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 Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 4:19 pm
Divine_Malevolence Maris Pallitax Sometimes my shyness really bothers me. :c
I want to talk to a lot of people but I can't, because I don't want to bother them, or I think they might not like me, or they seem really scary, or they haven't seen me in a while, etc ; ; myriad bullsheet reasons..
So I stalk them :c
Through their profile, threads, posts, guilds (teehee), other sites ; ;..
I just can't get over it. x_x If only people couldn't be bothered..... :c Mhm. I just get so caught up in not wanting to be annoying to them that I end up never even saying "hi" >_<
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Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 4:23 pm
asianretart Divine_Malevolence asianretart Divine_Malevolence asianretart ^ I chuckled. --- I'm not being myself anymore. I don't feel joyous, I'm not doing any assignments. I often find myself dwelling in my own depression. I can't do anything. I feel like falling into a coma and never waking up, or I want to start all over again. I feel neglected, and left behind. I never get to state my opinion in Real Life, and that puts me down. I'm Uber sensitive now a days. It hurts to see some people I was so close to once. I cry when someone puts me down. I cry myself to sleep at night. I don't fucking know what's happening to me anymore.*Hugs.* But I'd miss you if you fell into a perma-coma. And is not doing assignments that odd? 0.o Aw Thanks Divine. No. I usually Procrastinate, but not this bad. I have to do an assignment on drugs and I have to measure this plant I'm growing. I also have to do piles and piles of homework. I'm just stressed out and often find myself crying randomly, like right now. Maybe the stress is gettin' to you? It changes people in the worst of ways. It is. It has started to change me. I'm not that happy anymore and I don't know what to do. I get migraines that I can't bother to treat. I know I'm lazy but stress is taking over me, and applying a barrier of depression with it. Well, I deal with such things by adopting a stance of near absolute apathy. Good for me, bad for most other things. Still trying to find ways to get around the many obstacles it causes.....
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Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 4:48 pm
I've started to write again.. it's only fanfiction which is what got me interested in writing in the first place..
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Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 5:02 pm
Everything hurts sooo badly and I just want to sleep, but I have a ton of homework to do and gkljfd;lkgjdfklgj
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Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 6:38 pm
I know* there are people who are purposely trying to drive me away. But I have no real proof, and I'm not entirely sure who these people are. If I had a better memory...as I put it elsewhere, "I can remember years ago and seconds ago, but not days."
*And by "know", I mean "suspect". And by "suspect", I mean..."am paranoid that". >.>
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Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 6:56 pm
Kestin Sha I know* there are people who are purposely trying to drive me away. But I have no real proof, and I'm not entirely sure who these people are. If I had a better memory...as I put it elsewhere, "I can remember years ago and seconds ago, but not days." *And by "know", I mean "suspect". And by "suspect", I mean..."am paranoid that". >.> There aren't. ninja I keeled them.
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Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 7:17 pm
My throat hurts and I don't want to do this math project and it feels hopeless and I just want to cry.
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Posted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 7:18 pm
Kestin Sha I know* there are people who are purposely trying to drive me away. But I have no real proof, and I'm not entirely sure who these people are. If I had a better memory...as I put it elsewhere, "I can remember years ago and seconds ago, but not days." *And by "know", I mean "suspect". And by "suspect", I mean..."am paranoid that". >.> Realizing that it's paranoia is a big key, though. 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 10:34 am
I think they changed the ringsets again, cause I'm trying to use one and it's not working...either that or there's a glitch, but since there are no threads about it in the z!F, I feel like I'm seriously missing something, and am therefore too afraid to ask about it because I just know I'm doing something so wrong it's idiotic. xp Guess I'ma go back to switching them around on my hand, trying different hands, trying different sets, checking three different sources of information on what I could be doing wrong...
Please, nobody help me. I want to prove I can figure this out for myself. sweatdrop Ugh, screw it. What's going on?!
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 10:42 am
My gf's mom has been stalking my Facebook, so I put it on private against my gf's wishes, cuz her mom will flip out when she notices, but idc cuz I deserve some privacy dont i?
Now I'm just waiting for the fire and rage to come out. emo
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 10:46 am
Phukking Writch My gf's mom has been stalking my Facebook, so I put it on private against my gf's wishes, cuz her mom will flip out when she notices, but idc cuz I deserve some privacy dont i?
Now I'm just waiting for the fire and rage to come out. emo ₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и
You've got the right to keep it private and if she bitches about it that's her problem, not yours.
Kestin -
Which ring Hun?
₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 10:50 am
Rayne Bloodstone Phukking Writch My gf's mom has been stalking my Facebook, so I put it on private against my gf's wishes, cuz her mom will flip out when she notices, but idc cuz I deserve some privacy dont i?
Now I'm just waiting for the fire and rage to come out. emo ₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и
You've got the right to keep it private and if she bitches about it that's her problem, not yours.
Kestin -
Which ring Hun?
₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и All of them. I've tried each ringset on both hands, and none of them glowed, or showed up in my buffs panel. sweatdrop I've checked numerous times to make sure I have the right rings for each one. I don't normally use sets, so...I don't know what's wrong. gonk
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 10:56 am
I've stopped measuring time in correct terms. Now it's "Am I hungry yet...?", "Is Survivors on today...?" and "How close to Eurovision are we...?"
rolleyes
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 12:29 pm
Kestin Sha Rayne Bloodstone Phukking Writch My gf's mom has been stalking my Facebook, so I put it on private against my gf's wishes, cuz her mom will flip out when she notices, but idc cuz I deserve some privacy dont i?
Now I'm just waiting for the fire and rage to come out. emo ₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и
You've got the right to keep it private and if she bitches about it that's her problem, not yours.
Kestin -
Which ring Hun?
₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и All of them. I've tried each ringset on both hands, and none of them glowed, or showed up in my buffs panel. sweatdrop I've checked numerous times to make sure I have the right rings for each one. I don't normally use sets, so...I don't know what's wrong. gonk Do you have any G'hi? I think you need to have at least 1 for a ring set to trigger.
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 12:43 pm
Kestin Sha Rayne Bloodstone Phukking Writch My gf's mom has been stalking my Facebook, so I put it on private against my gf's wishes, cuz her mom will flip out when she notices, but idc cuz I deserve some privacy dont i?
Now I'm just waiting for the fire and rage to come out. emo ₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и
You've got the right to keep it private and if she bitches about it that's her problem, not yours.
Kestin -
Which ring Hun?
₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и All of them. I've tried each ringset on both hands, and none of them glowed, or showed up in my buffs panel. sweatdrop I've checked numerous times to make sure I have the right rings for each one. I don't normally use sets, so...I don't know what's wrong. gonk ₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и
I've heard about this issue lately and some people are thinking they removed the sets or are changing the sets. Not really sure what to tell you other then keep trying to move them around or something ><;
₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и
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