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 Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:09 pm
The bonds are slowly breaking....
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:15 pm
Ayuta Your right Airis this whole guild is a time bomb waiting to explode. Stupid internet picked a bad time to go out on me. ... arguments, disliking others, and other various things are inevitable. I understand why others dislike... well, others. I just watch it go on. There's nothing I can do to change it. People are who they are. I am who I am. I was once the most annoying thing on the planet. I can see the characteristics that annoy people vastly. I see why people are annoyed. I am one of them. I was one of the other. I have change so drastically over time, I've experienced it all. I've come into a rather large bump in the road. One I see as irreversable. I have crashed, destroyed, and mutiltated my relations, for the most part. There's problems with the way I connect to people. And all that jazzy. However, the tick tock I referred to... as you probably know... wasn't about this guild. Everywhere we go, there will be pain, there will be hatred, anger, and hypocrits. There will be idiots, and there will be intelligence. I cannot put myself under intelligence, in the sense of emotions. I can, however, put myself under intelligence in another department. That, though, leads to me looking arrogant to some. Some think I deserve it. Here I am, rambling, ranting. For who to see? For who to read? It doesn't really matter. Something about life is always empty. Holy or not, there is many, religious or non, that are empty. Something is missing. Inevitably, it doesn't discriminate. Believing that there's a greater good, or nothing, changes not the masses of those who are like myself. If I get sad. People get angry. If I want to die. People get angry. If I lack motivation. People get angry. Sympathy, the fake, thrown out sympathy that goes out to everyone that a person meets, isn't what I want. I don't like it. I hate it. Rational thought. Logic. Support. Help. Not some crappy "I know how you feel! I am sorry." stuff that gets thrown to everyone... ...why are those who are irritated, irritated? "Because he did this, she said that, etc.."...and why? Keep asking why... why... why. Here... I lost my point... a long time ago... ...just another person who talks a lot. And doesn't make a difference in the world. Just live. Just. Live.
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:22 pm
AirisMagik Ayuta Your right Airis this whole guild is a time bomb waiting to explode. Stupid internet picked a bad time to go out on me. ... arguments, disliking others, and other various things are inevitable. I understand why others dislike... well, others. I just watch it go on. There's nothing I can do to change it. People are who they are. I am who I am. I was once the most annoying thing on the planet. I can see the characteristics that annoy people vastly. I see why people are annoyed. I am one of them. I was one of the other. I have change so drastically over time, I've experienced it all. I've come into a rather large bump in the road. One I see as irreversable. I have crashed, destroyed, and mutiltated my relations, for the most part. There's problems with the way I connect to people. And all that jazzy. However, the tick tock I referred to... as you probably know... wasn't about this guild. Everywhere we go, there will be pain, there will be hatred, anger, and hypocrits. There will be idiots, and there will be intelligence. I cannot put myself under intelligence, in the sense of emotions. I can, however, put myself under intelligence in another department. That, though, leads to me looking arrogant to some. Some think I deserve it. Here I am, rambling, ranting. For who to see? For who to read? It doesn't really matter. Something about life is always empty. Holy or not, there is many, religious or non, that are empty. Something is missing. Inevitably, it doesn't discriminate. Believing that there's a greater good, or nothing, changes not the masses of those who are like myself. If I get sad. People get angry. If I want to die. People get angry. If I lack motivation. People get angry. Sympathy, the fake, thrown out sympathy that goes out to everyone that a person meets, isn't what I want. I don't like it. I hate it. Rational thought. Logic. Support. Help. Not some crappy "I know how you feel! I am sorry." stuff that gets thrown to everyone... ...why are those who are irritated, irritated? "Because he did this, she said that, etc.."...and why? Keep asking why... why... why. Here... I lost my point... a long time ago... ...just another person who talks a lot. And doesn't make a difference in the world. Just live. Just. Live.
....I'm irritated because people don't understand s**t about me and assume they do. Thankyew.
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:25 pm
Frank = Poetic...reminds me of Frank Miller.
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:26 pm
Yakhunter Frank = Poetic...reminds me of Frank Miller. It's just how I rant. I don't see it as poetic. But, hey, there is my mind.
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:28 pm
I just don't get physics. gonk
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:30 pm
I am of the belief that there is poetry in all life. I'm not a hippy, my professors always believed I should have been around during the romanticist movement because I'd fit right in.
And my comparing of you to Frank Miller has to do with the similar philosophies you both eschue. A vast majority of his major characters speak in similar fashions...Neal Gamain's too for that matter. I hope you took no offense, it was no attempt to trivialize.
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:45 pm
Yakhunter I am of the belief that there is poetry in all life. I'm not a hippy, my professors always believed I should have been around during the romanticist movement because I'd fit right in. And my comparing of you to Frank Miller has to do with the similar philosophies you both eschue. A vast majority of his major characters speak in similar fashions...Neal Gamain's too for that matter. I hope you took no offense, it was no attempt to trivialize. <.< Offense? Nah. I just... ... I didn't think what I said was much anything more than random spurts of my brain. I tend to keep it down as much as possible. xO For my "lame attempts at poetry", you can find them at... poetry.com ! Under Frank Donovan Newsome and http://jeroscyrelis.deviantart.comand http://www.postpoems.com/members/frank_d_newsomePoetry.com has about half a decade old stuff. Dev art isn't so old. Postpoems are newest. xP Honestly, I think most of them are crap. ;l Every time I take a break and go back, I feel like I'm better. And that my last stuff was horrible. And terrible. And thus, right now, I feel all of it is CRAP! Mhmms... New poetry is needed.
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:51 pm
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 9:56 pm
Stupid Gaia. gonk
...I am so mature. xd
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 10:01 pm
Meky, please, can you be offensive in smaller text please? Also, try not to blatantly swear at people, as it's a personal attack. (Though a weak one.)
Ayuta, I read her quote exactly as she meant it. Meaning towards herself, I think you're being about as much of a troll as she is a flamer. You two can take it to PMs as Ayuta said or whatever. If you too don't drop it here though, I'm gonna warn both of you.
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 10:16 pm
...I'm lost. :U
Time for bed.
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Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2005 10:39 pm
Soranoko has cute avatar art. x]
... I hope I don't fail the test tomorrow.
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2005 7:04 am
Valgav Meky, please, can you be offensive in smaller text please? Also, try not to blatantly swear at people, as it's a personal attack. (Though a weak one.) Ayuta, I read her quote exactly as she meant it. Meaning towards herself, I think you're being about as much of a troll as she is a flamer. You two can take it to PMs as Ayuta said or whatever. If you too don't drop it here though, I'm gonna warn both of you. I'm droppping it here right now. I think it's BS that you're asccusing me of trollling and starting s**t when I clearly stated that I didn't want another s**t fest strewn throughout these threads. And if you really believed her about the reason for quoting me you are an idiot.
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2005 7:14 am
AirisMagik Ayuta Your right Airis this whole guild is a time bomb waiting to explode. Stupid internet picked a bad time to go out on me. ... arguments, disliking others, and other various things are inevitable. I understand why others dislike... well, others. I just watch it go on. There's nothing I can do to change it. People are who they are. I am who I am. I was once the most annoying thing on the planet. I can see the characteristics that annoy people vastly. I see why people are annoyed. I am one of them. I was one of the other. I have change so drastically over time, I've experienced it all. I've come into a rather large bump in the road. One I see as irreversable. I have crashed, destroyed, and mutiltated my relations, for the most part. There's problems with the way I connect to people. And all that jazzy. However, the tick tock I referred to... as you probably know... wasn't about this guild. Everywhere we go, there will be pain, there will be hatred, anger, and hypocrits. There will be idiots, and there will be intelligence. I cannot put myself under intelligence, in the sense of emotions. I can, however, put myself under intelligence in another department. That, though, leads to me looking arrogant to some. Some think I deserve it. Here I am, rambling, ranting. For who to see? For who to read? It doesn't really matter. Something about life is always empty. Holy or not, there is many, religious or non, that are empty. Something is missing. Inevitably, it doesn't discriminate. Believing that there's a greater good, or nothing, changes not the masses of those who are like myself. If I get sad. People get angry. If I want to die. People get angry. If I lack motivation. People get angry. Sympathy, the fake, thrown out sympathy that goes out to everyone that a person meets, isn't what I want. I don't like it. I hate it. Rational thought. Logic. Support. Help. Not some crappy "I know how you feel! I am sorry." stuff that gets thrown to everyone... ...why are those who are irritated, irritated? "Because he did this, she said that, etc.."...and why? Keep asking why... why... why. Here... I lost my point... a long time ago... ...just another person who talks a lot. And doesn't make a difference in the world. Just live. Just. Live. Very true. The fact that you think these things prove to me at least that your a lot smarter then you say you are.
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