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 Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 12:32 am
Yesterday would have been my boyfriend's mother's birthday. She died on my birthday last yet. He spent the day with his sister, and called to say that he missed me and that he'd been crying and miserable, and that he hoped he could see me today. I wish I could have been with him yesterday to give him a hug, if nothing else, but I really do hope we find time to see each other today. I don't like to see him hurting and while I know there's nothing much I can do, I hope I can help him to feel a little better.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 1:11 am
When I was younger I was never interested in the girly stuff. I always played with the guys and wrestled. I remember when I was finally able to cross the street to a few friends when I was younger and I wrestled with Dalton in the middle of a thunderstorm that had just kicked up. xD It was so much fun. We were actually evenly matched in strength even though he was about 5'6" and I was only 5' at the time. He was one of the tallest guys, besides Cory, in school and I always had to wear boots around them just to look average in height.
I played with barbies and dolls but not the way girls normally did.. Mothering them and stuff. I actually role played with my dolls for certain TV shows that I watched with the next door neighbor who stayed with her grandma during the summer. Cooking, weddings and babies were the last thing on my mind.. I wanted to go climb the trees, get rough with the guys and work on a car! Which is what I mostly did unless there was a girl with me. I was always a tom boy when I was with the guys, climbing up on the roof of the garage and jumping off to land in the grass and get dirty and muddy.
As of these last few years I've been really interested in cooking. I always thought it was a girly thing because.. well, I wasn't taught any differently until I watched all these cooking shows and it was nothing buy guys. So.. maybe I'm still a tom boy, maybe I still want to get down and dirty, kick someone's a** in boxing and eat a huge steak 8D A1 SAUCE BBY! I also wish I still knew how to work on cars. When I was younger there was a shop down the street where a few of my "dad's" friends worked and they would let me come down and help out. Though I couldn't actually work on the vehicles they taught me everything I would actually need to know. It was always a blast to hang out with them.
I miss those days.. the days I actually had a life and had fun, the days I woke up and it was worth it.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 1:47 am
Need to vent. x_x I'm so tired.
But, everything wakes me up. Everything. Computer in the next room? Too loud, wakes me up. Birds outside? Too loud, wakes me up. Someone walking downstairs? Too loud, wakes me up.
It's driving me crazy. It's been like this for a week or two. The only time I get to sleep is when I stay awake long enough that I can't even think straight. My dad's "oh, you're keeping youself awake because you want to browse the internet, so I'm not going to get you any sleeping pills..." bull is not helping. Yes. I am keeping myself awake so I can browse the internet. Even though I'm so tired that staring at the screen for more than 10 minutes gives me a headache.
Arg. Being this tired makes me kinda moody. Feel free to ignore this. I just needed to complain somewhere. xD
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 3:16 am
Kestin Sha I posted this already, or tried to, but the internet on my phone "expired" the page because it took too long. ******** you, Samsung, I'm not in the mood.Divine, please. I don't know if anyone else is driven crazy by your constant mentions of how little effort you need to input or how ridiculously easy school is for you, but I do know that I am, so I'm going to be the one to ask you to cut it out before the urge to rip out certain vital organs grows any stronger. -_- If you were anyone else I'd ask you much more nicely and save the rant for elsewhere, but you aren't "anyone else", and that's precisely why I don't want to have to distance myself from you. I happen to value your presence quite highly; please try not to balance it out by contributing to the decay of my sanity. And if you choose to miss the point and just pick apart my word choices, as you seem to enjoy doing, I'm going to completely lose it. It's easy when you believe it is. ninja And mayhaps I need tae shoot me ego...
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 4:36 am
I would so much rather be sick than go to school. But i still hate how my mom gets all pissed off about it.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 6:04 am
It's been a week since I talked to Alex. The only thing I have to go by is an offline message he sent me last week saying that he's been "so ill."
"So ill" is the only explanation I got. Does that just mean a cold or the flu? Or is it something more serious? It's been a WEEK. That HAS to mean it's at least somewhat serious, right?
I just want him to get better... I wish I could be there to take care of him... I wish I at least knew what was going on! crying
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 1:48 pm
Rayne Bloodstone When I was younger I was never interested in the girly stuff. I always played with the guys and wrestled. I remember when I was finally able to cross the street to a few friends when I was younger and I wrestled with Dalton in the middle of a thunderstorm that had just kicked up. xD It was so much fun. We were actually evenly matched in strength even though he was about 5'6" and I was only 5' at the time. He was one of the tallest guys, besides Cory, in school and I always had to wear boots around them just to look average in height.
I played with barbies and dolls but not the way girls normally did.. Mothering them and stuff. I actually role played with my dolls for certain TV shows that I watched with the next door neighbor who stayed with her grandma during the summer. Cooking, weddings and babies were the last thing on my mind.. I wanted to go climb the trees, get rough with the guys and work on a car! Which is what I mostly did unless there was a girl with me. I was always a tom boy when I was with the guys, climbing up on the roof of the garage and jumping off to land in the grass and get dirty and muddy.
As of these last few years I've been really interested in cooking. I always thought it was a girly thing because.. well, I wasn't taught any differently until I watched all these cooking shows and it was nothing buy guys. So.. maybe I'm still a tom boy, maybe I still want to get down and dirty, kick someone's a** in boxing and eat a huge steak 8D A1 SAUCE BBY! I also wish I still knew how to work on cars. When I was younger there was a shop down the street where a few of my "dad's" friends worked and they would let me come down and help out. Though I couldn't actually work on the vehicles they taught me everything I would actually need to know. It was always a blast to hang out with them.
I miss those days.. the days I actually had a life and had fun, the days I woke up and it was worth it. My mother loves A1 sauce o3o if it's the last thing I do, you shall wake up happy every-day! @Fortune: awes, he'll be ok =3 hope he gets well really quick!
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 2:06 pm
Little Miss Fortune It's been a week since I talked to Alex. The only thing I have to go by is an offline message he sent me last week saying that he's been "so ill."
"So ill" is the only explanation I got. Does that just mean a cold or the flu? Or is it something more serious? It's been a WEEK. That HAS to mean it's at least somewhat serious, right?
I just want him to get better... I wish I could be there to take care of him... I wish I at least knew what was going on! crying  Who will save you soul...
Nah, not really. A cold usually lasts for longer then a week. My mom has had a nasty cold for going on 3 weeks solid, slightly dehydrated and lack of appetite. Though she is getting better, they can last quite some time. I'm sure he is alright though. :3
Cho -
>> You live too far away to accomplish that. I need a job o< Gimmie one
...after all those lies you told?
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 2:23 pm
Rayne Bloodstone Little Miss Fortune It's been a week since I talked to Alex. The only thing I have to go by is an offline message he sent me last week saying that he's been "so ill."
"So ill" is the only explanation I got. Does that just mean a cold or the flu? Or is it something more serious? It's been a WEEK. That HAS to mean it's at least somewhat serious, right?
I just want him to get better... I wish I could be there to take care of him... I wish I at least knew what was going on! crying Who will save you soul...
Nah, not really. A cold usually lasts for longer then a week. My mom has had a nasty cold for going on 3 weeks solid, slightly dehydrated and lack of appetite. Though she is getting better, they can last quite some time. I'm sure he is alright though. :3
Cho -
>> You live too far away to accomplish that. I need a job o< Gimmie one
...after all those lies you told? Be my maid? Proper attire is requir/shot
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 2:23 pm
Who will save you soul... scream ...after all those lies you told?
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 2:25 pm
Rayne Bloodstone Who will save you soul... scream ...after all those lies you told? $10 per hour? 8D
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 2:26 pm
Rayne Bloodstone Little Miss Fortune It's been a week since I talked to Alex. The only thing I have to go by is an offline message he sent me last week saying that he's been "so ill."
"So ill" is the only explanation I got. Does that just mean a cold or the flu? Or is it something more serious? It's been a WEEK. That HAS to mean it's at least somewhat serious, right?
I just want him to get better... I wish I could be there to take care of him... I wish I at least knew what was going on! crying Who will save you soul...
Nah, not really. A cold usually lasts for longer then a week. My mom has had a nasty cold for going on 3 weeks solid, slightly dehydrated and lack of appetite. Though she is getting better, they can last quite some time. I'm sure he is alright though. :3
...after all those lies you told?
I really hope that's all it is... I just know that my colds usually only last a couple days, and I hate missing school so much that I go even when I'm sick... And I know he has a really tough schedule this year, so if he's been out of school all this time, I would think that it would be pretty serious... >.<
But maybe he has been in school and just doesn't feel like doing much else afterward... I don't know. I'll keep worrying until I hear from him again because that's just how I am XP
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 2:33 pm
Who will save you soul... Cho -
o<
LMF -
A couple of days meaning 2 - 3? That's usually a sign of allergies that can look and feel exactly like a cold but if your immune system is really strong then I guess they can last just a few days. o.O I never actually get colds except on super rare occasions and normally deal with allergies from hell. x.x
Hmm... well have you tried calling him? (if you talk on the phone) Maybe he or someone can answer and let you know how he is doing. ...after all those lies you told?
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 2:48 pm
It's definitely not allergies ._.
But I rarely get sick, and when I do, it usually doesn't last long.
I've thought about calling him, but I don't know what's wrong, so if it's his throat or something, I don't wanna make him talk D=
Plus, he usually only calls when his parents aren't around, and I wouldn't know when that would be ._.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 3:41 pm
Don't ever claim that you know me and claim to know what I am. Don't tell me what I believe in. Don't tell me what I've seen. Don't tell me I don't ********>
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