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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 7:29 pm
"Massive amounts? No, but I do plan on getting the good lady back to her special bag that she lead me to a while back, and to do that I'm going to need to cut her out of my palm. It's going to hurt like a b***h, but I'll suck it up, for the sake of my ideals, and her not yelling at me, I'll bide through the pain." Arashi knew that his plan likely sounded insane to the captain of squad 4, a squad focused on healing the injuried, and he had just gone and suggested that he inflict an injury on himself that would be extreme, and normally require attention. The captain was likely to scream at him for being an idiot, but he needed his blade, he had to do this, else wise he would likely be lame in the left hand.
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2011 2:22 am
Kei Aoi Captain, Fourth Division Sereitei, Soul Society
Kei Aoi looked at the facial expressions of Arashi; the man was decided. He was sure that he NEEDED to do this unless otherwise some things might happen to him. Of course, as a medic, Kei Aoi needed to tell him to sit down as they looked for a way to remove it; however, it looked like it was only Arashi might be able to fix the things that he started. He wanted to yell at him to tell him how foolish it was, but he stopped himself. After all, there were many things that one has to accomplish, with each varying reasons.
The captain nodded. "I understand, Arashi-sama." Kei Aoi simply said. "Do what you have to do... But don't be hesitant to call our help if you're hurt; we'll be here to assist you." He added and then walked to the other end of the room, to the desk, and then began his paperwork. Deep inside him, he wished Arashi the best of luck for the rather "foolish" act.
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2011 1:50 pm
Arashi braced himself for the pain of Ranpushin penetrating his flesh, and cutting open his hand, much to his surprise there was one sharp burst of pain that radiated through his body, as he removed Lothnorixius's sapphire there was a second one, but the wound closed up. He could feel the pain vibrating through his body but still somehow managed to stand.
God dammit this is more painful than I thought! But it has to be done! Arashi was yelling at himself mostly, berating himself inside for being such a fool. As he finally removed the sapphire there was one final wave of pain, it was twice as intense as the others and he thought he would vomit with pain, but he took a deep breath and stood from where he had fallen to his knees. Much to his surprise the would heal quickly on it's own. He heard Lothnorixius's voice in in head.
You have done well young one. You have earned the right to use Segiyoku Kousen when you need to. This was your final test of obtaining shikai. You have passed, as such the wound in your hand shall be healed, and you have my respect for standing and surviving the pain that coursed through you. This shall never happen again. You have impressed me, that is hard to do, now don't let me down young Arashi Naiya.
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 9:12 am
Kei Aoi Captain, Fourth Division Sereitei, Soul Society Arashi Reiryoku Restoration [1/1]
"Falhannah..."
At once, Kei Aoi's Shikai activated upon calling his Zanpakuto's name. There was a short release of light reiatsu and then the captain pulled out his wakizashi. At once, the short blade slowly transformed into a longer one and then formed into a double-bladed straight sword. There was a soft chime that sounded from the small charm attached at the end of the hilt and then the captain walked to the side of Arashi.
Upon looking at the man, he immediately noticed that the man was internally exhausted. Shaking his head in disapproval, he gave Arashi a grave look. This man's stubbornness was a bit too much for his own good. And because of that, he needed to replace all the strength he lost from his earlier stunt. Casually flicking his hand, Kei released a short burst of reiryoku which caused Arashi to be pushed back into his cot by the strong force that came from the captain.
"Do not move, Arashi-sama. And don't complain. You caused me too much headache this time for you to complain." Kei Aoi said stiffly. "And no more requests from you." He added and then waved his blade towards Arashi. Then, the blade began to disperse into a light mist around the area.
Within moments, Falhannah's powers began to work. Slowly but surely, Arashi's lost reiryoku began to replenish. Kei sighed in frustration as he looked at his patient. "Silly, Arashi-sama." He added.
After what seemed to be several minutes, the healing was done. With a snap from Kei's fingers, his Zanpakuto disappeared from view and then reformed in his hand once again. A moment passed and the mist became a wakizashi again. Carefully sheathing it back to his back (where he usually keeps his Zanpakuto in work), Kei Aoi ruffled Arashi's hair. "Take a good rest and then you're free to go, Arashi-kun." He said and then intentionally changed his call of Arashi to indicate, perhaps, a sign of affection to the Tenth Division member.
Then, the captain turned to the desk again to rest. With a smile.
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 2:12 pm
Looks like your fool hardiness actually did something for once young one. You seemed to have slightly aggrovated him, I would suggest taking his advice before you do any other stupid things.
That's ironic coming from you Lothnorixius you were the one who told me to do this if I wanted my left hand back!
Don't argue with her young Arashi, you'll lose.... badly.
You too Ranpushin!? What ever happened to sticking together and working as one cohesive unit?
That stopped a few seconds ago when you started to argue with the best arguing dragon in two worlds Arashi....
He's right you know.
"I give up! You two win! Fine I'll sit and rest. I hope that your happy now...."
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Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2011 8:13 am
Kei Aoi Captain, Fourth Division Sereitei, Soul Society
Kei Aoi checked Arashi's basic vital statistics and signs for normality and then sighed to himself as soon as he was done. He then gave him one tired look as the captain was positioned beside him the whole time. "Looks like you're all fully rested now, Arashi-sama." The captain said and then nodded. "You've been here for a rather long time, aren't you? It's about to leave now. Please, don't hesitate to come by the division from time to time, 'kay?" The captain added and then smiled at the Tenth Division member. Truly, Arashi has been spending quite some time in the healing facility; he needed things to do, after all.
Then, the captain turned to the flowers by the cots around the room, checking for their freshness. He didn't want the healing room to smell so "clinical", too.
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Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2011 12:43 pm
The Medical Admission Chart
Patient's Name: Lerato DeClement Patient's Division/Squad: 1st Patient's Injuries: Shattered Ankle, Sever Burns to the neck, punctured stomach and liver, torn diaphragm, the lower ends of his lungs are torn, and a broken sternum and chest plate. Purpose of Visit: To be healed lol. Other Useful Info:Um...the sternum and chest plate are broken from the inside out. And the damage to the internal organs was caused by a clawed guantlet.
Edit: Oh, and his innards would be slightly burned...
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Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2011 1:40 pm
[This will be a very short post as the majority of the entrance took place in the First Division via a prp. Should you want a more elaborate entrance, check there. *The puppeting was approved of before creating this post.]
In a blur of carmine clothes, two men appeared in the Day Time Relief Facility, the larger and older of the two carrying the younger. Tears fell down his face, accompanied by what could only have been laughter. Both parties were covered in blood with the smaller of the two collapsed against the other.
Fefnir stood holding Lerato after what had started as a very routine training exercise. After gingerly handing over the crumpled remains of Lerato to the healers, the Red Captain stepped back, walking quietly over to the waiting area so the fourth division could do what they did best; heal the injured.
[Short post is short sad ]
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 11:11 am
Kei Aoi Captain, Fourth Division Sereitei, Soul Society Lerato's Emergency Operation [1/3]
Kei Aoi had been tending to the flowers around the healing room when two men entered the healing room. However, this patient was unlike no other and from the corner of his eye, the Fourth Division captain saw Fefnir Kamashiro's tear-stained face. The smile that had been lingering on the Fourth's captain swayed and faltered at once as he rushed past the cots and then to Lerato's side. "Lerato... Fefnir..." Those two names gushed out of Aoi's lips as he looked at the "shattered" corporeal of the subordinate. It was extremely rare that he'd be like that considering that Kei Aoi ALWAYS mention people of their names with proper honorifics.
The Fourth Division captain gave one grave look at Fefnir before he turned back to Lerato. The captain silently pulled out his wakizashi and then called out, "Falhannah... And his wakizashi made its Shikai release at once. Kei Aoi moved and examined Lerato's wounds with extreme silence. Yet, somehow, the silence was beyond anyone could imagine. It was the silence that anger created, more like rage. Kei Aoi waved his blade before Lerato and a circular "bubble" formed around the patient. In a matter of moments, Kei's reiatsu completely enveloped Lerato and that it began to slowly regenerate the outer wounds.
Kei Aoi turned once again to Fefnir, his face, lacking the ever warming smile. "Explain..." Was all that he could say. The word was spoken full of suppressed anger and rage. It was difficult to explain but it was Kei Aoi's MOST HATED form of reason for his rage.
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 6:50 am
(( Posting from my phone ))
The giant was silent. He heard the words of the captain of fourth division, but they fell upon his ears like rain; each drop he felt, but on the whole it was indecipherable to him, just so many letters jumbled together with the noises of the world. He didn't move, didn't seem to breathe, eyes empty red like a corpse, but hadn't they always been like that? Fefnir couldn't pull together a thought, not with the body injured student still in his eyeline. Only worry was visible, and remorse. That much was clear.
"His lights are on, but nobody's home, child,"
The mouth had moved, the body shifted awkwardly like a marionette with an inept master pulling the strings. Then, with a sudden shudder, composure, clarity, a calm grace and politician's silver tongue, his body became something else. The whole of the room raised its temperature a few degrees as the captain's form seemed to glow with a soft red aura, and it was clear to any who could observe that someone else was in control, something else forcing his action. A deep baritone voice unlike the usual tenor and with the distinct candor and accent of an Englishman issued forth from rough lips and stained the assembly with its uncaring view.
"No, it's not quite the one you're used to. More like it's his truer perspective. Allow me to fill in the blanks while my boy here recouperates." He found a seat with arms which were suitable for his effect and sat down, each arm resting equal to his midsection, and he leaned back, crossing his legs at the knee. All and all, he was a perfect picture of a gentleman in act, though it was quite aparent he were not so in his words. "See," he continued with the tone of someone greatly annoyed, "I've always been a bit of an... idealist, if you will. And my ideals are the type that calls a spade a spade. These two were fighting for god knows what reason, though knowing this one you can assume it was stupid, and the one on the table happened to push just the wrong button at just the wrong time. I was more than happy to make him quite aware of the mistake in the simplest way possible, and it seems that-" there was special emphasis here, forceful and directed to something unseen, "-SOMEone got carried away. To say the least, the one you call Fefnir has far too much of his bloodthirsty teacher in him. He enjoys the pain he inflicts, revels in it like some delicacy, but he's not too much a fan of that notion. It offends him, or some such nonsense."
He brought his left leg off of the right and set it squarely on the floor, then took the other and placed it overtop the first, again at the knee. "That, dear child, is why, we are here, today." He took care to punctuate the phrase just enough to get the condescending air across, folded his hand with interlaced fingers, and placed them on the juncture of his legs. "Now I would suggest you tend to that failure on the slab. He certainly needs treatment more than answers."
The words were those of Fefnir's zanpokuto spirit. Kaji was in control for now.
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 8:18 am
Kei Aoi Captain, Fourth Division Sereitei, Soul Society Lerato's Emergency Operation [2/3]
The once warm light on the Fourth Division captain's eyes was gone. There were no smiles. There were no emotions, in fact, as he stared at the man before him... no, the stranger before him. Kei Aoi looked at him, listened, but sadly paid little attention to the fullest of the details of the gentleman's words.
After his baffling speech, Kei Aoi turned to Lerato once again and then looked at his mutilated body. The captain's eyes narrowed as he watched Falhannah slowly regenerate the burnt nerves across his skin, the damaged flesh across his body and ravaged entirety. "Your presence manipulates the ambiance of the room, please, maintain your powers so that it does not affects the environment. Next, I shall be asking you to occupy one of the beds for examination." Kei Aoi said softly, not even sparing the gentleman a single glance. The captain's words were harsh and cold, indicating that, in fact, Kei was the master of this room. "I shall be attending to you, no, Fefnir after I attend to Lerato..." Once again, the words spoken with cold tones adding up with the lack of the usual honorifics.
"As a gentleman such as your self, indicating such manners and conducts, you do realize that..." Kei Aoi paused, allowing his emotionless gaze to bore on to the body of Fefnir. "I am the master of this entirety. I shall be speaking to Fefnir after his treatment, when he is able to speak. You will not be interfering out conversation and you will not speak for him. He will explain to me himself. Pardon me for being rude, but I am emotionally unstable at the moment; I want to finish all of these in a matter of moments." He added.
With that, the captain laid down his blade and then held out his hands. "Chiyudo #45, Hone no Shuuzen." Kei Aoi said. There was a short release of reiryoku, the captain aimed for the bones and at once, the Kido began to work. Reconstruction of the bones was a horribly long process but nonetheless aiming for a better result.
The captain remained quiet.
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2011 6:15 pm
X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X
The bird was not pleased. The body he was using seemed to bristle, like he were fluffing nonexistant feathers, puffing up to intimidate his target. The effect wasn't so striking without the red-gold plumage, but the accompanying flare of reiatsu, though slight, was easily recognizable. Kaji had been ignored, and he was incensed at the notion that his words weren't heeded as the gospel had been amongst the chivalry of middle ages England. He was firmly entrenched in the idea that everyone in the general vicinity should drop whatever they were doing and listen intently when he spoke, and that they should then shower him in praise for just how amazing his speech had been before going back to their work. He paid no heed to the severely injured, likely dead boy on the table. He just wanted his attention, and he wanted it now.
However, he did relent after a moment. A heavy hand wins no friends... the bird thought, a slight smile creeping across his host's face as the anger faded slightly, So far as he knows, I've got control of the most powerful man around for a good, long while. If I wanted, I could have him... displaced. I could even do it myself, and nothing would come of it at all. No official inquiry, no questions asked, and that would just be the end of him. But what does that do for me? It nets me an enemy, if he manages to live, and I catch a lot of flack, maybe even get this boy decommissioned. No, I think I'll play from the advantage. Or at least, that's how he justified being put in his place.
"Fefnir" raised his hands, as if to say, you win. The room dropped to its normal temperature, pulled slowly inward to the still blood covered captain's body. If anyone were paying close attention, they'd realize that the leather of the chair he was seated in had started to give off the smell of something lightly singed. "Silly boy..." Kaji cooed, his voice smooth and measured, "Haven't they taught you properly? I AM Fefnir, the truest Fefnir you can imagine. In fact, I'm more Fefnir than he can claim to be. If he's back in by the time you're done with that... -is he a corpse yet? I don't know, let's go with corpse.- ...corpse, feel free to talk with him. He's far less interesting than I am, though."
The claws of his shikai were still out, though their heat was held at bay. The brother outside couldn't use them without the brother inside's permission. To pass the time, he tapped the back of the right gauntlet with the sharp fingers of the left in triplets; tik-tik-tik tik-tik-tik tik-tik-tik. When that grew wearisome, he switched the rhythm to match a song he'd heard recently as the actual tune passed through his brain uninterrupted.
For a minute or two, at least. Then the older brother spoke through Fefnir's mouth, distinctly English and American English at that. "Is the boy going to be alright?" It sounded serene, almost as if the dragon attached to it paid it no more mind to the things going on than a passing fly. The tapping stopped abruptly, and the body sat up, stunned. Kaji hadn't counted on the fact that Arthion could do the same thing he was, and that oversight was his downfall. The bird attempted to move the mouth, but it was locked closed by something stronger than himself. Kaji's time was over. Arthion's time had begun.X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X
Whoever writes in BLOOD, _____Does not want to be READ ____________But LEARNED by HEART...
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2011 3:33 am
Kei Aoi Captain, Fourth Division Sereitei, Soul Society Lerato's Emergency Operation [3/3]
Kei Aoi's eyes flickered for a moment at the direction of Fefnir's controlled body. The captain's hands twitched for a moment when he felt an abrupt but extremely clear rise of the person's reiatsu around them. The Fourth Division captain, for a moment, was about to falter with the sudden horror that filled up inside him but regained some consciousness in time when Fefnir seemed to have suddenly calmed down. The medic before him gave one relieved sigh but tried his best not to look agitated at the figure before him.
Soon after that, Fefnir abidingly agreed to the Fourth Division captain's words. Oh, but he knew all too well that the figure manipulating Fefnir was beyond that. He knew. In fact, perhaps, with the attitude he showed at the situation, Fefnir could break Kei Aoi to pieces with his bare hands. Yet, the latter kept his ground. They were all captains securing the safety of Soul Society; he did his part. Kei Aoi did his. It was a rather foolish to kill a comrade, or if Fefnir does consider Kei one, just for that cause. "A person will recover if he or she has the will to move on." Kei Aoi said blankly, not even turning to the direction of the figure before him. "Whether it is dying or not is totally up to the patient himself to label. You have no right to call a person a "corpse" unless, of course, his bodily functions has stopped. So, please, I urge you to maintain your proper manners in this room." He added. True, the person before him was strong, extremely strong, in fact. But that did not mean that Fefnir was above rules. The figure before him grew arrogant... or at least, was arrogant to begin with.
He remained quiet for some time, making that unusual tik-tik-tik-tik-tik again and again as the captain continued on healing Lerato. Growing wearisome of the annoying time-killer, Fefnir then changed to another rhythm that Kei was sure that could soon kill him to extreme irritation.
"Is the boy going to be alright?" Fefnir suddenly asked, a rather distinct accent in the way he spoke. The Fourth Divison captain turned to the calm-seeming tone that came from the First Division captain. This time, Fefnir was sitting was a rather stunned expression, one that his earlier persona lacked. Then, if this was the case, who was this one?
"How many are you there exactly inside Fefnir-sama?"
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2011 4:17 pm
Though darkness still clouded his vision, Lerato was able to break through the haze to catch glimpses of the outside world. A few speckles of color, a splash of light, but never a definitive shape. The young Vice Captain could even feel the slight temperature change through the cooling effect of the healing kidou. There was banter going on outside. Back and fourth they went, a tangible hostility between them. The voices sounded off, though. Hollow perhaps. Empty of the usual vitality that normally filled them to the brink. 'Captain Aio?' He had to strain to tell who it was, but the man's need for proper manners set him apart from any of the other shinigami he had encountered, especially when they were faced with a captain. The second voice was harder to place though. It held a vague semblance to Fefnir's but the way it spoke was different. Two accent's that the boy had never heard the carmine man speak in before. 'What the hell is going on?'
'Can you speak yet, Lerato?' Her voice was soft, distant in his ears, but he could still hear her worry. He could feel her warmth, her energy. 'They're waiting for you, child. They're waiting for you to acknowledge your life. So, what'll it be? Are you going to snap out of this, or will you let the reaper take the reigns of life and steer you to his underworld?' Something within him stirred. A slight shiver running down his body as if a chill had hit his spine. 'I'm cold.' A wave of icy blackness encompassed him. It was almost suffocating in it's absoluteness. ‘What are you doing child? Answer me!’ Her voice broke through to him like no one else could. Her voice alone gave him reason to breath in this oppressive place. 'Do you really want to die? To let go, and prove to all of them that they were right? That you couldn't cut it as a shinigami?’ He wanted to respond. Oh, how desperately he tried, struggling against the bondage that the darkness ensnared him in. ‘If you really are that weak, then I'll understand. I will accept my fate as the lowly zanpukatou of a child who was unfit for power. All you have to do is say the word and I'm gone, and you can find your peace in this after life.’ Her voice carried to him on the softest of winds, but it crashed into him like a tidal wave. Silence once more. Lerato beat against the invisible chains that shackled him to the ground, doing his best to muster his voice to call out to her. He wanted to live. No. He needed to live. He needed to prove his worth. ‘I guess silence is better than a yes. Do me a favor then. When you get back to your body, thank that brute of a teacher for me. Perhaps he'll make you a fighter yet.’
A small twitch moved across the young man's face, though whether it was an attempt to smile, or a natural reaction to the pain he was in was left to be examined. How long had they been at work? It was impossible for him to tell. Through the pain and the drug induced haze, Lerato opened his mouth. One favor. One thing to do before he could lay back and try to relax. "Th...thank you... Fef-nir." His words came out as a harsh whisper, but they were as clear as he could make them before he finally let himself rest and be healed, reveling in the pain of the training session. “And thank you…. Captain Aoi…” Closing his eyes he let the small twitch spread into a full blown grin. “Captain…” To which captain he was referring didn’t matter. All that mattered was that his message got through. “…please; I wish to keep my trophies. They will help me remember the battle for years to come.”
[Yes, part of this was copied from the other thread so that we could tie them together at last.]
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2011 8:11 pm
X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X
(( Thanks to Yuki for filling in the Arthion bit here. C= ))
Kaji had been working steadily towards his own demise for a few minutes before the Dragon's command became apparent. By leaving out his blade, his share of the shikai release, he had given Arthion power, and all but invited him to relieve the phoenix from his 'seat of control.
Slowly, steadily, Arthion took command of Fefnir's body from his younger brother, taking care to shut the Phoenix out entirely before showing his hand. At first all he commanded was the voice, and slowly a forced calmness flowed over the carmine man's face and he relaxed back into the chair from the surprised, almost terror stricken, pose that Kaji held the body in last and placed his hands on the arms of the chair sitting up straight, appearing to not only take over the body, but take command of the seat, if not the room as well. There was pride in the new posture that carried a sort of commanding air. This kind of power wasn't that which was listened to out of fear for punishment, but because it demanded it. This commander, this power... always knew what was best. A loving parent of a king.
Right now this presence pressed for urgency.
The young healer- Kei, Fefnir's memory told him, looked rightfully confused at the sudden changeover of personalities. The claws on the gauntlets clenched into the leather a bit when the question was raised about Fefnir having more than one voice in his head. The dragon now in command of the body was a little concerned about his question so clearly being dodged. 'All things come with time, the boy's question was a valid one and he deserves an explanation' he reasoned. Arthion suppressed his concern and frustration at not knowing Lerato's fate and answered the question clearly and sharply.
"Three. Fefnir, Kaji - his zanpokuto spirit and the persona you just met- and myself.... Now, is the boy alright?"
He urged the question, needing to know if he had taken it too far. The last time he had done this, his wielder had the means of saving the person on the spot. He hadn't accounted for the captain commander being ill prepared. A mistake he was paying for now.
Thankfully, mercifully Lerato spoke.... Words of thanks no less. Arthion felt some tightness in the chest he hadn't realized was there loosen and the true commander of this body try to break back to the surface. In his relief he clenched the gauntlets tight, forcing the shikai back so he wouldn't cut the captain commander's hands. As the power of Yuki's borrowed shikai waned, so to his control of Fefnir's body, allowing the true personality to return (As if he could stop it). He looked up relief and... -was that sadness?- was reflected in the puppet-body's eyes. In the last few moments the dragon had in control he told Kei:
"I did this. Do not blame Fefnir."
As he was pushed back into the recesses of The Commander's mind Arthion couldn't help but wonder how his new master felt about being torn open in the same manner. What he had done to him. By being monstrous to this boy had he created a monster? A Murderer? Was he better off for the lesson learned? Not that it mattered now. What mattered was that he HAD done it.
And the boy hadn't let it stop him.
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Things feel... bleak. What time is it? Seems late. Feels late. Night? No, just feels like that. No windows. Can't tell. It's dark.
Where am I? Smells like rubbing alcohol and copper. Cold here. Hospital. Too clean. Don't like. Chair is warm. Soft. Feels good. Comfortable here.
Don't want to move. But there's something important. Injured? No, feel fine. Someone else then. Who...
Lerato.
Killed.
Blood.
Squad 4.
My hand.
He'd slumped somewhat in the chair. Bad posture. I'll straighten up. He sat up, his eyes half focused and mind reeling. Things were... bad. He could tell. But not too bad. There wasn't death or decay in the air, just kidou and rubbing alcohol and reiatsu and copper. Lerato... is there. On the table. When did he... oh, I brought him here. I put him there. But he's hanging on? Something told the red man he was. Kei looked frazzled. He worked too hard. He should take a break sometime.
Fefnir's voice was raspy, breathy noise when he tried to speak, no words formed. He cleared his throat, tried again. "Sorry..." he whispered. "I didn't mean to..."
But really he was relieved. Something... made him want to do it. He felt it welling up over time, that desire to destroy utterly whatever was in his way. Minor annoyances set him off, little things that normally wouldn't have given him a moment's pause, but suddenly mattered more than anything. He wanted to get rid of them. People were too much work, couldn't deal with their own problems and threw them on him. It's wrong to kill someone, I know, but cathartic to kill. It releases. It deals with problems. Eliminates them. Then Fefnir could be okay again. Maybe. If he didn't end up like Yuki, needing the pain like a drug every day. He hated himself for how good it felt for claw to rip through flesh. He hated himself for how elated he was with the sight of blood and organs lain bare. She'd have been proud of how ruthless he was, how unforgiving. He hated it for how much he knew he relied on pain to keep him going. The action was wrong, the action he hated, but the doing was good. The result was good. Was going to be good.
Maybe giving pain wasn't so bad after all, if it worked? Just ask the reverent student about his teacher and hear the glowing praise. Pragmatism versus idealism. Cynicism, killer of dreams.
He had a nudge from behind. His claws, he realized, were gone. The swords had come back, one at the hip and the other on his back, and with them came squabbling. The spirits gave him a headache. He'd block them out. Why wouldn't they shut up? Another nudge, this one spiritual. The dragon knew him better than he knew himself. He stood, but his legs didn't want to hold his weight at first. The electricity had hit harder that Fefnir first had suspected. The first step he botched and almost fell, but he caught himself, and with an awkward gait, walked to an examination table, and sat down. "My legs," he felt himself say, "Check my legs thoroughly." This time, it was his own words, but everything was a million miles away right now, except for the body across the room, and his difficulty making his body do what he wanted.
He shook his head, cleared it. Details jumped; a bottle here, a scalpel there. People he hadn't noticed before watching the goings on in the room or assisting with others in the back. When red eyes rested on them, they worked. When they turned away, the faceless strangers stared. What was I thinking? I can't... I can't lose my control like that. I need more patience, I need more restraint. No more of this. If I let myself slip up for even a second... this happens. Not again. Never again.
He'd offer Kei an apology later. Lerato too. He'd explain more when he had words for it. But for now, it was only, "Kei, my spirits... they're unruly. I'm sorry... sorry for them, and myself. I won't let... You won't need to deal with them anytime soon."X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X
Whoever writes in BLOOD, _____Does not want to be READ ____________But LEARNED by HEART...
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