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Enji_Chou

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PostPosted: Tue Nov 19, 2013 11:52 pm


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[Kyla: Disney Castle: Balcony]

Kyla would have to agree, there could be some connection to how his summon took shape but as to how or why that remained to be seen. Still it was interesting hearing how much about the summons he knew. James clearly loved the series and she shrugged sheepishly wishing she had such an extensive knowledge of them as well. What she knew outside of the ones she owned was all from the wiki knowledge.
When James confessed he never played xenosaga she chuckled and admitted to not having played the .hack signs herself- just watched al the animes and movies- and then read all the wiki knowledge on the games. “I did watch the playthroughs- I was interested in Tsukasa’s story and how it continued on strangely in the games at times.”
Carbuncle curled up against her front keeping her warm- she felt a little cold and Kyla contemplated his next question. She too was enjoying this rare chance of pace. The lightness of topic- she couldn’t remember the last time she had a conversation like this one in a while.
“- I did lots of things I guess. I liked to read and learn about all kinds of things. If I wasn’t drawing or animating, I was painting or writing. I tried to learn the violin. I’m still not very good- but I can sing. I was never one of those people who wanted to become some pop star- I just took after my Dad. I sang in the choir, and some musicals actually- plays. I roleplayed online played video games of an assortment of consoles. Heh- I relaxed by preparing tea. I used to grow lavender and mint in my backyard. I enjoyed long walks in the evening or at night. Vancouver was a very wet and cold place to live. Despite being in Canada- Vancouver is the only boreal forest in the world- so it rained all the time. Snow was rare where I lived- so when it did, I loved it.”
A strange smile came over her face and she closed her eyes thinking-
“.. I did this thing. Where no matter what time it was, midnight, midday or 3 am, didn’t care- the moment that first snow fall came. I’d go outside and take a long long walk in it as soon as enough was collected. Something about it looked so mysterious, same thing when the fog rolled in. I liked to explore it. I had such an insatiable wanderlust. So bad Im fact my mom had a specific instruction to me when we go camping. ‘don’t you go wandering off to find some rabbit hole to wonderland- I know you –young lady!’ “ she did some impression of a scolding voice in high pitch before giggling.
How karmic- she spent her whole life trying to find a way to be spirited away- and look what happens.
“Guess that’s what happens when you grow up reading all kinds of book of adventure.”
She leaned back and opening her eyes looked up at the blue sky again-“I stargazed a lot- even had a telescope. Oh! And I really enjoyed our time in Hawaii and Atlantica- because of the swimming. Swimming was my favorite form of exorcise.”

Figuring she listed enough to give James a good enough idea she turned to him expecting him to list off what he liked to do for fun.

PostPosted: Wed Nov 20, 2013 1:08 am


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{James : Disney Castle : Balcony}

James chuckled lightly as she explained what she had or not actually done in regards to the games, especially in regards to the .hack// games which James had thoroughly gotten obsessed with when they had originally come out.

"I'm not saying I know everything about Final Fantasy, the ones prior to the playstation I definitely have learned a lot more about through the wiki too, such a useful thing," he concluded with a chuckle of his own and then fell silent as she began to answer his question.

He was impressed, she was pretty well versed much like he was, doing all kinds of things musically and artistically. She even went on to describe some of the things she liked, such as tea, long walks, snowfall, and described her habit and enjoyment of going outside regardless of what time of day it was on the first snowfall, and explained her mother's specific instructions while camping causing the corsair to chuckle again, stargazing seemed to be another thing interest that they shared as well.

"I'm not overly fond of swimming actually, I can but I don't get a whole lot of enjoyment out of it, unlike my wife, she loves it, me being mostly skin and bone though, I tend to sink like a brick," he stated with another huff of amusement.

"As for what I like to do, I'm obviously a big fan of games, rpgs primarily. I like to read, write, and draw, though I'm no where as good as you are. I do online roleplaying as well," he stated. Kyla might have noted that he wasn't referring to all of this in the past tense as she did, but that was more a matter of habit than anything. "I'm fairly musical as well, I was involved in choirs since the fifth grade, even traveled the world on summer and spring tours during my middle school and high school years with a prestigious choir in Nebraska called Bel Canto. I played the trumpet from fourth grade through eighth grade, but stopped after that since it basically meant joining marching band which I had no interest in. A few years after High School I picked up the ocarina as a hobby and learned to play songs on it by ear. used to enjoy making recordings of them and posting them on youtube actually. I also like to cosplay, I've been to at least one convention a year since I graduated," he continued, he always forgot just how much he had been involved in over the years until he actually bothered to list them off. "My wife and I both like making props for cosplay too, we had started a business of making them by commission before all of this happened," the corsair stopped there, hoping that he didn't sound to boastful to the pictomancer.

"I also like to go camping, I love nature and just going for hikes. While I didn''t have a telescope star gazing is another past time of mine as well. I had a fair bit of time to just star gaze as I drove around on patrol at my job. I've always loved the moonlight, who knows maybe that's why I ended up with Fenrir."

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PostPosted: Thu Nov 21, 2013 6:56 pm


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[Kyla: Disney Castle: Balcony]


Talking with James was revealing about their mind sets as well. When did she start talking about Earth in past tense? Had she really become to its absence so quickly?

When James described his own track record of performance experience she recalled how he carried himself during the parade- “that’s explains it-“she mused, folding her fingers over her front. “- you looked like you were made for strutting your stuff down the road- it must have been fun.”

Kyla was surprised to discover she wasn’t the only cosplayer- “ you like to cosplay too?” She gave a weak laugh and shook her head- “This whole ordeal- I must admit, has felt like one long cosplay- and I enjoy that part at least.” She pat the spot where the dressphere rested invisibly by her collarbone- “ could you just imagine if we had these nifty things before? Instant win at conventions all the time!” and she laughed, full heartedly this time. It was unusual but not unpleasant coming from her.
“Still I’m glad your wife Michelle is ok- I was concerned. You guys ran a prop business? It must be competitive for you. Did you work with metals or woods?” She could just imagine the two of them in a little workshop like Santa’s elves, sparks flying on a grinder, or wood chips scattered on the floor. Bottles of paint and hot glue all around them as they sweat over rows and rows of prop swords from the latest game.

“I wonder-… how must easier it would have been for my animations if I had this power? I often thought about it- what would it be like to truly see what I saw in my head, making it move on my own without the aid of some computer of digital camera capture device-“ she rolled her shoulders a little. All this drawing, made some muscle sore at times.

“Sitting at ym desk- day after day. Hours passing by – I hated it when the sun was out; cause then I had to choose between two passions. Could you imagine how much simpler it be-I’d be my own studio ghibli. Don’t get me wrong- I always believe in a honest day’s work. Nothing else feels s ore satisfying to me knowing I did my best on a project. I guess the power to truly see on paper what I see in my heart and head-…I’d.. love to bring it back with me.” She made a face- “ without having to kill myself over it for once! It would make up for all the time I'd get sick- no one could fire me if I never lost any time.”

Her giggles faded again and she looked more somber for a moment.

"I stand by what I asked before though... if we had a choice. Could we come back here- or just stay? I like my homeland very much but-... "
She folded her fingers again and drew her knees up to her chest.
"It's my dream of have a place I could call home. Some place no one could take from me ever again. Somewhere I can belong. who knows.. maybe it can be here someday?"

PostPosted: Thu Nov 21, 2013 10:32 pm


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{James : Disney Castle : Balcony}

James was still trying his best not to feel like he had been boasting too much, he couldn't help but feel a bit embarrassed as she commented on how he had acted during the parade.

"I'm definitely used to performing, I won't deny that. Coming off of the conversations that we had had before leaving the hangar, I'm surprised I was able to let loose and enjoy it as much as I did," he stated rubbing the back of his head a bit.

She seemed surprised that he cosplayed and made props and commented on how much easier cosplaying would be with the dress spheres. He thought about it, and how their attires had changed over the course of their journey. Even his had changed since his battle with Kuro Oni. The long coat replaced with a vest instead, it was like his heart was shaping his attire more to fit the melee possibilities of the Lunatic Pandora, his attire more fitting for closed quarters combat. He simply nodded his head with a slight chuckle in regards to her thoughts on cosplaying with the dress spheres.

"It is wonderful knowing that Michelle isn't lost in the darkness like everyone else from Earth, knowing she's here is a huge drive booster really, whether she fights with the group or not. I'm glad that she's staying here though. I prefer that she be safe, she has never really been one for fighting," he stated doing his best not to think about what had happened during the brief time Michelle was on the front lines with them, that stupid curse and how the two of them had nearly gotten killed. "As for our props, not really sure how competitive it was, it never really felt like there was a ton of competition, but it was really just getting started too, so who's to say what could happen. We work predominantly with different foams and plastics actually. Foam core made for a good base for a lot of props, we would then build up the thickness with craft foam and cover it in a sheet plastic called styrene," he stated with fondness. He truly loved crafting and making props.

He fell silent again as he listened to her talk about her passion for drawing and animating, yet again it seemed she was always thinking about all sorts of things, both in regards to this world, and their home and sort of bridging the gap between them. It was definitely interesting to listen to her theories and thoughts on all of that. He was glad to hear her laugh and giggle, it was so much better than the way she had been since before this conversation. Her thoughts turned somber a bit as she asked the question that she had apparently been thinking about since Yen Sid's offer.

"Time will tell how things pan out at the end of this journey, until then it is impossible to know. I don't think Michelle and I could ever be truly happy here if we did stay, our families, our friends. After fighting so hard to get it all back, I can't imagine never seeing them again," he stated with a sigh. "One things for sure though, we'll never be the same again."

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PostPosted: Sat Nov 30, 2013 8:12 pm


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[Kyla: Disney Castle: Balcony]

“I suppose you’re right-“ she replied in regards to his response about possibly staying in this world.
“- we can never go back- as the saying goes.” She looked ahead back towards the hallway they had come from, and then back over the side towards the gardens.
“I wonder where we’ll be staying- just in general here at the castle. The place is pretty big. The way Yen Sid was describing the situation to us, look like that from here on out- all operations were be from here at the palace. I hope I get a chance to go ride with The General, I think he likes me- I heard riding the chocobos was fun. Is that true?” she asked, though wasn’t entirely sure James was a part of that particular excursion.
PostPosted: Sun Dec 01, 2013 7:32 pm


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{James : Disney Castle : Balcony}

James nodded his head in agreement regarding her never go back statement. Her thoughts then turned again towards their living arrangements now and how their missions would work from now on, primarily if they would be riding their chocobos again. It made the corsair think about his black and red feathery companion Feni, whom last he had seen was still in the stable car aboard the train, though he kind of doubted that was the case. She spoke of "The General" whom he figured was one of the Chocobos in the car, he had surely seen him, though he couldn't recall. Every time he had been in the stables it had always been in passing, when she mentioned the excursion it took him a moment to think about what she was talking about, then he remembered their trip to the strange toad sage back in Narnia.

Thinking back to Narnia brought back more bad memories than good, It was when Cory had first attacked, that stupid spell that had nearly gotten both Michelle and himself killed, that had nearly seen Michelle lost to her own darkness, his near death experience at he final battle. He noticeably cringed at the memory of his fall off of the platform. He noticeably shook his head trying shake the memories from his head.

"That was during a particularly emotional time for me, so I really don't remember much of it. Either the trip or the frog sage. It's definitely different than riding a horse I'll say that much. I would definitely like to ride Feni again, we might get the chance to ride in the forest outside before we go back to doing missions. If I go would you like to come with me?" he asked eagerly with a smile.

He remembered his time riding Chocobos in Final Fantasy XI. The music that played was just so fitting, it was slow for Chocobo music but it fit really well and the Chocobo's steps always fell right with the beat. Monsters didn't attack you while riding, so it was purely for fun, especially when it was a chocobo you raised yourself. They even had made a chocobo hot and cold game in FFXI that you could play while riding your chocobo, and just like in FFIX, he had always been pretty good at it.

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PostPosted: Sun Dec 01, 2013 9:26 pm


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[Kyla: Disney Castle: Balcony]

“Chococbo riding, with you? Yes please!” the look on the girls face was reminiscent of every fan girl finding out they could live out some dream they’ve been holding onto for the longest time! She was practically beaming at the prospect of riding a chocobo through the countryside sometime. “Let’s bring Michelle too if she wants to! I think everyone should get a chance to enjoy that- I can still hardly believe it at times.”
She suddenly let out a tiny squeak which was completl;y- usualy for her MO, then again, Jame was being privy to a side so far no one else had seen. All along this quiet-serious business-recklace girl with a death wish- was giddy fan girl?
“Oh my goodness- I wonder if they can find stuff like in FF 9? Remember that?! You gave them gyashi greens, and you suddenly got them search for stuff!-.. I wasn’t very good at that side quest though.” She blew a huff.
Kyla didn’t recall much from that night though. Aside from Joe’s talk- everything was a fevered haze except for a few things.
“ I don’t remember much about that night, I wasn’t feeling very well. But I do know that old chocobo was very kind to me. So I’m pretty sure he may let me ride him. He’s gold but- he’s so old some of his feathers are turning grey. I think he has scars on him too. Looks like he’s been through a lot- guess that’s how he got his name.” Kyla mused, and a fond tone crept into her voice.
“I bet that ol’ timer would appreciate a good run. I owe him that. And I wonder what else we’ll get to see. If you can – for just a moment- ignore all the dangerous stuff, all the pain, and sadness.. this experience is really incredible. There would be hundreds if not thousands of people who’d give everything to be where we are right now. You know? We can say we know how soft the down of a chocobo feels- we know how it feels to do all sorts of things.”

"there's still so much I'd want to do. Like... Like talk to my hero zidane!" she made a pouty face, "Can you believe he was unconscious when I got to see him?! Seriously?! He's been my hero since I was 9 and he's out cold!"
PostPosted: Tue Dec 03, 2013 12:27 am


[ ATE : Speaker of the Dead : 1 ]


[Nick(?) :: Disney Castle :: Cornerstone of Light]

"No...No, it really doesn't make me feel better. It doesn't make me feel better in the slightest that I, according to you, am a self aware mental projection of your cancer ridden noggin!" The image of Nick exclaimed, flailing his arms in frustration. "Why, if I wasn't so damn ghostly, I'd...I'd...I'd kick some dirt and have a hissy fit. Or something. I'm too frustrated to be frustrated. No, stop. More important things to do than flap my lips like an idiot. You still haven't told me how you know my name. And what castle are we at? The one in Anaheim? Florida, perhaps? Or are we ******** seas in one of the four outside the USA?!"

He yelled again, stopping only to look at Yen Sid. His mouth fell agape, and he could only mutter out 'Yen Sid, Yen Sid, real Yen Sid' over and over before turning his gaze back at the blonde agromancer.

"We're...we're not in Kansas anymore, are we, Dorothy?"

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PostPosted: Wed Dec 04, 2013 4:13 pm


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{James : Disney Castle : Balcony}

James' smile widened at her reaction as she eagerly accepted her invitation to go riding with him, he was a bit surprised that she had thought to think about Michelle too, though of course he agreed. He couldn't help but chuckle as she let out a squeak, something he had never heard from her before. He was seeing so many different sides to Kyla during this one conversation, from sad to angry, to happy, to nerdy, and now a squeeing fangirl? She then brought up the idea that maybe they were able to find treasure and items like in Final Fantasy IX which then of course made the corsair also think about Final Fantasy XI more. Sometimes, he still really wished that he could return to that game.

"We should invite anybody else who wants to come along too. As for the finding treasures, that would be pretty cool. I used to be pretty good at those mini-games both in Final Fantasy IX and Final Fantasy XI," he stated with a chuckle.

She then continued to talk about all of the incredible things that they would get the chance to see. How so many people would, of course minus the real danger they were in, give anything to experience what they had. He had to agree, the whole experience really was something else and he nodded his head in agreement to her words yet again. Kyla was truly a very interesting person to talk with, or even just listen to really. She then spoke about Zidane, whom of course James knew about from Final Fantasy IX. He hadn't really noticed that he had actually been around the group though until she brought it up.

"I imagine you'll get the chance eventually, I mean we are all fighting on the same side after all. Most of the characters I would want to meet are actually villains. Not to say I don't like the hero characters, I just don't really think of them as personal heroes. I would really like to meet Sephiroth, or Genesis, but at least when it comes to Sephiroth, It is a fairly safe bet in this universe that any meeting with him will not be a pleasant one," He stated with a light laugh. "I wonder who the other fiends are... If they're all Final Fantasy villains, there is a lot to guess from... though I think some of them are kind of obvious too."
PostPosted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 4:20 pm


[ATE ~ Speaker of the Dead ~ 2]
[Noelle ~ Disney Castle ~ Chamber of the Cornerstone]


Noelle followed Nick's gaze and could see that he'd figured the situation out for himself. She winced and watched him sympathetically, wringing her hands. How to explain this . . . any of it. Telling him that Earth was destroyed wasn't even the bad news. Or the worst of it, anyway.

The small blonde took a breath and looked up at Nick, "We're not. We're at Disney Castle. The Disney Castle. It's all just . . . really messed up and awful, but . . . turns out Kingdom Hearts is real. Sora and Riku are over there. As for why we're here . . . a Darkside destroyed Earth. We, and other kids from Earth, survived for some reason. We're starting to discover that it might be because there's something special about our hearts. So we, you, are alive, and we're trying to find a way to get home."

Noelle stopped there, letting him take at least that in. He could react in any number of ways to that, and she couldn't be sure whether it would be good or bad. She was trying to be sensitive about it--it was a lot to handle. But the worst part was, she only had more bad news from there.

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PostPosted: Mon Dec 16, 2013 4:29 pm


[ATE : Speaker of the Dead : 3]


[Nick(?) :: Disney Castle :: Cornerstone of Light]

"So we, you, are alive, and we're trying to find a way to get home."

"...Wait, I'm...alive? How the ******** do you call this alive!? I'M A GHOST. SPECTRAL. DEAD. THIS IS LIVING TO YOU!? YOU MAY BE TRYING TO COMFORT ME, BUT ALL YOU'RE DOING IS MAKING ME FEEL WORSE. I CAN'T FEEL THE WIND ON MY FACE, THE GRASS ON MY FEET. CHEESE AND CRACKERS, WOMAN, I CAN'T EVEN FEEL MYSELF BEING ANGRY."

Nick let out a scream of frustration before shaking his fists at the blonde.

"Now, for the last time. How do you know my name and why don't I remember the world being swallowed by Heartless!? Last time I checked, I was at work being a good little minion."
PostPosted: Sat Dec 28, 2013 9:11 pm


[ATE ~ Speaker of the Dead ~ 4]
[Noelle ~ Disney Castle ~ Chamber of the Cornerstone]


Noelle frowned as Nick kept shouting, taking a breath to try and keep an even temper. The deep sigh didn't help at all, and her anger began bubbling over.

"Will you calm your tits, I'm doing you a ******** favor!" She hissed, waving a warning finger at him. "You're a villain you got that?! The only reason why I can see you is because you thought you'd terrorize me for information!"

The agromancer paused and took another deep breath, rubbing her face with her hands. She was trying to be gentle but her irritation with him got the best of her. Hopefully the information she'd just given him would shut him up long enough for her to continue.

"You're a villain." Noelle repeated, though much more calmly now, "But not by choice. When Earth was destroyed, we chose weapons and summons attached themselves to our hearts. Chaos attached to yours. We've been here for a week, and in that time Chaos has been fighting you--the real you--for control over your body. You're losing. You put this seal on me--" She showed him the mark under her collarbone, "To try and get information from me about my comrades, others from Earth. But when I refused, Chaos took over momentarily. When you returned, you asked for my help, and I agreed to try and help you find a way to stop Chaos from taking over your body. However, when I came here, to Disney Castle, your communication with the seal was cut off by the Cornerstone of Light. You, the one that's here now standing before me, are the fragment of your heart left with me by the seal. Now that this fragment is severed from your original, it's out of communication with your memories and with Chaos. So you are as you were before Earth fell."

Noelle stepped back a little, unsure of how Nick would react to all this information. He asked for it, though, so all she could do was oblige.

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PostPosted: Sun Dec 29, 2013 11:41 pm


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[Kyla: Disney Castle: Balcony]

“I guess you’re right- I just hope I don’t make a fool out of myself. When I see someone I really admire I just freeze up and say nothing. It’s silly really- they’r e just people in the end, but somehow the fear of making a bad first impression just overrides everything.” She threw hand her back as a memory came to her- ”I did that once back home. Said something stupid and since then I’m sure that person thinks I’m a real snob or an air head-“ suddenly the girl was waving her arms defensively like he’d react or something-“ which I’m not Really I’m not! Swear it!”

After blowing a sigh and rubbed her temples Kyla recalled their very first canon escorts- “ugh… when I saw Riku for the first time I almost turned to stone. I wanted to be friends- but I just don’t’ think I’m good enough- I mean, maybe we don’t mesh well. But I really respect what he has to say- now he probably thinks less of me or at the very least won’t ask me to hang out like chums-“ She suddenly paused and looked back at James a little more wide eyed, like that part slipped out unintentionally- with a bitter groan she looked back at her feet again- “pffff- chums. I must be out of my mind. He’s not like the riku I knew in my little world, he’s real- and if he doesn’t want to be my friend that’s ok you know. Sometimes, people just don’t need to know or care about you- that sort of entitlement can be a bad. It’s not like the whole world has to love you.”


It still hurts though.



“On that tangent though- indifference I mean: In regards to what you said about Sephiroth…” she she shrugged her shoulders making eye contact with James again--“ you know- I don’t think he’d do anything to you honestly, not if you were by yourself.”

She knew it didn’t make sense so Kyla began to elaborate- “you see, Sephiroth does what he does for a reason, even murder. When he killed Aerith, it was to drive the most emotional grief he could into his rival- besides obviously killing the last cetra-“

“- but here , in this universe, he is Clouds’ Darkness, no offense to you personally James, but unless he can somehow instill more emotional impact into Cloud through you- if you’re not in his way- it’s very likely he’ll just pass you by.”

“ Back in China, we were with Cloud- Sephiroth knew that-if he could hurt Cloud through attacking us all the better for him. But outside of that-“ Kyla looked on ahead over the railing again towards the sky above their heads,
“-He doesn’t kill for pleasure or entertainment, and he’s not insane in the manic way like say Kefka- he was always a man with a mission-whether it was proving something, or revenge. Now distilled into such a simple existence-and linked with Cloud, I think he’s even more focused. I’d bank on it- if you met Sephiroth in the streets of right now, unless you’re a fool who would try and pick a fight- he would very likely just ignore you if you cannot give him what he wants.“


She quiet for a long moment then, her brow creased before she said anything else- “I came to a similar conclusion with Ajora. I was right in the end- but.. I should have told everyone what I was doing. Ajora may have …done some..bad things but-“ Kyle visible shook a little, the memory of his personal torture was… more disturbing in her in the long run then she had realized-“… I knew he wouldn’t kill me back there- it wasn’t what he wanted. Even so, that didn’t mean something else couldn’t have done it-in the end. And it made Kyle worry- and now he’s a big mess and it’s all my fault.“
“I just didn’t want anyone else to get caught in the crossfire if I was wrong- and in the end that’s exactly what happened no matter what I did. “With another frustrated groan Kyla ran her fingers through her hair messing it up a little more.

“Heh…I wonder how Genesis would react to us. I think he would appreciate more cultured conversation. I can understand his obsession with his book. I could lose myself in such writing if it resonated with me in the way it does for him. Sometimes a simple concept can shape your entire world if it’s significant enough.”She turned to James again, eyeing his reactions up to now- “is there a story that resonates with you? Is there a character you’ve seen at any point who you could swear was yourself incarnate?”

PostPosted: Mon Dec 30, 2013 9:11 pm


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{James : Disney Castle : Balcony}

James fell silent once again as she began speaking as she began talking about what had happened when once back home and then wasn't sure what the person thought of her anymore. He couldn't help but laugh as she then began frantically waving her arms about in a very anime style, denying what she had said she thought she was. He wasn't sure exactly how to react though aside from that. He was certain she knew he didn't mean anything by it, and she certainly already knew he didn't feel that she was a snob or an airhead. The only true airhead that the corsair knew was Dawn.

She then continued to explain about how she had felt when she had first met Riku, and how she wasn't sure what he thought about her now, how they would probably never be friends and all of that.

"Riku was the first canon character I met in this universe," The corsair stated. 'I didn't really have too much time to be awe or star struck though as it was right in the middle of battle against some Heartless, he saved me and then helped me get to here. It was pretty cool to be honest."

She then went on a tangent about Sephiroth, explaining how his motives even though he knew them all too well. He probably knew the most about Sephiroth or FFVII in general than the vast of the group. She then continued to explain Sephiroth's motives in Kingdom Hearts, him being Cloud's darkness and how if James had run into Sephiroth unless he had picked a fight with him, the masamune wielder would probably just leave him alone.

"I didn't mean that as though he would try and kill me on sight, though who's to say with the way the Darkness is acting. I just mean it's not like I would be able to walk up to Sephiroth and actually speak to him and have him acknowledge me."

Again she switched tangents... How many did she have to go off of? Had all of these thoughts been piling up in her head since the start of their journey and she hadn't really had anyone to talk to them about until now? He supposed overall this was a really good thing that she was finally letting it all out. Explaining what she had done regarding going to meet Ajora and the consequences of it, blaming herself yet again for the state that Kyle was in currently.

"I'm amazed your head hasn't exploded with all of these different thoughts you have... Don't worry about all of that, what's done is done and there is no point lingering on it. Kyle will get fixed up I'm sure. As I've said, I wasn't there during that so I really have no right to judge, I just know my own mistakes could have had far more dire consequences if I wasn't careful,"

Another tangent this time to Genesis and the obsession with Loveless. Which made the corsair think of his own obsession with the poetry. It wasn't so much that Loveless had truly resonated with him, just as the Epitaph of Twilight had drawn his attention.

"Infinite in mystery, is the gift of the Goddess. We seek it thus and take to the skies. Ripples form on the water's surface. The wandering soul knows rest," the corsair concluded his recitation with a light chuckle before turning his focus back to Kyla. " Sorry, I'm a pretty big fan of Genesis' poetry myself, just like he did to Sephiroth in Crisis Core he sort of beat it into my head. The story of Loveless didn't so much resonate with me as just caught my interest, similar to how the Epitaph of Twilight did in the .hack series... I'm weird that way. As for a story or character that resonates with me. Back when I had my berserk nature issues, I used to relate very well to Kenshin Himura. The whole berserk rage that I used to have... It used to feel very much like Kenshin's Battousai side. Kind of silly I know...," he concluded rubbing his head slightly embarrassed again.

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PostPosted: Mon Jan 06, 2014 1:50 am


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[Kyla: Disney Castle: Balcony]

James was right- it was a miracle she hadn’t gone mad from how mind blowing the entire ordeal was, just what places her mind continuously lingers and weaves-
“I’m not so sure it hasn’t-” she remarked in response to his comment on her head no exploding, “- I just can’t help it. I’m always …lingering or thinking on something. It’s like a million voices talking all at once. My heart gets pulled in all directions. There’s a silver lining to that in a sense, it won’t allow me to linger one the more depressing things for too long. “

Like home. Being here meant home was gone. It meant everyone she ever loved was gone. It meant her original purpose for existing was removed. Her original light, he- was gone. But just before she could let that horrible thought settling, her mind distracted her with something still sad- but less pressing, and then again redirected her to something else. Was it madness, or a strange variation of coping… or just keeping busy.

Whatever it was it kept her in a this delicate balance of constantly thinking, but never sinking completely- it was very possible all the guilt she felt over Kyle was yet another distraction form an even heavier weight she wasn’t ready to face. Talking to James certainly helped, and it felt good to hear some semblance of understanding for once from someone other than an entity that shared her head and heart space.

Once again another distraction prevented her on dwelling on even that for too long when James answered her nerdier question. An obvious reaction exploded behind those spectacle as her eyes seemed to grow twice their size , her cheeks rosey-ing in the glow of nostalgia and fan girlish glee, it bubbled up inside her like before and exploded with a resounding-“ Oh WOW!”
She was positively impressed with his retelling of Loveless and nodded fervently in curious interest- which only sparked again like a continuous chain reaction the more names were dropped. .Hack, and KENSHIN?!

Kyla had to remember to contain herself and once again with that glazed over- faraway look she mused completely unperturbed by James’ response to having a relation of the infamous Manslayer.

“ I don’t think it’s silly at all. These character we see- they were written by a human being, someone behind the face and words who had to have felt or known what ti meant to be them. As human beings ourselves, it’s completely possible there would be one or some we can resonate with.”

“While I can very much relate to the escapist desires of Tsubasa, not to mention his more desperate nature, and also the rage that is the red headed Manslayer- I would have to say I saw my incarnation in a most unlikely place.” By that she emant the genre- it was completely out of left field.

Cue Getsudou All this time she felt a kinship in the past with heroes of various adventure stories- so the protagonist of this story and it’s genre completely took her by surprise. The image of a blond haired character with a white ribbon holding her hair back came into the foreground of her mind-

“I was almost tearfully upset with the seemingly tragic hopeless ending to Misuzu’s life in ‘Air- the thousandth summer’. It was like seeing my story come to a very tearful end with little to no hope of breaking such a sad curse. Her struggle resonated a lot with me, her bodily weakness, or inability to talk to the people she wishes to connect to most, or the inevitable string of events that severed her from ever finding happiness, - only to die utterly alone, and repeat the process over and over again through time.”
She recalled every line, every moment of the story in a few blinks of time, “Even her silly mannerisms, I was embarrassed how closely she resembled me, I threw the series away when I first watched it to the end, and it bothered me continuously for years.“

Of course she wasn’t saying she was some immortal being that was cursed to be reborn into pain and sickness and sadness forever- but rather the cycle, her story, all of it had a symbolic symmetry to hers in a metaphysical sort of way- minus the illness part. THAT she could relate to in some aspects. Thankfully the symptoms came and went in secret on the train days ago- only Joe knew what happened.

It occurred during a time when she was capable of resting without causing detriment to the mission or her comrades- even so… thinking on it a little more now, what if they were caught in this battle a long time. Sora’s original story spanned over years-

“Hmmmm...If we’re stuck here too long, that could prove to be problematic-“ she said out loud, her fangirling expression consumed again by her calculating seriousness for a moment-“ it could put others in danger because it could happen at any time eventually-but Joe already knows about it so, it’s not like preparations cannot be made.”


She looked at James sheepishly knowing how confusing that must’ve sounded just now, but for the first time since her arrival, she didn’t feel nearly as reserved about this issue, besides- what if something happened to Joe, being the leader was dangerous, and since James was so honest about his rage issues she explained yet another concern that plagued her for a while.



“I was born with a condition that seems to have manifested very agressively in me since I inherited it from both sides of my family. It acts up every few weeks, and well..it renders me into a state that’s very embarrassing. When I first came to this world, I was struck down by it a few days later, the erasure of our world obviously didn’t give me any time to get my medication so… I had to weather it out. When you and the others went to the sage that time- that’s why I stayed back on the train. Thankfully- I had Carbuncle with me, she brought Joe with her. He managed to find medicine for me. It wasn’t the exact kind but it brought me out of danger-“ she folded her fingers together again,”…so yeah. It comes and goes, and... well-people’s opinions of me never are the same after they see me like that. It causes a lot of problems, most being to my low productivity, I can’t do anything about it so- it just interrupts my life over and over. I didn’t think I would be troubled by it here but obviously that isn’t true- we’re still ourselves here. “

She felt the comforting caress of Carbuncles presence in her mind, it brushed gently over her heart and she smiled despite herself.

“So that’s always an area of concern, I want to be as helpful as I can before it happens again. " It was parhaps one of the bigger reason she tried so hard if she considered their situation here as long term. She worked herself to compensate for the inevidability she would eventually break over and over in the end. against her own volition her very body would collapse around her.

It was the reason she created the Summon Equips. even if her body was inactive, her mana was still flowing strong, so if she could not be by their side physically she wanted to create a way she could still be there when they needed her powers.

"My worst fear is it happening in the middle of a fight. I have time to prepare of coarse right now, anywhere around 1 and a half to 2 weeks from now.” Her brow creased- “though… something could trigger it, stress for one.” She lowered her face into her hands now, having a turn to rub her own temples.

“Maybe… if I procured some kind of long term medicine? Err.. found a spell that stops time in the body maybe? I should look into that later-“ her voice took on a more uplifted yet analytical tone as she was honestly weighing her options while they were on the subject, eventually she shrugged- “ I’m sure maybe an idea can occur to me if I check the library as I comb it for other fields of informative expansion.”


The spectacles girl pushed the bridge of her glasses back up her nose and she actually smiled again, “ Back to the original point, It would be years later, that the ending was explained more in detail to me, and I realized while the ending while bittersweet- it meant something beyond the final scene and something hopeful was occurring simultaneously. Misuzu had indeed broken free of her cycle in the end. I can’t help but compare that revelation to my situation now-” She balled her fist with determination, “- I want to do the same. ”

A few moments passed again before she took a deep breath and let it go, again, now waiting with anxeity concerning Jame's reaction to her long winded answers.


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