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I walked back into the living room, after falling asleep again. I saw Jorden was still sitting on the couch. It seems like he had found some kind of wine or some thing, for he was holding a fine looking wine glass with some kind of dark liquid in it. I just prayed it was blood. He was staring off blankly at nothing. But what he was doing didn't seem awkward, it just looked like he had alot on his mind. For once, I looked at Jorden. I mean, really looked at him. What I saw was strange. There was a strangeness to Jorden. He had a few dark, almost evil features. First of all, those eyes. I had never seen naturally red eyes in my entire life. There was also the fact that they wheren't red when I first me him. Only after he lashed out at Kaidne did his eyes gain there full crimson color. Then there was his hair. Long, straight and black. As black as night. It looked strange against his pale face. His skin was so pale. He was thin, pale. He looked sick. His hair was dull and lacked that healthy shine. Even my hair, as fake as it was, has some shine to it.
Just as I was about to annalize him more, Jorden turned to me. His expression was light. "Hello." He said simply. His voice was some how powerful. Even though it was quiet and breathy, which only made him sound tired. But there was that hint of Aphla in him, the hint that made my young childish wolf cringe.
"Um... hi." i said in reply. "How are you feeling?" I asked with out really thinking.
Jorden shrugged, looking down at him glass. "Tired." He said simply. He looked back at me. "But that's not really importent." He smiled smally as he said that. His lips barely curled up over his metal laced teeth.
I was about to say some thing, but my phone went off. I took the phone from my pocket and looked at the message Savanah had sent me. I sighed, but in a good kind of way. I looked over at Jorden. "Savanah wants us to go to the hospital. I guess she wants you to meet her mom."
Jorden seemed to perk up. He sat his glass on the table infront of him and stood up. "Then let's go." He said looking at him. He walked up to me. I noticed I was taller then him, but only like an inch or two. He looked so fragile. Like if any one touched him, he would shatter.
But he just stood there. "What are you waiting for?" I asked confused.
Jorden raised an eyebrow. "I don't know where the car is, and I don't know if I'm even alowed to touch any thing. I'm sure Savanah gave you the go ahead."
"Oh... uh, yeah." I said and grabbed the keys from the counter. "I'm guessing these are it." Jorden sighed, with a slight smile and walked toward the gerage. And I fallowed. I noticed the car Savanah had left me, and felt kind of un easy. I sure as hell didn't want to mess it up.
Before I could say or do any thing, Jorden snatched the keys from me. I looked at him confused. "I think I'm more... quallified to drive, 'old' cars." He said. I knew he didn't mean old, but insteed I believed he ment speciel. And went to the drivers side of the car and I went to the passenger side. I got in as Jorden did. He started the engine. He smiled. I guess he like it. Jorden carefully pulled out and we drove in silence to the hospital.
He looked around after I told him about the purple car. But he pulled in next to a white Camaro.
I stepped out of the car and went to find Savanah. It wasn't hard to find her. I walked over and hugged her from behind. "Hey there baby." I siad with a smile, then I looked down at Julia. "And actual baby." I said then walked around infront of them. I kissed my daughter on the head. "I did as you told me." I motioned over. "I brought Jorden." But I noticed he didn't pay any attention to us two teenagers with a baby. He just wanted right into the hospital.

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I had watched all this in silence and when Jorden and Micheal came over, I guess you could say I was afraid. Jorden was in pain. That was always hard to watch. After Micheal left, I strapped Julia in with more sucsess then I thought I could ever have. "Hey." Jorden said weakly. I turend and he tossed me the keys to the car.
I scrambled and the nearly hit me in the face. I stepped over to the drivers side of the car and opened the door. I looked over at Jorden who was still just standing there. "Hey! Get in." I snapped lightly, just concerned for him. Jorden took one deep breath and did as I said. As I pulled out of the parking lot, I just prayed I wouldn't kill us all. I looked over at Jorden. He had his knees up to his chest and his face burried in his arms. I sighed and kept my attention on the road.
The ride to Savanah's house was silent. After pulling into the drive way, I got Julia. I watched Jorden walk back into the house. I waited there for a second, not to sure what to do. I bit my lip and followed Jorden into the house. I stepped into the living room. Jorden was doubled over on the couch, his hair covered his face. But from what I could see, I saw tears slip his eyes. But, there was nothing I could do. I walked up to the nursery. I sat down and sat julia on my lap. "I sure he's okay." I muttered to my daughter. "But, I'm glad Savanah's happy." I said with a smile.

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I pulled away lightly, shaking my head. I hadn't known I was crying until now. I wiped the pained tears away. "No. No, I'm fine. Really." I muttered. The pain had radiated though out most of my body, but by now, it was starting to subside like usual. "This is quite normal." I mustered a smile. "Some thing you might need to get use to." I hated how weak I sounded, how small I felt. How could I be an Alpha when my body was nearly falling apart. I coughed, but only a small amout of blood slipped my lips and fell onto my arm. I found that to be a good sign. Only a little blood for once. Maybe Mary-Lynnett's presence is better then I thought.
I crossed my arms over my body and held then tight to my stomach. I leaned back on the couch and looked up at the ceiling. For some reason, I didn't want to go back. I didn't want to face the hell of being an Alpha. It was far to much stress, and stress is what kills me. But, I must go back. It's my job and my comitment I made to those kids. I don't know if they need me, but I must go back. I sighed and closed my eyes. "Are you sure your ready for the hell that is our life?" I asked Mary-Lynnett calmly.

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I smiled smally. "That sounds like some thing my mom would say." I said softly. But I regreted the words as soon as I said them. My heart twisted painfully at the memory of my wonderful mother. She was just like Mary-Lynnett. Only, the middle eastern blood ran thick through her vains. I ran my hands through my hair, pushing it out of my face. But then I shook my head lightly, trying to push the last image of my mother out of my mind. The last time I had seen her, was not how I wanted to remember her.
I sighed. I stood up, aparently alittle to quickly. The vertigo caused me to stumble but I was able to ketch my balance. I smiled smally and straightened up. "I think we should get back soon. I didn't even tell Jasmine I was leaving." I muttered the last part quietly, feeling bad for leaving my daughter.

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