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 Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 2:37 pm
Just to say hi to everyone. Sometimes... i feel all alone... even when i have so much... its horrible. I think im sort of weird and broken. Ill just continue appreciating those moments of happiness and cope with the small depressions i have occasionally. Its actually much better than some 9 moths ago! The meds DID help! (lucky me)
Ill just go cuddle with HIM while i still can...
I hope my hamster is fine. Ill see him tomorrow. I miss him. Oh well...
I had some white wine so sorry for the rant!!!
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 2:54 pm
Lainauriel Just to say hi to everyone. Sometimes... i feel all alone... even when i have so much... its horrible. I think im sort of weird and broken. Ill just continue appreciating those moments of happiness and cope with the small depressions i have occasionally. Its actually much better than some 9 moths ago! The meds DID help! (lucky me) Ill just go cuddle with HIM while i still can... I hope my hamster is fine. Ill see him tomorrow. I miss him. Oh well... I had some white wine so sorry for the rant!!! *hugs Lainauriel and brings out some comfort food (enough to share)* 
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 5:46 pm
Woodlyn Fairee lamb if you like them then you will like Metalica's-Wherever I may roam. Hello. I hope that every one is having a good Monday if possible. smile Lyn. Yep that is one of my top songs. I like the old Metallica, now this new stuff they got out... Lamb can not stand it smile Oh that whole Achievement thing Exxos was talking about here on gaia..well it just started working for me today.. I was like wtf when a window appeared saying I earned a Achievement.
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 9:01 pm
Lamb of God27 Woodlyn Fairee lamb if you like them then you will like Metalica's-Wherever I may roam. Hello. I hope that every one is having a good Monday if possible. smile Lyn. Yep that is one of my top songs. I like the old Metallica, now this new stuff they got out... Lamb can not stand it smile Oh that whole Achievement thing Exxos was talking about here on gaia..well it just started working for me today.. I was like wtf when a window appeared saying I earned a Achievement. You can find the achievement page on my gaia on the far right. Explains it all. Kiara and I have managed to get them all presently.
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 9:07 pm
Lainauriel Just to say hi to everyone. Sometimes... i feel all alone... even when i have so much... its horrible. I think im sort of weird and broken. Ill just continue appreciating those moments of happiness and cope with the small depressions i have occasionally. Its actually much better than some 9 moths ago! The meds DID help! (lucky me) Ill just go cuddle with HIM while i still can... I hope my hamster is fine. Ill see him tomorrow. I miss him. Oh well... I had some white wine so sorry for the rant!!! You're not weird or broken. I hate it when people say that to people, like you can just "be happy." I am a deep believer in that mood is 1/3 environment, 1/3 chemical/biological, and 1/3 psychological. Too many people are too willing to just say it is all in your head. Others, often docs, too willing to say it's all chemicals. So are you weird? No. Broken? Most assuredly not. You can manage the chemical with the meds, and that is awesome, so now you can focus on the other things and start carving out happiness where you can with less burden. *hug*
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 10:01 pm
Lainauriel Just to say hi to everyone. Sometimes... i feel all alone... even when i have so much... its horrible. I think im sort of weird and broken. Ill just continue appreciating those moments of happiness and cope with the small depressions i have occasionally. Its actually much better than some 9 moths ago! The meds DID help! (lucky me) Ill just go cuddle with HIM while i still can... I hope my hamster is fine. Ill see him tomorrow. I miss him. Oh well... I had some white wine so sorry for the rant!!! *gives Lainauriel a big ol Lamb hug*
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 12:11 am
Wow you guys have got to watch this... my mind is got blown!!! I am in amazement. The Star Child 900 year old skull. Watch and learn, I think Exxos will enjoy this as much as I did.
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 1:33 am
Lamb of God27 Wow you guys have got to watch this... my mind is got blown!!! I am in amazement. The Star Child 900 year old skull. Watch and learn, I think Exxos will enjoy this as much as I did. True, I did, I am skeptical of course though.
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 2:16 am
Exxos Lamb of God27 Wow you guys have got to watch this... my mind is got blown!!! I am in amazement. The Star Child 900 year old skull. Watch and learn, I think Exxos will enjoy this as much as I did. True, I did, I am skeptical of course though. Just amazes me that no other DNA matched or whatever... I was like is that possible? Guess so... but my only question is wtf is it.. cause its skull is thiner then ours and was so oddly shaped. I will have to drink on this one and ponder!
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 2:33 am
Lamb of God27 Exxos Lamb of God27 Wow you guys have got to watch this... my mind is got blown!!! I am in amazement. The Star Child 900 year old skull. Watch and learn, I think Exxos will enjoy this as much as I did. True, I did, I am skeptical of course though. Just amazes me that no other DNA matched or whatever... I was like is that possible? Guess so... but my only question is wtf is it.. cause its skull is thiner then ours and was so oddly shaped. I will have to drink on this one and ponder! Well, for the sake of flights of fancy, let's consider say the "Dinosauroid" developed from the troodon. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Troodon Let's say that, for some reason, these things evolved and left Earth – maybe they saw the rise of Humanity and got a Prime Directive inclination up their cloacas. So there you have Earthly DNA. What would be some evolutionary changes to a creature possibly working in space? Perhaps radiation membranes to the eyes, reduction of the dentition much as we have as the braincase expands, changes in skin structure due to artificial environments. Long story short, that's the grey skin, black eyes, and a reduced mouth of the usual grey alien. So what would be the benefit to them though to make a flipper baby via a Human? The only thing I can think of is that whatever made them leave is something that still exists and since we survive it, maybe they figure they can inherit the genes and save some of their species. It's not as much an invasion concept as a not putting all your eggs in one basket concept. Or maybe they just want to propagate REALLY ugly kids. Kids so outrageously goofy looking as to be spared no ridicule in grade school.
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 3:40 am
Exxos Lamb of God27 Exxos Lamb of God27 Wow you guys have got to watch this... my mind is got blown!!! I am in amazement. The Star Child 900 year old skull. Watch and learn, I think Exxos will enjoy this as much as I did. True, I did, I am skeptical of course though. Just amazes me that no other DNA matched or whatever... I was like is that possible? Guess so... but my only question is wtf is it.. cause its skull is thiner then ours and was so oddly shaped. I will have to drink on this one and ponder! Well, for the sake of flights of fancy, let's consider say the "Dinosauroid" developed from the troodon. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Troodon Let's say that, for some reason, these things evolved and left Earth – maybe they saw the rise of Humanity and got a Prime Directive inclination up their cloacas. So there you have Earthly DNA. What would be some evolutionary changes to a creature possibly working in space? Perhaps radiation membranes to the eyes, reduction of the dentition much as we have as the braincase expands, changes in skin structure due to artificial environments. Long story short, that's the grey skin, black eyes, and a reduced mouth of the usual grey alien. So what would be the benefit to them though to make a flipper baby via a Human? The only thing I can think of is that whatever made them leave is something that still exists and since we survive it, maybe they figure they can inherit the genes and save some of their species. It's not as much an invasion concept as a not putting all your eggs in one basket concept. Or maybe they just want to propagate REALLY ugly kids. Kids so outrageously goofy looking as to be spared no ridicule in grade school. at the REALLY ugly kids part... rofl rofl There is no telling really, what that thing is... I will just say it is something and just leave it at that!
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 3:46 am
Just a few things for s**ts and giggles...
1. I've always wanted to put a one way sign on a dead end road, then sit and watch what people do. ( oh the joy it would bring )
2. I told my friend in a text... that his a** eats d**ks like, Pac Man eats pellets. ( the same friend I pranked. )
See these are the things I come up with late at night, when I am dead tired! My mind is wonderful!
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 6:50 am
Also I am bringing Knight Lamb back! he is in the works.. once a few items I am ditching from my pirate outfit sell I can complete him! Here he is.. though... updated! 
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 7:54 am
Thanks everyone for the support!
Exxos i have sort of same philosophy, i just never defined it that way as you did. I think happiness is about lots of factors and surely not all can be must chemicals, or just surroundings, or just "in the head". I think most people have some unhappy moments its just that you know about them only from your closest friends. Of course others dont go to the subway with a card saying "hug me".
Hm that sounds like a good social experiment biggrin
Thank you... today i feel much better. Its a roller-coaster, luckily not so crazy as before, but i still have ups and downs, and ill always have smile
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 11:57 am
Starchild - smells like a case of pseudoscience to me http://skepticblog.org/2009/03/19/some-starchild-feedback/
@Lamb - I really like the knight outfit! 3nodding
@Lainauriel - I'm glad that today is a better day. I'm sure you're right about others being unhappy too and you just don't know about it. The more people I know the more I get that everyone has challenges in one form or another. A lot of the time we just don't realize it.
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