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 Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 7:17 pm
Bummer felt dirty, and sore, and.. many things. But, he was too old to cry about it. He had had sex before, of course, he had been the dominant one that time... but he had been nice about it. When Miika tried biting him, he told him not to. That's when the hitting started... Miika had bitten him on his neck, and on the inner thigh of his left leg, and the vampire had made sure that they hurt, as if to punish Bummer for back-talking him. Then Faded... she... she made him feel even dirtier when she said she was too upset and disappointed to even look at him. When he tried to touch her, she had slapped his hand away and told him that she was disgusted with him..
Bummer continued to whine softly, forcing back all of his emotions until his eyes looked glazed over and dead. He didn't want to touch any of his friends. Not Faded, not Mariih, and not Ryuu... none of them. He didn't want to touch them, because he was ashamed of himself. He still... he wanted more. Not... not like the kind Miika had bullied him into, but... the nicer kind. The kind he had done before in his lifetime with another canine. That.. that was what he wanted. And he shouldn't want that. He shouldn't want any of it. Bummer's ears perked when he heard a voice, and he did his best to curl up further. He looked up, and his eyes landed on Ryuu. The german shepherd quickly turned his head away so that Ryuu wouldn't see the bruises on his cheeks. There were only a couple of them, and they weren't that big... but they hurt. "... What are you doing out here...?" He asked softly.
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 7:39 pm
Ryuu continued to eye around more and more before feeling himself filled with a slight warmness when he heard a familiar voice penetrate his ears. "Bummer..?" He asked lightly as he walked over to the curled up dog. He didn't know why he was like that, but it made him flourish with worry. "Are you okay? Is something wrong?" He asked him curiously as he knelt down on the ground before the male. He eyed him carefully and tried to push to the back of his mind his night with the Doc. He still had one thing that made him proud. His virginity was still in tact for now that is. He knew he wouldn't be safe from the Doctor until he moved out away from him.
He placed his hand lightly on Bummer's shoulder and didn't get any closer in fear he would scare the male. "I'm out here because my house is around here and plus I heard you whining. It sounded like you were either in pain or upset over something." He said to him simply with his ears flattening to his head and his tail curling at his waist.
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 7:50 pm
The canine twitched lightly when Ryuu called his name, and then knelt down infront of him. He closed his eyes when his friend asked those two questions. At this point, he didn't know how to honestly answer them. He was hurting from the inside out, and... how was he supposed to answer that without lying to one of his closest friends? That's the thing; he couldn't. And even if he could think of a good enough lie, he still wouldn't lie to Ryuu. Maybe Faded, but not Ryuu. He should have lied to Faded... now she didn't want to be around him right now... when he kind of needed her the most out of everyone. She always knew how to make his naughty wants go away, to make him feel good inside again... But not this time.
Was he... was he going to have to do this all on his own? The thought of it made him whimper softly. Bummer shifted to sit up, and let out a high pitched whine, closing his eyes tightly. He forgot... after it all Miika kicked him in the stomach to get him off the bed. That... that probably hurt the worst out of all of it. "Lots is wrong, Ryuu..." He said quietly, voice shaking with pain though he tried to control it. He didn't know how he was going to explain any of this to Ryuu, especially since Ryuu didn't know what sex was... it was going to make it all very difficult. Should... should he even tell Ryuu at all? Well, he certainly didn't want to lie to him... He never wanted to lie to him... "Its... a little bit of both," he murmured softly, keeping his face hidden away.
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2007 5:37 pm
Ryuu watched the male's moves and found him acting bizarre already, but he could deal with it. He knew everyone couldn't be happy and peppy all the time. Even he felt really bad right now and he usually never did. Sitting down in front of him, he didn't know how he could comfort the male and was afraid that a hug would make him drift further away from him. Like his mother said to him one time, It's good to hug someone, but there are cases when it will cause more harm then good. He didn't know if this was one of those times. "You can tell me. I will be there for you." He nodded to him lightly as he sat there watching him carefully.
His tail curled on his lap and didn't have anything to cuddle right now. "I can tell you were hurt in some way and....and if it makes you feel any better.. I was too." He said to him simply as he brought his knees to his chest ad hugged them.
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 6:38 pm
Bummer's ears twitched beneath the hoodie as he tried to think of what exactly to say to Ryuu. He wanted to hug onto his closest friend - who now seemed to be his only friend after what Miika did - but... he didn't want to touch Ryuu. He felt too dirty... so dirty that he didn't think he even deserved to look at the other, or even so much as have him as a friend. But, he was glad to have Ryuu as a friend. He needed Ryuu more than the other male knew, especially right now. "Ryuu... do you know what the word 'rape' means? Its... a bad word, and even worse when taken into action. Its when someone forces you to do things you don't want to, forces you to have sex... And its not the nice kind of sex that feels good, its the kind that hurts, the kind that will make you cry," he murmured lightly. He refused to look at Ryuu. "Miika did that to me... and, this," he finally pulled off the hoodie to expose the slightly bleeding bite mark on his neck, and the bruises and cuts on his face and arms.
Bummer's eyes flashed with something that was never seen. Anger. He focused on Ryuu and his fur stood on end, looking the other Anthro dead in the eyes. "Ryuu, who hurt you? That doesn't make me feel better. It makes me feel angry." Bummer finally scooted closer, and though it made a stinging pain shoot through his body, he draped his arms loosely around Ryuu to hug him, closing his eyes as he controlled his anger. "Ryuu, I didn't ever want you getting hurt. I never cared if I did, but you... never deserved to get hurt. In any way... I want to protect you, like a friend should. Will you let me?"
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 8:02 pm
Ryuu listened to the other male's words and felt his heart sink to the lowest gut of his chest. He felt like crying, but didn't think Bummer needed that type of behavior right now. His best friend was raped and he wasn't there for him. He felt an deep anger burn from his gut for this guy Miika. He never hated anyone in his life, but right now he really hated that man and he didn't even meet him yet. "He did those horrible things to you? How could someone do that to someone else? It makes me sad, but at the same time very angry. No one should have that done to them since it's not something that is enjoyed. My mommy told me about that and how my daddy use to do that to his ex. I was sad off it and that is why I didn't talk to my daddy for awhile until I got the guts to hunt him down." He said with a flick of his wings before looking to Bummer and trying his absolute hardest to hold back his tears of two things...Sorrow and anger. "He did all this to you? Why...? I don't understand? Did you do something bad..?" He asked with a shakey voice as he tried to keep and eye on the wounds, but found himself looking away.
He heard him ask a question, but was so concerned about Bummer that his problem wasn't important anymore. "Oh it's nothing. Someone did things to me, that is all." He said still in a shakey voice before eyeing him again. "Please don't be angry... I'm fine. Your in worse shape then I am." The younger male hugged Bummer back lightly, making sure he didn't hurt his wounds. "I wasn't raped like you were though. He wanted sex from me, but he was very understanding when I said no." He then couldn't control his tears anymore when the male said he didn't mind getting hurt. "Don't say that! No one should be hurt ever!" He said as he moved away from the male dog a bit and gripped his own pants tightly since his body was filled with so much anger. He sniffled and wiped his eyes before trying to think about his last question. "Sure..., but I am afraid of you being hurt for me." He said lightly still with his voice shaking and tears falling slowly down his cheeks.
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 8:22 pm
Bummer pulled back lightly when Ryuu did, and watched him carefully. He knew the signs, Ryuu was getting very angry inside. That happened to the canine plenty of times. He was angry and sad when he found out his mother didn't want him, and angry that his papa was never, ever there. As soon as his papa found out his mother was pregnant, he left for good. When Bummer searched and found his Papa, he had got nothing but beaten. His Papa hit him several times, broke his arm and some ribs, and said he hated him. Bummer clenched his fists at the memories that ran through him. And his mother, she wouldn't let him near his siblings. She wouldn't feed him, she hated him the moment he came out, because he looked just like his papa. Then the people came, and his mama made them take him away. The people... he thought they would be nice. They weren't, though.
Tears welled in his eyes as anger boiled his blood. He no longer felt sadness at the memories, just anger that caused his skin to redden and the tears of rage and hate to fall from his golden brown eyes. The canine's eyes glazed over as he thought more about the people. They named him, they gave him this name. Bummer. He knew it wasn't a nice name. People said it when they didn't like something. They didn't want him either. They kept him chained up behind a big gate next to the wood pile. He had been on a chain that was at least three inches thick. They said it was a heavy-duty towing chain. They wrapped it around the pole so he couldn't even move two feet in any direction. He had only ever been able to move a total of one foot. He had to sleep in the mud, and had to drink water from the mud. They never fed him, ever. When they did, he always ate so much that he got sick and threw up. Then they hit him with things that hurt worse than hands. They hit him with the wood, and they hit him with something called a 'metal pipe.'
Tears streamed down his cheeks now, and his fists were clenched so tightly that his nails had dug deep into his skin, causing blood to trickle out of his clenched fists. The blood landed on his pants, but he didn't feel the pain of it. No. He was tired of feeling pain. He was tired of people hitting him, and making his body hurt. Then... then Andie had come. She saw him for the first time, and it had been nearly six months since he had seen anyone's face, with only one meal every two months, accompanied by the beatings. She threw herself in the mud, and wrapped her arms around him. She didn't care that he stunk of his own urine. She just hugged him and told him she'd love him forever. That was the first time in his life he had ever felt happiness and love. She had taken the chain off of his neck, and didn't care that his blood was streaming down her clothes and skin, and she didn't care that the chain had cut the skin around his neck because it was too tight.
Finally, the thoughts of Andie had calmed him down. He pulled his nails out of his hands, and winced at the pain that ran through him. The tears kept falling now, but only because he felt bad. Sometimes he had done things to make Andie very mad. But, she had never hit him. She only put him outside and called him 'Bad Dog.' He never should have done anything to ever make her mad. She had been very good to him. She fed him and showed him what love was... and she never, ever hit him. Not even a light swat on the nose. "I... don't know why he did it. He was angry at Lutty, and I went to see if he was okay. That was when he hit me in the face. Then he did all the rest of it..." Bummer whined out softly, licking at the blood on his hands.
He looked back towards Ryuu, and finally the tears became those of sorrow. He shouldn't have told Ryuu... that had made his friend angry. Bummer curled up on the ground, wincing and whining softly. He gently nuzzled his face against Ryuu's arm, and put his head against Ryuu's leg. Bummer, despite everything that happened, had never hurt anybody. He had gotten angry a few times, and yelled, but he had never hurt anyone. He didn't want to hurt people like he had been hurt. "I don't care about myself, Ryuu... I'm just glad that he didn't rape you... I'm glad you're okay... I don't want you to ever not be okay..." Bummer sat up lightly with a small whimper, and turned his eyes away from his friend. "You're right... no one should ever be hurt like that... but, Ryuu, for eighteen years of my life, I was beaten and unloved. I was even starved. Then Andie came into my life and made all that other stuff go away. When Miika did this, it all started to come back, but... I thought about Andie, and I thought about Faded, and I thought about you... and it made my hate go away. I'm used to taking a beating. Its okay, and... even though I'm in a little pain, I promise that I'll be okay." Bummer bit his lower lip lightly and looked down towards the ground, ears dropping. "I don't feel safe alone at home, though. Even though Miika is gone, I know he'll come back if I'm alone... and Faded won't talk to me, or sleep in my room... so I know he'll come back. Just... I don't even want to suggest this, but I have to... Maybe... being my friend is a bad thing? What if Miika sees me with you, and does something bad to both of us? I don't want him doing anything to you, I'd rather it be done to me.. I don't want you to get mixed in... I'm scared for you, Ryuu..."
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 8:57 pm
Ryuu knew where his anger came from deep down. His father Dai was the only one who manifested so much hate and anger on his side of the family. He was born with it sadly and it pained him more to know that he had such an evil thing inside him. It made up part of his being and there was nothing that could be done to release it. For his whole life he could control it very well, but he never knew his father until a few months back. Not knowing his father probably kept the beast at bay. When he met him and got a taste of what the older dragon was really like, he let all the verbal abuse he had recieved, build up within him. He never cried, he never seemed said or tired. He always had a warming smile on his face until now.
He had been with his mother through the hard times of his life. He never had a lot of money and Dai left his mother with much, but a good number of years worth of spending money. His father sent his sister to the school she wanted to go to in Korea by paying for it fully before she was even in her 5 year of school. He never got the chance to have anything handed to him and still didn't. His father found him worthless and not the kind of son he wanted. What kind of son did he want? One that beat people up, one that took pleasure in whoring around town with everyone, or one that simply worked themselves to death. He wanted to know what his father's 'ideal' son was, so he could know at least how much he failed. It didn't matter to him now though, but he couldn't stop thinking of the past in quick flashes as he looked to Bummer. It made his past come to life for some reason or another...
He quickly was brought to his senses again when Bummer spoke about what that fiend did to him. "He shouldn'y hit someone like you in the face..." He said lightly still with his voice shaking and slow tears falling down his cheeks. "No don't do that please...It might get infected." He told him simply as he took hold of Bummer's hands with his own and began to examine the wounds. His eyes weren't glazed over with that cheerful hint of life anymore. No now they were filled with hate and anger. It could be seen if you looked directly into Ryuu's eyes. His tail laid limp behind him and his ears were flat to his head now. He didn't like his friends hurt and this was how he acted when his friends were hurt.
He sniffled some more before pulling himelf together enough to talk without such a shakey tone of voice. He wiped what tears he could away and looked to Bummer. "Well I do...My friends shouldn't be hurt ever. I am always okay. I have been through the hards times of my life when my father was down right mean to me. Telling me how I wasn't suppose to exist, how I'm a failure and not even a child of his." He said lightly as he tried not to think about it. He bega to cry a bit again at the male's words and wanted to cling onto Bummer so bad, but couldn't because he was so hurt. "Please try not to get hurt like this again...I still don't think it's right no matter how many times you were beat." He said to him simply to him before hearing something about that Miika guy again. "I am glad he is gone. If he comes near you again...I will......I will..." He didn't want to hurt anyway physically so he had to think of something else. "I will tell him how much he has hurt me even if he doesn't care." He said simply before hugging onto Bummer lightly since he couldn't hold back anymore. "No it's not! Being your friend is a good thing. I would think being my friend is a bad thing since I know more bad people I think. I don't think he will hurt us either because I will protect you and you will protect me. No, I don't want nothing more to happen to you. If he wants sex....then...let him have me instead of hurting you again." He said with his gaze going down to his knees and then looking back up to Bummer. "Plus it will give me a reason to tell my dad how strong I am. Then maybe he will accept me as his son finally..." He said simply as he stood up and brushed himself off. "Don't be scared for me...I think I can handle myself." He then looked more at Bummer and wondered if they should get those wounds wrapped up. "Let's go back to your house and get those wounds bandaged up." He nodded and tried to gain full composure.
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2007 9:16 pm
Bummer sat quietly in a long silence, as more of his past played through his head. It was a movie that he couldn't stop, and the film seemed to be in perfect condition. The memories seemed unstoppable and never ending, going into great detail. He wondered how many times he had bled through his life time. Probaby too many to count. He had only felt loved for two years out of twenty years. No matter how great the good stuff was, there were many years of bad to outweigh it. Bummer blinked and looked at Ryuu, shaking his head, lightly hugging his friend in return.
He didn't care if his body was hurting anymore. All the pain quickly faded away when he gazed into Ryuu's eyes. Gently, he pulled his hands back and shook his head. The canine rubbed his hands along his shirt to clean them from the blood, then lightly rubbed at Ryuu's tears very tenderly with his thumb. He removed his hands quickly so that he wouldn't get any blood on the younger Anthro. Very carefully, not caring about much of anything anymore except for Ryuu right now, he put his arms around the smaller Anthro and embraced him gently. He lightly rested his forehead to the other's shoulder. Ryuu could cling to him if he wanted, Bummer couldn't feel his pain anymore... his body was starting to go numb.
"Ryuu... I can't even let you say things like that. I've had sex before, and Miika wasn't the first to rape me or hit me. You... you on the other hand, you have so much left of you... I couldn't ever let someone like Miika, or whoever violated your purity, to get a hold of you. Ever. I care for you too much to see anyone like that get a hold of you in the same manner they got a hold of me." Bummer looked up at Ryuu, and blinked back tears. He leaned forward and lightly kissed his temple, in a way to confirm his words and friendship. "You can protect me, and I'll protect you... but I'd die before I ever let Miika, or anyone like him, get to you. I care for you, Ryuu, and... I think that if anyone is going to take your virginity, it should be someone who will be gentle... someone that will be caring and respect your body, that will do things the way you want. Not the way they want." Bummer closed his eyes and sighed lightly. "Someone that you care for and love, and someone that cares for and loves you back. You are strong, Ryuu, and I know you want your dad to accept you... but I am never going to let something like that happen to you. You shouldn't have to get raped, and then whore your body out to get your dad to accept you. There has to be another way, and we'll find that way, together. Because that's what friends are for."
Bummer finally nodded his head, and let go of Ryuu, looking down at his hands. "Ryuu... do you want to move in with me for a little bit? That way... we can protect each other, and... you can meet people at my house stronger than me. People that can give you ideas on maybe how to make your dad accept you. Something good, and something that will prove how strong you are. Not something foolish, like throwing yourself at Miika's mercy..." The canine fidgeted, preparing himself for the worst of all rejections, one that would end a friendship, and make his heart break in half. He didn't know why, but he wanted to protect Ryuu forever, or at least until Ryuu found himself a really, really good mate. He'd be Ryuu's friend until the day he would die. "Okay... we can go to my house so I can get cleaned up," he murmured softly, still waiting for the horrible rejection that was playing through his mind.
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2007 1:16 am
FallenRockGirl07 Alestra listened to her and gave a flick of her wings with her words. "Heh humans..." She muttered before regaining her composure again. She didn't want to get angry, but the demon blood in her was making it happen. "I, myself, don't accept everything in my life of death. I would love to be able to see myself just once, but it will never happen." She told her simply and dropped the subect before she went on a hate spree on the living race. "I suppose it's just different for me since I am dead." She shrugged and looked away from her to the moon again.
Looking back to Chloey, she thought it was obvious, but she would tell her anyway. "I am a vampire, but also part demon." She told her with a flash of her fangs. She then moved over to the lake again and looked down like usual. When she didn't see her reflection again, she kicked the water in disgust before walking in it a bit. Even if she went in until she was fully submerged, she wouldn't even feel like she was under water. It would be as if she was walking around above the water like se usual would. "My clan isn't together anymore. They disbanded many years ago, but I still keep in touch with a few of the members. I wonder if I will ener get them to come here." She spoke lightly to no one in particular. She missed her younger sister dearly and her half-brother. They were the only two out there who wouldn't stab her in the back. "Would you like to hear my story?" She asked Chloey since she told most people this story if they wanted to hear it.
The angel didn't really know what to say, so she listened quietly. When Alestra flashed her bangs, and told her the what species she was, the angel felt...well, rather stupid to put it bluntly. It was obvious that Alestra was part demon, but Chloey was oblivious to the signs of someone being a vampire. She looked down towards the ground and lightly ran her fingers through her pink hair for a few moments, before quietly nodding her head. "I would like that very much," she said softly. The angel smiled, and sat on the ground, allowing the skirt of her dress to sprawl out across the ground all around her. She folded her hands in her lap, and then fixed her eyes intently on the other female.
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2007 7:20 pm
Ryuu felt the hug around him, but it didn't really do anything for him at all especially right now. He still felt himself burning from anger and he hated it. He watched him take his own hands back away from him and let out a light sigh. He didn't mind his tears being wiped away either since it showed that Bummer really was paying attention to him. He sat there listening to everything the male said and still thought it was wrong of him to even think like that. He didn't know what to say at first so he kept quiet and tried to come up with a response that wasn't fueled with the anger he had right now. He took a deep breath and looked down at his knees for a moment before bringing them up again to look at Bummer.
"You have had sex..?" He asked as his tears finally faded away and he hugged onto the male tightly. He didn't like the thought of Bummer being raped many times before since it shouldn't be like that. "I'm sorry...I don't want you to be raped ever again and don't worry about me. I would die for a friend if I had to." He said with a nod before feeling him kiss his temple and he smiled a bit. "Alright." He said before blushing a lot at the male's words about him caring for him. He was so use to his mommy or sister caring for him that he wasn't use to this. "You care for me..? Sorry I'm not use to other's saying things like that other then my mother or sister. I hope that is how my virginity is taken. I don't want it to be taken from me by someone who forces there way on me." He said sadly and remained hugging onto Bummer. "I hope we find a way. All I want is to be accepted as a son to him. It would make me really happy." He said and really that is all he wanted at the end of the day. He wanted his father to say, 'Ryuu, your such a great son,' but he never got it.
He then paused at his words about moving in. He didn't know whether or not he should since he didn't want to leave his mother alone. He knew he was always lonely now that Dai wasn't around that much for him even if they remained good friends. "I don't know since I don't want to leave my mommy alone. I know my sister can hold her own, but my mommy has been soo lonely lately." He said sadly as he continued to think about it. "Let me think it through since it's such a hard decision." He nodded as he rose to his feet and smiled to him the best he could. "Alright let's go. I will get those wounds all clean now." He said happily as he took one of Bummer's hands and waited for him to lead the way.
Alestra watched Chloey closely before letting out a light sigh. She had decided to tell the real truth to this girl now since she finally realized she wasn't a threat at all. "Alright...Well it all started off when I was 23 years old. It's amazing that I still remember all this after all these years. I was once human, so sorry for that little lie I commited." She said lightly as he began to dig deep into her memories. "I know for a fact I looked so different then I am now since I was young. I will tell you about my embrace the most and then give you a summary of all the years that flew by after." She said lightly as she curled her wings around herself. "I met this great guy or at least I thought he was great. We dated for awhile and I never really knew he was a vampire since it hid it so well. Though I did find it weird that he was never out during the day. We were cute for awhile until the night I first had sex with him. It was an experience let me tell you, but he began to get violent after. He held me down to the bed and told that he loved me so much... I told him to stop, but he wouldn't let up at all, so then I saw it...His fangs glistened in the moonlight as he beared them at me and he kept on telling me that life would be better if I was like him. Someone who lived in the darkness." She topped for a moment and looked down at her hands that were now laying in her lap.
"I was crying so hard and confused that I stared up at at him in disbelief. Inside I was scared to death, since I didn't know someone like him could be like this all of a sudden. Then in a few moments of silence, he bit down on my neck with such force that I could feel my heart breating quickly and then fading off slowly until I was unconscious. I woke up the next day with the urge to feed off of anything I could find. Luckily, I had no parents or anything around, so I was on my own to begin with. The days after that went quickly and I went through many years of my life. I never felt whole and grew a real hate for men because of that one male who turned me into the thing I am today.” She stopped for a moment and let out a long heavy sigh. “I wish I was smarter at that time…” She said lightly before flicking her hair over her shoulder. “Though now there is nothing I can do, so I don’t dwell on the past. There is no reason too and it shows weakness.” She looked away from Chloey towards the lake.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 8:27 pm
Bummer's mind drifted towards Faded for a few moments, as he fell into silence. He couldn't figure out why she was so angry with him. Was it because of what Miika did to him...? Was it because he didn't want to tell anyone what happened, so it took him awhile to tell her..? Could she have gotten angry at herself because she wanted to be strong enough to protect him...? Little did Bummer know that it was none of those questions that ran through his head. The reason was quite simple-- she was a little jealous. The only person Bummer had wanted to see after it happened was Ryuu, he had wanted to know if Ryuu was okay because he had a bad feeling. Which, his bad feeling was right, but at least it wasn't as bad as he had thought. It would take this male canine awhile to figure out why Faded was upset with him, and she probably wouldn't even look at him until he finally did figure it out, and apologize.
Bummer softly pet Ryuu's hair, before nuzzling it, as he was prone to doing, to help to further comfort the other. "Yes, I've had sex before," Bummer whispered softly, shaking his head. "I loved the person, and I thought that he loved me too... but apparently, he just wanted to establish his dominance. After that, he'd yell every time I got close to him." The german shepherd shrugged lightly and smiled at Ryuu. "But at least I loved him, even if it wasn't mutual... It would have been better if he had loved me too, though." He said quietly. It was an upsetting topic for him, but he didn't mind talking about it with Ryuu or Faded. Nobody else though, just those two.
Bummer laughed softly, then winced and put an arm against his stomach, before smiling at his friend. "And you don't worry about me, okay? I can handle myself well enough... and I would die for a friend if I had to, too." The canine decided to drop the subject, seeing as they were really getting no where with it. Ryuu would rather himself get raped than Bummer, but Bummer would rather have it the other way around. Neither one of them was going to win this one, they both seemed to be just a little too stubborn when concern over their friends stepped in the way. "We'll just stay away from people like Miika," he said lightly with a nod of his head.
"I know it's a hard decision. Take all the time you need. Even if you say no, its okay. So long as you promise to still have sleepovers. Whether it means I'll be here, or you'll be at my house." The canine's tail wagged, and he gently held onto Ryuu's hand, walking in the direction of his own home so that he could get bandaged up. Some of his wounds desperately needed to be cleaned out, like the bite on his neck. "Of course I care for you, Ryuu. You're my friend, and my favorite guy friend." Bummer said with a smile, tail still wagging.
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 5:38 pm
Ryuu felt the male pet his hair making him blush a little bit, but he really didn't care right now. He was worried about Bummer so much. "That is trerrible. Why do people do that...? Why is there so much hate and so much pain everywhere?" He whimpered a bit as he wiped his eyes of his tears that were now burning to his face with anger. "I hope someone loves you one day. I don't want one of my best friends sad all the time." He said with a light sniffle before getting up from the ground. He brushed himself off and hugged himself gently. He felt cold all of a sudden and wanted it to go away. His face was the only thing that felt warm right now and he only assumed it was because of the fact that he was blushing, but the thing was that he wasn't blushing anymore. His anger was flowing through his veins that his father has.
His ear twitched a bit at the male's words about dying. He didn't like when he said that since it wasn't very comforting at all. He didn't give him an answer at all since it was best he left the subject alone. Plus he was a bit too lost in his mind at the moment anyway. He began to walk with Bummer and his fingers curled around the dog's hand as he walked. His own tail was limp behind his form and his eyes still hurt from crying so much so little ago. "I have to go back for my things if I stay here though..." He said lightly and in a voice that could barely be heard. He looked over to Bummer like he was a zombie and eyed the wounds he needed to patch up on the male. "I need to get those nasty wounds all wrapped up. They are horrible looking." He said to him in a sad tone of voice. "Thank you for that." He said lightly with his face turning bright red from the compliment.
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Posted: Wed Sep 12, 2007 2:55 pm
Bummer blinked, ears twitching as he listened to the words that Ryuu was saying. Those questions... were hard ones to answer, and there was no way that the young german shepherd could give his friend a real and true answer, because... well... simply because he didn't know. "I don't know, Ryuu," he answered honestly with a small shake of his head. "Maybe some people just have a hard time being nice, you know? Like... they never take their guard down, even if they really like or love someone, so... nobody ever stands a chance with them." The canine sighed lightly, and another answer ran through his mind. Sometimes others just liked to cause pain to other people, they liked to see others in pain... but he wouldn't dare say that out loud to his friend.
The canine felt Ryuu's fingers curled around his own hand, and he smiled lightly. His ears twitched and perked every now and then, mainly right now to hear the other's barely audible voice. He caught some of what he said, something about getting things, and the canine was smart enough to piece it together. Bummer simply nodded, not wanting to get his hopes up too high, or too low, for that matter. It was going to be a hard decision for Ryuu, and Bummer wasn't sure he should have suggested it in the first place.
Finally catching sight of the house, he lead Ryuu onward at the medium-pace they had already been walking at. Nothing too slow, nothing too fast. The canine opened the door, leading his friend inside. The german shepherd had to stop and think for a moment before he gently released Ryuu's hands and rummaged around in a bathroom. Finally, he found exactly what he was looking for. It was an open-topped plastic box, with plenty of things in it specifically for taking care of wounds properly. Bummer sat down on a nearby couch, and tilted his head at Ryuu. "Is this going to hurt really bad...?"
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Posted: Thu Sep 13, 2007 4:47 pm
Ryuu followed the male closely with all those thoughts still on his mind. He didn't say anything else in fear of causing more questions to enter his brain at a rapid speed. When they reached the house, he entered it with the male and looked around a bit. He kind of felt at home there for some reason, but it might of been because he honesty didn't want to go home at all. "Nice house." He said lightly before taking a seat on one of the couches. He eyed his hands that were lightly tinted with Bummer's blood all over them. He didn't care since it was only from Bummer and he could always wash it away easily. It was the fact that he was injured and hurt from a male that he didn't like at all. "I wish I was stronger..." He said to himself lightly and was strong emotionally, but physically he lacked greatly.
He then eyed Bummer as he came back into the room with bandages. "No it shouldn't hurt. It might sting a bit." He shrugged before getting up and taking the box from the male. "Umm if any of the wounds are underneath your clothes...It would be best if you removed your clothes." He blushed at the thought of Bummer near naked before him, but if he needed to then he would cope with it.
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