt the warmth of his body close to his and his voice inquiring. Jakob glanced back, his face painted crimson. "I may have overdone it today." he admitted. "A price I get to pay for being a slut." He smiled at his own joke as he attempted to reach down once more. He didn't know how but even his shoulders ached, making the movement even more difficult. He wished he had a bath tub. If he did, then he could just take a nap and let it flow out naturally.
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Posted: Sun May 11, 2025 2:55 pm
 xxxxxxxxxxxx ⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛  ❜ Standing close to Miguel, he couldn't help but question him. He watched as Miguel looked back at him, his face painted red. Abel listened as Miguel soon responded to his question. He watched as Miguel tried again though struggled. Abel moved closer as he slipped a hand up around Miguel's waist. ”Mm, a slut indeed.” He commented as he held onto Miguel. ”Do you want help?” Abel asked though wasn't sure if he would be much help.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sun May 11, 2025 3:57 pm
Looking back at Abel, his face grew warm as the male questioned him. Not wanting to lie, Jakob admitted to his struggles while also acknowledging that he only had himself to blame. As he tried once more to clean himself, he yearned for the comfort of a luxury bath tub. His thoughts were soon interrupted as Abel slipped closer and placed his hand on his hand. He resisted the urge to lean back as Abel answered him. He was unsure if the comment was meant to be lighthearted or if he was still upset that he had been with Kieran. He merely nodded. As the male followed up with another question, Jakob was hesitant. They'd never done much in the way of after care but it seemed he could a bit now. "Do you know how?" he asked honestly.
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Posted: Sun May 11, 2025 4:58 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxx⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ ❜ While he hadn't been happy about Miguel sleeping with Kirean, he wasn't surprised. Abel didn't blame him after all he wasn't his possession. He couldn't claim Miguel. Abel had spoken such words in agreement and nothing more. He held onto Miguel's waist as he reached down between them. Abel grabbed Miguel's hand as he questioned him. He wasn't surprised by Miguel's question. ”No but that doesn't mean I can't try if you want me to.” Abel responded as he stood close to Miguel. He wasn't used to after care but he couldn't let Miguel continue to make himself uncomfortable.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sun May 11, 2025 5:37 pm
He couldn't blame Abel for being upset with him for sleeping with Kieran. While they hadn't made any real claims to one another, he had been hinting at his feelings for Abel since the moment he showed up on his doorstep. Even now, he still didn't really belong to Abel. Though he had no doubt that he likely had the strongest claim than any other person the man had ever been with. It was an odd feeling to be loved and wanted but not sure how to move forward with these feelings. Jakob didn't let the thoughts linger as Abel's voice came through. He listened to his question and answered with one in turn. His question was honest, but also understanding. He couldn't blame Abel for not knowing something he'd rarely participated in. He allowed the male to take his hand and smiled softly as he spoke again. "Okay." he said, agreeing at last. "And if you end up hating it, then we never have to speak of this again." Jakob appreciated that Abel would step out of his comfort zone for him like this. He knew that it would not become a regular thing, so he should take the opportunity while it was offered to him. There was no telling when Abel might feel so generous to help him like this again.
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2025 3:26 am
xxxxxxxxxxxx⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ ❜ Claiming Miguel didn't seem right to him. Abel couldn't make any promises to Miguel. He had never allowed himself to be with another person. The idea of giving himself to another person didn't scare him, he merely never had desire before. Abel was used to meaningless sex or abuse of another person. However with Miguel, he didn't want meaningless or to hurt him. He wasn't sure how to make such things work. Eventually he'd have to return home though knew Miguel wasn't likely to return to the US just to be with him. Abel though wasn't sure how he could stay in Germany if he never returned home. He had no real work ethics after all he'd been running his own group since he was nineteen. Right now, he didn't want to think about parting or what ifs.
Miguel didn't have to agree to let him help. He could continue to struggle if he wanted to. Abel wasn't familiar with cleaning though that didn't mean he couldn't learn to help. He waited to see if Miguel would agree. Abel listened as Miguel soon agreed. He found his words amusing. Abel smiled, ”Okay.” He moved, taking the cloth from Miguel's hand. Abel held onto Miguel's waist as he dipped his hand down between Miguel's cheeks. He pushed them open lightly as he ran his finger over his opening. Abel pushed lightly at Miguel's muscle opening him up. He took his time entering Miguel knowing he was likely sensitive from their previous excursion.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2025 4:27 am
In a way it was fitting that Abel didn't claim him. Because Jakob couldn't really claim him either. Not when he was still living in Germany or trying to build a life away from the mafia and his violent past. And certainly not when he couldn't ask Abel to give up that same violence, or make the move for a relationship. Jakob was glad that Abel didn't think of him as meaningless and didn't wanted to hurt him. But he wasn't dumb, he knew that there might come a time that he would seek out others. The ones that he could hurt or use, and were much closer to home. He too didn't want to think about what happens when he went home. They could figure that out later.
Agreeing to let Abel help him, Jakob teased him lightly. He didn't think he could do bad of a job. The process wasn't so difficult he couldn't learn, even if it was the one and only time they did this. Jakob watched as Abel smiled warmly, taking the cloth from his before moving his attention down to his a**. Jakob turned back to wall, resting his hands against the cool tile as he tried to relax. Much like the night he was cut, Abel was surprisingly gentle. His fingers were feather light as they grazed across his skin. When he pushed inside of him, there was no force or sense of urgency, it was completely different from how he normally touched him. Jakob held back a groan as the male pushed deeper. Indeed, he was sore and some areas he touched were more sensitive than others. It was just another reminder that he needed to take it easy. There were other ways he could enjoy spending time with Abel until he went home.
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2025 5:24 am
xxxxxxxxxxxx⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ ❜ The idea of seeking out comfort in another hadn't crossed his mind. Although he couldn't make promises that it wouldn't. He wasn't used to the mundane though was working on it. Abel held onto Miguel as he watched him lean against the wall. He took his time in no rush. Abel didn't seek to hurt Miguel more or make him uncomfortable. He pushed his finger inside Miguel as he took his time. Abel curved his finger lightly inside Miguel as he wiggled it. He could feel the liquid inside sliding out of Miguel. Abel wasn't sure if he was doing it right or hurting Miguel. He trusted that he would say something if he was.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2025 5:57 am
It didn’t have to cross his mind to know what was going to happen. Just because Abel loved him didn’t mean that Jakob could give him everything that he wanted. He didn’t expect him to shackle himself to life of vanilla sex when he might be craving something with a lot more kink and experience than Jakob would ever have. Leaning against the wall he relaxed while Abel moved his fingers inside of him. As expected there was some pain but not enough to make him stop. Behind him, Abel drove his fingers in further, and curved them slightly as he dug out the liquid. Jakob couldn’t help moaning, his voice echoing slightly. His face instantly heated up. He didn’t even dare to glance back at Abel. He was not supposed to be enjoying this. Abel was merely to help him, nothing more.
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2025 6:56 am
xxxxxxxxxxxx⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ ❜ Such a thought was beyond him at the moment. Abel knew Miguel couldn't give him what he wanted. That didn't mean however he hated their vanilla sex. It was hardly boring with Miguel. Abel just had to learn to curb his control. He watched Miguel for any sign of discomfort as he moved his finger inside him. However what came slipping from Miguel's mouth wasn't a sign of pain. Abel listened as Miguel moaned, his vocals bouncing off the wall. He found such an action amusing. Abel moved closer against Miguel as he leaned down. ”You aren't supposed to be enjoying yourself.” He teased growling playfully as he drove his finger deeper in punishment.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2025 8:54 am
Jakob wondered how long the man could hold on to that control. While he had no doubt that Abel was very good at keeping it, he swore there were times when he saw him starting to lose it. He knew better than to voice these kinds of thoughts aloud. He did his best to remain still and quiet, however, Abel’s prodding made it impossible. As he moaned his voice rang again the cool tile before him. His cheeks burned. There was hiding that or mistaking it for anything other than what it was, a moan. Behind him, Abel slipped even closer, his breath fanning over the back of the side of his neck. He didn’t even get so much as a syllable out before Abel exacted his punishment. Jakob moaned a second time. Indeed he wasn’t supposed to be enjoying this, but how could he not as the man pushed his fingers even deeper. ”It’s not.. as if …I’m doing it on purpose.” he whined, panting softly as he peaked back at Abel.
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2025 9:37 am
xxxxxxxxxxxx⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ ❜ Not knowing what Miguel was thinking was sometimes concerning. He had to wonder what his thoughts were. Abel couldn't promise to like his thoughts but that didn't mean he didn't want to hear them. He found that his control could only go so far. Abel though hadn't hurt Miguel, at least he didn't think so. However that thought could be easily different to Miguel.
Hearing Miguel moan, he couldn't help himself. Abel hadn't thought cleaning Miguel would lead to such sounds. He knew he shouldn't push Miguel further but he couldn't help himself. Perhaps he should have expected it with the obvious movements of his finger inside Miguel. Abel teased Miguel as he soon pushed his finger inside him deeper. He listened as Miguel moaned a second time. Abel was soon greeted with Miguel whining as he looked back at him. He found his words amusing. ”As if I was?!” Abel teased in return as he wiggled his finger. ”Should I stop then and let you take care of it yourself?” He questioned with all seriousness and half joking. After all, it wasn't like he had hated cleaning Miguel. Although he couldn't promise not to continue to torture him.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2025 10:25 am
Jakob wasn’t trying to make him worry by not sharing his thoughts. He knew that locking himself away was partly why he lost Kieran. He wanted to honest with Abel, get to know him more, even the dark parts. He hoped that someday he’d let him know that part, even if it was just a little. So far Abel had been good about his control. He had to admit that he was impressed by it. There had been less than a handful of incidents that he ever truly worried for his own safety. Any other time Abel had been almost dotting. Jakob wondered if he were to go back to the states, even for just a little while, could they be happy together.
He could hardly be blamed for his moaning. Just as much as Abel could be blamed for causing it. It was a natural response, one he would have to try and get control over. Though that was easier said than done. Blushing, he moaned a second time as Abel drove to punish him. He couldn’t help whining as he looked back at him. The man’s teasing brought a smile to his lips. ”Maybe not consciously.” He teased back. He bit his lower lip as the male proceeded to wiggle his fingers inside of him. He barely registered the more serious question that followed. If Abel meant to keep playing with him like this, it probably would be better that he do it himself. However, he was greedy and he liked the attention. Not only that but he was probably going to need his help getting out of the shower as well. So it was probably better that he stayed. ”No, I like when you do it.” he said, smiling back at him.
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Posted: Sun May 18, 2025 9:56 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxx⋮ ۩ ) • • • ❛ ❜ Abel didn't blame Miguel for his reaction. He merely found it amusing. Abel couldn't help but tease Miguel with both his words and fingers. He questioned Miguel about his blaming. Abel listened as Miguel responded, he moved his finger inside his a** again. However he questioned Miguel about stopping if he was so bothered. He wasn't surprised though as Miguel didn't want him to stop. Abel looked down at Miguel as he responded. He smirked lightly, ”Mm, fine then don't complain if it turns you on.” Abel teased as he moved his finger. He rubbed another finger against his opening as he stretched him. Abel kept a hold around his waist. He leaned down as he ran his lips against the side of his neck.
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2025 7:09 am
Facing the wall it was impossible not to enjoy Abel's brand of teasing. Jakob was amused by his words and teased him with his own. Behind him, the male continued to move his fingers inside his a**. Already his body was starting to respond to his touch. He wasn't surprised when Abel asked him about stopping. Jakob knew that it was probably in his best interest, but he was too greedy to stop, and said as much. He watched as Abel smirked and teased him again. "Mm, I don't remember complaining before." he replied. As Jakob spoke he felt another finger rub against him, stretching him even further. A little pain mixed with pleasure. He willed himself to relax as Abel held on to his waist and ran his lips against his neck. Jakob tilted his head, wanting more. He didn't care if Abel left even more marks. He loved the way Abel was so tender when he was holding him. It felt like there was no safer place in the world than here.
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