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I'm still a little jumpy, yes, lol. Smiles all around. And since I've very recently developed and nickel allergy (nickel being the metal used to harden gold jewelry), he found sterling silver rings for me. The one I chose has a "twist" or "knot" design to it, and features a bright blue topaz in the princess cut. We always joked about how entangled our lives have always been, so the knot design was something specific he was looking for. Blue topaz is my birthstone and hence my favorite stone, and he researched close to 20 different jewelers to find something that combined the two. I absolutely love it biggrin

We also argued a little today, over his ring. He's traditional, and thinks he's buying his own, however, I want to buy his wedding band, and I've put my foot down on the matter.

I didn't ask when he planned on giving it to me. Having me pick one out was surprise enough last night ^.^ So, I'm going to be waiting impatiently, and wondering at his every move, for the moment. So excited!

✿ Haha! Somehow, I doubt that could ever happen. I'm too weak to move a body! xD
Haha, so does mine, when we haven't spent the day together. I'm not as lucky as you~ >.<
Try telling that to him though. It just really disappoints me because I spend hours making sure it's perfect and I feel like I've done a crappy job because he hasn't responded to me.

✿ Exactly, that's what it all comes down to is that they're family. And although a part of me believes she deserves whatever she gets, she's still my sister.
It's funny how that works. I guess a smiling neutral face is more welcoming and comforting to other people. Therefore we get treated differently according to our facial expression. I used to always have a sad face and even though I do struggle every day, it's something that I force to focus on, because there are a lot more people out there worse off than myself.
Honestly, I have no clue. I do wear good quality blouses, skirts and dresses and my makeup and hair is always done precisely, but I don't think that is anything to be jealous about. Other people are addicted to cigarettes, I'm addicted to beautiful clothing. It is a pain, people think because you look good, you are a snob. Therefore, they want nothing to do with you.
I've seen it before too, that's why I always keep my mouth shut, because you never know the other person's situation and it is too easy to assume.
Aw, that sounds so pretty! ^o^ I want an ivory coloured dress, just because it would suit my skin tone and hair colour a lot better than white. I have found a style of dress online on Etsy that I've fallen in love with. But it does need some tweaking to be perfect, so I'm continuing the search!
Yes, I was. That's great to hear. I like simple scrapbooks, but for me everything has to be in the right place, otherwise I'd go crazy too! xD

✿ Me too. I just want to be able to share the day with the people I love and to preserve those memories throughtout photographs.
True, and it gives us the chance to decide whether Aya had turned out like or father, or decided to help people. I like to think she helped people although I doubt from the evidence I read.

oh you know same old same old

✿ Haha! whee That'll be so exciting for you~ What a happy feeling, it's exactly what you deserve. ^.^ I cannot wait till the day I can get that feeling.
But for now, I'll just keep daydreaming and satisfying my needs with clothes, lots and lots of clothes. >.<

I get to actively start planning now, instead of just looking at things! Yay! And I'm sure your day will come at exactly the right moment ^.^ But clothes are good, very good.

Would that be the only reason why you wouldn't do it? XD
Aw. sweatdrop Sometimes people don't think to ask. I don't really ask as much as I probably should lol.
Do you think he'd answer a message if you sent one asking about why he wont give you feedback? I mean it's kind of his job I would think.