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 Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 3:58 am
 x x x▃▃▃ ▃▃ ▃ xxxONE MORExxDAY BEFORExxTHE STORMxxAT THExxBARRICADES OFxxFREEDOMx x x▃▃▃ ▃▃ ▃ xxxWHEN OURxxRANKS BEGINxxTO FORMxxWILL YOUxxTAKE YOURxxPLACE WITHxxMEx x x▃▃▃ ▃▃ ▃xxxTHE TIMExxIS NOWxxTHE DAYxxIS HERE╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ℰaℊℓℯsℴarXX┼XXNiℊℎtcℓanXX┼XXWarriℴrXX┼XXPrℴud, ℒℴyaℓ, Aℳbitiℴus ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝  ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂x x x [Right, that was the last straw. Eaglesoar's pelt was bristling so furiously, at that moment he wanted to rip his own fur out in anger. That...little...birdbrain! Was there nothing in his head? Without any warning Eaglesoar leapt onto the rock and grabbed Bramblefire's scruff in his jaws, dragging him off unceremoniously with his bum touching the ground. Eaglesoar pinned his brother down on the ground with one paw, glaring at the little idiot furiously.]
"You're a warrior Bramblefire!"
[He roared into his brother's face, giving him a warning n** on his ear as he spoke.]
"Don't you have anything else better to do than to waste your time yowling from a rock? *bite* Go hunt for the clan, or go on a patrol or something! *bite* I don't see you with injuries either, did you even do anything in the battle? *bite* "
[He roared in between bites to his brother's ear, not hard enough to draw blood but hard enough to hurt quite a bit.]
(Poor Bramblefire XD) ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂x x x
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 3:28 pm
 ▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆I am n o w a g h o s t of m y s e l f
H i d d e n behind a m a s k of p a i n
T r y i n g to m a k e it through each d a y
Until the d a y I can s e e you a g a i n
When this p a i n can g o a w a y But y o u w a k e me u pXXXXXXXXX
You make me s e e the g o o d in l i f eXXXXXXXXXXX
That I can be m y s e l f a g a i nXXXXXXXXXXXXX
That this l i e isn't what I h a v e to b eXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I can l i v e once a g a i nXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX  ╔════════════►☠◄════════════╗Medicine Cat ┇┇ Cold, Harsh, Strong
I'ɱ ʠɣɩηɠ ѻη ϯɧє ɩηʂɩʠє...╚════════════►☠◄════════════╝[Hauntedheart had slowly retreated into the shadows of her den when no one else came to be treated. She collasped in her nest and let out a sigh. The night had finally caught up to ehr and the medicine cat was running on low energy. All she really needed was a good night's sleep but, with the noise from outside, it seemed that that wouldn't be happening for a while. Hauntedheart let her eyes close and curled up. Her muscles were tired and sore and every movement took up a lot of energy. The Gathering had been tiring enough and then treating her clanmates wounds had taken the lasts of her streangth away. Sighing, the smokey gray medicine cat curled up tighter and flicked her tail. she had almost drifted off into a peaceful slumber when she heard Rabbitpaw enter the den. She opened her eyes slowly and glanced at her apprentice. She smiled slightly and pulled the lizard closer to ehr, before taking a small bite out of it. The prey tasted wonderful, since she hadn't eaten since before the Gathering.] "Thank you, Rabbitpaw." she mewed poilietly and shook her head. "No, I think everyone is treated. If your paw is bothering you, take some poppy seeds and then get some sleep. You worked hard today and deserve some rest. Besides, it late and tomorrow we have herbs to go collect and other things to do." [With that, Hauntedheart turned away from her apprenticeand quickly ate the lizard he had gotten for her. Swallowing the last bite, she curled herself up again and closed her eyes, resting her head on her paw, before fallign into a peaceful slumber.]╔════════════►☠◄════════════╗How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Frozen inside without your touch, without your love
Darling only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something moreBring me to life╚════════════►☠◄════════════╝  
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 4:11 pm
 ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗Rabbitpaw :: Medicine Cat Apprentice :: NightClan :: A stoic, yet snappy tom.
╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝____________________________________________________________________________________________[Rabbitpaw nodded slightly, padding back to the medicine store once more. He winced tiredly at the pain, and picked up three poppy seeds. He snorted, eating them quickly. They were numbing to touch. He sighed. At least it would knock him out. He was tired, but he usually didn't sleep at night. It made him feel unprotected. His ears twitched for a moment. He felt a veil of fog drifting over his eyes. He sighed. It was probably best to sleep now. With a soft snort, he padded to a somewhat neglected looking nest near Hauntedheart's. He blinked. This one was probably once Honeypaw's. He sighed. The tom had went missing awhile back. His eyes narrowed. A twoleg had probably gotten ahold of him. They were notorious for doing that type of thing....
Rabbitpaw padded further back into the den, and grabbed some moss. He padded back to his new nest and began remaking it slowly. It was better than sleeping on used bedding. He slowly crept into his new nest, sighing quietly. He slowly gave way to the darkness beckoning to him, his breathing reduced to soft snores.]____________________________________________________________________________________________Don't screw with me.....you won't like the result.
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 5:00 pm
Sorry, but uh... Pinepaw needs to be treated. I believe I posted, but it's back about 5 pages ago right after Hauntedheart asked. Sorry, my fault for not being direct enough. He just has a gash on his flank from Brokensoul and some scratches from the foxes.
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 5:12 pm
((To add to Luni's.
Rainpaw is by Pinepaw, and he spoke to Hauntedheart 3nodding ))
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 5:28 pm
THERE HAS BEEN A TIMESKIP OF 3 DAYS PAST THIS POINT
If you must, end your conversations afterwards but be sure to let people know it happened 3 days earlier in the past, and skip ahead to catch up with everyone.
So commences the finale, "Blue Moon"!
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 6:02 pm
 Mudnose || NightClan ☾XXYOU SAW HER BATHING ON THE ROOFXX ☽
☾XXHER BEAUTY AND THE MOONLIGHT OVERTHREW Y O U.XX ☽
☾XX S H E TIED YOU TO HER KITCHEN CHAIRXX ☽
☾XXSHE BROKE YOUR THRONE A N D SHE CUT YOUR HAIRXX☽
☾XXA N D FROM YOUR L I P S SHE DREW THE H A L L E L U J A HXX☽ `•.¸¸.••´´¯``•• .¸¸.•´ `•.¸¸.••´´¯```•.¸¸.••´´
PRE-TIMESKIP: She fainted right before they reached camp. D:
NOW.... [She's actually been out for a few days. She's a really, REALLY heavy sleeper....when she does sleep.]
[Mudnose blinked her eyes open, her jaws stretched widely. She shook her head for a few seconds. She blinked. She had had a strange dream before.... Something about being bitten by an adder, and then confessing her love to Foxfur. She smiled slightly. And then, of course, there was that long falling sensation, right before she woke up. She purred. That had been a good dream.
A rough snort made the she-cat's ears flick.] "Finally awake, huh?" [a voice spoke clearly. She was confused. Wasn't that Rabbitpaw? Her ears flicked in confusion. Then was she in.... Her eyes looked around the den she was in. The tangy scent of an assortment of herbs confirmed it. She was in the medicine cat den. This caught her off guard. Why was she in there?
Sighing slightly, Mudnose stared at Rabbitpaw defiantly.] "Whadaya mean 'finally'?!" [she spat, her eyes narrowed. She shifted into a sitting position, her eyes glinting in the dim light. Her tail flicked with irritation. This tom had the nerve to comment on her sleeping habits?
Rabbitpaw shook his head slightly.] "I didn't mean to offend, it's just you've been hogging that sick nest for three days now. If you're feeling better, you should leave," [he meowed calmly, no threat showing in his dull gray eyes. Mudnose blinked in surprise. She was expecting, no, wanting an irritated response. Her eyes narrowed slightly.] "Hey, don't be telling me what I should do. You are an apprentice, after all, so I'm your superior! [she grumbled, laying back down once more. She was still confused. Why was she in here?]
[ooc:] @Luni: Hey...are we planning to have Pinepaw still in the medicine cat den? `•.¸¸.••´´¯``•• .¸¸.•´ `•.¸¸.••´´¯```•.¸¸.••´´ ☾XXBUT ALL I'VE EVER LEARNED FROM L O V EXX ☽☾XX W A S HOW TO SHOOT SOMEBODY WHO OUTDREW YOUXX ☽☾XXIT'S NOT A CRY T H A T YOU HEAR AT NIGHTXX☽ ☾XXI T ' S NOT SOMEBODY WHO'S SEEN THE L I G H TXX☽☾XXI T ' S A COLD AND I T ' S A BROKEN H A L L E L U J A HXX☽ 
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 6:32 pm
▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆ XXXXXXXXXI t r i e d to f o r g e tXXXXXXXXXXXBut n o t h i n g will b u r n these m e m o r i e sXXXXXXXXXXXXXY o u are still a l i v e in m eXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXEven t h o u g h I'm d i e i n g on the i n s i d eXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI w a n t to be m y s e l f a g a i nI am n o w a g h o s t of m y s e l f
H i d d e n behind a m a s k of p a i n
T r y i n g to m a k e it through each d a y
Until the d a y I can s e e you a g a i n
When this p a i n can g o a w a y But y o u w a k e me u pXXXXXXXXX
You make me s e e the g o o d in l i f eXXXXXXXXXXX
That I can be m y s e l f a g a i nXXXXXXXXXXXXX
That this l i e isn't what I h a v e to b eXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I can l i v e once a g a i nXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ╔════════════►☠◄════════════╗Medicine Cat ┇┇ Cold, Harsh, Strong
I'ɱ ʠɣɩηɠ ѻη ϯɧє ɩηʂɩʠє...╚════════════►☠◄════════════╝((Oh, I'm sorry! I must have missed your posts. Oops.))
[A noise stirred Hauntedheart from her sleep and she opened her eyes to spot Pinepaw in her den. How long had he been standing there? Sighing, the medicine cat stood up and padded over to her adoptive son. She smiled softly at him and quickly began to tend to his wounds, trying not to wake Rabbitpaw. She quickly finished patching up the gash on her side and stepped back.] "There, good as news," [she mewed and turned to return to her nest when a familiar voice met her ears. Hauntedheart stopped and slowly glanced around, her eyes landing on the brown tabby tom. The medicine cat blinked a few times, registering the sight before her eyes, before rushing forward and covering Rainpaw with affectionate licks. "Rainpaw, you're back! I'm so sorry," [she purred happily and nuzzled her adoptive son gently. She was so happy he was home and safe, maybe they could make things right again.]
After the timeskip
[Hauntedheart limped into her den carrying a mouthful of yarrow. After the battle, she had discovered that she had strained a muscle in her hind leg, giving her a slight limp. Though it would be better within a few days, it annoyed the medicine cat greatly. Her gaze traveled over to the nest that had been occupied by Mudnose for the past few days. It was good that the she-cat had finally woken up and hopefully she was doing better. Leaving Rabbitpaw to care for the she-cat, Hauntedheart placed the yarrow in with the herbs and padded to the entrance of her den. Breathing in the cool air, the medicine cat stared up at the clear sky and smiled. The clan had recovered from the battle, which had been great. Although, between caring for the clan and training Rabbitpaw, Hauntedheart didn't have anytime for herself. Maybe she could get a little today, but she wasn't going to get her hopes up. The clan came first, that was how it always was. Glancing over her shoulder, she checked on Rabbitpaw and smiled. The apprentice showed great potential even though he had only been trainig a few days. He would make a fine medicine cat one day.╔════════════►☠◄════════════╗How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Frozen inside without your touch, without your love
Darling only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something moreBring me to life╚════════════►☠◄════════════╝
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 6:42 pm
Despite how much love I've shown
and the comfort in your eyes I've known...  ❁ Puresun ❁If you die, I'm all alone
despite the souls that fill my home
o o o
The only thing I need is you
but if I tell, what will you do?
I cannot help you
I will not leave you
You cannot hear me
You will not love...═══════════════════════
[I padded back into camp, a vole and a mouse swinging from my jaws. It had been a good hunt, at least; now that the frost had gone, the plants were starting to grow back, and the dryer parts of NightClan were teeming with prey.
I'd used to wonder why we lived in the swampiest area of NightClans as a kitten, but now I understood. The towering trees gave us protection from the chilly wind, and provided us with a shelter we didn't need to build ourselves, aside from dens. The trees were more convenient too, because no predator (or intruder) would wander deep into the swamp. It was the perfect hideaway, though traveling from swamp to dry land was difficult. The only problem was the occasional alligator, and even they didn't make it far into campgrounds.
I placed my catch at the prey-pile, shifting my eyes around. I'd been having fitful sleep lately; I kept dreaming about Blaze, and how I'd convinced him to leave. Was he okay? Did his family make it to a safe place, far from harm? I didn't know why the fox that had murdered many of my Clanmates concerned me so much. Then again, I did; I'd recognized the pain in his eyes. I could tell he was suffering. Sometimes, in rage, one forgets one's sense, and without anyone to point out the truth, it becomes blinding. As soon as I showed him the light, he leapt for it, instead of sinking furhter into darkness. That made him more respectable than any of the other beasts.
I padded into the apprentice's den, shaking my head. I had to stop thinking about it; Blaze was long gone, and no longer a concern of mine. I was checking on Shadowpaw now; Hauntedheart had prevented us from training so soon after battle. We were all supposed to rest. Now, if his wounds were healed, we could go training at last! I would train him in hunting first, I figured, since that was the Clan's top priority. Or at least start there. And then battle training!]
Peeking my head into the den, I whispered gently, "Shadowpaw? You there? I want to take you hunting."═══════════════════════ ...six of sin with you now roam
will you guide them to their home?
I can only pray you do
before I confess it all.
Let me keep one thing near;
the heart that bonds us, my dear
o o o
For if I sleep at end of day
I find your shadow fades away ...I cannot sleep in fear of how
the darkness holds two shadows now.
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Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2011 7:41 pm
((I can't find Marblepaw's posting layout. : p I'll just improvise for now.)) Marblepaw :: NightClan :: Apprentice
[Marblepaw bounded energetically from the apprentice's den. She stopped at the entrance, flicking her ears and taking a deep breath. She blinked once before letting out a quick -- yet loud -- sneeze. She shook her head, her eyes watery before trotting to the medicine cat's den. Lightsound had been in there for days since her wounds had gotten infected. She slipped inside quietly before slinking towards her sister's figure, laying silently on a nest. She snaked out a paw and gently prodded her sister's back, hoping she was awake. A quiet grunt followed by a gasp of pain let Marblepaw know that she was.] "Hi, Lightsound. Do you feel any better?" [Silence. Marblepaw flicked her ears.] "I'll go get you some fresh moss for your nest. I'm sure that will help," [she murmured before dashing back outside. Her eyes scanned the marshy camp. hoping to see her mentor, Spiriteyes, amongst the other cats. A pang of disappointment hit her when she didn't. Shrugging sadly, she started out of camp to fetch clean moss.]
[After a few moments of searching, she found a patch of it at the base of a large tree. She carefully peeled it away before rolling it up into a large ball and tucking it under her chin. She slowly began to waddle back to camp. When she returned she pushed back into the medicine cat's den, setting the moss to the side.] (To clear things up, Lightsound got injured pretty badly and was never treated. I don't mind since I'm not really planning on keeping her for long. But she did go into the medicine cat's den a while back and no one replied. : p And did iAdoration (the owner of Spiriteyes I think) drop from the guild? Just wunderin' 'cause Marblepaw has never been like, mentored by her at all...)
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 2:58 pm
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad
I wanna break our madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am
☼☼☼☼☼☼ ☼☼☼☼☼☼۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩Rainpaw ۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼☼[Rainpaw looked at Hauntedheart and watched her fix Pinepaw's wounds. And they were pretty bad....] okay so she's good with the herb thingy's, she still hates me [He thought as she turned to him. Rainpaw watched pretty black cat blink a few times. It was like she didn't think that he was actually there. The young tabby apprentice gasped and let out a squeak as Hauntedheart showered him with licks. He looked at her with wide, confused eyes. She was happy that he was back?] S-sorry? did she just say sorry? [Rainpaw had to repeat it in his head a few times to make it click. Finally, he smiled, sort of. He still wasn't completely sure. But, it was better than nothing
After ze skip
[Rainpaw yawned and padded out of the apprentices den. He hoped that he and Starkcloud could do some training later. He smiled, he was glad that his mentor was well rested and recovered from whatevr all happened at the gathering. Rainpaw had been helping a lot for the past few days to make up for the fact that he had been gone for a while. Standing up, Rainpaw padded to Hauntedheart. The young tom had a question on his mind, one he wanted answered.] "Momma?" [Rainpaw meowed, finally believing that she was, in fact, sorry for treating him like she did. "Uhm... I got a few questions. one... First, when I was a kit. Daddy came to me and said you weren't mate, but you were crazy about each other... and all that. Then" [The young tom paused and looked at Hauntedheart] "He said you weren't our real momma..." [Rainpaw finished, every one of his questions was whispered. This wasn't something he wanted anyone else to over hear.] And it would make sense if she wasn't. We don't look at all like her "Hauntedheart? Are you are real mom or not? I really hafta know the truth. I don't think daddy'd lie to me like that. But I wanted to ask... I'm sorry if I shouldn't" xxx ((was this alright?)) ۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩۩
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I want someone to love me
For who I am I want someone to need me
Is that so bad Will you love me?
For who I am?
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 3:26 pm
Beneath this tough exterior,
is someone just begging
to be loved. |Foxfur| NightClan+Deputy+Tom+Mentor+In Love+Tough&Independant You are my love, ____________________________________________________________________________________________ [Opening one dark, sleepy amber eye, I noticed the sunlight filtering into the den and groaned quietly. Every part of me ached, and I sure wasn't ready to wake up yet. Grunting, I rolled over, mumbling a quiet 'sorry' to whoever I nearly squished in the process. Forcing myself to my paws, I shook out my coat and sat down in my nest, wanting to look presentable before greeting my Clan. Lifting one paw, I swiftly licked it and drew it over my right ear, quickly cleaning my pelt. Stretching, I twisted from side to side, wanting to get the worst part of the aches and pains over with. The deep wound on my back screamed in protest, but I ignored it, gritting my teeth together in pain. Sighing, I got to my paws once more and emerged from the dark den, gladly welcoming the warm Newleaf sun. Newleaf was so full of promise. First stop of the morning was Hauntedheart's den. Not to see that particular she-cat, I was going to see Mudnose. Silly warrior had fainted on me and I had to drag her back to camp. Hopefully, she was awake by now. We had things to discuss. Padding across camp, I quickly ducked inside of the herb-smelling den, feeling a smile spread across my face as I saw her bright and alert, snapping at Rabbitpaw. Rolling my eyes, I padded over to her, leaning down to lick her forehead] "Mudnose, you're finally awake!" [I straightened up an sat down, curlin my tail around my paws as my dark eyes rested on her, glad to see her awake] _____________________________________________________________________________________________ You are my life. So peel away my layers,
to find a gentle interior,
one only for you.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 3:29 pm
▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆▆ XXXXXXXXXI t r i e d to f o r g e tXXXXXXXXXXXBut n o t h i n g will b u r n these m e m o r i e sXXXXXXXXXXXXXY o u are still a l i v e in m eXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXEven t h o u g h I'm d i e i n g on the i n s i d eXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI w a n t to be m y s e l f a g a i nI am n o w a g h o s t of m y s e l f
H i d d e n behind a m a s k of p a i n
T r y i n g to m a k e it through each d a y
Until the d a y I can s e e you a g a i n
When this p a i n can g o a w a y But y o u w a k e me u pXXXXXXXXX
You make me s e e the g o o d in l i f eXXXXXXXXXXX
That I can be m y s e l f a g a i nXXXXXXXXXXXXX
That this l i e isn't what I h a v e to b eXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I can l i v e once a g a i nXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ╔════════════►☠◄════════════╗Medicine Cat ┇┇ Cold, Harsh, Strong
I'ɱ ʠɣɩηɠ ѻη ϯɧє ɩηʂɩʠє...╚════════════►☠◄════════════╝[Hauntedheart glanced over at Rainpaw as he came over to her. She smiled softly at the apprentice and curled her tail around her paws. She was glad that he was back and that he seemed to forgive her. It had lifted a large weight off the medicine cat's shoulder to know that her adoptive son was no longer mad at her. She listened as he spoke and slowly lowered her head throughout the conversation. Hauntedheart had known that she would have had to the kits one day but part of ehr still didn't want to. Sighing, the medicine cat raised her head and looked Rainpaw in the eye, ehr gaze soft and gentle.] "I want you to know that, no matter what, I loved you and your siblings like you were my own," she mewed softly and took a deep breath. "I'm not your mother, Rainpaw. Your mother's name was Shatteredfang and she was a proud NightClan warrior. She died giving birth to you and your littermates. There were no other queens to take care of you and without milk you would have died so I took the job. Darkshadow wanted to tell you but I stopped him. I just... I was selfish and I just loved the thought of being a mother. I had never gotten the chance to raise kits. It felt good to be your mother, even if I really wasn't. I put what I wnated over what would have been best foryou and it was wrong, and I'm sorry. But I do love you,and your litter mates, and I'm sorry that I kept this secret from you." [The medicine cat lowed her head, guilty. She worried that now Rainpaw would hate her again, not that she didn't deserve it. She wouldn't blame them if all the kits hated her now. She had lied to them and broken their trust. She was unworthy to call herself their mother, she never had been.]╔════════════►☠◄════════════╗How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Frozen inside without your touch, without your love
Darling only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something moreBring me to life╚════════════►☠◄════════════╝
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 3:42 pm
|Shadowpaw| NightClan Apprentice|Tom|Cold&Snarky Can I help you with something? __________________________________________________________________________ [Before Puresun's quiet voice woke me, I'd been having the best dream of my short life. I was finally full-grown, and I was huge! Even bigger than my father, who was pretty big himself. I was pretty handsome, I must say. But that's not important. What was important was what we were doing! We were fighting, and he looked pretty bad. I'm sure, that if Puresun hadn't of woken me up, I would've bet him. Oh well, reality was probably better. Rolling over, I opened my golden eyes lazily, blinking the sleep from my eyes. I lay there for a few moments, remembering the dream, the pushed myself to my paws, dark fur sticking up at every angle. No wonder all the ladies loved me! I'm adorable! Wacky my tail, because I was just so darn attractive, I padded up to Puresun, eyes gleaming in the half-lit den] "Yeah, hey, I'm here. Hunting? Alright, let's go" [Yawning one last time, I padded into the sunlight, shaking out my fur. It was a nice day out, I guess. Looking behind me, I waited for Puresun to start walking, wanting to get out of camp] ___________________________________________________________________________ Didn't think so.
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