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 Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 8:38 pm
Niais CH0Z0 Niais Rayne Bloodstone Nia - D; I wish I had those kind of rumors about me.. ;~; ...after all those lies you told? No. No you do not. Eventually my retarded health teacher will send me to the counselor or something, because of it. And people won't talk to me. Only behind my back. psh. You're perfect the way you are o3o as is Rayne. haha <3 I know this. People just piss me off. Jer0- Stop listening to them. >.> Seriously, that's how parents mess up their kids. "Hey, I think we should bring down her self esteem a little more today, don't you think?" Gah. People like that piss me off. And seriously, if you want to lose weight, there's a lot better ways than anorexia. Shiori- I agree completely. I hate sitting on the bleachers at basketball games. I need a pillow x.x Oh no. I meant I'd prefer anorexia to obesity if I had to choose. But I'm not going to do anything that way. XD; I just wish I was at least 30 pounds less. I could weigh twice as much as you in a couple months. Oddly enough, I'm told I at least only look 160... how wrong they are, but at least it doesn't show too much. Ray--exactly. And I lol'd. xd heart
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 8:40 pm
haha believe me, Ray, I probably would.
and then I'd lose it in like 2 weeks.
Metabolism = no fun.
I sit around all day stuffing my face xD
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 9:00 pm
Who will save you soul... GIVE IT TO ME! scream ...after all those lies you told?
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 9:18 pm
warning: severe abuse of the caps lock button, some f-bombs, general untidyness and some watdafuxery.
Sorry. ._.'
FUN TIME DA YEAH, TIME FOR DA BUS RIDE-AH, SUNSHINE DAY YEAH, A TIME FOR THE BUS RIDAH
^Had to get it out somewhere.
A few things to put here today, O mighty secrets thread
The only person I feel I might be able to talk to about anything is so self-centered.. crying I can't get a word in edgewise so I've been avoiding them lately. >.< I don't want to avoid people :c
Mom's health has deteriorated to the point where she can't even leave one room for an entire day. There is no one in town or even within 20 miles who I can ask to take me to the state trooper's office so I can get my driver's license - 'cause I have never driven before, and I would be uncomfortable having to use someone else's car to take the test. (Our office doesn't have the budget to provide a car for testing) So that means I'm stuck in the house with no means to get groceries or to get mom's portable oxygen tanks refilled :c The Downey Medical people suck SO bad gonk
It took them SIX ******** MONTHS to come to our house and check mom's electric oxygen-maker-thingie (She can die in her sleep without the oxygen :c) only to find "lol its not wurxing!11!"
YEAH WE TOLD YOU THAT THE FIRST ******** NIGHT YOU DIPSHITS
Ugh..
My boyfriend is failing very badly at being supportive. He thinks that if he spends money on me, it will make me happy. :c It doesn't. I want him to listen. That is freaking it. I just want him to listen to me for once. I'm tired of him going on about how "work sucks" and his mom "fails as a parent." Yes, I know, I understand. I've listened to the same s**t for 6 years, Julian.
Have you ever listened to me? You didn't even know details about my handicapped brother until about a year ago - and you've known me for 9 years. NINE YEARS. N I N E YEARS.
Would it honestly kill you to shut the ******** up for once and let ME rant? crying
With all the crap you've done lately that's come to light.. Yeah, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ******** UP, BUDDY! Make up for it! SHOW REMORSE! ACT LIKE IT HAPPENED AND STEP UP TO THE PLATE. BE A ******** MAN FOR ONCE YOU CHILDISH t**t! scream
And you wonder why I'm cold and unhappy and untrusting of you >_<
I'm tired of my mom telling me "Oh you'd be SOOO pretty if you just lost some weight! mrgreen "<******** you too, mom. ******** you too. You think I don't care but I do care. I care that I'm almost 50 pounds overweight, even though if I wear the correct clothing I look like a size 12. emo I want to lose weight but how can I? I can't leave you alone for five minutes, you try to burn the house down and you can't take care of Ryan anymore - hell even I can't take care of him properly. If I actually take a day off all you do is sit at the computer and wander the internet.. you don't feed yourself, you don't TRY to feed yourself, and YOU WON'T TELL ME WHEN YOU'RE HUNGRY SO I CAN FEED YOU.
YOU KNOW WHAT'S WORSE, RIGHT? YOU PASSING OUT FROM HUNGER IS.
NOT ME HAVING TO GET UP AND MAKE FOOD.
God DAMN IT, Mom.
I love you.
You're dying.
Let me take care of you.
you're the only parent I've ever had... It's okay to need things. It's okay to want things. Just give in and let me help. ;_;
Sorry for the pagestretching.
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 9:29 pm
Incredibly trivial.
With this post, I overtake Yoru post-wise! Temporarily! >8D
I don't even know why I care. XD
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 9:56 pm
Jer0nim0 Incredibly trivial.
With this post, I overtake Yoru post-wise! Temporarily! >8D
I don't even know why I care. XD Your avi is <3! I love the head items o wo
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 10:09 pm
Why the hell is every art shop a bribe shop?
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 10:19 pm
Shiori Miko Why the hell is every art shop a bribe shop?
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 10:22 pm
Rayne Bloodstone Shiori Miko Why the hell is every art shop a bribe shop? That's why I don't bother going in them.
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 10:38 pm
Shiori Miko Rayne Bloodstone Shiori Miko Why the hell is every art shop a bribe shop? That's why I don't bother going in them. And of course, the decent art shops that aren't bribe shops are impossible to get slots in because there's some crazed fan refreshing the page to steal the slot away as soon as it opens. hatehatehate. D:
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 10:54 pm
Mom's going to the nearest military base to see what she can do about changing her will tomorrow. It's going to be an all-day thing. She wants me to go with her, which is nice. However, the whole thing sort of bothers me. It has to be done, but still. She says I have a certain appreciation of the macabre, but it's mostly in silliness. When it's serious, it often bugs me. I don't know. It's a long drive with just 2 of us, the road, and a thing of CDs. At least Mom's looking forward to getting it done, and she wants the trip to be a treat.
Also, I've been feeling pretty much down for the last over a month - started not too long before or after I left here, I guess. When I feel excited, it's like a watered-down version of excitement. I'm usually tired. I've been sleeping more lately. At it's worst, I felt like going to sleep and never waking up. I cried for no reason whatsoever.
I'm taking no classes this semester, I have no job, and I don't feel very positive about my future. I feel stuck. And I still feel like I don't exactly know quite who/what I am.
Just needed to get it typed out. Heh. It's not interesting, so...yeah.
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 10:58 pm
LifeSuxEatCake Jer0nim0 Incredibly trivial.
With this post, I overtake Yoru post-wise! Temporarily! >8D
I don't even know why I care. XD Your avi is <3! I love the head items o wo Thankies... But I'm not liking anything I'm tekteking right now. At all. gonk I've no idea why, I'm usually very easy to please once I get my usual black, white, and red, or use the crappy evo Reve.... ;A;
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 11:10 pm
*shaking*
En.. encyplopedia drama-matica..
n...n-n-never again..
burning_eyes crying gonk crying crying crying gonk gonk burning_eyes emo
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 11:14 pm
Maris Pallitax *shaking* En.. encyplopedia drama-matica.. n...n-n-never again.. burning_eyes crying gonk crying crying crying gonk gonk burning_eyes emo OHGAWD, I'MSOSORRY. :GONK: /huggles you and gives you hot chocolate and brain bleach.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 12:08 am
Jer0nim0 Maris Pallitax *shaking* En.. encyplopedia drama-matica.. n...n-n-never again.. burning_eyes crying gonk crying crying crying gonk gonk burning_eyes emo OHGAWD, I'MSOSORRY. :GONK: /huggles you and gives you hot chocolate and brain bleach. -clings- crying Brain b-b-b-bleeeaacchh <3333
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