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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:34 pm
Quenthal almostseth Quenthal Dark Maiden Eilistraee Quenthal Kihiki  Damn it, Quen. Everyone here says you're good looking and hot. What other proof do you need? >.> It's not true.....>.>.....I have serious self concious issues....have ever since I was ten.... emo So, you don't care what people think of your music, but you do your looks? Music is a different story...and I don't care what people of, of how I dress...but...it's a yes and no thing....part of me says f**k em, I may not be a freaking goddess but I am awesome....and the other part still cares....I know what you mean. I want to believe I'm pretty but what if I'm wrong? What if i really am ugly? It's confusing and scary. Exactly.....and I have had horrible thoughts of my body for eons...as one of my other friends said.....
"You are a lost cause."
That person has no idea how bad that hurt.....my heart sank.... emo Honestly, my insecurities with my body are the real reason I became a nudist. I wanted to feel proud of my body and accept it for what it is. Forcing myself to abandon my shame and modesty was the best thing I ever did for myself.
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:35 pm
almostseth Quenthal almostseth Dark Maiden Eilistraee Quenthal *Hisses* She's back! Go away and dance with your worshipers!!! >.< Ok. *Undresses and dances* You and I are going to get along just fine. *Joins naked dance* You know....that's blasphemy....HER worshipers dance naked....>.> that's how they worship her.....I'm not worshipping her, I'm just a dancing nudist. I probably would have done this if she never came at all. evil talk2hand
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:35 pm
KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth Quenthal almostseth Dark Maiden Eilistraee Quenthal *Hisses* She's back! Go away and dance with your worshipers!!! >.< Ok. *Undresses and dances* You and I are going to get along just fine. *Joins naked dance* You know....that's blasphemy....HER worshipers dance naked....>.> that's how they worship her.....I'm not worshipping her, I'm just a dancing nudist. I probably would have done this if she never came at all. evil talk2hand Come on join in the dance. It won't hurt you.
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:37 pm
almostseth Quenthal almostseth Quenthal Dark Maiden Eilistraee So, you don't care what people think of your music, but you do your looks? Music is a different story...and I don't care what people of, of how I dress...but...it's a yes and no thing....part of me says f**k em, I may not be a freaking goddess but I am awesome....and the other part still cares....I know what you mean. I want to believe I'm pretty but what if I'm wrong? What if i really am ugly? It's confusing and scary. Exactly.....and I have had horrible thoughts of my body for eons...as one of my other friends said.....
"You are a lost cause."
That person has no idea how bad that hurt.....my heart sank.... emo Honestly, my insecurities with my body are the real reason I became a nudist. I wanted to feel proud of my body and accept it for what it is. Forcing myself to abandon my shame and modesty was the best thing I ever did for myself. That's good...but I think I will just keep my clothes on...^^'
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:38 pm
KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth Quenthal almostseth Dark Maiden Eilistraee Quenthal *Hisses* She's back! Go away and dance with your worshipers!!! >.< Ok. *Undresses and dances* You and I are going to get along just fine. *Joins naked dance* You know....that's blasphemy....HER worshipers dance naked....>.> that's how they worship her.....I'm not worshipping her, I'm just a dancing nudist. I probably would have done this if she never came at all. evil talk2hand eek *Flees*
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:40 pm
almostseth KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth Quenthal almostseth You and I are going to get along just fine. *Joins naked dance* You know....that's blasphemy....HER worshipers dance naked....>.> that's how they worship her.....I'm not worshipping her, I'm just a dancing nudist. I probably would have done this if she never came at all. evil talk2hand eek *Flees* *Still in shock at nude dancing*
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:40 pm
You guys made me forget to show the pic....>.>' http://i307.photobucket.com/albums/nn283/LolthsChosen/5-26-200822436PM.jpg
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:41 pm
Quenthal almostseth Quenthal almostseth Quenthal Dark Maiden Eilistraee So, you don't care what people think of your music, but you do your looks? Music is a different story...and I don't care what people of, of how I dress...but...it's a yes and no thing....part of me says f**k em, I may not be a freaking goddess but I am awesome....and the other part still cares....I know what you mean. I want to believe I'm pretty but what if I'm wrong? What if i really am ugly? It's confusing and scary. Exactly.....and I have had horrible thoughts of my body for eons...as one of my other friends said.....
"You are a lost cause."
That person has no idea how bad that hurt.....my heart sank.... emo Honestly, my insecurities with my body are the real reason I became a nudist. I wanted to feel proud of my body and accept it for what it is. Forcing myself to abandon my shame and modesty was the best thing I ever did for myself. That's good...but I think I will just keep my clothes on...^^'Everyone has to find their own way. Wether its becoming a nudist or taking up modeling. Eventually you'll start to feel better about yourself.
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:43 pm
almostseth KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth Quenthal almostseth You and I are going to get along just fine. *Joins naked dance* You know....that's blasphemy....HER worshipers dance naked....>.> that's how they worship her.....I'm not worshipping her, I'm just a dancing nudist. I probably would have done this if she never came at all. evil talk2hand eek *Flees* twisted ......*extends claws*
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:44 pm
KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth Quenthal almostseth You and I are going to get along just fine. *Joins naked dance* You know....that's blasphemy....HER worshipers dance naked....>.> that's how they worship her.....I'm not worshipping her, I'm just a dancing nudist. I probably would have done this if she never came at all. evil talk2hand eek *Flees* twisted ......*extends claws* No! Do da Monsta Mash!
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:44 pm
WTF is up with all of these goddesses popping up?! COME ON LOLTH!!! Show these goddesses who is the top dog! scream
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:45 pm
KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth Quenthal almostseth You and I are going to get along just fine. *Joins naked dance* You know....that's blasphemy....HER worshipers dance naked....>.> that's how they worship her.....I'm not worshipping her, I'm just a dancing nudist. I probably would have done this if she never came at all. evil talk2hand eek *Flees* twisted ......*extends claws*I'm sorry! gonk I'll never dance naked with strangers again!
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:46 pm
Quenthal WTF is up with all of these goddesses popping up?! COME ON LOLTH!!! Show these goddesses who is the top dog! scream Your Goddess doesn't care for you. You would be much more happy at my side. As a High Priestess of Eilistraee.
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:46 pm
almostseth KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth I'm not worshipping her, I'm just a dancing nudist. I probably would have done this if she never came at all. evil talk2hand eek *Flees* twisted ......*extends claws*I'm sorry! gonk I'll never dance naked with strangers again! twisted lol
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Posted: Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:50 pm
KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth KiaransaleetheRevenancer almostseth I'm not worshipping her, I'm just a dancing nudist. I probably would have done this if she never came at all. evil talk2hand eek *Flees* twisted ......*extends claws*I'm sorry! gonk I'll never dance naked with strangers again! twisted lol Am I in trouble? crying
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